Confused WithOut Hope
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Joined 10-25-02, id: 285578
Author has written 55 stories for General, Humor, Romance, General, Song, Love, Life, Essay, and Action.
well hello, this is my "Bio"... my life sucks and thats when I don't write things very well... unless its about things sucking!!!! hehe! ok then

My name is Nicole. I live in arizona, with plans to move too... someplace else!!! :-D Im 18! I liek to write short stories more than poetry. my favorate story that i have written so far (thats on here is) "one true love" people seem to like it too so YAY. I do like to write a great deal! but not really my PASSION inlife I perfer photography, which Im hopign I'll make a career working for like a fashion magazine, times, or national geographic... or possibly just open up my own studio/gallery!

I have a slight problem with grammer and spelling! teehee!!!

things I like... hmmm playing guitar and photography, reading writing math is fun drinking sex drugs. oil pastels. drawing random things. movies (dirty dancing is my favorate movie) writing essays starbaucks sitting around starrign at my ceilign fans. meeting new people. I just try and have fun anyway I possibly can really.

Music: Jewel michelle branch brittany spears musicals the cast of buffy:the musical, staind, eminem, aaron belk singing to me over the phone, oldies beetales elvis janis joplin is queen of everything,jimi hendrix, jack off jill, anything but crappy R&B, anything I can shake my little tush too. and of course TATU. theres more but thats all for now.

books: brigette jones' diary, white oleander, spirit, harry potter (so far the thrid one), buffy books and the stars shine down (good book).

well... my writing kind of consistats of angry stuff or love storys.. what I lov emy love stories plus i've been told Im good at writign the love crap too!

my writings don't consist very well of dedications... if there is then well it'll say at the bottom of the poem! and yeha most of the poem are about my friends... liek... I am *invisilbe* (not just about one friend but many) Im trying to make this interesting.. but yeah not working anyway enjoy reading my stuff I like reviews and I like YOU! :-D

I've kindof stopped writing along time ago. I just haven't felt the need to write, I've felt the urge just no need involoved. I do have some old stuff I should post but... thats alot of hassle. see no need! anyway I will try to do stuff more often now. and my life has just been to hectic with shit here and there and every where! its crazy. anyways enough excuses.

