Pandabear575
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hi i am 15 years old i like poetry and please review them i write what i feel and please read and review i will read yous in return.

May 23,2003

Hey guys alot has gone wrong. my boyfriend and i broke up...i have never cried so much in my life...as you can tell the most recent poems are influenced by depression, relationships, friendships, cutting, and pain. now that me and my boyfriend are over you may notice a sadder more depressed tone in my poems so please understand...i hope i can get over this...i loved him so much...the worst thing i on monday i told him i loved him well that was May 19,2003...its May 23, 2003 its friday he broke up with me the same week i told him my true feeligs...damn i am crying again...bye bye i have to go

~*Mandi*~ May 31, 2003

ok i am still very upset about me and my boyfriends break up but now i have more information i am so out of it...after making it a mutural break up on the 28th i made him tell me the truth and he infomed me that he does this every year...he gets all diferent girls from different place...our relatonship was a game he had four other girls...i dont know what todo i actualy loved him...god wat do i do...well goodbye before i get mad...does anyone have any advice
~Mandi June 8, 2003

ok i still hate him but i have been trying to avoid him which isnt working grrrr...he wants to humiliate me and screw me up...he wants to get my poems and make copies then spread them around...i dont know what to do...he is the kind of person who would do that and all...at the bottom of my work there is that copy right thing does that mean i can sue him if he does it is i repeatedly said not to?>...well i am going back out with my first boyfriend...his name is _ _ _ _ i cant say unless you ask becuase there are a few ppl i am worried might see this...if anyone noes what i should do please help... bye bye

~Mandi

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6/23/03

Hey guys i am feeling alot better but i am on a writers block sorry nothing new but please read and review my work that you have not reviewed...hey i am going to Australia isnt that cool...i am leaving June 26th and will not be back till July 11 no computers how dreadful...well wish me luck ...oh and i have my wonderful boyfriend back isnt that great :) lol so happy well got to go wish me luck on my trip i will be going to Fiji, australia, and New Zealand...love you guys bye bye

~Mandi July 11, 2003

i made it home...it was so coooooooolllll...lol i loved it i have some new poems i wrote well i was there please read them if you want details of my trip ask ok...me and ma boyfriend are together again...g2g bye

~Mandi September 23,2003

hey guys wats up...I HATE SCHOOL.. lol well i have been doing alot better in life and all if i can make it through i know you can dont be afraid to get help ok...i love my boyfriend so much he helped me through this and my friends i owe you guys so much...yes i do stll have some rough time but you wll see i write it down so i can let my feelings out..if anyone needs to talk dnt be afraid to email me ok and just put in subject fictionpress.com...well later guys i got homework *shudders*
~Mandi October 28, 2003
i am single once more not by choice and not by fate... i was left with a broken heart that time will mend though no time is fast enough...my boyfriend broke up with me and i have to learn that to get over someone it will take time and effort but it must be done...i care about him but i guess that doesnt count...i guess the words I Love You are meaningless now adays...i know people want to use my poetry as blackmail...I know they want to cause me pain...I am no longer ashamed of my work and i wish they would learn lifes not a game...some people may be poor some may be rich...do not look down upon those who aint the same...treat them with respect...my heart has been broken too many times...the people who have done it said they cared...wheres the caring?...wheres the love...?...the people who have caused me pain are all linked together trapping me in a wicked place...darkenss only enters...so alone i cry a silent tear... a tear for those who cause it...for they dont know the endless pain they have cause the endless pain that will return to them...if you cant understand this leave it in a review or email me bye
~Mandi November 10,2003

Yayayayayayayayayayayay...I got a new boyfriend...Hes sooooooo cool lol...we just started going out like yesterday so i will keep updatin lol...i hope he is different from the rest i think he is...and my friends approve this time

~Mandi November 15, 2003

i have been alot happier this week you can tell by my newest poems not the ones i just put up i have the date on each of them when they where written...he makes me so happi...i love my new boyfriend...guys i happi isnt that scarey...please read and review my work...bye bye

