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Author has written 185 stories for General, Haiku, Friendship, Song, Love, Religion, and Life.

My penname is from Cute Is What We Aim For's "There's A Class For This."

I'm just trying to make sense of the world and myself, while desperately throwing my work into the void in hopes that someone, anyone, will make sense of it. (My poetry has evolved from writing when bored to little bits of ideas trying to fly to ripping open a vein and watching it b l e e d.)

Everything people have told you not to do when writing poetry I'm pretty much guilty of doing.

FP killed some of my poems.
Some have missing lines, where everything but the punctuation disappeared.
So if something seems weird, it could be due to that.
I'll work on going through them all (newest to oldest) and fixing it, but it will take time.

Sorry.

Update: I think I fixed all of the disappearing lines, but if you notice anything off, drop a review or send me a message about it.

these calories are killing me
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and so it goes by poetic abortion reviews
[femmeslash, experimental] The Apple was in her hands the one that said: to the most beautiful, and you loved her over coffee. So this is how it goes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 6 - Published: 1/1/2007 - Complete
we call this the revolution by i'll ask the stars above reviews
the poetgirls are striking back, scarred limbs and messy hair have never been so beautiful.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 39 - Published: 12/1/2006 - Complete
the art of poetic confession by Reborn As I reviews
about how truth or intended messages can be lost in poetry. at least in MY poetry, anyway...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 10/26/2006 - Complete
yours, eternally by poetic abortion reviews
and there was a little baby born blue inside you
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/23/2006 - Published: 8/1/2006
Beautiful, you are in the photograph by poetic abortion reviews
[gift] [anorexia] If you keep this up you will be nothing but bones. [Like those which you so adore.]
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 7 - Published: 5/21/2005
The Y Factor by darkstar-rising reviews
a self-depreciating look at genetics, and more specificly, the Y chromosome. a poem about genetics? why not.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/23/2004
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addiction reviews
my addictions leave me more in love with life than ever before.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/2/2010 - Complete
disconnected reviews
I don't know anymore.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/28/2008 - Complete
you scorch my lungs reviews
you surge through my veins and leave me gasping.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/18/2008 - Complete
for sale reviews
I wasn't trying to write a senryu, but it turned into an almost-senryu. I might re-use the lines in something longer one day.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/14/2008 - Complete
she speaks in rewind reviews
i'll do this my way.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/3/2008 - Complete
incorporeal reviews
[written in about thirty seconds] i feel weird.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/28/2007 - Complete
if there is no cross reviews
then i am no savior.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/22/2007 - Complete
bleed the dream reviews
this time i don't feel like crying
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/4/2007 - Complete
if i could have the rising moon reviews
[then i wouldn't need you] the beginning of obsession.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/14/2007 - Complete
cost of carnage reviews
you know the price of a lifetime
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/9/2007 - Complete
let's suffocate reviews
[on his scent] not even the strongest coffee can fix you up.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/28/2007 - Complete
the party's over reviews
saturdays never were as fun as fridays. [this is a boring story]
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/17/2007 - Complete
and winter is almost over reviews
you're like acid and chapstick.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/13/2007 - Complete
pretty people need not apply reviews
[they're too vacant] you stare at the words, contemplating
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/5/2007 - Complete
let's be the stereotype reviews
it doesn't seem so pathetic when it's you
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/4/2007 - Complete
i'm still trying to fly reviews
one day these wings will work, and i'll show them
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/20/2007 - Complete
yes, i'm insecure reviews
[blah, blah, i don't really like this one] ...we do have an excess of pill bottles
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/20/2007 - Complete
ohgodpleasedon't reviews
[leaveme] come back.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/15/2007 - Complete
i know i'm difficult reviews
i can’t make this easy for you [i'm sorry]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/5/2007 - Complete
do it reviews
[short, kind of blah] you give me all the lines of romantic poetry in the world
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/4/2007 - Complete
this isn't right, but it's good reviews
[once again, could be femslash] you really should hate her, but if she was different you wouldn't love her
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 7 - Published: 12/17/2006 - Complete
we go against science reviews
[femslash, sappy] we are quite alike, scientifically
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/15/2006 - Complete
wordVOMIT reviews
my poetry is like vomit: repulsive, hard to ignore, but revealing and true
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/12/2006 - Complete
mothers live in dreams reviews
[they don't understand the truth] you've only ever protected me from illusions
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11/6/2006 - Complete
you're a fake reviews
[fake masochist, fake lesbian, fake friend] he smears illusions on your body and you suck it all up
