Strawberry Spoonhide bio
Author has written 71 stories for General, Fantasy, Life, Friendship, School, Biography, and War. I'm a 16 year old New Zealand with both Dutch and Scotish ancestory. I've been writing since Jan 2003. I am the youngest of 9 children (5 blood, 2 half, 2 step) and I guess you could say I've had a 'unique' life. My mates are probably the most important things in my life (as much as I appear to hate them in my poems). I despise reality TV and various other stuff (George Bush, Palestine, Plastic Spoons, Tourism, Geo, Wellington, Economics and psychiatrists). I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE the embassy theatre (where the Return of the king world premier was held) among other stuff - Jazz dancing, Fevah, Christchurch, Eminem, The really random tetris theme song, Algebra (I did tell you I was crazy didn't I), TIM (computer studies), Matrix, LOTR, Gollum/Smeagol, Gollum Juice (u guys NEED to see extended version) and lots of other stuff.Age: 16 Just felt like adding to this cos I'm getting sick of people going on about my spelling. I am from NEW ZEALAND where we speak english (I know state the obvious). BUt anyway all of my poems are written in New Zealand English with New Zealand English spelling. ALL of them have correct spelling according to Microsoft Word's New Zealand English spellcheck. SO stop complaining about my spelling. I have posted 52 poems in the year of 2003 and I've written a few that I haven't posted (I've lost most of them). I guess I'm kinda proud of that considering that beforehand I hadn't written anything except for the compulsory stuff in English class. |
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Keeping Count or Failed Attempt Number Two by Enjoy Orange reviews
And I can truthfully say, this is the story of my life.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,748 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 4/15/2004 - Published: 3/31/2004
Pain and Life in Rhyme by Nemati reviews
A collection of some of my poetry, but be warned that some are very dark. Most of these I´ve written when I was seriously depressed, although there are some happier ones among them. Rated for the emotions behind suicide and cutting.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 29 - Words: 2,466 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 4/4/2004 - Published: 1/2/2004
Girl, Abandoned: A Sticks and Stones Vignette by Cybele3 reviews
Rob, an 18-year-old institutionalized anorexic who is struggling to cope after the discharge of her manic-depressive lover, is thrown off-center by a surprise visit. f/f slash.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,191 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 7/18/2003 - Published: 7/3/2003
Shrinking Bernie by Gleechumber reviews
COMPLETE! The tale of Bernadette Wilson, and her descent into anorexia. As things get worse, can she find release from her addiction?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 8,230 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 6/24/2003 - Published: 5/27/2003
Alone in Me by Alyzabeth reviews
A girl with anorexia. A guy who's in love. Please Review! I need reviews to keep it going! Even if you tell me that it's bad. PLEASE REVIEW!
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,958 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 4/3/2003 - Published: 3/26/2003
Candy Coated Hell by Backwards Into A Wall Of Fire reviews
This one will eventually cover anorexia to self mutilation as well as other issues. I'm sure others can relate to SOMETHING. It might have some foul language and such by the time i'm done. Please R/R
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,817 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 3/11/2003 - Published: 2/17/2003
Never Grey Skinned by CrimsonCat reviews
The thoughts of a girl who is a border-line anorexic. Rated for subject matter. R&R plz.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 638 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/9/2002
A Drop of Blood by HellzDreamer reviews
Rated PG-13 for content and reference to cutting...just a littl poem i wrote will feeling depressed and cutting myself, and as always R&R...thanx! :-)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 12 - Published: 11/13/2001
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The Anzacs reviews
The Anzacs were the New Zealanders and Australians who fought in Galipoli in the 1st World War. April 25 honours them
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/26/2005
Relief
Written for my stepfather
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 3/4/2005
Dark Abyss
A poem about the wonders of darkness.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 11/26/2004
Eagle
Wouldn't you love to be free like the eagle?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 6/14/2004
Cacti reviews
A random poem about Cacti
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/14/2004
Ana
I wrote this a while ago and only recently found it and decided to post it. It has a vague basis on Anorexia but it's very vague.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Published: 6/14/2004
Army
'Build me an army', I think i based it on LOTR but I'm not sure how. Read and Review
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Published: 6/14/2004
Happy Little Me reviews
Written to my 'friends'
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2004
Shores of Time reviews
About whether you know what direction your life is travelling in
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2004
Take a Look Inside reviews
About looking inside people and not liking what you see
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/11/2004
The Problem With Problems reviews
About how people are dragged into things that aren't their issues and about how if you tell someone something often enough eventually that believe it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/4/2004
Slave reviews
About where our priorities lie and the things that are important in life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/4/2004
My Name Is reviews
About the importance of names and what they represent
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/30/2004
Words reviews
Just about words and about what people say to themselves it has a twist at the end (kinda)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/29/2004
Memories reviews
Just about memories and things that I wish I could remember
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/26/2004
Speak to Me reviews
just weird about using your inner voice and listening to what it says
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/20/2004
Painfilled Existance reviews
Kinda weird so weird that it's almost odd. Anyway I think it's one of my best kind of about life in an obscure way
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/14/2004
Don't Leave Me reviews
Based on that classic cliche 'every cloud has a silver lining'. Kind of about someone who doesn't want to be left alone as a friend leave for the 'golden world'