~Mandi

November 23, 2003

hey guys...me and my boyfriend are yeah...leave it at confused...we might just e friends...thats cool, we didnt know each other that well...well let see how it goes...take a risk against wat ppl say and u'll behurtin...i guess i learn sumthin from ever person i meet...i'll be fine...we'll justhave to see how my poetry changes...beides the point am sick and upset, lets see how thigs go. thngs can chnge and all right? like me and one of my ex's are being civil we tal n line and try o be nice thats a change right...well bye guys hope u hear from me soon.

~Mandi

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November 24, 2003

hey yeah me and my boyfriend are no longer together...we will hopefullly stay close...i dont think i will be in another relationship for a while but you never noe...oh that poem that i put up thats my friends that was my boyfriends if neone was wondering...well i am alright for now i just dont want to face school...there are t00 many people that will bother me saying that me and him are still going out...rumors and gossips go around quick when its about people hookin up but it never goes aroun fast enough about people that break up...talk soon ok bye bye

~*Mandi*~

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November 25,2003

hey guys...i am doin ok...i was bored and desided to tell u guys wat is up...it was a mutual break up between me and my "ex" and yes school was horrible...grrrr...i am ok though...i have bronchitis and my asthma is realli bad so the medicine they have me on is messin wit my moods...i hate medicine...well talk later ok bye bye

~*Mandi*~

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November 27, 2003

Hey guys Happy Thanksgiving...I had to get up at 6 AM this morning and go to my highschool to decorate a pickup truck that i had to sit in for the parade it was pretty gay...i am so sick of family...this didnt even feel like thanksgiving...we are not talking to any of my dads side of the famliy and that is were we always have thanksgiving and we didnt go there this year...the food seemed pathetic like nothing special nothing great...my highschool got murdered at the varsity football game 33-0 we lost against our rivals...i miss how things were when i was little...family was always together and i knew nothing about any of the shit that is happening...i miss that but no i noe everything and how messed up this world is...sometimes i think i should just close my eyes forever so i never have to see the pain and hatred that is there no matter wat it is always there...talk later ok guys and please review my work i noe i have alot but there are so many without reviews and it gets discouraging...

Luv ya all
~*Mandi*~ November 28, 2003

hey wats up guys. i hate holidays there i always some shit goin on wit family, arguments ad stuff i always get in trouble fo nothing...i hate when people yell its messes me up and it worse wen i am the one that is gettin yelled at...i hate this...when i get in fights wit famly i normally snap...you noe wat i mean...grrrr my lil 5 yer old sis has the flu she has a fever and the highest it went so far was 103.4F thats to hot fr a 5 year old...i dunno talk soon ok oh i think i sould make an Xanga page becuase this journal is getting toooo long...bye
~Mandi December 27, 2003

hey guys things are alright here i guess. my past keeps coming bac and messin me up. ma lil sis is gettin better she was almost hospitalized cuz her fever went up to 105.5F but shes gettin better. i have been havin alot of friendship issues and all lately. i hope you guys had a wonderful christmas or whatever holiday you celebrated mine was boring and uneventful. talk later ok please review if you read i am gettin discuriged. bye
~Mandi updated
January 29, 2004

hey guys happi new yearhavent written here in a while. i finally made an xanga so i dont have to use this as my journal my xanga is www.xanga.com/xxprincess575xx...check it out sometime...well i have been realli busy with school but i am still writing and all...i have had some difficulties but i havent cut since like november i am getting better. yayay...school has been rough...no boyfriends...i guess thats a good thing...well talk soon check out my xanga and please R&R my poems i will return the favor...bye

lata
Mandi Newest Update
February 24, 2004

hey guys i am so happi...see i am going out with this greatguy and i dont know what it is but i care so much about him this may reflect in sum of my newer writtings that i am doing now...but i trust him so much and i dont think he will hurt me
luv ya guys
~Mandi
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Newest Update 3-30-04 (March 30, 2004)