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/5/2006 - Complete
there are no newspaper clippings reviews
[her death went unnoticed] and in a moment, a mere second, the world shifted
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/2/2006 - Complete
i've forgotten what life is like reviews
[used to be in my profile] hello my name is m i r a n d a & I have a problem
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Published: 10/30/2006 - Complete
show and tell reviews
they say show, not tell [i have a hard time showing things because these are the secrets i can't tell anyone else]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10/29/2006 - Complete
eight years reviews
[and counting] you know you're a little bit jaded when you want to roll your eyes when your mother talks about protecting you from rape
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/27/2006 - Complete
metaphorically speaking reviews
i'm like cheap wine
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2006 - Complete
miserable, for the money
i signed my soul away for eleven fifty
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Published: 10/26/2006 - Complete
v a n d a l i z e ' d reviews
[figurative] sometimes you don't hate the people who wreck you
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/26/2006 - Complete
the contract reviews
the contract [our mothers signed for us] ...about being a girl. yeah, i'm bitter.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/25/2006 - Complete
say what? reviews
drugs haven't ruined my life
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/22/2006 - Complete
no one lives day by day reviews
[even the people who do things differently live a life of monotony]
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/10/2006
secrets reviews
attics are important, you know?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/5/2006
he was a liar reviews
[kind of clichéd] you hid from the rain in a crowded coffee shop: the kind filled with lost souls (the ones that seem cynical but still harbour hope)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/4/2006
chapters are for books reviews
i could write a story but that would give away too much
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/4/2006
ashes is what you are reviews
[ridiculously short & i don't expect anyone to understand it] a tiny poem for the girl who will never be anything larger
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/4/2006
ugly as fuck reviews
i don't love myself because no one else loves me
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/3/2006
loveless reviews
his father is not my father & although that's not a reason for hating him, it reflects how unalike we are
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/27/2006
we're not dead, yet reviews
you’ve been there, too; to the garbage dump of dreams
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/27/2006
flesh canvases reviews
the only time you think you're beautiful is when you're hanging over a toilet with fingers down your throat
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/23/2006
photo synthesis reviews
look natural, they say. what a lie.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/22/2006
we go down together reviews
[sappy] who we are, where we are, doesn't matter
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/20/2006
skinny means dead reviews
eating disorders aren't cool. neither is death.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/18/2006
liars don't fall in love reviews
[could be considered femslash] you were in love, once
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 9 - Published: 9/17/2006
shotgun kisses reviews
[last line edited] he asked if he could tie you up (you knew he was your soulmate then)
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/17/2006
photographic lies reviews
you would puke, if the taste of vomit didn't remind you of your bulimia years
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/16/2006
beautiful, like death reviews
he still comes to see you. it's different.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/13/2006
Sleepless Nights reviews
Fear and insecurity. Words that won't come. Sometimes you just have to live in silence.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/13/2006
Memory reviews
I can't remember what I wrote this about - but because of that, it speaks to me on so many different levels.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/13/2006
Inheritance reviews
Sometimes you really think you're not at all like your parents.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/13/2006
Be Merciful on Me
Oh, but be merciful on me and my little façade we call by my name
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 9/12/2006 - Complete
Monster
Eeeh, about rape? Some lines semi-stolen from "And We All Have A Hell" by From First to Last. Oops.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Published: 5/19/2006
A Dollar Fifty reviews
Coffee. Fair Trade vs. Free Trade, whatever. Halfsatire, half deadly serious. One swear word.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2006 - Complete
Is There Anything Left Here? reviews
A suicide poem. Uses Holocaust imagery.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/1/2006
Boxed reviews
About a dead child in a box.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/2/2006 - Complete
Birth reviews
My attempt at writing a happy poem. Something to do with night, day, and childbirth.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/2/2006 - Complete
Propaganda
A sonnet to God... not in praise. Goes with my sonnet to Satan, "Salvation."
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Published: 3/2/2006
Us vs Them
About the media brainwashing kids, yadda, yadda, etc, etc.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Published: 2/20/2006
Tribute to a Nameless Girl
About a girl I once knew...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Published: 2/20/2006
Rule of Three
A sonnet about three unrelated people, in which the ending couplet somehow connects them together.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 2/20/2006
On looking into the eyes
We had to write a poem that started and was called "On looking into the eyes".
