Zilindico
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Joined 07-27-02, id: 242212
Author has written 445 stories for Horror, General, Fantasy, General, Song, Romance, Sci-Fi, Love, Life, Friendship, Family, Humor, Haiku, Fantasy, Religion, Nature, and Biography.

Hello, name's Zilindico, 'cause I'd rather not go through the hassle of changing my name and confusing everybody. ^_^

Let's see, information I care to share: I'm 19, I'm a writer (obviously), I go to Beloit College in Wisconsin (boy is it cold out there), I _love_ anime/manga/anything Japan, really, and I write all sorts o' stuff. You're likely to find something of every possible genre in here (though, of course, the fanfiction would be at FF.Net), so look around and enjoy yourselves. All you really need to know before you jump right in is that the majority of my poems are persona poems (i.e. not my real thoughts; that goes for summaries, too), a good portion of my writing (mainly stories) is likely to be controversial amongst narrow-minded people, and I sometimes lose interest or inspiration in the middle of writing a novel, so all posted novels except one are incomplete, but there's always hope that they'll someday be finished, but their placement in the list will tip you off as to how likely some updates may be.

Well, that's about all you need to know or probably care to know, so go ahead and get lost within my stuff. You won't be disappointed, I promise. ^_-

2/4/05 Update: Part 4 (Transition) added to Star-Changer. Plus I'll post more poems this weekend, provided I don't become lazy again.

2/26/05 Update: Part 5 (The First Dream) added to Star-Changer, mostly only because I'm sure some people (my friends, mainly) are getting annoyed waiting for new chapters. My excuse is, I've been working on later chapters and developing some storyline ideas for later. SC is getting worked on, just not exactly in sequential order.

4/19/05 Update: After some consideration and a great loss of time, I've decided to stop posting poetry on FP. I write too much and I don't always have time to sit down and post it all. Besides, I already have my own poetry site to run, so it's not like I'm lacking reviews. Anyway, I'll still be posting whatever fiction I write, so feel free to keep reading. Also, a new story, "The Secret Lives of Catholic Girls," is up.

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Inside by DianaDawson reviews
It's an F/F story from the first person point of veiw. This is how REAL relationships like that go or at least for people that I know.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,440 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 12/6/2004 - Published: 6/8/2003
A Day in the Life of my Hamster by Lina Inverse reviews
My hamster is so cute and lazy!
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/19/2004
School Life of the Nerd: Collections of a Nerd by Savin reviews
About a teenager and her accounts of highschool. Based off of the previously written "School Life of the Nerd." Please read and review! Oh, and sorry for the way it uploaded. I can't get it to go on any other way
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,144 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 12/19/2003 - Published: 4/30/2003
The Child's Tale by Believable Facade reviews
the rating will change later...A baby is born with a terrible secret, feared by her people. banished to the planat Rathsir, she must find love and friends among her own. Contains lesbian themes, warning. *Info Chapter is up, about Kisaar's Universe*
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,740 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/8/2003 - Published: 5/29/2003
Products of Boredom by Savin reviews
*little giggle* Just a funny little things that I write with my characters from Savin story. Always humorous ^_^
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,756 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 6/25/2003 - Published: 2/22/2003
Savin: Last Child of Ancients by Savin reviews
A girl tormented by strange dreams of fantastic lands finds herself drawn into an epic struggle beyond her imagination.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 15,875 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/24/2003
Three Simple Words by Savin reviews
Who would of thought that so much emotions could surround three simple words.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/16/2003
Ducky's Diary by Believable Facade reviews
It's sort of a diary online that I hope to start keeping, this is NOT fiction, but please read and review my writing style as if it were. Later Dates will include f/f pairings, but for now it's m/f. I'm trying to Believe again. How can that "certain guy "
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,735 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 6/11/2003 - Published: 6/6/2003
Through My Fingers by CCLD-Blade reviews
Trying to help a friend who is having trouble helping his own friend, and failing
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/7/2003
White Salvation by az2328 reviews
Zilindico, thanks for the title; wow- first time writing something title first. HARD! Somebody! tell me what I'm doing is right, I'll not regret having wasted this life. - I didn't really mean 'babylonic'; I think
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 588 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/2/2003
Ballad of Knowing Whose Fault It Was by VladimirsAngel reviews
I have no idea how to describe this...um... A guy and girl argue about exactly what happened when they first met. Please R & R! ^_^
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 395 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/22/2003
School Life of the Nerd by Savin reviews
*Complete* Introduction to a new series I've created. Meant to be humorous, though sometimes comes out as sarcastic. Please read and review! My best work yet ^_^
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,209 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/7/2003
Her Eyes by Believable Facade reviews
Yes, my friends, it is a lesbian poem. ::gasp:: from the Pocky Faery? Why yes! ::sarcasm please be noted:: It's a conversation with the infamous 'her' in the form of a poem. Of course, my attention was centered on her eyes the whole time...hence the title
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/1/2003
Stranger at Midnight by Savin reviews
*Complete* A story about a girl who has a hard time coping with her family life. Meets an interesting friend that tries to help her out.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,472 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/22/2003
Roshambo, aka A Guide to Rock, Paper, Scissors by chocolateninja reviews
The "history" of Rock, Paper, Scissors, how to find the materials neede, how to reconstruct the famed "Battle of the Rock, Paper, and Scissors", what NOT to do when playing, and how to actually play.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,474 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 11/25/2002 - Published: 11/20/2002
Responsibilities by Believable Facade reviews
Mature ideas and female slash. If we are not esponsible, then who is? Watch as i angst over three people at once!! Magic...
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 797 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/18/2002
Nova by TenshiKurai reviews
The fictional Diary of a girl named Nova. Rated pg-13 for mild language,some cutting,and lesbian themes
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,003 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Published: 8/4/2002
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The Secret Lives of Catholic Girls reviews
A girl killed herself. That's what everyone's saying. All the rumors say so? Is it true she was a lesbian? Did she - what was - tell me! - Rating for language and content.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 920 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/19/2005
The Girl Who Changed The Stars reviews
Marlene, an 18-year-old capable of manipulating the rain, tells the story of a long and painful year in her life, a time of love and death and revolution. Part 5 (The First Dream) added.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,393 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2/26/2005 - Published: 1/31/2005
Questioning Beliefs reviews
I'm often berated by holier-than-thou Christians telling me what to believe, allowing me no choice in the matter. This is my question to them.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/8/2005
Mirror Envy reviews
A conversation regarding love beyond what some see as typical; an exploration into the beautiful.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/8/2005
Mary
Rant of madness in despondent times, losing hold of what reality really is. Poem for Creative Writing. Rating due to language and content.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Published: 2/8/2005
Disenchanted Muse reviews
A painful lament over the death of poetry by exhaustion and pillaging.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/5/2005
Night Echoes reviews
A longing for peace that never seems to come.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/5/2005
All Roads Lead To Town
Try getting lost when your best chance of redirection is Nut Town... A pun/parody of Anne Carson's "Plainwater," with a few other jokes from outside sources. Work for Creative Writing.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Published: 2/5/2005
Blues
Emotions in light of a breaking, bleeding relationship, when you love someone so bad you want to kill them. Neurotic erotica. Rating for language and content.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Published: 2/5/2005
Feel Alive
Love to the extreme, love through death, neurotic erotica.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 1/27/2005
Child
To / for Rose and her "Rose Marie" who was sadly never meant to be.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/27/2005
Tell Me What I'm Afraid To Hear reviews
Sometimes we all need to be told to shut the hell up. Thing don't penetrateon their own, and we get pissed off, but sometimes, it's for our own good.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/25/2005
Please Breathe
A generic yet heartfelt poem reaching out to Diana, who forgets these words too often...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Published: 1/25/2005
Butterfly Rage reviews
The rage of countless generations, or maybe only the latest. A rage that consumes and consumes until there's nothing left inside. Rating for language.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/25/2005
Eyes reviews
Eyes on a wall, staring; lonely, unnoticed; a long-winded metaphor. A poem for Creative Writing class.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/25/2005
Waiting For You
Futily awaiting the return of a lost lover. Inspired by the video game Silent Hill 2.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Published: 1/25/2005
Praise For All The Artists reviews
Elation regarding the grand feeling of receiving wonderful praise for one's art.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/23/2004
Lost
The things I desire are loved and hated in today's world, but only by a contradictory culture. Is this feeling so wrong?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 9/1/2004
Death reviews
We're all dying together. It's the popular thing to do. Everyone's doing it. Join in if you want to be like everyone else. Inspired by Neil Gaiman's "Sandman" series.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/1/2004
Delirium
A species at war with its own nature, manipulated by others and warped by society into a paradoxical existence. Inspired by Neil Gaiman's "Sandman" series.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Published: 9/1/2004
The Fallen
Too many comprehending the truth of the world and society have fallen before me, but I shall try to survive through what has destroyed them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Published: 9/1/2004
My Own Opinion reviews
Thought attack/rant against the more oppressive religious people, the kind that say "obey my religion or go to Hell."