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Roses and Black Glass: A Dark Cinderella Tale by Lani Lenore reviews
.Revised 2007. The girl is content until her father dies and she meets a man she cannot have. It takes the appearance of a strange woman to make a prophecy...and everything changes. Rated for violence and sexual content.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,012 - Reviews: 241 - Favs: 285 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 10/20/2009 - Published: 7/18/2002
Blood Dance by Maddox Grey reviews
Experience serial slayings from the otherside of the mirror. Fifteen-year-old Aiden unwittingly stumbles into the path of a killer who has been searching for him, will he make it out alive? Or will he just make it out differently?
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 7 - Words: 30,687 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/20/2005 - Published: 10/14/2003
Missing you by tsuchi reviews
I dunno... just love stuff
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/30/2003
The Way Blood Runs by Kitto Tsu reviews
When life is difficult, friends become more then regular people: they become another family. Meet Jay and a motley bunch. Are they strange? Hell yes. Are they family? ...Would there be any doubt in your mind?
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,294 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/14/2003
Arashi by aznchick reviews
a girl who leads two different lives... and the boy who changes everything ^_-
Fiction: Manga - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 11 - Words: 28,386 - Reviews: 167 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/15/2003 - Published: 9/22/2002
The Pop Tart Song! Whee! by Annie May the Kung Fu Kitty reviews
my song about a pop tart on my head
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/19/2003
Eadoin by Edana reviews
(m/m slash,shounen ai) “A demon and an angel fell in love with me and condemned the world to death?” Eadoin is able to see spirits but when angels appear his powers are exposed & he realises who he loves - will the Destruction tear them apart? (COMPLE
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 23 - Words: 127,595 - Reviews: 245 - Favs: 147 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 6/15/2003 - Published: 5/10/2002
Blood Margins by TL Demeter reviews
Simply Dark and unforgiving. Mother pushes her daughter over the edge, now she can't get her back...
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/14/2003
Friends Forever by Tamashii No Ryu Sakura reviews
This is a story for my boyfriend Alex. This happenned a long time ago, and the ages in this story are not true the end is not to good. Read and Review.I don't really have a kid.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,765 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 2/9/2003 - Published: 2/8/2003
gothic love by Asmodeus Sanity reviews
this blak metal song is about masochistic/sadistic "love" hehe...just read it... and review!!
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/4/2003
Sunset Dreams by Moonwinges reviews
Another Windsong poem. This one is also pretty jumpy, but that was because I wrote it from the bottom up - again. -_-; It is very pretty though, if I do say so myself.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/28/2002
Nightmare by Fearuin reviews
Inspired by some of my nightmare difficulties at night... a small poem about the strangeness and reflection a nightmare's message can bring.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Mystery/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/27/2002
Dolls of Death by Fire Angel reviews
My so called horror story. It's now uploaded in chapters. Enjoy! ^_^
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 10 - Words: 17,563 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/22/2001
Attitude by Tink reviews
The story of a girl beaten in a city... I don't know if it's just the first chapter or a short story... Please review!
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,501 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/23/2000
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Medea
Its a little rough right now. i may or may not change it. When i was writing this I was listening to the soundtrack to romeo and juliet, angry music. its based off certain things in my life.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Published: 6/3/2005
One True Love The Beginning to everything reviews
This is a spin off of my other story: One True Love. it shows how the two girls met when they were nine years old. Yes it has lesbian stuff in it. But it's very subtle seeing is how they are so young.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
Me against everyone I love reviews
To be honest I don't really know what the ending is about! the rest: it feels like my whole world is falling apart and that is what this poem is about
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/22/2003
I am invisible reviews
"when those little pieces of jealousy turn into a monstrous pain deep in your heart..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/3/2003
A Guide on How to be AntiSocial reviews
Another essay for composition class. this time its a 'how to' essay... actually more of a 'how its done' essay. anyway name says it all please R&R
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,234 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/30/2003
I kissed her once reviews
basic love poem. About a hopelessly devoted lover... sort of R&R please!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/30/2003
Happiness is reviews
This is a definition essay I wrote for my comp class. Its defining happiness, with out actually defining it to one specific category.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 795 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/14/2003
Dear Aaron
A letter to someone I desperatly love, but know I will never have.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Published: 10/12/2003
Just one lousy poem reviews
A poem about not being able to write a poem, I so deperatly want to write. R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/11/2003
Sky reviews
About I girl I only met oce, but fell inlove with instantly. As a warning this is about homosexual love, even though you can't really tell. enjoy
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/3/2003
Janis reviews
This is basically an ode to Janis Joplin. I wrote it in five minutes so its not suppose to be perfect! Please no flaming. enjoy
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2003
Queen of Hearts: the Queen will rise reviews
Ever think that after Alice left things didn't stay the same in wonderland. Written in the point of view of the former Queen of Hearts
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/24/2003
The sad truth of a short lived love
Nothings worse then not knowing when a relationship is going to end, even worse when you know your not ready to give that person up. This is the sad truth of a short lived love
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Published: 8/10/2003
black painted nails reviews
just about how life can be empty and meaningless. Sometimes you just don't care.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/21/2003
Statutory rape: When I start to fake reviews
Just what the title says. Some what my own personal experiences. PG-13 for descriptive sexual scenes
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/19/2003
It Didn't really happen reviews
A girl who wishes that the best thing in her life just didn't really happen. please R&R
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,362 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/12/2003