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 2/20/2006
The New Library
A poem about, well, online books, and how my 'library' is just the internet.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Published: 2/20/2006
Mother
Parts of two of my peoms, "Burning Old Papers" and "This Tree" shoved togehter and things added.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 2/20/2006
Epitaph for a cremated girl reviews
My epitaph that we had to write in Creative Writing.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/20/2006
The Last Addiction 3 reviews
It's my third attempt at my cutting-as-a-drug poem. I think this one might actually be the last.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/20/2006
Salvation reviews
A sonnet to Satan. I'm not a Satanist or what-have-you, but, uhm, in this poem I'm basically saying "Screw God."
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/20/2006
Pole Vault reviews
A poem about a stripper. Yeah, don't ask... but please read! =)
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/8/2006
Indie Inside reviews
Named for those "Evil Inside" or "Goth Inside" things you sometimes find online. To do with my friend, who switches stereotypes every year. This one may be a keeper, who knows?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/21/2006
Graceful Backdown
Not about love or sex. It's about how I though we'd always be each other's best friend, but it seems that I have been demoted to second.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 1/21/2006
She's a God
I don't use gender specific terms unless the 'job' is actually different. (Waiters and waitresses do the same thing, but Kings and Queens don't.) So it's god, deal with it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Published: 1/21/2006
I Don't Believe in Forever
I don't. Poem = weird. I don't really udnerstand it, so it's likely you won't.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 1/21/2006
The Road to Nowhere
Should actually be called "A Whole Lot About Nothing (With Religious Undertones" but we'll all have to deal. Villanelle, written for a class.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Published: 1/21/2006
Butterfly reviews
Metaphorish type thing about an old friendship.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/5/2005 - Complete
Mirali reviews
About me. And my friend. And our odd friendship.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/5/2005
My Wonderful Friends reviews
I was angry?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/5/2005
This Tree reviews
I really don't know what I was thinking. No idea what I'm trying to get at.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/5/2005
Hot Chocolate reviews
Read title. Not much else to it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/5/2005
Hallucinations
I figure someone on drugs might write something like this, but that's just my opinion.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Published: 11/5/2005
Leaving
A small poem about my friend who moved away.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 11/5/2005
BloodBeauty reviews
I was bored.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/5/2005 - Complete
Inside
In my room.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 11/5/2005
Alone reviews
I don't know what I was thinking.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/5/2005 - Complete
A Day in the Life reviews
Short poem about me and my friend...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/5/2005 - Complete
In Love With a Dead Man reviews
Ever seen a picture and fallen in love/lust with the person? Many have. Ever fallen in love with a -recently- dead man's picture? I did.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/8/2005
Ice Queen reviews
Being in love with perfection - being in love with something ice cold empty. My poetry has taken a turn towards love, sex, and emptiness...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/8/2005
Empty Eyes reviews
Randomness about being in love and having sex with an emotionless/empty person. I don't know, myself, honestly.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/8/2005
Down with Damnation reviews
I don't know what's come over me... this one's darker than what I usually write
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2005
Tentative reviews
About line ups, love, and food. Don't ask, just read.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/27/2005
Hold Me Close reviews
Strange song/poem thing about me talking to the Devil about my "man." (It was written almost like a song, but it's not sung... just spoken)
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/16/2005
Weak reviews
A little poem about my shyness
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/16/2005
Don't Fall reviews
Simple, short, and kinda random
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/27/2005
Falling into Oblivion reviews
It's one of those poems where you love the idea, get all your thoughts down, but then can't figure out how to piece it together, so it never really gets finished.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2004
I Walk reviews
I walk with Demons hiding in my hair / I walk with Angels who never care
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2004
Some Thing You Call Love reviews
About someone I know, who decided to be completely selfish in so many different ways, and all at the same time
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2004
Angels in White reviews
Some drunk teens were walking by my neighbourhood. This is the result.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2004 - Complete
The Last Addiction 2 reviews
A total re-make of The Last Addiction, and still not up to standards
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2004
Tomorrow
A poem about the past and present, and the longing for the future.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 11/10/2004
The Last Addiction reviews
I really liked the idea for this, but I need to change some lines 'cause it sounds horrible.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/10/2004
Precarious Foundations
Some random stuff about people. Yeah.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Published: 11/10/2004
Sitting My Life Away reviews
A bit of a poem on how I prefer to just sit by myself rather than go out and do lots of things.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/7/2004
My Insomnia reviews
Nighttime loneliness and searching for love.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/7/2004
Traitorous Hand
Even if memory fades, the body still remembers it's story.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 9/7/2004
Dance, Love
A short sort of tragic love poem that does't make much sense