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/1/2004
Arrogance In The First Degree
Basically a rant over a narsissistic prick I had to deal with fairly recently.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Published: 9/1/2004
Tumbling Fools
What else is there in life? Love can seem like all there is, even when you know it'll one day shatter. Minor language.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Published: 9/1/2004
Came And Left
A price is paid by trusting too blindly, and the emptiness left inside can bleed eternally.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Published: 9/1/2004
Cinq Mille Roses Dans Un Seul Jardin
Allegory of the current world and love, the mimicry of love and faces most everywhere you look, unless your heart is truly dedicated. Contains references to “Le Petit Prince” by Antoine de Saint-Exupery.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 9/1/2004
Ordinary Stars reviews
Common magic illudes me. Everything seems wholly ordinary now, in this boring life.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/9/2004
Thinking Sadly reviews
Time passes too quickly, and family age too fast. Thoughts regarding my sister getting older.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2004
Far Dreaming reviews
longing for life that does not yet exist; longing for personal content
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2004
Ode On Shakespeare reviews
Life comes down to tattered, yellowed paper. Does anyone live forever, if everything deteriorates, and how do I hope to accomplish anything if Shakespeare's already done it all?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/18/2004
Peculiar Brainstorming reviews
You can get some pretty weird and interesting ideas when you brainstorm for a poem idea for too long.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/7/2004
Block reviews
Writer's block: you know it, you hate it, you live with it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/7/2004
Dictionary Definition reviews
If love has so many different forms and different definitions and nuances, and no one knows for sure what it is, why do we all strive so badly for it that we're dying in the process? Rating for sexuality.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/22/2004
Unfollowed Light reviews
If God's out there, somewhere, we can't seem to find him.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/22/2004
Modern Day Suicide reviews
Society is mankind's curse. The confines of this civilization are choking. The further we fall inside, the tighter it squeezes our throats till we die, all our own faults.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/22/2004
The Funny Life Of Dogs reviews
A little vignette of my two dogs and how strange and goofy they are.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/20/2004
Sanctity reviews
Some people go too far, much too far. Some people take religion to the extent that it sanctifies all their actions, and thus what they do is right and right in the eyes of God. This leads to hurt.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/20/2004
Path of Breaking Stone reviews
I seem to exist with a unique viewpoint unshared by my peers. I serve and hate no one. I exist outside the control of God and yet do not hate him. I walk a precarious line.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/20/2004
Wake reviews
When memories and dreams meld and cannot be separated, how can one hope to maintain sanity?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/20/2004
Sappho reviews
Humanity speaks for God. God speaks but isn't heard. I lay alone, ruled by the world's word, and am without self. My only mirror is Sappho, and even she is long since silenced.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 442 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/10/2004
MirrorPlace reviews
This is what it means to be free, and yet chained. This is what it means to be away, somewhere else, and finally realizing the gravity of it all.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/10/2004
Nothing Left Of You reviews
culture consumes, nothing left of one's self but logos and hatred and sex and emptiness; Rating for language.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/10/2004
Onset Of Emotion
//Everything or nothing, // There are no other choices, // And all the lines blur // Like the onset of anesthesia//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 4/10/2004
A Girl, Broken reviews
losing one's self within the sin of this culture's "happiness"
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/10/2004
Inspiration reviews
Thank you for everything, for being you, for... Partly inspired by Leslie Feinberg, author of "Stone Butch Blues."
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/29/2004
Miracle
Humans are self-destructive creatures, and there will be no miracles to save us other than our own actions.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 2/29/2004
Suicide Machine reviews
In a perfect society, to end one's life is the right of every man, woman, and child, and to do so, one may use the suicide machine. Rating for content. Inspired by manga "Battle Angel Alita."
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/29/2004
Focus reviews
Change your perception.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/29/2004
Real
Are they joking? Is it a serious situation? Will someone be hurt? I don't understand... Is this real?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 2/29/2004
A Red Rose Grows On Mars
Apart from the sin and pain of the Earth, a beauty grows elsewhere, free from the suffering in hurt. For Rei.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Published: 2/29/2004
Fighting Off The Darkness reviews
Needing someone, anyone, something, needing a friend, tired of being alone and being the friend; needing anything... Rating for language.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/29/2004
Last Survivor
I am the last survivor of a broken world, and I am no longer myself, either.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Published: 2/29/2004
So Hard To Help, So Hard To Heal reviews
You hurt needlessly, and I hurt for you. Won't you understand that it's not your fault? Rating for language.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/29/2004
Untitled 2
I'm tired of the rules and social regulations. Let me live how I choose and stop trying to destroy me. Rating for language.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Published: 2/29/2004
Thought Experiments: First Steps reviews
I've started at last to conquer my social anxiety disorder. In the cold of one winter's night, I took the first steps towards freedom. Rating for language. Originally written 2/2/04.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,108 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/27/2004
We Are Today's Children reviews
Everyone knows it: culture and society and time have corrupted us all. We are the products of negligence and mistakes, and we have many sins to correct. Rating for language and content.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/1/2004
If I Could
If I could take away all your pain, your endless strife and flowing tears, neither Heaven nor Hell could stop me. For Rei, and anyone that needs words of comfort sometimes. Rating for language.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Published: 2/1/2004
Hardened Memory
Love is beautiful and maddening. What does love turn us into? What are memories?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Published: 2/1/2004
Pondering's Upon A Winter's Day
Isolation is calming and destructive. Where can one find true peace?
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Published: 2/1/2004
Phantom Eyes reviews
Guilt can be terribly haunting, and it's so hard to leave behind completely an abandoned fate-thread.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/1/2004
Endless Sea
Growing up is so hard, when you feel yourself crashing upon the hard wall of reality. One wishs that wishes would come true.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 2/1/2004
Breathe To Her reviews
It's hard to be someone's sole comfort, especially when you fear you'll fall short of their expectations, their needs.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/1/2004
Old Letters
All memory fades in time, even the most important and tragic of reflections. When memories do return, we can't always expect to smile. Regarding the death of Sara Starks, 7/19/01.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Published: 2/1/2004
Powerless
We can't always help... Sometimes sorrow is beyond our power to abate.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 2/1/2004
Love Under Logic: Revolution Executer Marlene reviews
18, bi, female, college freshman, writer, dreamer, rebel, conformist, phobic, hurting, withdrawn, fighter, lover, beautiful, diarist: Marlene, revolutionary. Rating for various strong content. Revision up through Entry 1.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 77 - Words: 78,825 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 12/18/2003 - Published: 8/21/2003
Archivist reviews
We may not understand things now, but maybe they'll be clear to those looking at our records in a century's time. I understand things by avoiding them and gazing at the words in stasis.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/18/2003
Trinity
Something I am inside; separation of personas, each grasping for each other but unreaching; standing in a circle, unbreaking.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Published: 12/18/2003
Growing Up reviews
What is "growing up" I may be an adult now, but I still do not grasp this knowledge I am supposed to inheret. Why must I feel what you tell me to feel?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/18/2003
Want To Remember reviews
Dying at last, a final escape from you and everything I fear. Written in the style of Evanescence.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/18/2003
Inside Of Me reviews
Breaking down, collapsing, left with nothing inside of me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/18/2003
Private War
Extreme hatred, bringing an endless feud to a head. Part of Bloodletting poem series.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Published: 12/18/2003
Playing God
Altering fate is all you have to do, just make one little correction to the path of someone's life and now you're playing God.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Published: 12/18/2003
One Last Kiss reviews
Dying despite love, a world collapsing is stronger than love. Terza Rima format.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/17/2003
Without Meaning reviews
Rambling, the last act to hold onto sanity. Where do the lines blur between life and loss?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/17/2003
Lullaby reviews
A mother's soothing song brings sleep to a tired child, and so we see a reflection upon all our lives.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/17/2003
The Secret War
A war waged between two would-be lovers, a war seen only by the borderliners existing between obscurity and commonality; why can no one but us see it?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Published: 12/17/2003
Last Dance
One last dance before the end of the world, one last dance between two fallen lovers.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Published: 12/17/2003
Dances reviews
A pleasent night out, a school dance to attend with a lover, only to have the harsh reality of the world fight back against a beautiful love. Yuri, f/f, etc.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 449 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/23/2003
Unaccepted
Can the world understand my love for you, and if we never faced the hardship the world forces upon us because of how we're different by being the same, would our love still be as special? Implied same-sex relations.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 11/23/2003
Tell Me True reviews
Tell me, and tell me true: give me a reason for your behavior, the way you act around me, the way you smile or cry, everything you think and feel. Tell me, and tell me real: what do you feel?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/23/2003
Second Guess
Doubting truths, losing faith in one's self and everyone else, contemplating reality, all because of a Christmas present.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Published: 11/23/2003
Untold Borderlines reviews
Define sanity. Give me a reason to believe in the future. Allow me to be consumed by enclosing borderlines.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/23/2003
Neurosis reviews
Going insane, losing sanity, distracted clarity, losing sign of truth's definition.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/23/2003
Innocent Dreams reviews
Growing up can feel like the most horrible thing, a sacred fear, a longing against longing; a young girl feels new feelings and prays against them. Rating for possibly uncomfortable content.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/23/2003
One Night reviews
A love so strange, wanting it but fearing it, a common setting with an uncommon purpose, wanting to claim the emotions but fearing them wrong.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/23/2003
Little Sister reviews
It's wonderful watching over someone growing up in your image, but it makes you wonder how they feel towards you, and how they grow because of the things you do in your own life. We cannot always shelter the ones we love.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 473 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/23/2003
I Need To Pee! reviews
Don't you just hate when you really really really need to pee and something is keeping you from fulfilling that relieving end? It's even worse when you can't even do the pee-pee dance to make yourself feel at least a little better in the meantime.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/23/2003
A Dream Fulfilled
The long fight against the world results in caring only for love, not caring if the world looks down upon who is loved, only caring for that love, and that love, that dream, becomes fulfilled. Implied same-sex relations.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 365 - Published: 11/23/2003
Any Answer
No reprieve, no escape, no help, collapsing into an unescapable pain, falling into willing suicide and unknown destiny, wanting so answer, yes or no, should I live or die, so long as someone else makes the choice..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 11/23/2003
Because I Can Love You reviews
