Nova
Always smiling, always fake,
But how much more can I take?
Bleeding crimson blood:
Let it all come down and flood.

Can it be that I never saw
That rigid, unwritten law,
Of never being me,
But someone everyone else can see?

I wonder, wandering,
I feel myself falling;
The darkness inside
Is all mine.

This sounds so cliche
But no matter what they say
I will always hide
Myself inside.
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Updates: I'm really busy, so updates with GoP will be slow. ItS will likely not be updated until very late this year or summer of next year.

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So in news, I'm a sophomore now. w00t w00t. I just got done taking my semester exams. I have sooo much work, the classes I'm taking are:

Algebra II w/analysis
AP(college) Government
Physics Honors (rather stiff)
English Honors
Biology Honors
Spanish II

So you can see I don't have a lot of time on my hands.

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Now, you all know that I'm not all into anime, I've maybe watched a total of no more than five. Anyway, I have too much time on my hands right now(woah, did I just say that?) and this question was posed to me: Is it possible that Miroku and Sango are Kagome's ancestors?

Well, I was wondering about the physics of this. So Kagome does go back in time, right? Well, if it weren't for Kagome going back in time, and shattering the Shikon Jewel, then it is most likely that Miroku and Sango would not have met, right? So basically, the question is, did Kagome, through time travel, change her entire genealogy? Because if she had stayed in the modern age, then it's most likely that Miroku and Sango would have met, because the Shikon Jewel wouldn't have been shattered, and they would have no need to collect the shards (Miroku) and the shards wouldn't be there to be implanted into anyone (Kohaku--Sango). You know, I find it a bit hard to believe that she had changed her entire ancestry by one fateful trip back in time. But this is kind of like the grandfather paradox, though not really...What I mean to say is, I don't think I buy it.

Look at it this way. If Kagome had not gone back in time, then she would have ancestors X and Y, correct? This X-Y line would have continued on for 500 years. However, by going back in time, is it possible that Kagome replaced X and Y with Miroku and Sango? Meaning that, X and Y might still have married and had children, but continued on another line, not resulting in Kagome 5 centuries later.

...Of course, it is possible that though Miroku and Sango met, they did not get married, or if they did get married, never had children. (Hahaha, don't I tell funny jokes? It's possible, but I prefer to think that Miroku and Sango lived happily ever after...together...with children)

HR--

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Thing I Am Very Confused About: When I was first introduced to anime, I used to love Yu-Gi-Oh (yes, I know, I'm embarrassed too.) But how the heck does Yami have a pairing with Yugi?? Yami is not a physical entity...right? He's like a spirit who takes over Yugi and posesses him. I dont' think he can be seen by others...so I'm confused about that.

I will never know myself until I do this on my own, and I will never feel, anything else until my wounds are healed. I will break away, I'll find myself today. Linkin Park, "Somewhere I Belong."

Bid my blood to run before I come undone. Evanescence, Bring me to Life.

How do you own disorder? System of a Down, Toxicity.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there, become so tired, so much more aware I'm becoming this, all I want to do, is be more like me and be less like you Linkin Park, Numb.

Sitting in a puddle of muddy water isn't so bad...if it ends after the first time... Cowboy Bebop, Real Folk Blues.