hey guys long time no talk lol...so wats up...this are goin pretty gud right now besides family issues...lol i am grounded from everything...i dont wanna get into to much detail here but ne poems i write at the moment may be fueled by pure anger so dont mind me...but on the gud side of things...i have a wonderful boyfriend who is there for me always...i love him so much...and i wanna thank him for everythin he has helped me through...and for all of youi who have known me for a while i have gotten alot better if you understand which topics i am reffering too...school is ok...i am havin sum issues wit a few classes but overall i am doin pretty gud...i am sic of people who say they are ur friend and they lie and hurt yoiu...i have had enough of that...well i gunna go ok...hmmm my poem collection is getting rather large...some people said i should get my poems published...does anyone know how much that would cost and how i would do it...?...well love you guys...if you need me email me...my mom is gettin rid of my aol so email me at hopeisadream575@yahoo.com ok...that is also my aim sn hopeisadream575 ok...ttys bye bye
~Mandi

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April 8, 2005

well ummm yea i moved i live in upsate Newyprk now near canada, me and my bf of almost 13 months broke up...i am really upset...i dunno what to do...i still write alot...i have to go bye

~Amanda

What i write about~~~~~~~~~
*Cutting
*depression
*suicide
*friendships
*relationships
*family
*school
*nature
*People
*feeling
*My sanity
*my self
*love

plese be honest inyour reviews and dont worry anything said can be accepted so be totally honest on what you think

Thanks lot lata

oh you can call me anything most call me Amanda, Mandi, Manda, panda, anything you want doesnt make a difference...oh you can emailmeif you want i wil look and reply lata guys

