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Author has written 123 stories for Life, Politics, Haiku, Song, Love, Religion, General, Fantasy, Friendship, Family, General, and War.

the world has changed because you are made of ivory and gold. the curves of your lips rewrite history.

6/2/09

just published "collector." it's odd but i like it.
also, it's just come to my attention while re-reading some of my older poems that because of a new format fiction press has, due to some of the puncuation and such in some of my older poems, it's caused words and phrases to, um...disappear. i'll be re-editing and fixing the pieces that have been messed up soon so they go back to making sense. :)

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The Church of Holy Prada by Akhenaten reviews
A poem from a girl's POV about women objectification. Come my sisters, let us worship/at the church of holy prada
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 347 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/31/2005
Teen Slander Queen by PanDaemonAeon reviews
just laughing at someone who said some really stupid things as an aftermath to some really bitchy things.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/13/2004
Self Expression by APersonAndAHalf reviews
Ok. It has a name. It rhymes. Should satisfy you people. So read it. And review it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/20/2004
Black Satin by Society's Cavity reviews
Yards of black fall in velveteen folds over my eyes/ Conceal the bleeding and blind me/ They lied when they said hell wasn't pretty
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Published: 5/27/2004
your lips taste of blood by enderwellsaveusall reviews
about stuff:P
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/25/2004
I Am by RogueBHS reviews
Just a little poem written on a whim. My first "original" work.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/12/2004
Wasted as a Virgin by Hali Farrel reviews
Imagine how the boys scream when they find out the goddess like beauty is forever a virgin...
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/12/2004
Dead Fairy by nefaria18 reviews
Another haiku.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/11/2004
Sinner by Burnt Crucifix reviews
Enticing whispers and questions, pushing a girl to sin
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/25/2004
There Is by SlythSiren reviews
A simple poem with pagan references. If you're the type to flame and tell me I'm going to "Hell" then please don't read. Otherwise, enjoy
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/31/2003
Stained Glass Prison by hopelessly.helplessly reviews
Moderate language. More musings on being a Wiccan in a Catholic School- but no offense intended to anyone! Maybe not the cause, but the feelings do apply to everyone at one point or another! Happy New Year!
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/31/2003
Just A Tad by Kinsey Adkisson reviews
This is my struggle with my worst habit: cutting.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 737 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/24/2003
Then I Shall Be by Devilzzz reviews
a sinner with her heart set free
Poetry: Religion - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/24/2003
Rosary of Blame by LiquidGenesis reviews
Can the walls be more important than me? Do you love them more than me?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/9/2003
For Allen Ginsberg by BloodBrother reviews
Inspired by Tuli Kupferberg. If you are easily offended, don't read this.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 6 - Published: 11/28/2003
Epistle to Reverend Phelps: A Response by Seshira reviews
Five years ago, Matthew Shepard died, victim of a hate crime. On October 3, 2003, Reverend Fred Phelps has a proposal...to twist Shepard's memory into anti-gay propaganda. My Response.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/17/2003
Mama by Rhetorics reviews
All of us Christians do is accuse, but what are we actually supposed to do something after that?
