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Joined 11-28-02, id: 301214, Profile Updated: 11-29-09
Author has written 68 stories for Love, Life, Song, Romance, Spiritual, Family, War, Friendship, Religion, and Fantasy.

To Remember

//True Faith -- New Order

Ana's Song -- Silverchair//

Drums of Heaven

Rockin' the Suburbs -- Ben Folds

Vicinity of Obsenity -- System of a Down

Fuck the Pain Away -- Peaches

Bitches Ain't Shit -- Ben Folds

Army -- Ben Folds

Beds are Burning -- Midnight Oil

Girl -- Beck

Ain't No Sunshine -- Bill Withers

Love the Loveless -- Eel

Lover's Spit -- Broken Social Scene

Sad Sad City -- Ghostland Observatory

XR2 -- MIA

You Are My Joy -- Reindeer Section

Stickwitu -- PCD

A Long December -- Counting Crows

Nothing Compares 2 U -- Sinead O'Connor

Samson -- Regina Spektor

fav artists:

-music-
tori amos (my goddess, i especially love her To Venus and Back era)
garbage
fiona apple (saving grace)
rhcp
nin
ani difranco
ben folds
tegan and sara
joni mitchell
indigo girls
REM
nirvana
regina spektor
bright eyes

and just for kicks:
hole & marilyn manson, but ONLY early works, aka fingerpaintings and such

-authors-
neil gaiman (anything by him really, but you should all get into the Sandman, it'll change your world)
patricia nell warren (The Front Runner will kill your heart)
emily bronte (we all know Wutherin Heights, I'm a sucker for that book)
charlotte bronte
anne bronte
jack kerouac (on the road to be specific)
mary renault (it's my guilty pleasure, reading about beautiful boys who love beautiful boys and just HAPPEN to be beaten at times as well)

-poets-
beau sia
emily dickinson
allen ginsberg
sage francis

-anime-
gundam wing
yami no matusei
gravitation
grave of the fireflies (movie)
ai no kusabi
zetsuai 1989/bronze
kizuna
fake
ayashi no ceres

-manga-
angel sanctuary
boys next door
bird in a cage
love mode (yes, the ENTIRE series)
then there's other ones as well, but they've all been made into OVA's and such, and you know, having visual aid is ONE thing, but having oral as well, then you know, happy happy day

-television-
six feet under
sex and the city
buffy and angel
judging amy
kink

"you can use my skin
to bury secrets in
and I will settle you down"