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The Note by R.T. michaels reviews
By her bed, there was a note, that showed me her last hope.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/8/2005
Innocence by Nemesis and Mariku reviews
basically, i wrote this when i was depressed. it tells exactly the way i feel about my life
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/17/2004
Taunts by Haven of the Shadows reviews
Teasing can go too far sometimes. People just refuse too think about it when they do it, open your eyes!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/23/2004
Ice Woman by MoshiMoshiQueen reviews
A bad breakup... life sucks.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/2/2003
You Make Me Smile by LoneBass732 reviews
This is a poem of friendship. It's also a thank you poem.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/1/2003
Short Little Death Poem by LoneBass732 reviews
This is another poem I wrote when I felt depressed and angry. It's PG13 because of the suicide content.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/28/2003
Suicide Rhyme by LoneBass732 reviews
This is a poem that I wrote when I was feeling very depressed and it's pg-13 because it suggests suicide
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/28/2003
Statement by nuclear red reviews
Just something I wrote about myself, because people don't seem to understand me. Please R&R.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/5/2003
I Am As Happy As Can Be by MoshiMoshiQueen reviews
I am as happy as can be for a girl who didn't want to move. Please R+R.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2003
Breaks My Heart by Megaroni reviews
I don't know how to classify these! Some people should just be together...why aren't they?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/27/2002
Scared by NovaGirl reviews
Alright. ..I wrote this poem after somebody told me...I can't say! Argh! Stupid paranoia...oh well. This is all about that fear. R&R.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/26/2002
The real me by lil brat reviews
I wrote this poem after reading an article in a magazine about how your hair, make up, clothes etc. should look. pleze R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/22/2002
Not There by emo love reviews
girl/guy wasn't there today
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/22/2002
Ugly by Joflower reviews
Just how I feel sometimes. I'm not proud of how I felt while writing this, but it's true.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/20/2002 - Complete
What Am I? by HurriKane4Life2005 reviews
A poem I wrote when I saw something on a site that jus stimulated my mind and this poem just popped into my head.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
My Love by HurriKane4Life2005 reviews
Just a poem I wrote for Jeff Hardy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
Another Chance by avani.awakening reviews
A poem written to my ex-best friend, written in reflection. Undated
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
This is me by Pandabear575 reviews
This is me and it is exactly wat the title says please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
shattered by Melpomene1 reviews
my teacher made me write this
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
Have you ever by Kieran is God reviews
This is an unfinished poem that I wrote last year, it`s not the best, but it explains how I felt at the time, I`ll add the rest when I`m finished. Please Read and review, i`ll return the favor.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
The Unknown by solar-sun reviews
A poem. I really have no other words to describe it. You'll just have to read it to find out.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
Freinds by Pandabear575 reviews
its about friends you will maybe under stand if you dont or if you do please review thanks
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2002
Like Me by MoshiMoshiQueen reviews
Another look at the world and the people in it. Maybe people who pick on me are really just like me. Like Me and Revised Like Me. Please R+R!!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/16/2002
Stress by MoshiMoshiQueen reviews
Poem about stress. Thats all there really is to say. Please R+R if you want.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/16/2002
One Thing by nuclear red reviews
This is one of those poems written when the words just flowed from me because they needed to be let out. Poem is about heartbreak. Please R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/7/2002
Minutes' Thoughts by Kali Blade reviews
::sigh:: Angst seems to be my forte this week. Well, heres a sad one shot. Warning: major tear jerker. A result of a class discussion about suicide and drugs.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 636 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/31/2001
Loneliness by AshieyuSSJ reviews
Basically a poem about how I feel sometimes. Tell me how it is after you read it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/13/2000
Hidden Depression by Calyna reviews
It's about sthe sturggles that happen unnoticed in the heart. writen from my experience.First poem, please tell me what you think
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/21/2000
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Seeping reviews
Depression
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Complete
Say my name reviews
life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Complete
One word
...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Complete
Single Line reviews
Cutting, thoughts
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Complete
Cruel dark world reviews
not sure
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Complete
Haunting
...I don't know how to explain it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Complete
City Girl and Country Boy reviews
just something i had to write
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 469 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Complete
College Life
First year of college over. So things I have seen
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Complete
i hate this situation reviews
i dunno i was upset and i needed to write this is what came out
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 466 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/19/2006
What is sleep reviews
dunno just came to mind and i guess fingers lol please R&R not great
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/17/2005
The difference reviews
i dunno i just wrote it its not great...please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/17/2005
Home reviews
somethin i just thought up not great but please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/17/2005
Emptiness reviews
dunno sumthin short just came out like this please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/17/2005
Death reviews
about death and all please R&R wasnt great when i wrote it
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/17/2005