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/7/2003
The Pact by Anya Sidle reviews
Once upon a time, two little girls played in the woods. Rated R for disturbing content.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,708 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 15 - Published: 4/15/2003
Androgynous by underjoyed reviews
This is her Garden of Eden, and it's mine too. Short and rough, deals with bisexuality.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/26/2003
Doll by Sabishisa reviews
This is hard to sum up... A guy works as a doll, letting other play with him, but he can't remain emotionless. just read please! (Slash, complete)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,742 - Reviews: 127 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/3/2003
The Blood of Matthew Shepard by CosmicStar reviews
A young man...murdered out of hate....BECAUSE HE WAS GAY. My feelings on the incident. Rated PG for language.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 9 - Published: 3/15/2002
Sweet by Spider Girl reviews
Strangely enough, a cleverly disguised ode to Brian Molko of Placebo. *dreamy sigh*
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/16/2001
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collector reviews
i just made you up to hurt myself, and it worked. odd.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Published: 6/2/2009 - Complete
electric ladyland reviews
everything you say will be used against you.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Published: 5/22/2009 - Complete
game of you reviews
she is still just a strange little girl, playing the game of you.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 551 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/22/2009 - Complete
they all call her alaska reviews
at least now you know why they all call her alaska. first thing i have written and finished in quite awhile. might need some work but at least it's something.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/29/2009 - Complete
accidentally reviews
but honey, tinkerbell isn't tossing her fairy dust/on our heads anytime tonight
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/6/2006
devils & deeds reviews
when home is fashioned out of past grievances, devils and deeds, and fridge magnets that will never know how to spell your name
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/21/2006
running with scissors reviews
when you were young you ran with scissors //you're going to stab yourself one day//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/21/2006
she reviews
she's a cancerous addiction, and all she asks (is that you save her until it's finally time for her to save herself.)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/6/2006
i wanna be your marilyn monroe reviews
i wanna be your marilyn monroe & you can be my romeo/we'll romance & overdose (and when we're ghosts we'll sing)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/18/2006
snowballs & playboys reviews
a love&infinity even ginsberg&kerouac&buddha at their philosophical finest couldn't epitomize.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/18/2006
skin reviews
your black skin &my white skin & together we are two pieces of one heart merging.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/18/2006
bound reviews
I was there, so were you; you know as I do: "your trinity raped me without conscience."
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 6 - Published: 1/12/2006
Vicious Toy reviews
Vicious Toy/Got cupboards full of chainsaws and little boys...I swear I must be heaven sent
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/20/2005
rooftop reviews
your pale wristbones show no reverence as my winter gives away to widowed november and he catches the criminal in me with a smile.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/18/2005
love in a body bag reviews
i've run two thousand miles (away) but you still can touch the distance. (he's the favourite american psycho but i'm the criminal tonight.)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/29/2005
virginity hardened into a bloodstain reviews
your face is guernica and our eyes are scared like streetlights as (my) virginity hardens into a bloodstain around my heart. for (the first) boy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 7 - Published: 10/29/2005
peace to his people reviews
that thrill you cannot explain, and the guilt of the afterwards like an electrical cord around your neck. (my god, i have forsaken thee) prose-poem about priests and pedophilia.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: M - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 568 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 8 - Published: 8/26/2005
chemical burn reviews
I'm a galaxy-crossed supernova and we'll look so good in a hearse.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 5 - Published: 8/23/2005
midas touch reviews
he's barely holding the sky above his sanity and his innocent touch is turning me to gold(dust). An attempt to break my writer's block.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/22/2005
delilahBEcomejezebel reviews
they threw me to the dogs so i wouldn't tell
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 410 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 17 - Published: 6/23/2005
Ordinary Decay reviews
you are really just preparing me for an adulthood of ordinary decay
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/29/2005
not yours truly reviews
love is not an option
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/26/2005
reputable disgrace reviews
//A Vixen With An Opinion Now Has The Floor// feminist critique- society and teenage girls who don't conform.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/26/2005
speak reviews
//point blank. date rape.// tick tick tick. . .time's up. Partially inspired by Laurie Halse Anderson's novel of the same name.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/24/2005
whoring tragedy reviews
so tragically teenaged i got my own reality show on mtv
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/24/2005
intumescence reviews
the creative process
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/24/2005
lemon reviews
oh, so just go on and devastate me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/24/2005
from california with love reviews
and when i am drowning, i will wonder if when you read it in the papers, you will wonder if i thought of you.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/24/2005
fragile reviews
i'm trying to get you to steal my heart.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/24/2005
floors reviews
my innocence is trapped in the cracks of the tile floor, and /yes/, i am trying to hurt you. (because you hurt me too.)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/24/2005
mirrorfed reviews
Inspired by Marya Hornbacher's "Wasted," and what I see when I look in the mirror at times.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/24/2005
blister reviews
miscarriages over toilets and i think we're coming undone
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/24/2005
Full Circle reviews
An attempt to shine light on the truth of what happened to the early pagans, and bring acceptance and respect toward Wicca, which has been much maligned by dishonesty. It is time for someone to reveal the truth.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 461 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/22/2005
Cries from the Tomb reviews
For all my ancestors, forced onto the Trail of Tears. (I remember what they did to us.)