Loving someone who's known the pain of life and love, trying to help them face a new world, searching for hope in a dying soul.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/22/2003
Wondering Of You Alone reviews
Alone in bed and thinking, always thinking of you, bound forever, in pain.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/22/2003
Beyond The Bounds
Step beyond the bounds created by the world, find your own happiness defined by you and no one else, let your heart guide you to everlasting peace.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Published: 11/22/2003
Crossroads
Walking the path of life, wondering which roads to take, ever uncertain of the ends and the means, never without fear.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 11/22/2003
Anathema reviews
Extreme hatred of a fool of a man, a wretched human being almost without reason to exist. Rating for lots of language and a whole lotta angriness. Part of Bloodletting poem series.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/22/2003
Anxiety Attack reviews
Panic, collapsing, falling, hurting, anxious; a recounting of an anxiety attack I had.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/22/2003
Blank Page reviews
Wondering over a blank page, wondering of one's life. Rating for brief language.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/22/2003
Till The End Of My Existence reviews
Longing for everything, believing in nothing, only having one's self in the end.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/22/2003
Last Night reviews
Last thoughts of a suicidal, falling away into darkness...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/22/2003
I Love You
Wanting to love, unable to, fearing the pain of embarking on such a journey, so afraid, endlessly afraid...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 11/22/2003
Omega
Two worlds on opposite planes of existence, Earth and Gaia, slowly begin a merging that has the potential of destroying both. Only "Omega," the One, she who bears the True Soul, shall be able to save them all. Prologue up.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Published: 11/17/2003
Want For Happiness reviews
Two lovers, together, happy but for lack of extended happiness, denied the right to create new life between them, denied happiness... Possibly my best poem yet.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
My Final Revenge reviews
One last battle, it must end here, this endless dance will finish with your death, and I shall be free at last...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/9/2003
On The Internet Only reviews
Love can be so simple and attainable when it's only words, a dance of pleasureable fantasies, but when everything slips away to night, there's nothing left by emptiness.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/9/2003
Afraid To Say It reviews
Having suffered everything and for everything, there' s nothing left but to deny it all.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
Bloody Angel reviews
Collapsing, falling, bleeding, unable to touch heaven for the wings have been butchered away.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
Nothing Left Of Myself reviews
The sorrow and suicidal lamentations of others can affect one's mind and draw them unwillingly along into that black abyss of madness evolution.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/9/2003
World Collapsing reviews
Always appearing strong in order to keep others strong, always truly weak inside but never allowed to confess, musn't allow others to fall with me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
One Way Out reviews
Falling, choosing to die because no reasons can counter the decision.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
For Her, The Lost Romantic
Thinking of her, the one who wants me, the one who wishes to claim me, she who will not be claimed and wishes more for a body than a feeling. Dedicated to the "Lost Romantic."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Published: 11/3/2003
Laughter Recession
A desolate, dying world, our own, serrated by the inhuman humans, wretched people wanting only distraction from dementia.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Published: 11/3/2003
Shutting Out Voices reviews
Pursuit of one voice in a world's worth, wanting to hear just that one.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/3/2003
Calling Out Into The Stars
Dreams...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Published: 11/3/2003
Red, Beautiful Dreams
Want for love, lack of claiming, deluge of obscurity.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Published: 11/3/2003
Thought Stream
Pondering over your words, pondering over emotion, pondering over how you feel, pondering over how I feel, wondering if it's what I want.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 11/3/2003
Downpour reviews
Rain and emotions, emotional rain, thought oscillation across plains of emotion that waver over thoughts of you, your love for me, my want for merely friendship.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/3/2003
Wake From Scarlet Dreams
Uncertainty, confusion, elaboration of thought towards a feared and desired end.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 11/3/2003
I'm Waiting
I'm waiting. Help me. Save me already. I just need help this one time. So please. Do it. Save me. I'm waiting.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 11/3/2003
Collapse Into Chaos
Collapsing into the darkest resesses of the soul, the inner pain and undeniabe torment.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Published: 11/3/2003
Darkness 2
Fear of the darkness within, fear of the future and the pain awaiting, fear of life and self.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Published: 11/3/2003
Angel reviews
A glimpse at beauty leading to transformation, a change of heart once thought unreachable.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/3/2003
Battle reviews
A warrior's battle, a fight to the death, a final chance to survive.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/3/2003
Regret
You will only destroy me. You are my Thanatos, my opposition, my loss. //Your life is a thorn prick to mine / Letting my blood slowly drip out, / Uncontrollable almost entirely.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Published: 10/25/2003
Crimson Hatred
Extreme hatred towards the destroyer of hearts, the thorned rose that exists only to hurt, never to really love. Part of my Bloodletting poem series.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Published: 10/25/2003
Candlelight reviews
A perfect night, a perfect moment, all with your eyes on mine, a love wanted and maybe shared, maybe claimable tonight.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/25/2003
Ghost reviews
A flash of a familiar, long-forgotten face can bring so many painful memories.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/25/2003
Too Much reviews
When love is too much, when friendship is what is supposed to prevail, when the morning will bring unhappy endings.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/25/2003
Unfeeling, Unintentional reviews
Coping with love that was never expected, should have never existed. //Was I supposed to know / The emotions that twirled / Inside of your heart?//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/25/2003
PinUp Girl reviews
A look at self-selling, showing one's self degredated to the world; analyzing the watched, the watcher, and the uncaring world
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/25/2003
Soft Innocence reviews
Too innocent to understand the world is destroying; never wanting to be free, never wanting to hurt.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/25/2003
Happy Medium
Pain and unhappiness, never helped. //Where's the happy medium? / How must one bleed / To be oh-so-correct?//
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Published: 10/25/2003
Thinking Of A Far Away Place reviews
We can never reclaim those lost days of youth, those past memories of times long since past. It's hard to remember, and it's harder to accept.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2003
Forgotten Poem reviews
Don't you just hate when you have those special words all prepared and everything, and then you go and forget it all? Maybe sometimes, though, you can hang onto the most important part.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2003
Long Road reviews
I can take but one road, yet two lie around me, one to the past, one to the future, and both are shrouded in darkness.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2003
Rose Angel reviews
The claiming of absolute love, pure happiness and euphoria, yet everything falls to the nature of the world. Written with aid by the "Rose Angel."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/20/2003
Anxiety reviews
Anxiety is my life, and all I can do is suffer through it, suffer through it like most people suffer through life. We just continue to survive.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2003
My Final Decision
The last step in empathy, the last attempt to help a friend, feeling as if everything always goes wrong and that further attempts to help will only lead to pain.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Published: 10/20/2003
Just Me reviews
Fear.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2003
Hopeless Warrior reviews
Longing for peace, longing for silence, a lone warrior, cold, wanting so much for peace.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/20/2003
Cold Inside reviews
Dark thoughts.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/20/2003
Bleep, The Procrastinator's Story reviews
The humorous nature of censoring, especially in the crisis of dealing with homework. ^_^
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/9/2003
Rest reviews
Death can sometimes seem like the only willing end, a place of rest, or at most a place better than the real world.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/9/2003
Inside My Head reviews
Depression overrides passion; despair consumes love; self-hatred destroys reason. Rated for sexual content.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/9/2003
Nothing At All reviews
It was so easy when we were children, to pretend we loved each other and believe it, but now... we've grown so much, and it's no longer the same.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/9/2003
Untitled
My heart is an empty shell because of you, dried up and finished. I've lost everything for you, and you've given me nothing and can only continue to suffer. How am I supposed to live?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Published: 10/9/2003
Wings
If I tell you I have angel wings, that makes it real in my mind. If you believe me, that makes it real in yours. If I don't tell anyone, does that make it false?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Published: 10/9/2003
End reviews
Sorrow product.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/9/2003
God Doesn't Exist reviews
This is basically a thought-out venting poem, meaning I'm not trying to dissuade anyone from their opinions, nor do I want people to flame me for the sole basis of my views. Just try to enjoy it for aesthetic value.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/9/2003
False Dreamer
Why should anyone assert their reality on anyone else? Doesn't everyone have the right to believe in the world they want for themselves? What's wrong with having your own view of the world?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Published: 10/9/2003
Will
If I choose to fall, if I choose to die, will you be able to live? Will you be able to understand? Will...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 10/9/2003
Feeling reviews
I choose to no longer feel. I no longer wish to expierience the pain of the world, for it only serves to rip apart my heart.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/9/2003
Jade Bird reviews
A reflection upon the world, our lives, our hope.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/7/2003
The One
Will you be the one? The one for me? The one I can always love and will thus never need anyone else?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Published: 10/7/2003
Wrong Position
What's wrong with a little sorrow, right? What's wrong with hating life and hating the world and simply hating? Isn't that way everyone is...?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 10/7/2003
Beautiful Smile reviews
Nice, romantic passion piece. Good stuff.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/7/2003
Perfect World
The world feels dead, without life or care or reason. What's left in it for me, one who's lost their perfect world? Part of Rose Blessing poem series. Written with aid by the "Rose Angel."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 10/7/2003
Only Your Friend reviews
If I'm only your friend, then I shouldn't feel this way for you, should I? No, and I'll never claim you, so I'll hide my feelings deep down in my heart of hearts, forever away from you...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/7/2003
No Longer Children
When you've been friends since birth, how can you ever accept the transition to adulthood, how the both of you change so much from what were once children?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Published: 10/7/2003
Breaking The Hardest Promise reviews
Two consenting best friends can engage in more than what's considered behavior common of friends, and can still be just best friends, as long as it's all for the purpose of feeling good and taking away the pain of life, can't they?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/7/2003
Memories Of A Distant Love
Memories of a love long touched, felt, and lost, all merged together in the sea of passing days...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Published: 10/7/2003
OneSided Conversation
When a friend suffers the worst tragedies, what else can you do but talk it out with them? Implied adult themes.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Published: 10/7/2003
System Check reviews
Click, click... Searching... Searching for memories... Click, click... Inspired by the anime, "Serial Experiments Lain."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/4/2003
Wingless Tragedies reviews
We were children once, happy youths with few cares beyond home and friends. Now we care too much for too much, for appearance and condoms and purchases and suicide. What happened to us?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/4/2003
Insomnia reviews
What's it mean when you force yourself to stay awake, when you fear what dreams may come, yet still fear your waking self?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/4/2003