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I Promise reviews
615 words for you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 622 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/23/2008 - Complete
The Cell In My Brain
but i am opening.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Published: 11/23/2008 - Complete
Words Laced in Drug
God would not see me, but the Star of the Morning did. Experimental fun.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Published: 5/21/2005
Is Always Lonely
the afterglow is always lonely
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Published: 5/21/2005
One reviews
it's cold in winter.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/21/2005
Sixes reviews
the razor, the line.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/30/2004
Roses reviews
roses.blood roses.a dozen from each arm.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/15/2004
Extended reviews
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Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/15/2004
Astraia's Baby reviews
a reason to wait
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/17/2004
May She Dream reviews
and she will never read it
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 517 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/5/2004
The Evil that Men Do reviews
from his Beginning he's been afraid. the truth would make us forsake him.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/29/2004
Descending Sanctuary reviews
she says, "watch me die-my arms bleed lies-edit-
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/17/2004
Shards, Dust, and Urgency reviews
he steps softly, but his prints remain all over
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 783 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/27/2004
The Rape of the Angel Gabriel reviews
(i can't afford to lie...) Hold on to Heaven, faster if you fall. It can take you home on the curtain breeze but for tonight, lying out of light, you will bleed. (not for the faint of heart)
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 993 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2004
Try Not to Die reviews
try not to die...you are not unpleasant to my eyes"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/27/2004
nectar reviews
taste honey and sugar treats. You better take your time.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/15/2004
Pale Grey Apples reviews
she said, 'use my skin, to bury secrets in' The night is stifling. What's underneath, pale grey apples that never quench my thirst.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/12/2004
Find You Empty reviews
for J.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/15/2004
When I Was Five I Killed Myself reviews
not beautiful/just dirty. I call this my c.u.t.t.e.r. narration poem, not justification, just narration
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 581 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/14/2004
Voodoo Insurance or Regina has Curly Hair reviews
for reggie.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2004
February Girl : Don't Call this Eden reviews
It's a metaphorical poem, in which winter represents all that's insubstantial about my body. Touches on many of the aspects of myself that are flawed, and more importantly, it is about reasoning with him, asking him to leave alone what he hates anyway.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/30/2004
But Be Prepared to Bleed reviews
they met at a Joni Mitchell concert, and he charmed her into submission...capturing the emotions of the beginning of something downhill and the aftermath
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/30/2004
Sex and the Lost City reviews
I used to be a city girl, but all things fall apart. Subtle 9/11 commentary on loss and pride.
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/30/2004
Desolation in Autumn reviews
enjoy the silence, the boy is dead
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2004
The Atrophy of Pyros reviews
the embers are dying
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/26/2004
Ode to My Big Red Balloon reviews
in memory of Chester, my big red balloon, who died on March 15th, I loved him and will always miss him
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/17/2004
Come Visit Me on Venus reviews
it's a different game on Venus, girl on girl dance, but she's curious about the planetary rotation of Red
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/11/2004
Between the Drawbacks reviews
i hope and i hope and i hope that you will break one day too as i stand here and watch, this is about how you like to go in for a taste, a mouthful of some other body
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/11/2004
Unwanted Slow reviews
I call your body my rape tool, beating into mine, that's fine, take your time, the anticipation is half the Hell
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/2/2004
Trust the Silver Lining reviews
three patches of bruising decorate the skin, merging into one, the ugliness is evident in the pain, but she sees beauty in the terror
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/2/2004
Death and the Soldier reviews
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Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/27/2004
High Velocity reviews
there is a place not far from here, i turn my head and you are there...how much have I lost? (not enough)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/25/2004
Cut: The Feel of Skin on Skin reviews
This blood isn’t messy as long as it burns, and it burns scars miles deep into silent flesh that won’t scream;
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 719 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2004
Smiling Happy Girl reviews
she is a smiling happy girl who f-cks with people's minds
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/24/2004
The Life I Self Taught reviews
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Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/24/2004
Life: The Optimism reviews
death is reaping, but now I'm too old to cry, you know the downfall always comes too fast
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/24/2004
Realms reviews
you need to feel everything inside offerering a taste
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/24/2004
Distraction reviews
a little patch of thought, just a dabble at hindrance
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/23/2004
Run Mr Rat Rabbit Run Run reviews
it all began with a jackrabbit and then there was pot and the priesthood was screwing around and he got caugh it the mess between seven and dawn and yeah, it's all just metaphors, i don't really screw rabbits
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/22/2004
Dirty Lies reviews
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Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2004
Fear reviews
fine, just run, I could. not. give. a. damn.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/22/2004
The Light reviews
somewhere in the diffused light I can make evident some tiny fragment of my being, ready to be loved
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2004
Sweet Descension reviews
a slam style redintion of how you screwed me over
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 686 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2004
Song for J reviews
there is no particularily creative or original imagery in this one, i just wrote it so i could sleep
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/22/2004
Silence is Everything reviews
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Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/22/2004
The 3 O'Clock Movie reviews
in the summer heat I'll ride through Hell, "coming down south of Steel" everyday-just for a glimpse of you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/22/2004
Mother's Child reviews
I was never my mother’s child/My father took his place beside her heart...the story that continues even after he's gone
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2004
Memories: Late Night Shopping Trip reviews
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Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/19/2004
Fushia Truth reviews
ever bruise counts for something, it's funny, everytime my mother says the word 'abuse' it drives shame into me because she's already had it made up in her mind that everything is fine if we all just smile and look pretty and i swear, everyone of these fe
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/19/2004
I am: The Heartbeat Dream
there's trouble brewing, every destruction comes through whole, you are the memory i don't want to hold
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 994 - Published: 2/19/2004
Gliding Dream reviews
she comes to me like a dream, and leaves footprints on my heart
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/19/2004
Angel Dust reviews
it's all about the grandeur of suicide
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/18/2004
fireflies reviews
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Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/18/2004
Blue Boy reviews
do you know what sex is without a kiss?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,125 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/18/2004
Untouchable Skin Tramp Traffic reviews
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Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 816 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/18/2004
Suicide Friend reviews
suicide friend I am prone to paper cuts
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/18/2004
Stitch reviews
friend and i talking + i realized what it was like for us to merge together + u to be torn from me
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/18/2004
for Howl reviews
there were really no better standards of anguish
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
barriers reviews
beaten broken bent over in a hunch eyes drenched in melancholy, he knows the pain he drives but he rides it just the same
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
Hotel reviews
from the half night stay hotel she seeked me out
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
Wolfcriar reviews
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Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
anger
give me pain so i can feel for you
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Published: 11/9/2003
boredom reviews
it's the moments you capture
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
Old Scars reviews
what's left in the skin grows deeper with time
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/9/2003
Different Loves reviews
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Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 692 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
ground state reviews
I must get down from this, i dont need you to call
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/9/2003
Lasting at the Hour of Death reviews
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Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2003
Reality reviews
your eyes are mine to see through, it's what we want so bad that makes everything real
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/8/2003