Marianya
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Joined 11-08-00, id: 25005, Profile Updated: 05-01-09
Author has written 24 stories for Friendship, Life, Love, War, and General.

Updated 24 April 2009...

I have always believed that it was wrong to acknowledge one's hopes, desires, and dreams. That to live and to love something so much was so terrible that it was better to bite one's tongue and let life deal the cards that one was born with. To let others know what is in your heart and soul would be the last nail on the coffin on your road to hell...

How to exert this pent up energy and frustration that I would rarely allow those around to see? But to let it boil within is a one way ticket to blow up and cause lasting damage to those that I trusted? How to keep all these negative feelings at bay... That is what the world of prose and the world of verse brings to me...

The best stories are written straight from the heart, bringing forth hidden passions and sorrows so that others may feel what the author felt at the moment the ink was drawn. Allowing others to feel the pain, happiness and love through the written word and therefore allowing everyone else a chance to see the vulnerable soul within... that is what an author does, what an author tries to do.

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Regret
Written back in July of 2004, oddly enough during a time when I didn't have any attachments except those held deep within me... Strange that it seems to relate more with this now...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Reflection
Written in September of 2001: Who am I? That is the question posed when I wrote this...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Reaching
Written in October of 2003: For those lost in the darkness... and reaching out for the glimmer of hope.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Promises
Written in April of 2006: A series of questions... based on promises...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Midnight Train
Written in March of 2003: Based on a story told to me about when I was a baby...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Lost
Written in June of 2004: Did you ever had a moment where you just didn't know where to go...?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Face in the Mirror
Written in February of 2001: Reminiscent of "Life of an Onion".
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
The Cycle
Written in June of 2004: Originally titled "Endless", see if you could figure out the name change...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Who Are You
Written in December of 2002: Once upon a time I dreamt of someone... and this is my question to that invisible man of my dreams...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Heartache
Written in March of 2003 when a friend of mine and I weren't speaking to one another... something that I can relate to more now...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Darkness
Written in July of 2004: during a moment of pure loneliness...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Another
Written in July of 2003: A little ditty I wrote when I introduced two friends together not realizing that I had a crush on one of them...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Published: 5/1/2009 - Complete
Soulmates
Written in April of 2009: A realization, if you will, of what a soulmate means to me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2009 - Complete
Before and After reviews
Written in April of 2009: A reflection of how life changes Before and After You...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/24/2009 - Complete
Resting Place
Something I wrote many years ago think 2003 .
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Published: 4/24/2009 - Complete
Shattered Glass reviews
Written in April of 2009: A little ditty that is a reflection of what I'm going through.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/24/2009 - Complete
By My Side reviews
Yearning for someone, never truly knowing what they feel for you in return...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2003 - Complete
Abandon reviews
Another quick poem from Marianya... Feeling a little down so I decided to upload this for all of you...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/20/2002 - Complete
The Vietnam Within reviews
Vietnam, a country tainted by war, this is another way to look at it, rather than through the eyes of the soldiers that fought.
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/6/2001 - Complete
In My Dream reviews
This is a poem that is based on a dream that kept repeating itself...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2/4/2001 - Published: 12/29/2000 - Complete
When Will It End reviews
Word of Warning: I wrote this during finals week at the university. Short simple, to the point. Please read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/28/2000 - Complete
As I Stand Here reviews
A little something I thought of as I was standing in the winter air with only a sweater and a scarf to keep me warm.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12/9/2000 - Complete
Alone reviews
Like the title says, this is a short dismal poem that I happen to have wrote when I was in the midst of depression 6 to 7 years ago. I haven't looked at is since this is about when I was a Freshman in high school . Please review my poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/9/2000 - Complete
Many Sides of Me also titled Life of an Onion reviews
This is a poem that I dedicate to everyone that I know. I wrote this when I was a Junior in high school, about 4 to 5 years ago, and I have not revised it since. So please be very gentle. Please review this poem. Thanks
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/9/2000 - Complete