Neptican
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Joined 08-06-02, id: 247835
Author has written 82 stories for Fantasy, Friendship, Humor, War, Family, General, Life, Fantasy, Nature, Love, General, and Essay.
I don't care what you say or what you do... I'm not your keeper and I'm giving up today. Go find yourself wherever you think you lost yourself, ditch me on the side of the rode if you want- I don't care anymore. I've got my notebook and my pen, and I'm never going to stop.

These are my poems, I don't care what you think of them. They aren't pleas for help- because I probably need it but I don't care. If you think I'm whiny, I don't care. At least I'm writing when I could be out getting high and drinking while trying to forget my pain or slicing my arm open with those blunt kitchen knives. But I'm not. I'm writing.

If you think I'm needy, I am, but I don't need you.

So these are my poems- review if you want. I'm tired of caring and tired of trying too damn hard to meet your standards.

If you happen to like my ranting, or my poetry, you might check out my DeadJournal-- its got plenty of pretty rants in it.

-Ishee-

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One Last Cigarette by Broken Poet reviews
You doused my hopes and now I fall
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/15/2004
Love Poem by Misguided-Angel reviews
this is a love poem of great magnitude for me, because it actually turned out correctly
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Barbie by Lex C reviews
Everyone loooooves Barbie, right? She's just so darn happy... *note the sarcasm*
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/24/2003
30 second poem by Misguided-Angel reviews
as the title says, i wrote this in 30 seconds
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2003
Everyone Has a Purpose by Misguided-Angel reviews
i don't summerize well, just read...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/24/2003
Shoot by Just Another Face reviews
Uhm...Angst?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/9/2003
Try by eew reviews
We have the right to live and fit in...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/2/2003
I know, I want, I wish by Broken Poet reviews
Oooh, The 3rd of the "suck-fest-poems"... Icky. I hate you for making me post this!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/8/2003
She's by NikkiNeedsHelp reviews
All about a girl. She's . . .
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2003
Carnival Nights by WhiteZinfandelBijou reviews
My first poem on FF.net. Rated for suicide innuendoes. I'm just one of those people that can connect cotton candy with death...don't ask... (Please read? I thank you. ^^)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/21/2003
Outcast by Broken Poet reviews
I took your opinions to heart and titled this Outcast. Please re-reveiw. Lol.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/6/2002
A Childhood For An Answer by Penny Clearwater reviews
Self explainitory basicly, sacrifices made by a child to learn the truth about why.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/6/2002
Unexpected Fellowship by Insane Jewish Werewolf reviews
This is a story I wrote for my English class. It's about the attacks and how it affected different people.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 398 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/11/2001
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Sisterly Christmas
My Christmas...
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 450 - Published: 12/25/2003
Chica de mi Odio reviews
Chica de mi odio, no mi amiga- 1st poem in Spanish
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - Spanish - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/21/2003
Silence reviews
Ignore me, kill me
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Memories of a Happier Day reviews
The better days, they'll soon be gone
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Echoes reviews
Your words sting, Daddy dear
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
One Leads To reviews
It's an ongoing cycle until you die...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Can't Help It reviews
break down
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Breathing reviews
Don't want to
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/21/2003
Emily reviews
Of religion and friends
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Whispered Promises reviews
promises to myself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Tears reviews
Someone could have saved her
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Sweet Nothings reviews
Wish I could tell you... wish I could admit it...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
When You're reviews
When you need me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Waiting for Life reviews
She never did the things she meant to do, never reached her potential
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Stripped Captive reviews
I've bared to you my soul
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
The Devil and You reviews
One I loved now runs with the devil
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Unnamed reviews
Mommy's little girl's gone, and she's killed those she loved
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Losing It All reviews
Ever wanna give up?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Sleep reviews
Old friendships, burnt bridges, never to be rebuilt
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/21/2003
Starlight, Starbright reviews
He gave my heart to the wolves, but at least he's not letting her play with it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
It's Hard reviews
Unrequited love
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/21/2003
Lie To Me reviews
Truth hurts
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
My Flame reviews
Love burns
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Imaginary Pain reviews
A mother's love
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
I Hope You're Happy reviews
You destroyed our friendship, was that your ultimate goal?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Death by a False God reviews
Depression poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Captured by the Truth reviews
Sometimes unrequited love isn't just a crush, sometimes its family.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Angry Flow of Poetry reviews
Gah... took my anger out in a long poem...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 408 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Forgive me, Dear Flame reviews
Like a moth to the flame, I keep getting burned
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Fade into the night reviews
I've given you my soul
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/21/2003
Believe me when I say reviews
Believe me when I say I love you...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/21/2003
A Soul Repaired reviews
Who knows what the future will hold...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/17/2003
I Am Me reviews
I'm me... Maybe that's what protects me...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/17/2003
The Way We Were, Lost Forever reviews
Sometimes people you trust turn out to be liars who seem to want nothing more than to hurt you...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/17/2003
Brother reviews
For my Caleb- the best "big brother" and one of my best friends...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/17/2003
Damsel in Distress reviews
The truth about fairy tales... the lies behind the shining armor... Please read and review! Thanks~ Ashley
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/1/2003
