I am in one of those moods. You know the one. The one where you feel wistful and full of something. Not shit, but something. I am rated R. Not just most of my work, but me as a person. I hold nothing back, and am brutally honest. I am the type of person mommy warns you about. Thats why you either love me or hate me. There is no in between.

This is my bio, so lets get on with some things about me shall we? Right now I am writing because the girl I loved left me. She left me, and it was partially my fault, and partially hers. No one gets more blame, lets just call it 50-50 and a day. The question always seems to be, Brian, do you still love her? Of course I do, I gave her 10 months of my life, my entire senior year, every vacation my family went on, and I miss her. I would give anything to go back to how it was, another 10 special months, and another 10, and another.

But life has a cruel way of not letting that happen doesnt it? So I write my songs, though they may not be all that great, they are to me since I always put a little of me into every song. All of them have some part of me in them, however minute. Take Halleluja Rewritten for example, she leaves him, he shoots himself, she lives with the guilt. The song all started because I was having an emo moment. The suicide and guilt aspects built themselves. I still consider that song my best work.

But enough about all that. I am a gamer, meaning I love video games. Almost all video game,s I do dislike sports games a whole lot. I love Resident Evil and I like certain RPG's. I am a writer by trade, so that would explain why I am going into journalism as my major in college. I already have a foot in the door, I have the freedom to write for my local paper on a whim whenever I decide. I aim to work at Game Informer, but the way this world is I may want to use my knack for stirring up brain activity to wake the country up to many injustices that happen everyday. One can say i like to fight for teh wek guy, the small guy that constantly gets fucked over. Maybe thats because I have always been fucked over, maybe its ever since the shooting. Who knows. All I know is I fight for what is right, and I fight for justice.

I fight with words though, and as you will see in my writing its no holds barred. I dont care if you like my work, and flame if you must. I curse a lot, I pretty much make it a well known fact I hate most people, but, if I do get an IM I will talk to you, and actually I appreciate them because it reminds me that people arent just IP adresses that leave notes on a story, and are probably bullshitting me about how "good" it is. I know that some have really appreciated my work and IMed me or E-mailed me telling me so. Things like that keep me posting. Notes are nice, but one note the person feels they took care of something and move on to the next song. I will always try and return the favor for notes, but i still prefer IM's. Call me picky, I dont care, call me picky you are already in my doghouse.

In retrospect I think this bio was one of my more interesting. If you knew me before, you will see that I have changed a lot. FOr the good? Maybe. For the bad? More likely.

(CRIMSON BLADE 13 IS FORMERLY KNOWN AS DARK MEMORIES. HE CAN BE CONTACTED ON YAHOO INSTANT MESSENGER AS CRIMSONBLADE130)