Commonality reviews
A little insanity never hurt anyone, right? At least I know what I'm doing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/4/2003
True Elsewhere reviews
Longing for love, for that bridge between us met, for a true elsewhere to be happy within. Inspired by the manga, "Clover."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/4/2003
Beautiful Rain reviews
The beautiful result of happenstance when life drives you to loving arms, a lovely matter of circumstance. Yuri, f/f, etc.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/3/2003
Grace
Experiencing the great beauty and euphoria that comes from being enveloped in the music and playing of the piano.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Published: 10/2/2003
Normal Conversation reviews
Nowadays, what could be more normal than talking about suicide, about throwing your life away for whatever reasons you convince yourself merit the act? Rating for language and themes.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 809 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/1/2003
Sight Beyond Yours reviews
It's called group perception: everyone sees the same thing, the same happiness, the same pain. Why, then, does no one do anything to remedy the witnessed mistakes? I feel like the only one watching.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/29/2003
Rejected
Being abandoned by love, especially when given no reason, can be the worst feeling in the world.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 9/29/2003
Helpful Stranger
To exist, to be in a position to help, to know a person without meeting them, to acknowledge common human decency and the need to be helped.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/29/2003
God's Mistake reviews
Current living status: boarderline. Life takes on different meanings when you're trapped in the boarderline between coping and giving up.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/29/2003
Case Study
An analysis of humanity by grand evaluations, a manner of proof that were are a dying, self-destructive race that, at this rate, only suffers due to co-habitation of this planet with each other.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Published: 9/28/2003
Rose Tragedy reviews
In and out of love, an endless dance that kills and sustains us, a path we hate yet take; Jasmine suffers the pain of losing it all and tries to find her way back to a happy existence. Dedicated to the "Rose Angel."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,034 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/25/2003
Happenstance reviews
Happenstance doesn't have to rule lives. We can alter it, help make decisions so painful for some. Isn't it good as long as it really helps? Is is good to mess with happenstance? Rating for minor language.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/25/2003
Darkness Reverie reviews
Consumed by the darkness, lost to horror and pain.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/19/2003
Thoughts Of Her Dissension reviews
Thoughts of a person I don't know whether to forgive or forget.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/19/2003
Rightly Quake In Fear reviews
The very sound of the word is enough to make grown men cry and others fear for their sanity, and that word is...Calculus. *shivers*
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/12/2003
Just For You reviews
Idolizing the one that makes one feel whole, as if that person is the only one that makes life worth living.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/12/2003
Bad Timing reviews
It feels so good to get away with daydreaming in the middle of class. ^_^
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/12/2003
Not Us reviews
Revelation of feelings that maybe shouldn't have existed, built in the wrong place, wrong to one of the two.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/12/2003
You And I reviews
Obsessed love in secret leads to inward pain and hesitation.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/8/2003
This World Exists For You reviews
Insecurity in admitting feelings at last, the truth obvious yet hidden, dancing among beautiful dreams.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/8/2003
Treating The Suicidal
So bitterly humorous, the suicidal treating the suicidal, longing for their life to remain, yet hating their own. Rating for, obviously, suicidalness.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 9/8/2003
Too Late reviews
A picture of white and red, solitude and introspection, all with one action. Rating for suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/8/2003
Feel This reviews
Screaming at the ones who put us down, the ones that drive the masses against us and make us cry at night if not commit suicide. Rating for language.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/8/2003
More Than Human
Trying to find a reason to accept people, especially when too many are jugdmental and hate-filled. Rating for language.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 9/8/2003
Think About It
What's wrong with dreaming about a better world than the one we live in? Why do you strike me down for such thoughts? Rating for language.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 9/8/2003
Lost To Feeling reviews
Wanting freedom from the pain of life, without paying the price of death. No one wants to die to reclaim their life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/8/2003
Unreal reviews
Too weak to live, too guilty to die.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/8/2003
Is This Real? reviews
Perhaps dreams are a mirror of our inner emotions. Laina faces in this way what she has always feared and tried so hard to pretend doesn't exist. Rating for sexuality.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,279 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/6/2003
Fear reviews
Do you know what it feels like to be afraid of love, to fear that everything you've felt can possibly be true? Do you know what it feels like to be loved by the person you care for most, when you're afraid to love them?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/4/2003
Love Letter reviews
This is for you, a gun to my head, the end result of your uncaring and wanton destruction of all my love for you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/4/2003
End Of My Sanctuary
As the world seems to collapse around me, so does my inner sanctuary, my last escape, my only reprieve.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Published: 9/4/2003
Having A Good Time reviews
Being insane is all about having a good sense of humor about things that everyone else around you doesn't seem to understand.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/4/2003
Dites Moi reviews
My first french poem, so some parts may be off. Thoughts regarding inevitable loss of love. / Ma première poésie française, ainsi quelques pièces peut être éteinte. Pensées concernant la perte inévitable d'amour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - French - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/25/2003
One Day reviews
Only a body to be loved, loving the lover but hating the tedium, wanting to leave them to their fate but still drawn to stay. //No communication / No exasperation / Only touching / We never talk anymore//
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/25/2003
Approaching Thunder
A young woman witnesses the last days of her people before everything is crushed beneath the great wheels of a threatening army.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,934 - Published: 8/24/2003
Friends reviews
It can be so lonely a world away from all the people you care about so much and can't bear to be apart from.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/22/2003
Random Kindness reviews
//How much does it cost / For a random act of kindness?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/22/2003
Mirrors Of You reviews
Deep pain thinking about someone I shouldn't, who left me so long ago that she shouldn't matter anymore, and yet her memory binds my life everyday without conscious thought.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/19/2003
Unintentional Silence reviews
A longing to speak suppressed by the inability to. Those of you who also have social anxiety problems can probably relate to a great extent.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/19/2003
Lesser Men reviews
Observations about what lesser men are prone to do towards women, what I won't do.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/18/2003
Anxious Xenophobia reviews
Torn between the want for companionship yet the fear of confrontation. Part of my Conforming Isolation poem series.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/18/2003
InBetween reviews
Originally my initial confusing feelings regarding my start of college, but it disolved into a sort of bleak and dreary ending that's not me. If you like that stuff, this is your thing. Part of my Conforming Isolation poem series.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/18/2003
Experiment reviews
In a concrete, inescapable mansion in the middle of the woods, kidnapped kids one by one find themselves trapped without exit or reason. Insanity and blood soon become the only rules. Stage Three: Mick Weinbaum, quarterback, alpha-male.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,916 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/15/2003 - Published: 8/8/2003
Little Girl Lullaby reviews
Parting, comforting words for the "lost little girl" I know so well (and don't worry, it'll be the last poem I write about you ^_^).
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/14/2003
New Girl
A girl hides from the world, taking shelter within shyness, until someone happens to offer a bit of kindness which she has never seen before. Rating for language.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,799 - Published: 8/12/2003
My Last Sunset reviews
Lamenting over the time soon to be lost to me, gazing one last time at a sight I've long grown to love.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/8/2003
Someone Lost reviews
It's maddening trying to explain anything to you, but you've never been one to listen anyway. You hide too much inside yourself. I can't help you if I don't know you. Part of my Fading Memory poem series.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/30/2003
Doesn't Matter To You reviews
There's just no winning with some people. Ideologies can't always be opposed, and the mindsets of the most maddened, desperate people can make you wrong no matter what you believe. Part of my Fading Memory poem series.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2003
Typical Day reviews
Strange determinations.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/30/2003
Writing Excuse reviews
This is for Michelle, who always complains that I should write more (go figure) yet never does enough writing herself. So ha ha. *rasberry* ^_^
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/28/2003
Inconsequential Lives reviews
Humans have abandoned their bodies and now exist almost solely in the digital realm of the Sky. A detective losing his way must find an angel that may very well decide humanity's fate. Chapter Twenty-Three: the last separation. *ch. 23 extended*
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 67,551 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 7/6/2003 - Published: 5/27/2003
Frozen Silent reviews
I'm out of answers. I wish desperately to help you, but the ability is denied me. What can I do? Struggling to help when words no longer rise to lips.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2003
Knight's Creed reviews
A strong desire to shelter someone, protect them from the downs and depressions of life, longing to make them happy and smile. //I'll be the knight defending you / From all the hateful things.//
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2003
The One I Used To Know reviews
It's painful how a friend can go away, just drift from your life for a period of time, and come back a completely different person. //Days long gone with / You with me still / Run through my mind//
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/25/2003
A Rain Of Encounters reviews
A girl must confess her feelings for her best friend before it's too late, before she may never have the chace again to breathe the words that have been swirling in her head for endless ages. Yuri, f/f, etc.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,242 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/22/2003
Dancing Around Truths reviews
A runaround, averting glances, far-away thoughts, holding someone else, late-night fantasies: all ways to dance around truths.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/17/2003
Muted Voices reviews
We always seem to struggle over those three special, little words. It can be hard even when the attraction and emotion is known to be mutual. //Quite a pair we are, huh? / Neither with the courage//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/16/2003
Paper Heart reviews
Fighting for love when it doesn't seem possible or right. //Do I deserve love? / Can I feel love? / Am I tainted? / Am I bleeding?//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/16/2003
Is It Or Not? reviews
Trying to understand the love of someone, if it's really real or just a game. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //I can't understand / Why you go out of your way / To make me feel good / To make me feel mad//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/16/2003
Fade Away To Black reviews
Have you ever loved someone so bad it was killing you? Did you feel like love was a terrible curse, something the world might kill you for? //You make me want to love you / You make me want to kill me//
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/2/2003
How I See It reviews
Seeing the world as the screwed-up place it is, the wrong things, and how I will retain my own beliefs. //I don't care what / The world thinks / When I'm so certain of myself//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/2/2003
Father, Father reviews
Sometimes we feel like we lose the love of someone that means the world to us, and we just want to know they still care, even if they aren't the same anymore. Dedicated to my lost friends.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2003
You Don't Love Me reviews
I keep loving her, but I know that she won't love me. Oh well, I'll just have to keep living with it. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //You just smile / And flirt with me / But you don't love me//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/30/2003