You reviews
its sadly bout my ex i just went on venting spurt theres alot shyt right now...not my best lately none of them are but please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/17/2005
Repetitive reviews
i found this poem that i wrote a while ago but it wasnt finished so i wanted to finish it and put it up please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/17/2005
Whats the point of life? reviews
just something i wrote when i was kinda upset today in class...please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/17/2005
Did i fall to hard? reviews
its a poem about wat is going on in my life right now and i needed to vent so this came out please R&R...any advice welcome please..thanks bye
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 347 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/8/2005
It's Enough reviews
i think its kinda crappy but i had to write it...please read it..i wrote it about what is going on right now please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/8/2005
The Truth is reviews
look i wrote this to explain some stuff i have been unable to say to someone ...someone that is very important and i just had to vent...its porbably isnt great but please R&R..bye
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/8/2005
Understanding reviews
i was really upset yeterday and wrote this i jsut sat down and vented...please R&R thank you bye bye
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,003 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/6/2005
Mad reviews
i was just really really pissed at all that is going on right now and i blew up at lunch at one of my friends so i decided to write and this came out...its not great but please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/6/2005
Understand reviews
i am just upset and confused with the break up and trying to be friends and all i dont know wjust wound up vent it out on paper in the middle of class
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/5/2005
Due to you reviews
i dont really know what to say i was upset and i just typed and this is what came out...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/5/2005
Let you go reviews
me and my bf broke upi there is alot he needs to figure out i am really upset i needed to vent so i wrote plz R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 746 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/30/2005
Save me reviews
i was upset i wrote this a lil while ago never got to put it up plz R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/30/2005
I love you reviews
i made this as part of a present for my i guess now ex bf for christmas still thought i shud put it up
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/30/2005
The Endless Tears reviews
me and my bf are currently on a "break or watever" and i was really upset and started writting this is what came out...please R&R no flames not in the mood
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 663 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/7/2005
Emotions suck reviews
emotions suck and jealousy is the worst please R&R no flames plz not in mood
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/27/2004
Without You reviews
I dont know. Im her boyfriend uploading it for her.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/24/2004
Why Am I Like This? reviews
I dont know. Im her boyfriend uploading it for her.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/24/2004
Escape reviews
I dont know. Im her boyfriend uploading it for her.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/24/2004
I dont know what to do reviews
i have moved from all i know and i want to go home...i wrote it when i was upset please R&R thanks bye
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/5/2004
Will it all be okay reviews
i dont know how to explain it i guess it was kinda a venting thing about my life, and how its been and how bad things seem but how they might get better please just R&R and they you will understand i sorry i suck at summaries but please R&R...suicide ment
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 951 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/8/2004
Deadly Wish reviews
its about a dream i had and all it deals with suicided, self injury, and stuff there is alot of curses i needed to vent these thoughts so thanks and R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,511 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/21/2004
i dont wanna be this way reviews
i needed to vent and i have been really upset these days so this is alil i need to vent
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 628 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/17/2004
Losing control again reviews
refers to Self injury, and suicide i have been wanting to alot lately and its been harder and harder not to do it but i ahve been as gud as i can be...i need to vent sum stuff and this is what came out please dont worry..i need to vent..god i was crying w
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 948 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/19/2004
Stuck Changing reviews
i wrote this when i had alot on my mind its about having to move and leaving friends and stuff plz R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 989 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/21/2004
Never Forget reviews
i wrote this to let things off my mind and it came out to and about my boyfriend...i love you ttyl
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 411 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/3/2004
AS long as you are living under my roof reviews
this is a script thing i wrote for english it was extra credit i dont even know why i am posting it the script had to do with the quote as long as you are living under my rood you will follow my rules...i will not be continueing this ojk
Poetry: School - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 522 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/30/2004
The future reviews
i wrote this in english class lol we have to do journal prompts the quote was "If my mind can conceive it and my heart will believe it, then I can achieve it.”
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/30/2004
You will not control me reviews
i will not let them win they will not rule me they will not break my spirit i am me
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/24/2004
Why are you letting me be destroyed reviews
if there is a god why is he letting me be hurt so bad...why is my father trying to destroy me wat can i do help please
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 947 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/24/2004
My final Act reviews
suggests suicide...i am not suicidal right now please dont worry i am just losing my mind...fights with my father i am just freaking out please dont let me worry you
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 487 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/24/2004
Pain reviews
