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Joined 11-15-02, id: 294596
Author has written 64 stories for General, Love, Life, and Friendship.

Hello I'm Erica! Missunderstood in all parts of the world!!!! I'm nothing speacil, I'm really not. I'll be a sopmore soon and im now 15, soon 2 be put on prozac hurray...life sux then u die...

Hows my life right now:well im coping, have some obtacales with a certain friend goin away agter somthing tragic(i :heart: u lace) and yea

Like poetry, Great now you do!! read my stuff its all real; no bull just my cold raw thoughts no one knows please please reveiw no body reveiws me and i am desprate!!!

After you read my stuff you will slightly undrstand my life *Whoo Hoo!!*(says sarcasticly) o well ne way i hope i dont bore you 2 much with my boreing peices of crap oo yea first of all read dabides stuff its great (hi david) and leave as many comments as possible i just need feed bak

~*~Quotes~*~
"This little sheltered girl
Is what I'll always be
Self loathing,inconsiderate
To scared of what Ill be
I look into the mirror
The WHORE is all I see"Kittie

"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."Girl Interrupted

"When you loose a part of yourself to sombody you know it takes alot to let go every breathe that you remeber pictures fade away but memories are forever"NFG

"tell me how this saftey net is working for you, tell me that you dont take that blade and drag it across your skin and pray for the courage to press down"-"lisa Rowe" of Girl, Interupted

"you know theyre are to many buttons in the world...just to many buttons...theres way to many just begging to be pressed...you know they are just begging to be pressed, and it makes me wonder...you know it really makes me fucking wonder...why doesnt anyone ever press mine? Why am i so neglecited? Why doesnt anyone just reach in and rip out the truth and tell me that i'm a fucking whore? or that my parents wish i were dead?"-"lisa Rowe" of Girl, Interrupted
“Everybody asks why I started at the end and worked back to the beginning...the reason is simple, I couldn't understand the beginning until I had finished the end”-White Oleander

“Love humiliates you, hatred cradles you”-White Oleander

“loneliness is the human condition. no one is ever going to fill that space. the best you can do is know yourself... know what you want.”-White Oleander