We're Not The Same reviews
That's not what I am. I'm... just me, normal in my eyes. I'm not you and thus can't love you. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. //He can do what he likes / But not with me / I'm just not him//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2003
Changing Mentality
Becoming what I've always hated, falling to bigoted hatred just one selfish time. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. //I can't help / But feel that I'm / Betraying my / Lost sanity//
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 5/30/2003
Fighting
Fighting what I don't believe in the world, fighting the power or madness of my mind unbridled. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. //Can't escape this life, / This world, this absolutism//
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Published: 5/30/2003
Radical Dreamer reviews
I am the one that hates the haters and helps the hated. I am the one the bigoted fear and the one the melancholic praise. I am the radical dreamer.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/20/2003
Me reviews
All I ever do is aid others in their acceptance by the world, yet I do nothing for myself, only hide from the daylight. //All for them / None for me//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/20/2003
No Existence reviews
No life but that of the computer. //Pale complexion / No expression / Life in artificiality//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/19/2003
Avoidance reviews
Afraid to confess feelings of love, afraid of what the future might hold if the chance is taken. //I guess I run away / Every time I see / That look in your eyes.//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2003
Morning Peace reviews
That special feeling waking up in a lover's arms, of whispering "I love you's." //I smile at you for the millionth time / And content myself with watching you sleep//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2003
Far Dreams
Thinking of her and awaiting the day of reunion together again. //Her ancient kiss / Still tortures me / And maintains how I feel//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Published: 5/19/2003
What's To Say? reviews
Singing a song of how love went away, that special someone hanging onto someone else now. //I know that this is wrong / You won't come back//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/19/2003
Like On TV reviews
I thought this was supposed to be a perfect world. Did I take a wrong turn into enmity? //Do you mind? / I'm trying to live here//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2003
Ruins reviews
This world is ruined. If there's something left to salvage from the moral wreckage, I've yet to find it. //Is this your perfect world? / I'm just your consequence//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/16/2003
Run Away reviews
If the world won't accept us together, then let's run away from it all, just you and me. //We both can be free / We'll leave them all behind / Our love will protect us//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/16/2003
Return Arguments reviews
Get over the fact that you aren't always right, that other people have lives that differ from yours and your beliefs. Part of my Anti-Hate poem series. Inspired by the song "How Soon Is Now" by Tatu.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/15/2003
All I Can Do
Extreme love and hatred, all for the same, wretched, beautiful person... //Why do I have to / Hate you and love you / And I don't know...//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Published: 5/12/2003
Don't Hate Me
Don't hate me because I'm friends with the sorts of people you disaggre with and have a serious distaste for. Part of my Anti-Hate poem series.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 5/12/2003
The Girl Of Her Dreams reviews
I watch my friend now and pray for her happiness, contentment with the girl she loves. Part of my Anti-Hate poem series. //It doesn't matter what they are, / Least of all to each other.//
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/12/2003
It's Only Love reviews
So what if my friends choose to love someone you don't exactly agree with, someone their own sex? Big deal, get over it. Part of my Anti-Hate poem series. //To each their own, / Love thy neighbor, / And all you preach, correct?//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/12/2003
Crucify reviews
Hatred and uncertainty, just because you and I are the same. //Crucify me if you must / But know that we are the ones / Who will save this world//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/12/2003
The Poet Without Words reviews
It's funny how now I'm growing just like my good friend, "the poet without words." Am I going insane? Am I losing my mind? //I'm losing my way / I'm losing her / I'm losing everything//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/11/2003
The Way We Are reviews
You and I fight all the time, yet talk together about all the things that matter most to us. We're the best of friends and the worst of enemies. Ironic, huh? //A fight for every smile / A yell for every laugh// For Michelle.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/11/2003
The Smiles Needed reviews
Life is a number of meetings and partings. We must accept this, and must also not fear our own passing. //I gotta find a place / Where the pain just goes away// For Lenore and her family.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/11/2003
For Love Of Her reviews
It all comes down to what one really wants. When it comes down to the choice of love or one's love's happiness, what choice can one make? The story of an angel's course of life.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,484 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/4/2003
All The Things She Said
Love is embraced, but... fear consumes and leads to abandonment. Must I run away? //Pounding in my head / All the things she said / Running through my head// Inspired by the song "All The Things She Said" by Tatu.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Published: 5/3/2003
A Crazy World reviews
Running away inside myself, trying to hide from it all. //Why do I love / The ones I fear / And try to keep / Myself in tears?//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/3/2003
Blood Delusions reviews
A psychological journey through insanity, searching for a truth submerged in blood, a distorted girl's descent into the darkness within. Warning: not for the squeamish.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,683 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/1/2003
Pretend reviews
We don't know each other as well as we thought, do we? We aren't the same, and you wouldn't complain about your life if you knew mine. //You aren't the one / Killing yourself / You aren't the one / Suffering pain and doubt//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/29/2003
Those Tears You'll Cry reviews
An end approaching, wondering what some will feel, can't escape this destiny of mine. //I'm falling fast / Caught in the past//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2003
Inside reviews
Holding all the pain inside, not telling her so that she may continue smiling. //I won't ruin it for you. / I'll let you smile / For another day.//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/29/2003
Like Everyone Else
Everything drives to this end, holding the gun in my mouth, ready to fire because of a life I share with most everyone else. Is this my real life? Why doesn't anyone understand? //Please tell me why I care / No one else seems to / Why do I?//
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 4/29/2003
Memory Dance reviews
We exist only in the memories of others, so dance while you still exist in this world.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/29/2003
Child Of The Sky
Explaining the world to someone that needs it. //Kiss the sky / And hold the wind / Keep your eyes on / The sun// For Tracy.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 4/29/2003
Thought Experiments: Test Of Perdition reviews
To her who plagued my mind to no end, who left due to my foolishness and thus ruined her life. Written speaking to a person instead of normal TE style of a soliloquy. Dedicated to the "Dark Angel."
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 998 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/26/2003
My Reflection reviews
A half-emotional android seeks her identity in a world growing consumed by war and madness. Will she ever understand these strange feelings inside of her and claim a true life?
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 19,998 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 4/23/2003 - Published: 4/1/2003
Monochrome Vantage Point reviews
What's the point of hating others? You don't know how they feel inside or who they really are. //Do you think / They like to live / So hated by the / General world?//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/19/2003
Harmless Infatuation reviews
A love that can't be claimed, deep friendship touching love gently, unnoticed and unattainable. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //It's just a harmless infatuation / And yet I can't stop / Thinking about you//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/18/2003
Rumors reviews
She and she, bound by affection and rumors, the hopeful fate of those that love in ways that others hate. Yuri, f/f, etc. //Close friends / Too close for some / So what?//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/13/2003
Reflection of a Knife Blade reviews
The last stand of the hopeless, the deluded decision to die instead of reconcile. //Feeling of despair / Desireless despondency / Knife blade shining//
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/13/2003
Obvious reviews
Fate of the uncareful, his will for her, her desire to escape his purient hold. //No love anymore / His eyes hungry / Her eyes scared//
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/13/2003
Moonbeams reviews
An image dances 'round the moon as blood flows from an open wound. //Staring into soulless eyes / No strength to yell / No help//
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/13/2003
Wires reviews
Suspended by wires, holding onto life, falling through eternity with white wings. //Breaking out of glass / Cutting everything / Tears and blood and wires//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/13/2003
Enough To Care reviews
Why do things if you don't care about them? Why pretend to love? Why uselessly kill yourself? //Why do you / Do these things / And never care / Enough to care?//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/10/2003
Emotion Inside reviews
No one can understand emotion unless they feel it for themselves, which leaves no one to judge. //How do we know / What's love, / What's hate, / What's held inside?//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/4/2003
Thought Experiments: Never Wrong reviews
Screaming about two acquaintences of mine and their breaking up. More passionate and more swearing than most of my Thought Experiments. Dedicated to the "Soundless Poetess," my friend.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 568 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/4/2003
Let The Rain Fall reviews
Like the rain, born to die and repeat it again, but are we the same? Part of my Pouring Rain poem series. //Does it feel like rain / Bringing you down / 'Til you splash and crash?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/19/2003
Mirrors reviews
We're the same, you and I, even though you try to kill me every time I try to help you. Part of my Pouring Rain poem series. //Why would you wanna kill me? / What's the point of / Murdering a suicidal?//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/19/2003
Believe And Believe reviews
If you really care so much about the futileness of your life and your hatred of mine, then why don't you just kill us both? Part of my Pouring Rain poem series. //So why should I live / If you can't? / Why don't you kill me?//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/19/2003
Lonely Creature reviews
I'm not the one that stares in the mirror, the one who contemplates escape and freedom from tears...am I? //You are so weak / You are so alone / You are so me//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/19/2003
Suicide Is Rain In Pain reviews
I can't really be like this, not drawn by pain to my death. This can't be suicide. Part of my Pouring Rain poem series. Inspired by the song "Rain" by Boa.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/19/2003
Watching You reviews
Watching the downfall of someone, forced by society and self-hate. //Why / Do you go along / With all the pain and torment?// Written with Avril's voice & style in mind.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/19/2003
Common Magic reviews
Two old friends meet again like always, but thoughts of life and the common things that one can miss pass in. What becomes of common magic when you no longer believe in life?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,950 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/15/2003
Forever Friends reviews
Regardless of time, space and destiny, I'll always be your friend. //Despite whatever happens, / We'll be forever friends.// For Lenore. ^_^
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/13/2003
Letter To Myself reviews
A letter to my future self, hoping to inspire happiness at some later date. //The world ain't so bad / With at least / One smiling face// Inspired by the song "Letter ~ From The Lost Days" from Silent Hill 3.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/12/2003
Lovely Couple reviews
A simple comment about me and her makes me think of the once-potential future, the life we could've had but can no longer. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //She has him and / And I had her / Both within or without//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/12/2003
Sin reviews
Dying and screaming from the intentional self-disgrace and impurifying of others. //All I can do is watch / The fall of everyone else / I'm the only one alone//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/11/2003
Time For Tears reviews
Left to cry alone for being left behind, no one to love or be loved by, just so alone. //Who has time for tears / You say? / Who has time for tears?// Inspired by the song "You're Not Here" from Silent Hill 3.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/7/2003
Accept reviews
Not accepting anything, not my future, memories, or the paths of others in this world and existence. //Why do I live in fear? / Why can't I accept sorrow / Or what I hold so dear?//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/6/2003