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/22/2005
Lie to the Truth reviews
I wrote this about a year ago. It's a tad more. . .cliche than what I write now, I suppose you could say, but I still have a fondness for it and the emotion is still there, despite the style differential.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/22/2005
Bad Habits reviews
"Truthfully these memories are bad habits I can't break. . ." Satirical, inspired by the Dresden Dolls, most notably "Good Day," whose music this is set to. Anyway. Idealism really does get us all in the end. . .
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/22/2005
Carnival reviews
(iamafraidforus)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/21/2005
breaking point reviews
"daddy, daddy, you bastard/it's all because of you.) for my father.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/21/2005
myriad reviews
iamfallingintoyou.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 6 - Published: 4/29/2005
sweetness plays with your words reviews
yes, your smile alone is worth a collection.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 7 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 4/28/2005 - Published: 4/21/2005
striking reviews
"i think you caught my heart on fire."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/17/2005
just being reviews
An old one. All of this has since happened, but it's still hard to learn how to just.be. . .
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/16/2005
blur reviews
and she really doesn't mind being another stastistic of this /fucked-up/ generation, but the cigarette smoke is blurring her out of the pictures. . .
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 6 - Published: 4/16/2005
stoned passion perfection reviews
"truly, you have to know/how oh so irresistible you are."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/18/2005
this is paris reviews
Inspired by existentionalism and "I Heart Huckbees." Who am i if i'm not myself, all that. Meant to be a parody, but, you know, i may have missed the mark completely, and unlocked my entire universe. Or something.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/12/2005
consequences reviews
not trying to move, it's just your ghost passing through. . .
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/28/2005
closer reviews
for a boy, about a boy, you know how it goes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/24/2005
fingertip reviews
the result of the calm after a short, but intense, breakdown yesterday. just letting all the ashes fall while my new razors get stuck in the pack. . .
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/24/2005
stay reviews
i'm that girl standing in the corner everyone agrees is beautiful though they can't.quite. figure.out.why, snapping a rubber band and scowling so you'll notice me. short and spur of the moment honesty. dedicated to. . .someone.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/5/2005
not so living proof reviews
the sun won't come out tommorow
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1/20/2005
stained paper heart reviews
come up with something better than i love you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/20/2005
disney movie happy ending reviews
on the way to never-never wonderland. . .teen angst i thought i'd gotten rid of.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Published: 1/20/2005
sodom & gomorrah reviews
riding on tragedy (for Sappho)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/6/2005
new year's eve reviews
[feeling like a do or die] inspired by elliott smith's music, the movie thirteen, and where my own life is at right now.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/3/2005
hoax reviews
//Your heart is my punching bag/Said the rocket to the boy.// Twisted homage to David, Iggy, Lou, and oh, Mick, by way of "Velvet Goldmine." To their work and what may or may not have happened between them.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/1/2004
200 Cigarettes reviews
[I smoked 200 cigarettes and crashed against the wall] Because (this isn't really up to par but) it means something to me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/19/2004
scars and stripes to last forever reviews
torture me torture me torture me [Listen to the metaphor]
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/16/2004
lost in all our wars reviews
[And I tried not to fall] Romantic conflict inspired by the Indigo Girls' "You and Me of the 10,000 Wars" and a slash story I'm writing. Love is the best abuse, and the golden contradiction.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/15/2004
Made In Taiwan reviews
Latex love and girls that were silicone-inflated whole. (Or so you think. . .)
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 6 - Published: 11/12/2004
Teenage Medicore Oddity reviews
[I'm living in a human teenage mediocrity] Learning to survive is the number one cause of suicide. Weird and subconciously influenced by Nirvana (isn't everything) Probably sounds better than it reads.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/11/2004
swizzle reviews
It started out as a word association experiment. I'm getting my inspiration from weird places these days. . .but anyway, this probably isn't that good or even makes much sense (it's kind of acid-trippy) but I have a special fondness for it nevertheless.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11/9/2004
bleed immaculate sublime reviews
induced by alcohol, sleep-deprivation, and "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind."
