Ciara Estai
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Joined 11-20-00, id: 26292
Author has written 24 stories for Life, General, Haiku, Friendship, Nature, Family, General, Biography, and Love.

Name: Ciara Estai, The Black Wrath

Nicknames: Sei-Chan, Aki-Chan

Age: I'll let you be the judge of that

Birthday: August 1st

Hobbies: reading, writing, dancing, drawing, photograpgy, swimming, and torturing my cat.

Likes: Chocolate, reading, writing, my computer, movies, art, sushi, anime, manga, drawing, mythology, dancing, J-Pop, sushi, music, yaoi/shonen-ai, yuri/shoujo-ai, and (just to prove I'm a totaly nerd) economics.

Dislikes: MORNINGS, schoolwork, annoying people (being a hypocrate on that one), unorganization (ok, I like being organized...I'm just too lazy to do it, most of the time), driving (I have the worst luck ever...three accidents and 2 tickets), and normal people.

Most of my inspiration for my works come from my overactive imagination, life experience, personal views, hopes, dreams, and beliefs. I credit all my artistic "genius" (pfft...that's laughable) to my friends and family.

Update 4/7/07:

I LIVE!!!! Well, sorta. college is determined to kill me. Maybe double majoring with a minor wasn't such a good idea...

Sorry for the total lack of anything for almost three years. I blame it on college, life, and a four year long case of writer's block.

Gotta Post Prologue to a Title-less Tale FINALLY (yeah, that's the actual title, crappy, I know but I can't find a title for the story I like. Suggestions are welcome.)

I've also decided, after reading some of my stuff posted, to do some editting. I noticed grammatical and spelling errors, the not on purpose kind. And who knows, maybe editting will help break my writer's block.

Stories I NEED to write: A Title-less Tale. I'll post it's prologue which is a poem later, when I find -_-... In the brainstorming and outline stages are three original stories, all of which prove to be hard to write, mostly because they have very complicated plots and characters, but once my semester ends in early May I'll start!

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Death Becomes of Me by TwilightSky reviews
Sometimes you just want to dissapear...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/19/2003
Look by TwilightSky reviews
Eh I got an idea and decided to play around with it...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/21/2003
Could Be Wrong by Suzanne Star reviews
Quite repetitive, but I think I made my point as it nears the end: "I could be wrong."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/27/2002
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Lament of Nonexistant Hate
People can hurt you in different ways. Some you forget, some leave scars. This is one of my scars
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Published: 5/24/2004
My Life Through My Eyes
Every person lives differently. They love, they cry, they grieve, they hate. This is the story about my life as I see it. This is how I have lived.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 771 - Published: 1/13/2004
Hate reviews
Everyone has something they don't like about other people and themselves. It can be something small that irks you, anything at all. My dislike, my hate extends farther than that.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/21/2003
The Pains Of My Soul reviews
A friendship is all about companionship and love. What if a friendship causes you nothing but pain and all you can do is still back and watch that friendship slowly kill you inside?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
Move On
You hear it as you walk home, to school, to class. The whispers behind your back. But I'm not oblivious to it all.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Published: 11/21/2003
Shattered Trust reviews
This is the extended version of another story, Sucidal Cycle. This is about a broken friendship and how it happened. The conclusion of this friendship was devasitating.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,617 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/24/2003
Betrayal
Have you ever been hurt by the person closest to you, in the worst way? I have and this is how it felt.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 849 - Published: 9/24/2003
Love reviews
Yes, the title is unoriginal (you are welcome to help me think of a better one). This is a poem written on how I view love and falling in love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 731 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/24/2003
Suicidal Cycle reviews
What if you had a friend that you trusted above all others? Someone who knew everything about you and you trusted unconditionally? What would happen if this friend betrayed you, in the worst way possible? I've been there and this is my story
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,889 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/10/2002
Untitled reviews
Couldn't think of a title. At least it's Better then the title "The Unnameable Poem" That would be worse! You're welcome to come up with a better title. This poem is depressing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/17/2002
To Be A Fool reviews
Waht does it feel like when you continuously fail? *Featured in Anime Asylum Chronicles* REVISED
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 439 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/17/2002
The Winning Spirit
'This was the last dance, the last chance of the night to reach my goal.' This is what it feels like, for a dancer.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 436 - Published: 4/17/2002
I Am What I Am reviews
'It seems so long ago that I was just another innocent little child that would come here and play on the jungle gyms or swing around. It makes my chest hurt to think about it.' Please Read and Review.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,990 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/17/2002
Daddy reviews
You love your daddy, right? How can you be sure? Does he love you? How can you be sure? REVISED
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 624 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/17/2002
Night In November reviews
A collection on thoughts in poem form about a winter snow storm. REVISED
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/6/2002
These Miracles reviews
Everyday in the world miracles happen. Don't believe me? Just read... REVISED
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/6/2002
Insanity reviews
Do you ever have one of those moments where all your thoughts just jumble into one big mess, but it makes sense to you? Has it ever been so strange that if you ever told anyone they would think you insane? REVISED
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/6/2002
I Worry reviews
Have you ever had a friend that wasn't so well of, emotionally? Have you ever been scared too death they would comit suicide because of it? REVISED
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/5/2002
Blind World reviews
Have you ever known someone who didn't see what the world was really like? Have you ever wanted to just wake them up from their little rainbow world? REVISED
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/5/2002
Alone reviews
What's it like to be in a crowd but feel totally alone? To never talk to anyone? The explaination for it all... REVISED
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/5/2002
A Smile reviews
A smile is always happy, right? Wrong. Waht if a smile was nothing more then a lie? What then? REVISED
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 693 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/5/2002
Three Haikus reviews
I know, what an exciting title! But work with me, this is 3 different haikus with nothing in common, I just couldn't think of an eye catching name though, you're welcome to try. REVISED
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/5/2002
Fake reviews
How do you feel about technology? Like, dislike, love hate? What if you hated it? How would you know?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Sci-Fi/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/22/2001
Dreamer reviews
Have you ever daydreamed? What if you dreamed all the time? What if you felt like you could suffocate from it all? How would you deal?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/22/2001