Love Under Logic: Beautiful Lily Alice reviews
The diary of Alice, a girl observent to the downfall of society around her, all while worrying endlessly about her strong anxiety and confusing sexuality. Involves bisexuality and thoughts of suicide. Minor editing started
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 40 - Words: 38,132 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 11 - Updated: 3/5/2003 - Published: 1/9/2003
Falling Into Shadow reviews
Tired of indecision, wanting love or at least an answer against, just something to make life worth living or not. //Can someone kiss me / Or lead me away? / I'm tired of indecision.//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/4/2003
Thought Experiments: Tears For Tears reviews
Confronting my anxiety, what keeps me from being a truly good person and helping the people I wish to help. Currently my shortest Thought Experiment.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 619 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2003
Useless Exister
I'm the savior and destroyer of this world, it seems, the angel bearing both white and black wings. //I know I'm good / But the world falls down / Because of me//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Published: 2/24/2003
Flower
The disregards of the innocent, the sad story that makes up this world and all of humanity. //No one looks for her / Because she's innocent / What a reflection upon this world//
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 2/24/2003
Left To Cry reviews
Crying for a love long gone, never returning, the emotion of being left behind. //Nothing's ever the same / As I cry for you again//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/24/2003
Lovely Girl reviews
Comfort unlasting, the pain lingering, feelings don't set in. //If she could know / My feelings / I don't know if / She'd run or stay//
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/24/2003
Your Pain And Mine reviews
Hurting from a lover's hurt, no longer feeling the love once taken for granted. //I thought you loved me / But now your anger / Is the only thing / On your mind//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/21/2003
The Sea Of Stars And Lies reviews
Turning away from the cold world filled with lies, swimming out of the drowning darkness born of false lovers. //The lies of endless numbers / Fall out of lips and drown me//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/21/2003
Of Love And Lust reviews
Strong feelings for a girl, but trying to determine if it's love or lust, a hard battle. //I guess you don't know / What power you have / Over others//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/21/2003
Knife Blade reviews
Suicidal. //Everything leans toward / That end, that / Final conclusion.//
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/12/2003
You Don't Understand reviews
Questioning love, prompting the person loved, wanting to understand why they don't understand. //How many times / Must I smile at you? / How many times / Must I cry?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/11/2003
And Then She Kissed Her reviews
Longing for someone that shouldn't be desired in her eyes, yet she can't deny her heart and oppose her feelings. //It's just a matter of / Hiding in the shadows, / Keeping it from everyone, / Even lovely her.// See title; don't read to flame. Title bor
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/10/2003
Memories reviews
I can't be loved by the one person my heart longs for, but throwing away the memories I have of her would make my life not worth living. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //I'll just fight the tears / Away and hold the mem'ries / To my heart.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2003
The Acceptable Price
I'll give up Heaven and peace in the afterlife if it means saving just one heart in this life. I cast aside my faith in God to put my faith in humanity, the lost ideal. //I'm right here, God, / For you to strike. / Such is the acceptable price.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Published: 2/7/2003
Sharing Empathy reviews
About a friend that says no one can ever understand her, and here is my proof against it. //I know what feelings / Rage inside you, / Screaming for release.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/7/2003
Threads Of Fate reviews
Regarding my life, reflecting on what I've done and haven't, determining if I've accomplished what I've wanted to. //Is this divine retribution? / Is this my final fate?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/6/2003
Cross
Thoughts upon constantly observing the cross for someone never know, how one should feel when they've never known the person, but see the pain etched on the faces of everyone else. //I walk past the cross / For that lost girl, / Never knowing / How to fe
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Published: 2/6/2003
Always All Alone reviews
I can't stand this insanity I put myself through because of the world. Painful rantings of an honest kind. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. Rating for language.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/4/2003
Hypocrite
Painful rantings of love not wanted, terrible, painful things, words that flow like liquid hate. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. Rating for language.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 2/4/2003
You Don't Know reviews
Thoughts of a girl that will never know my real feelings for her as I shy away to myself. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/4/2003
From The Edge Of Despair reviews
A comforting poem for a great friend of mine, telling her I'll always be here for her, no matter what. I'll always be here, Lenore. //I'll be there for you / When the world no longer cares / You've no need to cry / I'll ease your tears away//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/3/2003
Not The Same
A quiet observation of a girl that's not the same as she used to be. I used to love her, but she's no longer the friend I used to know. Part of my Missed Chance poem series. //I no longer know / How long it's been / Since the last time / I sat by your
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Published: 2/3/2003
Alone But Not Content reviews
I finally escaped the girl that had foolishly fallen for me, and now the anxiety is gone. But why should I be happy to be alone? //I have that wish at last, / So why am I upset?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/30/2003
Won't Regret It
I don't need love. I can live without it. Really. I mean it. Still... //Would you leave me alone? / I'm fine like this / I'm simply content//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 1/30/2003
With Me reviews
A man stands on the edge of a bridge, waiting to fall. He doesn't expect some strange, attractive woman to appear and casually stand beside him, maybe to jump herself, or maybe to persuade him down.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,146 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/28/2003
All I Want reviews
Longing for a kiss that'll never come, because love is already taken and should never be coveted from her. //I know I've no need / To pine for you. / I know you've no need / To even listen to me.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/28/2003
Answer
All the time I'm asking you for answers, asking the world why I should choose to live, but I never learn anything. You would let me die... //Should I kill you / Or kill me / Or I don't even know anymore?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 1/28/2003
If I Choose To Fall
Your unfeeling and lack of love for me drove me to this bridge, where I hang on somehow without falling over. How long can I last...? //Would you even / Catch my hand, / Touch it like you / Used to?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Published: 1/28/2003
So Wrong reviews
Why'd I have to fall so hard for a girl that could never love me? I can't find the reasons. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //If love is a miracle, / Then why do I feel so cursed?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/23/2003
Lovelessness reviews
I want so much to hold you and love you, but the tears you would shed would send me away. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //I can't stand to be alone / I can't have your love / Nor should I ever//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/23/2003
Words Deep Down I Free reviews
I gotta tell you how I feel, although I know it'll be the last time we ever speak. The truth is... Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //You never knew / And never would if / I had not the / Courage now//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/23/2003
I'll Love You reviews
I'll love you from where you cannot see me, cannot have your heart break from my unrequited feelings. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //I'll love you in the night / When the moon reminds / My broken mem'ry//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/23/2003
Escape From Love
I can never have you, yet I can't escape your blue eyes or beauty, your voice and being. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //Now your lips shall / Flee me in my dreams / Of seeking you//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Published: 1/23/2003
Foolish, Beautiful Girl reviews
We've been the best of friends and worst of enemies. Why'd I have to fall for you now, when I can't have you? Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //Why’d I have to fall just now / All the chances so long gone / When you love someone else?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/23/2003
My Life, Not Yours reviews
You threw me away when I loved you, and you'd love for me to end my own life, but forget it; I'll live. //Why should it matter so? / Why should love / Ever hurt as much as this?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/23/2003
Find My Own Way reviews
I'm alone in this painful world, but that's okay. I've been abandoned to the cold, but I'll find my own way, though I'm so very lost. //Lost in this sea / Alone in the crowds of / An unfeeling world//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/22/2003
Great Delusion reviews
Falling to death and despair because of unreturned affections, that one special person that had to fall for someone else instead. A Rebecca poem. //If I could kiss you / You wouldn't spare a thought / If I could hold you / You'd just push me away//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/22/2003
Airhead reviews
A delightful satire of airheads at their best. If you consider yourself an airhead, don't read this and hurt your own feelings. The rest of you, come and not be surprised. //Don't say I'm stupid / Don't use your / Psycho-ology on me//
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/21/2003
Alone To My Tears reviews
Just alone, in my room, no one there but me and my sorrow, tormenting, deadly, amongst the greatest pain. Part of my tear-persona poem series. //No one cares / No one knows / Too alone to care//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/21/2003
Falling Like This reviews
I'm dying because of you. You didn't thrust the knife blade in, but made me drive it home. Part of my tear-persona poem series. //I can't help dying / From your wanton kiss / You never cared//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/21/2003
Endless, Crimson Tears reviews
I'm dying in the tears of others, drowning in the cascading waves that smother and kill me. Part of my tear-persona poem series. //Kill yourself / For all I care / Keep your crimson tears//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/21/2003
Why? reviews
Why? Why should I live? Why should anyone care? Part of my tear-persona poem series. //Why do you cry for me? / Why do you cry for yourselves?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/21/2003
Thought Experiments: Shyful Pride reviews
All I want is to find that one beautiful, smart, funny girl that'll stumble into my arms out of the blue one day and smile and say "hi," yet... Another personal Thought Experiments.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 942 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/20/2003
Thought Experiments: Happily Ever After reviews
Contemplating my kindness, for I can't see it in anyone else; kindness that has made me pariah to the entire world. My most personal Thought Experiments yet.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,009 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/19/2003
Starlight Destiny: Memento reviews
Daria is cursed to fall endlessly between three worlds: her horrible earth, the fantastic Gaia, and the technological Terra. Will she save her soul, realize her true affections, and ever be able to return to her Earth? Book 1 of series.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 12 - Words: 31,662 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 1/17/2003 - Published: 7/29/2002
Drowning reviews
Broken love leaves broken heart shards, ready to cut the blood away from the heartless, those possessing the shards... //I'm drowning / In the endless tears / Of you and me// (And no, I'm not a cutter or suicidal.)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/17/2003
Someday reviews
So alone my entire life, just used by everyone, but hope still remains, for love may come to me someday... //Nobody wants me / I've been alone because / Nobody loves me//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/17/2003
Run Away Home reviews
Screwed up everything, tried to live my own life, but there's no way back but home, home to where the past is forgiven and forgotten... //Gotta get away from everything / Gotta shed my tears//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/17/2003
Thought Experiments: Aloneness Complex reviews
A stream-of-consciousness type story surrounding thoughts evoked by being loved by someone unwanted, but not wished to be hurt. Moralistic and compassionate.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,545 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/9/2003
Conform reviews
Why should I confrom to the masses? Why should I be like all the sick freaks pretending to be ordinary people, and are obviously ordinary by today's society's standards? //Why lie and cheat, / Find someone to beat, / Hate everyone / Screw everyone?//
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/9/2003
Taken For Granted reviews
Relationships are just a joke in this modern world and society. Care to prove me wrong, seducers and deceivers? The breakdown and complete degeneration of love. //Kiss him / Kiss her / Never mind the / Face or past//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/9/2003