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 9/7/2004 - Complete
The Nighttime Persona
About the change of personalities of daylight worker persons to the nighttime clubber.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 6/24/2004
He Killed Society
A poem about a guy who's killing off society one person at a time... yeah...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Published: 6/24/2004
Burn
About me and how other people view me... it's some random thing I made when I had nothing better to do.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Published: 6/24/2004 - Complete
Another Like Me
About a bad experience of mine... PG13 for swearing and hinting at violence and notsowholesome going ons.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 377 - Published: 6/24/2004 - Complete
You Can't Break the Broken reviews
A friend said he didn't trust anyone anymore, and this is what I was thinking when he said it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/10/2004
Rain's Song
It's about people and society in a slightly obscure way.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Published: 6/10/2004
Polyvinyl Chloride reviews
I wanted to write a poem and I had just found out what PVC stood for...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/10/2004
Kindergarten Dissections reviews
How I feel around my friends these days.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/10/2004
Depression
Some drivel about being dead inside... yeah, I was bored and fealing kind of spiteful towards all my depressed friends
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Published: 6/10/2004 - Complete
Blue Flower Eyes
Some randomness about some person that doesn't really exist
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Published: 6/10/2004 - Complete
Music of Destruction reviews
Some random thing about stuff being destroyed...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/8/2004
Velvet Flowers
Written on a saturday morning. That is important because any poem I write on a saturday morning is always quite odd.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Published: 5/6/2004
Drowning in Lies reviews
My friends lie so much and sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in all of their lies.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2004
Cellophane reviews
A poem about how people think they can fool you but it turns out they are very, very pathetic liars.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2004 - Complete
Broccoli reviews
I was at school and I decided I should write a poem about Broccoli. So I did.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2004 - Complete
Anothers
A strange poem I made randomly one day. Read to see what it's about. It's not that long.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 5/6/2004 - Complete
Altogether Too Surprised reviews
A little poem about how many of my friends don't really know me because they're always so surprised when I do something.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2004 - Complete
Fear reviews
A poem made for English about one of our fears. Mine was public speaking.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2004
Dreams v2
An edited version of my poem Dreams.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 3/19/2004
Dreams reviews
It has some flow issues, but I couldn't think of a way to fix it so I just left it. Pleae read, suggestions to make it better would be very helpful.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/20/2004
Realist vs Idealist reviews
A small poem comparing the idealist part of me to the realist part of me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/12/2004
I Know Why
Another odd poem, written in less than two minutes.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 2/12/2004
Unimportant
Can't explain, please read if you want.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Published: 2/12/2004
My Own
A little poem I wrote for the "Guidance" forum in a poetry place.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 2/12/2004
Must Be In Pain
I'm sort of mocking my friends here... and mocking myself, too...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 2/12/2004
Paper And Ink
You have to be in the right mind set to get this the way I meant it. You can guess on how the title relates to the poem and what the poem is talking about.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 1/1/2004
Killing The Beauty
Put my trust in friends to test if they were trust worthy. Turns out they aren't.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 1/1/2004
Emotion reviews
One saturday morning I woke up and realized that I felt... nothing.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/1/2004
Burning Old Papers reviews
Odd poetry by me. It may or may not make sense.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/1/2004 - Complete
Worst Way
Written when I was confused.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Published: 1/1/2004
You And Me
About wanting a little uncalled for revenge to show someone how you felt by putting them through it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 11/16/2003
No One Suspects The Butterflies reviews
A wierd poem about killing a butterfly because it is prettier than me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/16/2003
Hate
No clue what the point of this was, or why I wrote it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 11/16/2003
There's Blood On My Table reviews
The line "there's blood on my table" was stuck in my head, so I wrote a poem to go with it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/16/2003
Again
And once again, I let my hopes up for the same reason as before. And once again, they are taken down for the same reasons they had been the first time.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Published: 11/16/2003 - Complete
You
Thanking a good friend of mine for just being there for me in small ways.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Published: 10/20/2003
Random
Couldn't figure out a name, called it Random.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Published: 10/20/2003
Outside In
Looking at everyone inside...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 10/20/2003
My Way
Yes, the horrible lines like "morbid angel" were meant to be there. I was trying to do the cliche-y oxymoron thing. It sort of helps out the whole poem.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Published: 10/20/2003
Myself
A short little poem I made, just for fun.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Published: 10/20/2003
Mine
All big secrets wear down the owner until they can't seem to go on anymore, unless it finally gets out.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Published: 10/20/2003
