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Author has written 26 stories for General, Song, Romance, Love, Friendship, Life, School, Essay, and General.
I am in one of those moods. You know the one. The one where you feel wistful and full of something. Not shit, but something. I am rated R. Not just most of my work, but me as a person. I hold nothing back, and am brutally honest. I am the type of person mommy warns you about. Thats why you either love me or hate me. There is no in between.

This is my bio, so lets get on with some things about me shall we? Right now I am writing because the girl I loved left me. She left me, and it was partially my fault, and partially hers. No one gets more blame, lets just call it 50-50 and a day. The question always seems to be, Brian, do you still love her? Of course I do, I gave her 10 months of my life, my entire senior year, every vacation my family went on, and I miss her. I would give anything to go back to how it was, another 10 special months, and another 10, and another.

But life has a cruel way of not letting that happen doesnt it? So I write my songs, though they may not be all that great, they are to me since I always put a little of me into every song. All of them have some part of me in them, however minute. Take Halleluja Rewritten for example, she leaves him, he shoots himself, she lives with the guilt. The song all started because I was having an emo moment. The suicide and guilt aspects built themselves. I still consider that song my best work.

But enough about all that. I am a gamer, meaning I love video games. Almost all video game,s I do dislike sports games a whole lot. I love Resident Evil and I like certain RPG's. I am a writer by trade, so that would explain why I am going into journalism as my major in college. I already have a foot in the door, I have the freedom to write for my local paper on a whim whenever I decide. I aim to work at Game Informer, but the way this world is I may want to use my knack for stirring up brain activity to wake the country up to many injustices that happen everyday. One can say i like to fight for teh wek guy, the small guy that constantly gets fucked over. Maybe thats because I have always been fucked over, maybe its ever since the shooting. Who knows. All I know is I fight for what is right, and I fight for justice.

I fight with words though, and as you will see in my writing its no holds barred. I dont care if you like my work, and flame if you must. I curse a lot, I pretty much make it a well known fact I hate most people, but, if I do get an IM I will talk to you, and actually I appreciate them because it reminds me that people arent just IP adresses that leave notes on a story, and are probably bullshitting me about how "good" it is. I know that some have really appreciated my work and IMed me or E-mailed me telling me so. Things like that keep me posting. Notes are nice, but one note the person feels they took care of something and move on to the next song. I will always try and return the favor for notes, but i still prefer IM's. Call me picky, I dont care, call me picky you are already in my doghouse.

In retrospect I think this bio was one of my more interesting. If you knew me before, you will see that I have changed a lot. FOr the good? Maybe. For the bad? More likely.


Over It by Renegade-Dustbunny reviews
Inspired by real life situations, and the music of Justin Tranter
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/5/2004
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Let it Die reviews
The point of this song is kill me. Nuff said
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/3/2004
Karma reviews
Karma is a bitch, nuff said
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/3/2004
The title makes no sense to me, its just what I felt like when I wrote this short little song
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Published: 9/3/2004
Gone for Good reviews
Yeah, love is a hoax, she left me for good, thats the song, deal with it
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/3/2004
Forget you girl next door reviews
Yeah, I consider this my best work next to Halleluja that no one freakin reads. Anyways, I dont care if you all read my stuff, its here, its good, deal with it. Sides, this song is funny as hell
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/3/2004
Fck the Past reviews
Definetely rated R for language. This song is about forgetting your past, your mistakes. Only read my stuff if you are gonna review or else How do I know to even continue positing this crap
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/3/2004
Halleluja Rewritten reviews
We all know the song Halleluja from Shrek. I re-wrote the lyrics to say what I wanted, all in all It isnt bad. You owe it to yourselves to take a look. Perhaps you, too, can relate to these new lyrics
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/3/2004
In love with you reviews
I dont know why i wrote this. It has a little to so with wanting to get back together with nicole, and it is not meant to offend he rin any way. I was just bored waiting for class to start
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/3/2004
Shooting at Santana from another angle reviews
I dont think it is a true essay, but I didnt know where to put it, so here you are. This is a side of the story noone hears. The side from someone watching their school on the news...This was written to start to redeem myself, please read, everyone.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,089 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11/6/2003
San Diego Sin reviews
A down on his luck 17 year old gets kicked out of his house. With nowhere to go he tries to start anew in San Diego. It will get more Sinful. Don't bother to read if you won't review, I need your opinions to know if I should continue, so please review.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,311 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8/8/2003
Violent video games reviews
Somewhere between a rant and an essay, so I put it in essay. Violent video games don't breed violent kids. I look at the facts and my own feelings. Check it out and leave a review with YOUR opinion, I'd love to hear it.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 582 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/14/2003
Shooting at Santana reviews
Dedicated to those affected by the Santana High School Shooting. All of us at the school were affected by the shooting, I was finally able to write this, after 2 years. Please read the note before the poem, it is important.
Poetry: School - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 398 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/13/2003
Forgive and Forget, Yeah Right reviews
Written for an Ex friend I will be mad at forever. So the poems will keep coming as long as the hate is strong...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/9/2003
Broken reviews
How I felt when our love broke
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/7/2003
Anger reviews
Extremely harsh language, and plenty of it. I wrote this as my anger was building towards someone. I wrote this instead of hitting him.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7/7/2003
Accept This reviews
A trip into my true self. I bare myself in this rhyme.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/7/2003
A' Hole reviews
How I felt about my friend and his escapades.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/7/2003
XGirlfriendX reviews
Rater 'R' for language. Written when a while ago when I was upest with an Ex. We are no longer friends, and this poem reflects the hostilities I felt in my heart when I was lied to and betrayed.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/6/2003
What is Love? reviews
About me and what happened to me on New Years. The story behind my poems in personal stuff. This is my first and last romance. I only did it for comfort.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,472 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/18/2003
Personal stuff reviews
I wrote this stuff while I was depressed over Loving then losing. I am finally able to put it on.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2/9/2003
Star Light, Star Bright reviews
I know my poems are all about the same thing, but the cool crisp air of the night sky gave me inspiration.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11/13/2002
Deception reviews
This is my first song, but a couple reviewers of my poems thought I should try song writing. I'm not sure what you guys expect, but here is the finished product.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11/12/2002
The Other Guy reviews
It's just another break-up Poem. Read and Review PLEASE.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11/9/2002
Secluded reviews
Can't really summarize it. Sorry. You'll just have to read it. PLEASE REVIEW!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 11/7/2002
Sorry reviews
I wrote this while thinking of my first girlfriend.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/27/2002
You will never know reviews
My first poem. Please Read and Review
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/25/2002