Suicide Note reviews
A poem based on a feeling I have sometimes... Kinda bout one of my friends...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/30/2003
Back To School reviews
Erm... a little insanity... story is dedicated to my Emmykins and my Calebkins... Its kinda insane, but basically its us at school in 10th grade with David Bowieness.. lol... very odd and very insane...
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,433 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/28/2003
Family and Friends, Water and Blood reviews
PG13 for abuse and language. Sometimes friends are safer than family... this story deals with one girl who copes with abuse and how her friend helps her through it. Yes, sucky summary, but oh well. Please read and review?
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,050 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/26/2003
Truth reviews
Stink at summaries right now.. please read and review...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7/25/2003
The Past is Now reviews
A very odd poem about running from fears and the past and... read and review?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/25/2003
The Angel and the Boy reviews
I wrote this a long time ago... Its about a guardian angel... she's sorta too late... *confused self* yea... read and review?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/25/2003
Cries in the Dark reviews
... dunno how to summarize this. I was in a mood... please read and review?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/25/2003
Wilted Roses reviews
Forgotten memories... long lost love... really not my style but hey... please read?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/25/2003
Wounded By My Trust reviews
Wrote this when I was really really mad... is for one of my... er... friends?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/25/2003
I Am reviews
I am a lot of things...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/25/2003
And I Cried reviews
This is about love.. sorta... its sappy-ish... not my usual stuff... but I like it... please read?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/25/2003
A Cold Winter's Morn reviews
Memories can be good or bad... some make you cry... this is about a girl experiencing a bunch of things at the same place... *pauses* that doesn't sound good... Just read it please?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/25/2003
Maybe It's Destiny reviews
This is an idea I had, please review and tell me if you think I should write this... Thanks!
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,542 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 7/16/2003 - Published: 1/18/2003
Kissed by Death reviews
Follows Death a bit more than Death By Night. Goes along with my poem Death by night and my soon to be posted story "Death's companion"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/3/2003
Death by Night reviews
Death comes at night, quietly doing Her duty. Some fear Her, some love Her. This is my view on her. Goes along with Kissed by Death and Death's Companion
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/3/2003
Lies in the Dark reviews
The dark can hide many things... sometimes it lies...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/3/2003
So Afraid reviews
I'm afraid of so many things...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/3/2003
Amaze Me reviews
I need someone to believe me... I've hidden behind my facade, protecting myself from the views for so long, I'm not sure I know the truth about who I am anymore...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/3/2003
Crimson Truth reviews
An odd poem I don't remember writing. If there was one cut for every lie, would anyone be alive?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/3/2003
Fading reviews
Fading into the background. soon to be lost...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/3/2003
Reality reviews
What is reality? Your nightmare may be my truth.. your chaos, my savior.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/3/2003
The Real You reviews
Someone's lost... someone important... the reality of it all... can it be found?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/3/2003
Whispering reviews
Not really sure how to summarize this... It's sort of like bursting out of a routine and not being noticed... Screaming for attention
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/3/2003
Survival reviews
Kind of wonder how fragile flowers can survive the world, yet sometimes strong people can't?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/3/2003
Silent Refuge reviews
Hiding in your mind...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/21/2003
Like Magic It Comes reviews
About the best weapon out there, sadness
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/21/2003
Icy Flames reviews
Another old one I cant summarize
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/21/2003
Maybe You'd Understand reviews
Sometimes it's hard to be understood, no one seems to know what you are going through, how it hurts
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/21/2003
Mother Nature's Lullaby reviews
Well... just what it says
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/21/2003
Red White and Blue reviews
erm...
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/21/2003
Numb reviews
sometimes I just feel numb
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/21/2003
Hope reviews
The most heartfelt thing I've ever written. It's for one of my dearest friends.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/21/2003
How do you Know? reviews
How do you know we exist?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/21/2003
Deadly Flame reviews
Its not really about life- its about death.. kinda odd
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/21/2003
Cries in my Mind reviews
I guess its angsty... Its kinda oldish, and its not my best, but its one of my faves... not sure how to summarize...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/21/2003
Come Forth reviews
Ummm *blinks* Well... It's kinda odd and kinda old... written from the point of view of All Hallows Eve while watching its children be mocked by mortals... yea...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 439 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/21/2003
A Girl reviews
About a girl who's all alone, but surrounded by people
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/21/2003
almighty YOU reviews
about friends.... who can't admit.... a friend who thinks its all about them.... errors in it are supposed to be there.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/5/2003
Hidden Within reviews
err. dunno
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/31/2003
A Guilty Mistake reviews
er... just read?
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/31/2003
Innocence reviews
Just something I wrote.... one of my faves
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/31/2003
Lost reviews
Lost... for Sam
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/31/2003
Sorry For Your Luck reviews
A poem for one of my friends. She knows who she is. Lovies~
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/31/2003
I'll Never reviews
Bluh. Another poem for my friends. You know which ones you are.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/31/2003
Family, gotta love it
Rating just to be safe. Not sure I should continue this. Hyper me + boredom = This fic
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 511 - Published: 3/30/2003
Without You reviews
A Poem to one of my friends... what life would be like without them.... Lovies
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/21/2003