It's Not Me
Sometimes I get fustrated and want to scream randomly at the people I know.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 10/20/2003
Hand
A poem in all questions, sort of going over what if's. (Or what could's)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Published: 10/20/2003
Firefly
It rhymes! I'm, amazed. And it sound pretty good for rhyming, because usually suck at rhyming.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Published: 10/20/2003
Twenty to One
A poem for my friend D. She's the girl, not the other person.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Published: 10/20/2003
Clensing
Forgetting about that one person.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 10/20/2003 - Complete
Burn Our Bridges
Burn all our bridges, tear up the whole town, trash the city 'till it all falls down.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 10/20/2003 - Complete
Disembodied Stalker
It's driving you insane...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Published: 10/1/2003 - Complete
My Box
Took me a whole 30 seconds, out of boredom, while on a chat room by myself.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Published: 9/29/2003
Everyone Cares
The title is the line that I think really needs emphasize. Everyone always believes that no one cares, or that it doesn't matter. But it does.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 9/29/2003
Oh, Sorry! reviews
Well, what did you expect? You take some, and I'll take some back.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/29/2003
I Miss You reviews
Losing a friend is never fun, but sometimes they just need to leave.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/29/2003
Bitter Misery
All my poems seem to mbe one solid mass these days. Short, so summarizing would be pointless.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 9/29/2003 - Complete
TWNWWH reviews
An old poem of mine I found kicking around my computer. One of my friends has a certain love for inanamate objects and was very sad over the window, building, park etc. X_x The name doesn't mean much, I just couldn't think of anything to name it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/18/2003
Faith
Lies are often prefered over truth.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Published: 9/17/2003
RIP
I once had a friend who one day song this one song, and whenever I hear it now it always reminds me of him. He moved away a long time ago even though we sort of fell apart before then.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 9/17/2003
My Sun Wouldn't Rise
I whipped this poem together in about 30 seconds, like most of my poetry, so it's no great work of art.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 9/17/2003
Shadows reviews
There's a time in everyone's life when they feel like a shadow.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/17/2003
Prove It
It's me asking someone to tell me the truth, or to prove that what they say now is real.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 9/17/2003
Melancholy reviews
This one was just me testing out a different poetry style.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/17/2003
Anthem
Let's call it the anthem of my life...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Published: 9/17/2003 - Complete
My Haiku Collection reviews
This is my collection of Haikus. You can find ones of rain, wind, night, and more in here. Each chapter is one Haiku...
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 14 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 7/18/2003 - Published: 1/30/2003
Sometimes reviews
I don't really get it myself, I just started writing and this is what I ended up with.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/18/2003
JD reviews
About things that happened when someone died... yeah. I'm not good at discribing stuff.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2003
Gone reviews
About a guy that died who went to my school. Never knew him, really. But I wrote this for him because I could.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2003
His Darkness
Everyone has a bit of darkness in them, growing and gaining pace...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 5/19/2003
Mary reviews
We know I'm bad at poems, but read anyway? I don't know quite what genre this would be listed in, so I took friendship & general.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/28/2003
The Taste of Death reviews
I'm not quite sure what's up with this poem. I was bored and i wanted to write a poem. So I ended up with this...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/20/2003
Human Idiocy
A pointless poem on the idiocy of humans. That's about it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Published: 1/17/2003
Dirty Nails reviews
Extremely odd and pointless. If you don't like pointless things, then don't read it. Actually, you may not want to ready most of my poetry 'cuz it's all pretty pointless...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/17/2003 - Complete
Ice Angel reviews
I wrote this while I was waiting for my friend to get ready for school. It's about a statue of an angel...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/17/2003
GoodBye reviews
Don't read it. I think it's really crappy, and I don't know why I haven't just taken it down.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/17/2003
Blood Bath reviews
PG for mentions of blood, nothing graphic but still blood. Not many people get the poem, but it doesn't really have a meaning anyway...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/17/2003 - Complete
Trepidation
Don't ask. It's wierd, It's odd, It's poetry gone wrong. PG just in case.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 12/10/2002
Precious reviews
Precious oblivion... Take me away... PG because... because... because it is!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/16/2002
All We Can Do Is Try
An old poem I wrote. Read it if you really want to. It's short, and I suck at discribing things, so I just won't.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 10/8/2002 - Complete
Ever reviews
I was feeling kinda sad when I wrote this... It isn't reall poetry but I guess it's close enough
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/7/2002
Sky Of Grey reviews
If you don't get the theme it's sort of about people dying from wars and other stuff like that... Don't really know how that works but yeah.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/5/2002
Untitled reviews
Yes, we have established that I have no talent for poems... The theme is... I dunno, its just sumthin I wrote when I had spare time
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/4/2002