i dont know why i wrote tis i picked a word and just wrote and this is what came from the word pain i dunno we talk later
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/28/2004
Despial reviews
i wrote it when i was upet it is oneof my old poems i found
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/27/2004
Boredom reviews
i was bored so i wrote a poem about being bored in class
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/27/2004
Peace reviews
hey i wrote this a while ago its one of my earlier on writtings that i found and decided to putit up tell me what you think lol bye
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/27/2004
Be Strong reviews
hey i wrote this a one a while ago but i found t and decided to put it on the site pleae R&R and if you ar wondering i am doing so muc better
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/27/2004
What is a sister? reviews
i wrote this for my best friend she is always there for me and she is like my sister
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/26/2004
Trust reviews
i wrote this about my boyfriend...see i met him from his cuzin who is my friend...well we becuase best friends and this i wat i feel and think sori if it isnt my best my mind was preoccupied...luv yas
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 583 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/24/2004
Aggravation reviews
i wrote this when i was pissed of at lunch people were buggig me and stuff
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/24/2004
Talk a little next time reviews
it isnt my best i was just stressed and had to get my feelings down so here it is
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/7/2004
Little One reviews
i wrote this becuase ne of my babi cousins died he was only 2 months old and they dont know why he died and i cant do anything to bring him bac
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1/28/2004
Goverment People reviews
i wrote this when i got pissed off at the war and all that stuff...the fact hes hurtin us by tryin to help others firt and how its gunna be our downfall and everything
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/23/2004
In a dream reviews
a poem i had to write in English class about dreams
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/12/2004
The Dark Room reviews
its about depression
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 509 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/2/2004
Drifting Away reviews
its about how when you get to highschool you are not as close with your old friends and they think you are drifting away and all
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/2/2004
It's all my fault or so I'm told reviews
i wrote this becuase people where telling me that its my fault for everythin i have been through and that i am looking for drama and they brought all my problems back and i am pissed
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 573 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/27/2003
I am ready reviews
i wrote this when i was really upset and depressed and i didnt care whether i lived or died the shortest poem i have
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/27/2003
Why can't i stop liking you? reviews
its about how things are right now in my life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 961 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/24/2003
Do you think you know me reviews
i wrot ethi safter fight with my father and all...its a bit angsty and stuff sry i was upset and really pissed plz R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,500 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/29/2003
Orgasms reviews
one of my guy friends wrote this and he realli realli wanted me to putit up so i have to keep my word...r&r so i can tell him wat u think... understand that i dont like this at ll but i keepin my word
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/18/2003
Sniffles reviews
i wrote it when i was sick lol the only funny poem you will prolly ever see from me r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/14/2003
Our World reviews
i was bored in class and i wrote this please R&R later Mandi
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/14/2003
Guard your heart reviews
its a poem iwrot fter m an my "ex" boyfriend broke up please r&r i know is not great
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 410 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/14/2003
I must let you go reviews
a poem i wrote wen m and one of my boyfriendsbroke up i decied i might as well post those 2 plz r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/14/2003
Giving up reviews
hey i wrote this in one of my depressed states please r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/14/2003
Let it stop reviews
wrote this after a really bad week or so being yelled at and everything I just cant take it and had to get my feelings out so please r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/14/2003
What are you to me? reviews
I wrote this bout my current realationship please R&R i know its not great but i had to write down wat i felt
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/14/2003
Till i decide reviews
hey this was a poem about a guy who asked me out andmy bestfriend liked him please R&R
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/10/2003
Being told to change reviews
just read and review please i wrote it when i was md
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 476 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2003
Anger Building reviews
i wrote this after a huge fight with my dad thatall these thoughts about cutting and suicide came to mind wrote it after cutting
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/7/2003
The truth reviews
about my exboyfriend when he go me really futrated
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/23/2003
The truth that needs to be said reviews
This is a poem written to and for my ex-boyfriend, which will never read it unless he either steals it from me or looks on the site
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/23/2003
You are always special reviews
please this is a poem thatmeans somuch to me i dont know how to summarize itso please read and rviw
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 463 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
Wat if reviews
i dont know what to put as summary it is one of my old poems i foun
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
I am sorry reviews
o i dont kow how to sumarize it it means alot to me and if you want some explainations look at my profile please and review yes i know it is long but please read it
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,283 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
coincidence reviews
the summary is inside at the bottom it explains the poem please read and review
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 511 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
Jealousy reviews