Our memories reviews
ever think about the happiest moments of your life so much, they torture you because you know that you'll never experience them again?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2003
hypocrite reviews
its on the lines of dark, sarcastic humor. when someone looks into your eyes, and say they see something. Wouldn't they refrain from using it against you, like they have been used before? the real name for this starts with an F and ends with a G.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/2/2003
1,2,3,a,b and c reviews
A collection of poems I wrote for an ongoing assignment in english. enjoy!! and please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 571 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4/1/2003 - Published: 2/26/2003
When your dead next to me reviews
This is a song about rape, and the young girl fighting back (sort of). It is rated "R" are for language and theme. Please R&R any criticism you might have to make this better, please!!??!?!
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/19/2003
Let it Flow
My first poem that has to do wiht the subject of suicide and slitting my wrists!
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Published: 2/15/2003
Spider eggs reviews
Marie says I'm special! this is pretty much just a screwed up poem I wrote off of the idea of little miss mufit! They really should get a category for deranged
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/8/2003
So there! reviews
OKAY! This a poem or whatever you want to call it just randomly popped in to my head, And I guess you can say there is a definite BURN at the end! Please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/3/2003
What is the world coming too reviews
HELLO! this poem is DEFINITELY on the sarcastic and satire side! Its kind of about a review I got. So please come in and read and don't forget to R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/3/2003
When the world is dark and cold reviews
I wrote this story when it seemed like the world turned its back on me and everything went dark. please R&R!! please!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/30/2003
Hope Always Fails reviews
The structure of the chorus is based off the barney song, but I little more serious though. R&R please!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/25/2003
One screwed up sleeping beauty reviews
this is more of a fanfcition of sleeping beauty, but they didn't have that selection. So yeah if YOU CAN'T LAUGH ABOUT STUFF don't read this stroy! rated R for sexual descriptions
Fiction: Humor - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 726 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/20/2003
Weekly Things
I started this humor E-mail newsletter thing awhile back, and have recently stopped. I decided to put it on here, and see all the responses I get. Warning: this is some messed up humor!
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,541 - Published: 1/4/2003
One True Love reviews
A story for those couples that are less wanted in this world. About a young lesbian couple torn apart by their closeminded family. rate pg-13 for mild sexually content
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,174 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/3/2003
my hearts truth reviews
about a girl who wants the one person that makes her happy, and her dealing with that person loving someone else. PG for minor minor language
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 520 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/31/2002
I'll never get your heart in return
These two poems go together
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 163 - Published: 12/28/2002
All I need reviews
Did you ever feel like you didn't belong, and you were never going to belong?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/11/2002
Neon the noble gas reviews
this poem is actually about the chemical Neon... or would it be the noble gas neon... either way same thing! I wrote this for chemistry class
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/11/2002
Sighs reviews
This is a story about me and my friend Ian, I tried to set the mood as sweet and stuff, but it kindof came out as romantic but hes just a really good friend! I am proud of this peice and hope you enjoy, please review I'd be very apprectiated!
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,001 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/9/2002
Like this
A poem that I recently found.... and I never uploaded it, but I did and I am veyr proud of this poem!! PLease review
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Published: 12/7/2002
in your eyes
I just wrote this for fun, it makes absoultly NO sence and means nor is it about anything in particular
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 11/4/2002
could you just stay
about a memory I have burned into my mind, and what I want it to be right now
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Published: 11/4/2002
I love you, you reviews
about... its self explanitory please r&r
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/4/2002
stop
I've been kindof depressed ... and while I was wallowing in self pity I just put this together
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 11/4/2002
Never been in more pain reviews
It's about being ignored by the one person you love, the one person you want to talk, he keeps on ignoring you!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/2/2002
To my strawberry reviews
Two Poems About one of my best friends in the WHOLE wolrd, please reveiw
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/1/2002
cocky
I don't particulaly liek this "poem" b/c I was listening to too much Kid Rock music at the time! so plese forgive... and just incase.. I posted it b/c I CAN!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Published: 11/1/2002
HAIR HAIR reviews
cuz I'm CRAAAZY!
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/30/2002
Why can't I reviews
about I guy (go figure) use to be alll about him then I moved on.... Or so I thought!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/28/2002
reasons why reviews
no clue what this poem is about!!!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2002
flowers and trees reviews
It's about a dream that I had about my firends... it just totally, it scared me
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/26/2002
love? reviews
down with love!! YEAH! :-P
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/26/2002
Alone reviews
It's about being alone and depression... and all that stuff
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2002
9 reviews
about nothing-I was thinking of my b/f (ex now) when worte it (go figure)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2002
Crush reviews
about I guy that I had a crush on for the longest time R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2002
cold reviews
this just popped into my head one day, not really about anything really
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/26/2002
she is
origanlly was about me, and just how I felt that day and the whole year practiaclly
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Published: 10/26/2002
When? reviews
it might seem like romance but it's more about friendship and all that jazz
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2002
cannibal reviews
I wrote this after finishing an assignment about cannibalism in the world... its a favorate of mine!!!!!!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/25/2002
secret reviews
This poem just popped into my head one day adn I wrote it down, I liked it and it wen ton here yay!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/25/2002