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/8/2004
synthetic reviews
(heroin waif black lingerie lace) For all those models that had no idea what they were getting themselves into.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10/29/2004
bone plastic perfect reviews
[dresden doll cracked] What nourishes me also destroys me (anorexia saves lives)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/25/2004
suckerlove reviews
"Suckerlove is heaven sent. . ." Or not. Or maybe it's both. After all, he's the golden child. And you love him so much it's hate. [m/m slash; dark themes; second person]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,318 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/22/2004
dolltrash reviews
dedicated to all the boys on the corner who aren't allowed to open their eyes
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
origami reviews
life should be an origami galaxy
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/20/2004
technicolour lunacy reviews
hollywood drama
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/19/2004
lady lazarus has nine lives reviews
For Sylvia Plath. Lady lazarus has nine lives and honey, it's high time you opened your eyes.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/16/2004
Fade Away reviews
If you fall like you fade there'll be nothing left to save. [little boy turned media whore]
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/15/2004
the true story of what never was reviews
sixteen and not quite real, you see
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 619 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/15/2004
jean genet sucked out your soul reviews
. . .but don't you need to have one first? [don't worry i made this up]
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10/15/2004
platform shoes reviews
In which I have a brush with adulthood and realise I am seriously not okay with it
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/15/2004
And the Pretty Vampire Boys Smile reviews
Things cannot be magnificent when you are not afraid to look under the bed. Inspired by Sugar on the Asphalt's "White Satin."
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/15/2004
Please reviews
Dedicated to someone that deserves so much more than what she has. This is my apology, my explanation of myself and times past that have nevertheless left scars. It's been way too long in coming.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/6/2004
in the back of that magik shop, nirmanakaya reviews
Dedicated to Allen Ginsberg, because I miss him. That time in the back of the magik shop, when Buddha winked at me, I met my spirit for the first time.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 476 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/4/2004
rupture reviews
I'd like to see how you're going to make everything up, if at all. Expressing feelings toward a certain person and his betrayal of several people, myself included.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/3/2004
FDA Approved Uranium 235 reviews
Apparently I feel like Ginsberg at 2 in the morning. Unsubtle, sarcastic, humorous and honest in my opinion attack on America.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/29/2004
statistic reviews
I'm sorry I let the world take me over before it took me by surprise.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/24/2004
zero reviews
Inspired by the movie "Fight Club." Tyler and the narrator's relationship. "He's perfect in the most imperfect way. . ."
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/23/2004
signify metanoia reviews
She's the little violet star, she'll dress like the mad hatter, tell you who you are. . .
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/21/2004
Pain Personification reviews
Viciousness, slight vulgarity, a little boy that breaks hearts, makes contradictions, tries to be a rock star, and those that come at him bare-clawed. . .
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/19/2004
blame reviews
And nothing will ever be what you what, and nothing will ever be your fault.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/18/2004
boy heart reviews
Boy hearts and girls breathing smoke so come child, bleed an embrace. . .