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facade of friendship by suicidel angel reviews
some people aren't always what they appear to be
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/24/2002
My Mask by Dabide reviews
It's something interesting
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/18/2002
I Smile by avani.awakening reviews
I was depressed slightly when I wrote this, I guess. It talks about my main reasons for being upset at the time, so it's significant for me. I hope you like it...5/16/02
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
Goodbye by ex-angel reviews
A poem about suicide...angst..rated because of suicidal mentions
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/11/2002
A Day in School by Dragon Scar reviews
What happenes when nothing goes right and you want to kill himself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/20/2001
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Fresh out of the hospital reviews
my drug relapse
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2005
Emotional attack reviews
self explanatory
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2005
she doesnt love me reviews
about my suicide attempt
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/3/2005
Respect me reviews
about how i need respect from someone and how im finally standing up for my self R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/3/2003
Secrets reviews
about secrets no not secrets like "omg i luv bobby so much keeep it hush hush" im talking about REAL secrets (i have my fair share) R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/1/2003
Destructive reviews
about my friend whos getting hurt in a elationship but refuses to stand up for herself R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/1/2003
Look reviews
about how i dont see why ppl stay in my life (look at me) R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/29/2003
Why do I stay?
about someone who constantly tells me what to do, R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 7/29/2003
How do i get out? reviews
(pg-13 for suicide refrence) about a recent attempt of suicide, weak poem but i had 2 let it out...R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/27/2003
See yourself in me reviews
about how i belive one of the reasons my mom hates me is cuz she sees her in me R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/25/2003
RIP your dead to me reviews
about a friend who kicked me away then changed R&R pleas
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/25/2003
My ray of light reviews
about one of my best friends R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/23/2003
Light will shine through reviews
R&R its reassuring
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/23/2003
Don't judge me reviews
about ppl who read things breifly and make opions R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/23/2003
Heather
about my friend heather
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 7/23/2003
Screaming in silence reviews
a peice im kind of proud of for one its about self injury R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/23/2003
Where would I be reviews
about where i would be wth some ppl who i once called friends
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/23/2003
Back but not for long reviews
next poem about my friend who oded
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/23/2003
How? reviews
about a friend who oded
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/23/2003
Lacey reviews
about a wonderful friend ppl cherish, lacey shes a uniqe wonderful misunderstood girl
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/23/2003
Ever reviews
its about how most people feel and are to afraid to admitt it because people might think they are messed up hard 2 explain REVEIWS greatly apprecatied R&R PLEASE
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2003
Friends reviews
Its about how i lost my best friend yet gained new one and was blind in so many ways in friendship ttill now REVIEWS greatly appractated R&R PLEASE
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/18/2003
Gone for good reviews
about how someone you love that your not dating leaves you for good, reviews would be highly apracated
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2003
Black Tears reviews
about how someone emotionally abuses me so much please read im goin through a tough time and would mean alot if i got reveiws
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2003
It's Really Over reviews
(pg for self injury refrences) its about getting out of deniyal of a break up ^_^ PLEASE R&R ITS BEEN MOTHES SINCE IV POSTED!!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/1/2003
I miss reviews
today sucked and so did the weather...this is the outcome of my thoughts today i am proud of this one please read and reveiw please please review lol
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/13/2003
goal achieved reviews
just read and review pweeze
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/9/2003
Emotions reviews
its about how i just cant move on and im obliviuos so yea just read i wrote it instead of crying in study hall im kinda proud of it to
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/4/2003
Tried reviews
its about how i have tried everything to make my ex fade outta my life but sumhow it dosnt work i would really appriate reveiws on this and other things i wrote*hint lol* so PLEASE R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2003
You said to me reviews
well for anyone who thinks theyr life is screwed read this and review it okay. wut this is about is after a fight with my family i talked 2 my ex AKA a good friend now about it and he made alot of sence with wut he said R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/1/2003
Insecurities reviews
(PG 4 languge)well pretty bad title didnt kno whut to call it but its about how i act and y i act that way...if u kno me it will explain alot
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/27/2003
Saved reviews
on 1-24-03 sumthing happened...my exboyfriend saved me from making the biggest mistake ever. its the story in poetic form PLEASE PLEASE R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/25/2003
Memories reviews
all these memories were flooding my mind and getting me upset...so here is the out come of it ^_^ R&R please
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/20/2003
Leave her out reviews
really bad but i got 2 vent so thats good...about my friend who is in love wit my best friend and always no matta wut topic talks bout her and it gets on my nervs like i said bad but R&R ne way ^_^
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/20/2003
Valentines Day reviews
a poem for the heart broken, for those of you that are happily in love you mite not like/agree with this poem R&R please^_^
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/19/2003
Day by Day reviews
its confusing and may not make ne sense...but i was pissed about how i try to live life day by day but still worry about 2moorw....its not ment 2 be good but R&R ne way^_^
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/18/2003
One of those days reviews
just about those days you just arnt yourself. i dunno i was very angry and upset when i wrote this its noyt ment 2 be good R&R neway =^_^=
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/13/2003
Why? reviews
well its hard 2 explain i was just kinda really depressed when i wrote this so its just a way 2 vent R&R neway =^_^=
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/7/2003
Standing on my own reviews
about after the break down stage of a break up you realize you cant lay on the ground crying forver PLEASE R&R!! =^_^=
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/6/2003
Lying to myself reviews
i tryed lying 2 myself 2 get ova a break up didnt work. this one has got 2 be the worst out of all of my stuff but i got out feelings yea R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/5/2003
Fail reviews
when you just seem to fail at everything and thats how it will always remain please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/5/2003
Dont you hate reviews
its about those things that just make you break down read and reveiw please ^_^
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/3/2003
I would have never thought reviews
its bout well like i dunno how 2 explain so please read it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/3/2003
alone again reviews
yes again about my very hard and heavy break up (it really was very harsh)but its about how my life is back to nothing only being alone please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/30/2002
one by one reviews
one by one the most dearest people to me leave me
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/30/2002
look in my eyes reviews
when my former boyfriend broke up with me he refused to look in my eyes and i wish he just could gain the courage to look at what he caused
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/30/2002
giving away myself reviews
when i belive someone wont leave i give a part of myself to them but everybody i did left and i have no more of my self please read and review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/29/2002
The break up reviews
well my boyfriend uhh well now exboyfriend broke up with me for someone else and this explains alot PLEASE READ
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/29/2002
what do you do? reviews
what do you do when hard problems occur in life
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/26/2002
even though reviews
its kinda about my boyfriend but like it could also be about someone else but basicly its bout how you could risk your life for someone when they hardly give you 5 min
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/26/2002
Next year reviews
a warning letter 2 my well former best friend
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/14/2002
You said reviews
about how my best friend whom i lost lied a cont. of forever has ended
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/14/2002
a different girl reviews
how you never know who you truly are until you read your own writing
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12/9/2002
What have i done reviews
me asking my self what happened to the happy little girl that used to be me
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/7/2002
Untitledhelp me think of a good one reviews
well once again im being ignored and this one is more deep into how i feel
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/7/2002
Mixed thoughts reviews
the state of confusion i am in at this very moment
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/22/2002
I'm leaving now reviews
this is how i feel practiclly everyday
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/17/2002
Thing's i wish i could say reviews
this is what i wish i could tell my boyfriend but amscared to, i dont want to loose him
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/16/2002
forever has ended reviews
this is dedicated to whom i still consider my best friend nicole who i havent taked 2 in two months*tear*
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/16/2002
What you see reviews
people dont see who i truly am
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/16/2002
My biggest lesson in life reviews
its the one thing if i had to warn people about emotions its this enjoy and reveiw
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/16/2002
Misery of spring reviews
we had to write poem about spring for english last year this is what i handed in and feelt at the time
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/16/2002
Same as a drug addict reviews
Well its not a story yet it is well im comparing how i felt about someone to drugs
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/15/2002
Pain reviews
when you cant let your feelings out any other way....
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/15/2002