Music Box Melody reviews
A music box melody brings back memories of love found and lost, the cold reality and gentle acceptance. //These memories / Love and hate me / They taunt me / And confuse me//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/9/2003
Catch Me reviews
An escape from life and pain by spreading wings and falling down, while still hoping for salvation from a lover to hold out their arms and catch them. //I won't let you hurt me anymore / I'll spread my wings / And fly away from here//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/9/2003
Dance In The Moonlight reviews
A need to be cared for, for the sake of life almost as much as love. //Can you care? / Can you kill me / Or even free the knife blade / From my grasp?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/7/2003
Lone Stranger reviews
The world is a painful contradiction, and somehow we're supposed to live and accept it. Forget that; I need to find a purpose in this existence. //Love's denied me / Because it's heartless here / Life is impossible / Because it's now ruled by death//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/7/2003
Restless Dreams
//Another restless night / Never seems to end / Toss and turn / Tears and terror// Title taken from the video game Silent Hill 2.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Published: 1/7/2003
make me sad, make me mad, make me feel alright? reviews
I'm just dying. You're just being human. That's all it is in this world. What do you ever do? Make me sad, make me mad, make me feel alright? That's all it is, even when I die... Inspired by Serial Experiments Lain.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/4/2003
Together, Apart reviews
You're not supposed to die! You can't die, you can't... Part of separated-persona poem series. //Why'd you have to / Die in my arms? / Why'd this fate occur?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/3/2003
We Are All Connected reviews
Everyone is connected, but everyone hates everyone and everyone is lying. Inspired by Serial Experiments Lain and Zone Of The Enders. //No one lives / As they seem to be, / And even my truths / Are seen as trechery.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/3/2003
Thought Experiments: Heart Parade reviews
A stream-of-consciousness type story about love and all the little connotations and corruptions associated with it nowadays, all just from trying to get the strength to ask someone out.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,530 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/3/2003
The Lure Of Macaroni & Cheese reviews
What to eat for breakfast...mac&cheese...can't have that...so tempting... The powerful inner struggle to determine the fate of one's breakfast. Inspired by actual mac & cheese temptation. ^_^ //Draws me like the dark side / Memories of old meals / Of
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/21/2002
Seen It Before
Every time something happens in my life, I swear I've seen it before, whether on TV or maybe in a book or something. Somehow, I saw it coming. //If tragedy / Befalls my life / I swear I've / Seen it elsewhere//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 12/20/2002
Out Of Love reviews
My blush is natural; I have Social Anxiety Disorder--I'm not in love with you. Part of my aloneness-persona poem series. //I'm sorry you're all confused / I know I have a problem//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/20/2002
This Life reviews
A good friend of mine is increasingly losing her hearing, and she said I can't possibly know how she is feeling, emotionally and physically. This poem is my evidence to refute that belief, written from her persepctive and involving me. Part of my soul-p
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/19/2002
Emotional Reasoning reviews
I understand if you put total and absolute faith in God, but you can't blame Him for every single little tragic incident in your life and the lives of others. Part of my soul-persona poem series. //Something good / We praise the Lord / Something bad / W
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/19/2002
Another Day To Face reviews
Although the world seems maddening and your body seems to betray you, you shouldn't give up all hope in yourself and the world. Part of my soul-persona poem series. //Well, smile and say / It'll be okay / You're still alive//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/19/2002
Honest Soul
Just because I don't believe in God as much as you, don't try to convert me for your own hollow cause. Part of my soul-persona poem series. //Keep your God / He's long since left me / To my broken fate//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 12/19/2002
A Casual Death In Darkness reviews
Alex and Rebecca meet one day in the city of Elysium and find true love. However, humans are prone to seduction and temptation, causing falls from grace. I guess this would be a ballad, more or less.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 631 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/17/2002
Martyr reviews
Can't anyone hear my words or see through my eyes? Just once, can't you see the desolation of the world? //Dont you see / That hate around you, / All the petty, / Growing fears?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/11/2002
The Last Performer reviews
I'm the only one that seems to see the whole world crashing down around me, leaving me all alone. //I try to understand / How I can be / The anomaly//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/11/2002
Pointless Death reviews
A life snuffed out for no good reason. Vivid imagery of a drunk driving accident. Part of pity-persona poem series ("persona," as in these are not my thoughts or experiences; do not condemn me)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/10/2002
Image Infatuation reviews
I may as well stare at a beautiful photograph, for I will never and should never have her, especially for just her beauty. //Just a girl / At an opposite window / So beautiful in / Sunset light//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/10/2002
Terrible Choice reviews
I had to choose between all my dreams and the girl I loved, just because of her. Well, those that know me know how important my dreams are to me. Part of pity-persona poem series. //If you loved me, / You wouldn't make me / Choose between such things./
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/10/2002
A Happy Life reviews
I am condemned by those around me just because I am a dreamer. How sad a world, yet I will not allow their will to overrule mine. Part of pity-persona poem series. //At least I'll live / A happier life / Than yours.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/10/2002
Unbreakable Shell
The world wants me to flee my shell to face a sinful world. To this I say please leave me be, I won't face you today. Part of my pity-persona poem series. //Go to that party of / Booze and drugs? / Gee, / Those are incentive.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 12/10/2002
Too Kind reviews
I cannot even offer conversation to a quiet girl without the world denouncing me for non-existant feelings. Part of my pity-persona poem series. //Random / Acts of kindness / Are seen as / Lovey-dovey stuff.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/10/2002
Simple Girl reviews
A victim of war, she is, controlled still, though now by nameless soldiers 'stead of parents domineering. A display of one of the worst horrors of war. Part of my pity-persona poem series.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/10/2002
Can't Tell You reviews
As if a voice choked with uncertainty; words that can't escape one's lips lest uncertainty choke the listener.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/10/2002
Someone Better reviews
These are probably the messed-up, narcissistic thoughts my old girlfriend had when she broke up with me. Trust me, people, if you have someone good now, don't throw them away in hopes of finding someone better. Part of sinful-persona poem series.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/6/2002
Once Again reviews
My depression haunts me and torments me, keeping me from the happiness my best friend really wants for me. //A terrible melancholy / Choking all my senses.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/6/2002
Lying To Our Faces reviews
Society cares for nothing but its own gains, letting the rest of the world die for its own carelessness. //Teachers used to tell us / Anything is possible / Did they really believe / Anything they said?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/5/2002
Daydream Kiss reviews
A man wakes up in a seeming daydream, so full of love and smiles after sharing his first kiss with his girlfriend the previous day. //I can still taste / Her lips on mine / I've never tasted / Anything better//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/5/2002
Sinful Lover reviews
can't take the pain of life, or anything, just kill me, sinful lover. Part of sinful-persona poem series. //Kiss away the bruises / From my mother / Lick away the cuts / From myself//
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/5/2002
Liar reviews
I've seen quite a few horrors of humanity in my time, but few things top the self-subjection of a teenage girl to prostitution. Part of sinful-persona poem series. //No one owns you / You chose this profession / By yourself//
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/4/2002
Callous reviews
Ladies, all those bad relationships you've had? This is possibly what he was thinking. Part of sinful-persona poem series. //I'm just a / Part of the problem / I'm just a / Wretched person//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/4/2002
Field Of Shadows reviews
My world is a field of shadows, and I can't escape it; only my true love can save me. Part of aloneness-persona poem series.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/4/2002
Hermits reviews
I'd rather hide in isolation than face a world plotting my demise. Part of aloneness-persona poem series. //It's a lonely world out there, /But it's much colder in here//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/4/2002
Smothered reviews
This world is total insanity, and it haunts me and never leaves me, ignores me as I try to run away. Part of aloneness-persona poem series. //I can't face / The world today / My shivers keep me still//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/4/2002
All My Sorrow
A painful realization of the distance of a lost love. //Do you see the same / Beautiful sunrise light / Playing 'cross the / Cerulean sky?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 12/4/2002
Beautiful Angel
//My eyes open and gone she is, / So fragile is her beauty.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Published: 12/4/2002
Wanton Love And Death reviews
Love, sex, and suicide are all juxtaposed beside each other in this modern world. //We are so foolish in this / Day and age, / So utterly stupid in our / Wantonness.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/4/2002
Now And Then, Here And There reviews
I can no longer find the beauty in nature, no matter how hard I try, and this pains me greatly as I can only think of the horrors humanity is capable of. //This ethereal, / Ephemeral landscape; / I wish I could / Love it.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/24/2002
My Worst Mistake reviews
A bitter poem about my experiences with my old girlfriend, and I never would've wrote it if it wasn't for school. //Why'd I have to / Fall so hard for / Illusions I created?//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/24/2002
A Dance In The Rain reviews
Two lovers dance in the wondrous rain. //You curtsey, laughing / Smiling sweet, / And then begin to dance.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/24/2002
So Far Away reviews
Pining for a love that can't be reached. //I love you / But the words / Can't reach you / As they leave my lips//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/19/2002
I lost my pencil! reviews
Gosh darn it, I lost my pencil! Now how am I gonna write!? All my ideas are going to waste! Pure humor from actual pencil loss. ^_^
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11/19/2002
Guess I Was Wrong reviews
I made a mistake in evaluating someone's potential relationship, thinking he was wrong for her. Well, I guess I was wrong.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/19/2002
Been Through This Before reviews
//So you hate me / Once again. / We've been through this before.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/18/2002
Rose Complexity reviews
Rose is a girl whose lived with nothing her whole life and still continues to dream. Lily is a girl whose lived with everything and rebels against it. This is the tragedy of their friendship, the great American tragedy of the youth.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,388 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/18/2002
In And Out And Everywhere reviews
Amy, a teen girl, witnesses the ignorance of humanity while dealing with social ostracizing due to her unwavering friendship with Carol, her best friend with a socially unaccepted sexuality. Yuri. Second story, Experience, added.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,908 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 11/12/2002 - Published: 11/8/2002
Past Tense reviews
Why must we only be known once we're gone? Must we always be spoken of in the past tense?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/7/2002
Distant Girl reviews
Life has ended; an epitaph poem for Beth Gowler, a girl I never knew from my school, who died in a car accident yesterday.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/7/2002
Falling Down reviews
//All the world is fading / I gotta go chase it / Before it leaves me//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/4/2002
Blind reviews
//I'm dying / In your arms / And you don't feel a thing//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/4/2002
Confusing Synesthesia reviews
Love can make you feel the world and your lover in ways you never dreamed. //I hear your wishes / As your eyes search mine / You are in my eyes / A lovely paradigm//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/3/2002
Terror reviews
There are few things in this world more terrifying than trying to obtain your first kiss.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/30/2002
Paths Of Fallen Angels
A lost and lonely young man has nothing but his powerful mobile weapon in this ruined world of Nimya, and soon the fate of all will rest in his hands. First chapter.