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/15/2004
truth, in utopian context reviews
Just trust us on this, Jackie, believe what we tell you and swallow this pill- what, do you think we'd lie to you? Inspired by Farenheit 451 and general dystopia.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/14/2004
prozac wish reviews
Well, you got your prozac wish, and the judge has got a gun, too bad it's bubblegum. . . Burroughs references and more trippy/creepiness, a sort of companion to null and void.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/12/2004
complex analysis reviews
And it's nights like this when the city closes in and it all seems so hopeless that yes, Freud, I do believe I'm crazy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/12/2004
null and void reviews
It shouldn't be like this. . .and I'm in a wedding dress, old lace that smells like spiders and your grandmother's casket. Dissonance, despite myself, and very Burroughs-esque trippy/creepiness.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/11/2004
SexType Thing reviews
Sometimes you really are nothing but meat.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/8/2004
gingerbread reviews
"look at you," he said, "my little Nancy Rotten. . ." Sometimes, you just really aren't all that.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 8 - Published: 9/6/2004
strange reviews
On top of a mountain, you're picture in my hand, I suddenly felt like life's stranger.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/6/2004
little earthquake reviews
There's something about the way the actress looks at the movie star.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/6/2004
gold dust reviews
Sometimes, you shouldn't give everything away.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/6/2004
simply reviews
Truth is hard to find inside a boy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/6/2004
Always Is a Promise reviews
And she's perfect and I've never known I could be happy until now, with the two of us here in my head. . . Dedicated to my best friend, Jerusha.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 5 - Published: 9/2/2004
teenage faery reviews
And it seems that I've never seen beautiful until this moment.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/2/2004
Varsity Blues reviews
And he swears he's not all right. Commentary on American society through the eyes of a boy it's destroying.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/31/2004
pulp fiction reviews
"My man's got a heart like a rock cast in the sea. . ." Two girls, a gun, and the liar she both thought they loved.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/31/2004
Petals reviews
Life took him apart like it eventually does everyone but why can't he just be Peter Pan?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/29/2004
Desire Haze reviews
Complexes and ambivalence and a girl that's become such a mess she can't even have the woman she could.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/28/2004
appease reviews
Is this desire and why has it given up?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8/22/2004
when my words met your lips reviews
Snapshots of a crumbling relationship, of being trapped in the middle while still just outside looking in.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 465 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/21/2004
mirage of glory reviews
Make money, not art. (he's raucous grammy gold killing poetry for the industry lights.) Finally breaking my two-month long writer's block.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/17/2004
Sistine Chapel Replica reviews
Metaphorical look at abusing oneself for the one you love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2004
Glitter Boy reviews
The rhyming, (she thinks unrequited) love of a girl for her gay best friend. Self-centered, certainly; but that is the nature of grief and, sometimes, love.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 14 - Published: 6/18/2004
Slither reviews
Inspired by a scene in Velvet Goldmine. A world-famous musician watches a once-famous lover try to fall apart on stage. . .feeling when he shouldn't and his lover should.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 620 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 6 - Published: 6/18/2004
Rapture In a New Light reviews
An English sonnet written from the point of view of a necrophiliac.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/11/2004
Never Promised reviews
Love leaving, angst and trying to find a way back to any part of her. . .flower metaphors.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/9/2004
Forgot the Stitches reviews
Stitches tearing, facades falling and bruises healing all in a night.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/9/2004
Sinner's Say reviews
A short, satirical take on fallen angels and sin.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6/4/2004
Casualty reviews
A short, metaphorical piece about the death of. . .love? Life? Innocence? A soldier in war? I'm up for any interpretation you give me, and am rather interested in what people come up with!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/19/2004
Protest reviews
You can't hurt someone that's given it all away. Ah, to be borderline.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/15/2004
Evanescence reviews
More Gothic than I usually write. Inspired by a picture in Muted Faith's comic "Wicked Alchemy."
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5/6/2004
Forced Into Insanity reviews
Written after a severe panic attack. They make me feel like I'm going crazy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/6/2004
Once Again reviews
Written spur-of-the-moment after my Catholic mother discovered that I was wearing a pentagram.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/6/2004
Beyond Agape reviews
Reacting to the death of a loved one and pondering the "circumstances of time" and regret.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/25/2004
Well Kept Importance reviews
The creed of perjurers.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/21/2004
Corruption reviews
Inspired by the amazing Frugale's "Young Alice." Using Alice in Wonderland to convey drugs and death.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/21/2004
snowflakes bloom in time with bruises reviews
An abstract poem on child abuse, inspired by Sarah Mclachlan's "Fumbling Towards Ecstasy."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/21/2004
Maybe I reviews
"Maybe I need another Motherland/Or a world surprisingly less Insane. . ." Ani Difranco inspired stream-of-consciousness that rhymes! I think in guitar chords. . .
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/21/2004
When Together reviews
Some people just need a divorce.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/21/2004
Theater of the Absurd reviews
"Jesus died for someboday's sins, but not mine. . ." What society and even family can do to a woman pregnant from incest.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/21/2004
Only Women Bleed reviews
I like to think of it as my offering to Tori Amos and Jenny Joseph's "Warning."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/21/2004
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