this is a poem about jealous that a girlfriend keeps getting becuse her boyfriend is makingalot of new friends that are girl and he talks about them so much and she has not seen him i a while and when she talks to im he talks abouthis friends
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
Loneliness reviews
this is a poem abot the loneliness you can feel when you r not with the on you love
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
My Sonnet reviews
hey i had to write a ballad on myself in Soial Studies and i though it was pretty good pease rea and review
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
Hello reviews
hey this is one of my old poems i found its not great and i dot know how to summarize it bu please read andreview
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
What does the tragedy of 911 mean to you? reviews
i had t wrte ths in english classm friends aid it was good so what do you think lt me know please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 421 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
I hate you reviews
this is a poem that i wrote a long time aoabout an ex-frend of mine its not that great but please review it
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
Goodbye reviews
this is abou somne you thought you cold trust then they hurts and your fends refers to suicide and depression
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
Egotistical Life reviews
This poem starts out about my latest boyfriend then goes on about my first ex and how we got back together please read and review oh if you want to know what happened between my ex and all that it explains it in my profile
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 954 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
what to do reviews
this is about a guy i like and how i feel at some times
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2003
I let you down reviews
its abouut letting your friend down even though you were there for them through everything
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/5/2003
The endless pain reviews
its about depression and stuff just please read and review and if ou have advice please it is appriciated
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/5/2003
Disappear reviews
its alot i dont think it would be rated are but the words suicide are mentioned and you get the feel of where the poem is leading to, its a poem about me a girl who found love lost love and is depressed please do not take the poem if you need it ask
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,142 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/25/2003
War reviews
its about war and stuff please just R&R its the same as the old poem war but its just been fixed up a bit
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/15/2003
My Worries reviews
Its about depression i guess i wrote it over a period of time well i was depressed please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/15/2003
Stars and night reviews
ok its a poem that means alot to me it is the same poem as my other one i took off becuase it was in the wrond format then i put a new one up and took it off becuase i got some good advice from someone on a word that lowers the meaning of my poem thanx pl
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/4/2003
January sayings reviews
ok its not really a poem but qoutes and sayings from my calendar thses are all the sayings from january if you like quotes and stuff please read they are nice
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/4/2003
Sky reviews
depression is noted but that word is not said the words cutting and stuff are in it please read this is me right now and if you have some adsvice please give it freely i take flames but watever you think please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 906 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/21/2002
Picture day reviews
its something i did i like it please r&r
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/22/2002
Anger reviews
its a short poem about anger
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/22/2002
Someone please tell me why? reviews
please read and review hard to explain
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/22/2002
Why do you? reviews
hard to explain please r&r
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/22/2002
Nature reviews
a little poem i wrote please read and review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/22/2002
No More reviews
Its about depression and whether or not to give up your live or struggle through it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/22/2002
Love's Meaning reviews
Its about what different people mean when they say I love you and how you feel too
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/22/2002
Deadly Thoughts reviews
Depression and how you think sometimes
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/22/2002
War poem reviews
you will see please review
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/23/2002
Feelings reviews
you will see
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/23/2002
Hello says reviews
the format would not go right but i hope you understand it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/22/2002
Wait! reviews
please read and review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/20/2002
Hope reviews
please read and review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
Friends reviews
just look please review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/20/2002
Do you cry reviews
do you cry??
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/20/2002
are you my friend reviews
you will see please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/20/2002
This is me reviews
This is me and it is exactly wat the title says please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
Wind reviews
new posted poem please review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/19/2002
Thoughts reviews
hi this poem is one of my first posted please review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/19/2002
What If reviews
not good at summary please review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/19/2002
OK reviews
not good at summary please review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/19/2002
Life reviews
not good at summary preview please
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/19/2002
Please hurry reviews
i am not good at summaries
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/19/2002
rain reviews
its about rain and i am
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/19/2002
Untitled reviews
I am not sure wat to call this but it means alot to me please tell me what you think of it ok bye
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/19/2002
Fear reviews
hopefully it will make you think please review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/19/2002
Freinds reviews
its about friends you will maybe under stand if you dont or if you do please review thanks
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2002