Fiction: Sci-Fi - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,646 - Published: 10/28/2002
Storm
//A deathly, dying, desolate storm / A pouring rain of bloody thorns//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Published: 10/28/2002
Invisible Angel
A soft, romantic sort of poem. The closest to a religious or 9/11 poem as I'm ever going to get.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 10/28/2002
Dangerous Game reviews
Love is such a dangerous game, isn't it? Make one bad move and you can lose it all.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/28/2002
Cry For You
I often find I have no tears to shed for others, since I have shed them all for myself.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/28/2002
Shattered reviews
Heart shards and bloody wounds, all the fault of love disillusioned.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/1/2002
Darkness reviews
//You don't seem to understand. You don't even notice my emotions.//
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/1/2002
Virgin Light reviews
Zoe cannot help but find herself longing for her best friend, Samantha, but will she ever be able to confess her strange feelings? Yuri.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,719 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/30/2002
Flirt reviews
Many people flirt without even realizing it. Ever been drawn to someone without their intention?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/30/2002
Dream Girl reviews
Thoughts too random for me to fully comprehend, revolving around falsities of life and love. More prose than poetry than I'm used to.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/30/2002
Am I Insane? reviews
Sort of the story (song, anyway) of my life. At times, everything seems great, or at least perfectly fine, then suddenly pow! Life, time and memories hit me hard.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/10/2002
SleepWalking reviews
Is it all just a waking dream, or is the world really as insane as it seems? Or is it all truly in your head?
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/10/2002
All My Dreams reviews
A love long gone leaves one holding on to whatever feelings still remain.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/10/2002
Sunrise reviews
A series of not-so-short stories taking place within the city of Sunrise. It's the near-future, and something has happened beneath the streets. Now, terrible monsters have appeared throughout the city, and ten survirors vie to live and complete their miss
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 7 - Words: 103,043 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 9/7/2002 - Published: 7/27/2002
Tears reviews
Confined to her destiny as a princess, Asra feels overwhelming sadness, thinking of suicide, then finally of Daria. From my Starlight Destiny series.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/2/2002
Sleep Within My Arms reviews
Asra writes of her feelings of happiness at long last, peacefully in love with Daria. From my novel, Starlight Destiny: Memento.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/2/2002
Just Do Something
Nightmares can drive a person to near-insanity to make it end. By my character, Daria, from my novel, Starlight Destiny: Memento.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Published: 8/2/2002
Feelings Uncertain
Daria confesses her true feelings to Asra, confronting the other girl at last. From my novel, Starlight Destiny: Memento.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Published: 8/2/2002
Ethereal Rain
Daria believes she is doing no good with her life. From my novel, Starlight Destiny: Memento.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Published: 8/2/2002
Am I? reviews
Daria ponders over her existance, trying to understand her life and everything around her. From my novel, Starlight Destiny: Memento.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/2/2002
White Feather
A man griefs for the loss of his girlfriend, remembering special moments and finally seeing her angel.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,782 - Published: 8/2/2002
Falling Darkness
A Traveler is caught within the dark place, and must fight his inner demons to escape with his life. From Starlight Destiny universe, but written (more or less) as a stand-alone.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,139 - Published: 8/1/2002
Diamond Hearts reviews
A young man witnesses the terrible conditions forced upon his people, while desiring to one day go to Edina, the land of dreams. From Starlight Destiny universe, but written as a stand-alone.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,299 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/1/2002
Set Me Free
An introspective of Asra, a character from my novel series, Starlight Destiny.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Published: 7/31/2002
Needing Sleep reviews
Waking up early for school and having to rush around can be real nerve-wracking.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/31/2002
Let Me Write reviews
Don't you wish the world would just go away and let you write, sometimes?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/31/2002
True Beliefs reviews
My view on prejudice.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/31/2002
A Simple Smile reviews
A simple smile can enchant one's heart.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/31/2002
Secret
No one ever seems to care about the pain and lives of others; no one. Inspired by an actual secret, but was later (thankfully) proven untrue.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Published: 7/31/2002
I Can't Give Up
An introspective of Daria, the main character of my novel series, Starlight Destiny.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Published: 7/31/2002
Seeking Angels reviews
A story about avoiding and seeking destinies.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,537 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/30/2002
A Tear In The Sea Of Stars reviews
Love can be as fantastic as the night sky and the stars that fill it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/30/2002
Knight reviews
Love can make someone feel a sort of knightship toward their beloved.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/30/2002
Mirror
A lost, unique android tries to cope with her lack of identity and purpose, along with these strange things called emotions that seem to be inside her, while making critical evaluations of humanity around her.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,413 - Published: 7/30/2002
Gone reviews
The pain of losing everyone you hold dear can often leave one blaming oneself. Inspired by the movie, Anne Frank.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2002
All Or None reviews
Life, love, and purpose are what make up existance. The result of a despondent mood.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/30/2002
Song Of Myself reviews
My feelings and emotions in regards to classical music, specifically the songs of the violin and piano.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/29/2002
Setsuai--Riddle reviews
An Anglo-Saxon riddle. Guess what the subject is! ^_^
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/29/2002
My Last Escape reviews
A frightning look into the mind of a tortured woman.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,088 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/29/2002
The Morning Before reviews
A love poem. Feelings the morning before confessing one's true love.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/29/2002
Metal Shell reviews
Android angst.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/29/2002
One Last Thing To Say reviews
Once life has escaped us, we always wish for more than we had. A short story from the perspective of a teen who just died in an accident.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,713 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/29/2002
Angel Feather reviews
Observations and speculations about an angel feather.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7/29/2002
Through My Shattered Gaze
Alex analyzes his life and the choices, if not mistakes, he made. Side story to my novel, Endless Dance, but decent as a stand-alone.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,924 - Published: 7/29/2002
The Knife Blade
Rebecca analyzes her life and why she continues to live, all while holding a knife blade above her breast. Rating for theme of suicide. Side story to my novel, Endless Dance, but fairly decent as a stand-alone.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,330 - Published: 7/29/2002
When We Dance reviews
Alex and Rebecca share a homecoming dance while making typical, teenage errors with love. Side story prequel to my novel, Endless Dance, but fine as a stand-alone.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,712 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/29/2002
My Own Battle reviews
An introspective of Crystal, a character in Endless Dance, my novel.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/28/2002
True Memory
An introspective of Tempest, a character in Endless Dance, my novel.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 7/28/2002
Mistress Of The Stars
An introspective of Alison, a character in Endless Dance, my novel.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Published: 7/28/2002
Phoenix Flame
An introspective of Karin, a character in Endless Dance, my novel.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Published: 7/28/2002
Falling Star reviews
An introspective of Alex, the main character of Endless Dance, my novel.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/28/2002
Ever Always reviews
A poem of new and jaded love. From my novel, Endless Dance.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 472 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/28/2002
Endless Dance reviews
A story of love, light and dark powers, & seeking and avoiding destinies. This is Alex's quest through myriads of worlds to save all existance and find his true identity.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 5 - Words: 47,218 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 7/28/2002 - Published: 7/27/2002
Tracing Pathways
A man seeks to find his wife in the town of Transent. Unfortunately, she's been dead for three years, and Transent isn't exactly the nicest place to be. Side story of my novel, Lack Of Dreaming.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,866 - Published: 7/27/2002
Lack Of Dreaming
Our hero (maybe) is trapped in the town of Transent, and he seems to be the only one that sees the lack of reality around him. Will he learn the truth and reclaim his complete memory? A psychological mystery thriller. Day Three completed.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 3 - Words: 29,706 - Published: 7/27/2002