Amakhania
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Joined 07-14-02, id: 234032
Author has written 63 stories for General, Family, Song, Horror, Love, Life, Nature, Religion, and Romance.
I don't like to tell people what my poetry is about, as I believe that that should be something the reader must work out for his/herself. Writing is such a personal thing, that no one can see what I see when I write a poem, even if I were to explain it. So, read and interpret how you will. All comments are muchly appreciated.
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MisfitsAmongUs17 by HeavyMetalMaiden reviews
She met him online desperate for a friend. He claimed he loved her.Finished
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 9 - Words: 19,734 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 9 - Updated: 8/17/2004 - Published: 9/21/2003 - Complete
The Window by HeavyMetalMaiden reviews
A personal narrative for my new English teacher(oh yeah,she sucks). I figured I'd give her a disturbing view into my world.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 840 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2004
Call Me Alice by crowII reviews
Just a short poem I wrote. Based on the movie Donnie Darko, hence the "Alice in Wonderland" theme.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/21/2003
Please Forgive Me by Zephyr3 reviews
It's all in the title, what more can I say?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 550 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/30/2003
Letting Go by Jadah Krayne reviews
"What have I become?"/I think as I lay upon the floor/As I slip into my silence/I bleed a little more
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2003
Matter by InsidetheOutside reviews
Sort of how I am starting to feel about everything....
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/27/2002
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Random Musings reviews
Some kind of philosophical nonsense... I don't really know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/4/2004
Cold Repeater reviews
Oh the wonderous fruits of self-loathing...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/4/2004
The Golden Sea reviews
There was an image in my mind... Feels like a warm sunset at the end of the world...
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/4/2004
Untitled reviews
shrug Your guess is as good as mine.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/4/2004
Alone on the Hillside reviews
Kinda old... Just some sensual vampirc fun. Words are beautiful things.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 629 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/4/2004
Bullet Hole Bird reviews
Metaphors are great aren't they. I like this one.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/28/2004
Midnight Musings Part 2
A collection of 6 more of my Midnight Musings (Rocket Fuel, Prism, Goddess, Submarine, Acid, and Masochist Privilege), for anyone who wants to be confused...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 528 - Published: 3/4/2004
Angel Black reviews
'Do not question God's will.'
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/1/2004
Little Fish reviews
Metaphoric/astrological poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/27/2004
The Divide reviews
Searching...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/10/2004
Visiting Monsters reviews
Who are the monsters?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/9/2004
Honey reviews
My Muses are far too opinionated...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/31/2003
Music Man reviews
Just some metaphorical angstiness.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/28/2003
Snowflake reviews
How can something so beautiful be so cold... Longing for warmth unattainable.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/28/2003
Strange Little Girl reviews
Always running...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/23/2003
Red reviews
Some alternating viewpoints... yeah, forget it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/23/2003
At My Most Beautiful
Perceptions...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Published: 12/22/2003
Tie Down reviews
Well, she makes sense to me...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/21/2003
Midnight Musings reviews
A collection of 5 poems. My Midnight Musings... Don't know why I post them; no one can understand them... -sigh-
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 414 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/23/2003
West Coast reviews
Free to interpretation.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/19/2003
The Last Saloon reviews
Limbo is The Last Saloon, and I'll have another drink please...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/10/2003
Pieces Of Me reviews
Deeply abstract. Interpret how you will...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/21/2003
Sir, reviews
That little irritation is in love with you...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/19/2003
News reviews
"One death is a tragedy. A million deaths is a statistic."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/15/2003
Sun reviews
Too early for the sunrise; already mourning for the evening...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/26/2003
Tinkerbell Tendencies reviews
No one's clapping...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/26/2003
No One On Command
So many people to be on command, except herself...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 9/26/2003
Autumn Grieving reviews
Loathing for the blasphemous leaves that dance upon your grave...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/25/2003
You Can Talk To Me reviews
They don't understand you, and they don't care... But I do. You can talk to me...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/10/2003
Innocence reviews
Dancing with the Devil...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/7/2003
Sweet Lady reviews
You like to entrance the boys with greedy eyes and hands... -Warning: Disturbed-
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/7/2003
Glitter In The Ashes reviews
Thoughts for the one who never saw the tears that fell into the ashes...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/5/2003
Do Not Seek Illusions reviews
Why must we forever seek to capture what we cannot keep?
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/5/2003
Devoted Muse reviews
A dark Muse of mine wrote these twisted words. Interpret how you will...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/21/2003
Forever reviews
I will love you forever...I'm so sorry...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/19/2003
Not Forgotten reviews
Time heals everything...right?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/19/2003
Don't Ask Me reviews
Still breathing in this mundane reality...barely...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/19/2003
Brother reviews
How can he hurt me so easily, and return to an unaffected state? Leaving me to pick up the pieces. Damn him.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/19/2003
Painful Understanding reviews
A very personal poem; a reply to a dear friend...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/30/2003
No Good reviews
A conclusion I have come to about my soul, my thoughts and myself...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2003
Oppression Of The Soul reviews
Older generations will continue to ignore us...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/29/2003
Wait For Me reviews
Soul Mate, I'm still waiting for us to find each other again...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/29/2003
Foolish Devotion reviews
Could you love someone too much?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/28/2003
Ancient Hunter reviews
Creeping through the shadows...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/28/2003
My Prey reviews
A very small fic about the seductive vampire, toying with her prey...
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/25/2003
Unwelcome Little Girl reviews
Can you forgive the little girl who caused so much pain here?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/25/2003
Darkness reviews
Let the Darkness protect me from the world...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/25/2003
Poison reviews
I had to let this one out. It just flowed onto the page. How ironic... How tragically ironic... I don't care if no one reads it. I just had to write this... (Free to interpretation.)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2003
Must Keep Moving reviews
The thought of something wondrous can keep you going, and getting that thing can be a reason for living. But if it disappeared, would you want to carry on?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/2/2003
DeadEnd Job reviews
Never really wrote a song before... Thought I'd have a go... Lemme know how I did? Eh...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/22/2003
I Am reviews
Still trying to figure out who I Am...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/10/2003
I'm Sorry Mama reviews
I never meant to disappoint you...
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11/21/2002
Let Me Go reviews
I'm just so damn sick of this existance! But still, you won't let me go...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11/10/2002
Ghost reviews
I am a ghost among the living... And existance is meaningless...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/9/2002
Dying Again reviews
The masks we wear are killing us inside. More than anything, I want to change, but I’ve worn this mask for so long, that everyone thinks it’s my face...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/26/2002
I Am A Watcher reviews
I am a watcher. Through clouded eyes I see all; know all, And I loathe this existence...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10/23/2002
Blood Lust reviews
Waiting in the shadows, I can smell your scent, see you smile, and I love you. Our hearts will beat as one, when I take you...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/17/2002
You Bore Me Ridged reviews
They keep talking, you keep existing, and the Earth keeps turning...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/11/2002
Blue Grey reviews
The waters took you long ago, my Blue Grey. Now I'm waiting for you, to find me again...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/21/2002
Smile So Sweet reviews
They're my friends, so why do I despise them? Every shallow word that falls from their mouths... But I don't say a word, I just smile so sweet.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/20/2002
Silver In Skin reviews
Messed up, like my savage mind... (themed around self-harming)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2002
Can I Tell You Something? reviews
Can I tell you something? Would I scare you if I said, That nothing really matters, And we might as well be dead...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9/19/2002
Dying Inside reviews
My first attempt at explaining the pain I feel inside. It's hard to give order to feelings. (I wrote this in the space of about 5 minutes.)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/18/2002