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/9/2004
Prism reviews
A poem with a meaning and a message, please read and review but mostly just read because I as a person would like to know that people want to be kinder and nicer.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/31/2003
Braindead reviews
Kinda weird. It's like suicide I just want an end to everything but I don't want to be dead. Possibly my last upload in 2004 although I'm already working on more poems
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/31/2003
Bones reviews
A poem about a girl who is using anorexia as a method of suicide
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/17/2003
Excessive Force reviews
Inspired by the story of Coral Burrows. Basically about how we force people to do stuff and it can have drastic results. Mentions suicide and cutting
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/11/2003
Wonder reviews
Have you ever wondered why certain things occur. Just a poem about bemused musings. References to suicide and death
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/11/2003
I Hate the Way reviews
Basically about the way that my friends have been treating me lately. It's poetry but it is a story so I decided to post it as fiction. References to anorexia, cutting, suicide
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 774 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11/25/2003 - Published: 11/22/2003
Pain is Power reviews
Two poems both angst, both really depressive, and both about cutting which is why they have a PG13 rating. Chap 1 is authors note.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/17/2003
Shades reviews
I dunno kinda weird. About different ways in which things can happen and how they affect people.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/17/2003
Lose reviews
Could have suicidal undertones but I dunno. Ummmmmm it has punctuation (A first in the world of mel). Ummmm just about being yourself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/17/2003
Sunrise reviews
About the fight between day and night. Somehow I managed to involve a tortoise and a leopard. Just read and review to keep me happy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/6/2003
HalfHearted Listening reviews
Just kinda about my friends and my feeling and stuff. Read and Review. Please
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/3/2003
Swirling reviews
No idea where this came from. The last line is kinda weird. About writers block. Rated for slightly suicidal undertones
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2003
The Way I Am reviews
Well I just had I fight with a friend and this is the result. Rated for language and references to cutting
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2003
Nobody Knows
Kinda random. Just about how people think they understand but they really don't
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Published: 10/26/2003
Flickers reviews
Just about how quickly things can change.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/12/2003
Miracles
A weird poem. About miracles and what they are and when they are needed
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Published: 10/10/2003
Talk
About how talking doesn't heal people but something drastic must be done
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Published: 10/10/2003
Please let me Die reviews
A poem about suicide. I'm quite ashamed I wrote this. About how many things are holding me back
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/10/2003
Please Don't Live For Me reviews
Kinda weird - like most of my stuff. About how I'm not worth loving.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/10/2003
Feel reviews
Just a short poem. Rated for references to self-harm.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/5/2003
Average Anorexic reviews
Kinda not about anorexia but more about stereotypes. For my mates lets just mention a fly by ruth dallas
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/28/2003
Accidental Suicide reviews
even if you've had losts of past attempts do you really want to commit suicide?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/26/2003
Three Simple Words reviews
Just about listening and how listening and actually meaning things can save lives
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/21/2003
It's Me Run in Fear reviews
An ode to a teacher Mr Bergman. He was the one who inspired 'Within Their Tiny Space' and he rules his history lessons by fear
Poetry: School - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2003
Critic reviews
A piece I wrote in about 5 minutes has had no editing so probably sucks but read it anyway and tell me what you think
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/6/2003
Within Their Tiny Space reviews
Inspired by Mr Bergman my history teacher who is just as insane as I am and went to sydney and watched a begger for an hour
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/25/2003
The Moon reviews
A poem about the moon *duh*
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/25/2003
Time reviews
About time and death
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/27/2003
Red Ink reviews
Cutting
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/27/2003
Positive reviews
depression about positive and negative
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/27/2003
Please reviews
Nightime in my world
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/27/2003
Nerves reviews
The courage it takes to cut yourself
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/27/2003
Life reviews
About death with a short reference made to cutting
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/27/2003
Help
About a friend of a friend who I didn't know but commited suicide and affected me deeply
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Published: 4/27/2003
Falling
Cutting not much to say really
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Published: 4/27/2003
Dig
Not much to say really just a short little poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Published: 4/27/2003
Brett
Dedicated to a friend of mine Brett who was killed by a train not very long ago
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/27/2003
Alone reviews
involves suicide cutting etc
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/27/2003
An Hour Crying
Suicide and other stuff
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Published: 4/27/2003
Rainbow reviews
Suprisingly enough it has nothing to do with rainbows
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/24/2003
Three Simple Cuts reviews
Involves cutting
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/24/2003
A Thousand Words
Night
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Published: 4/24/2003
I am no longer reviews
I am no longer a pawn for your playing with ... my first poem that doesn't rhyme
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/29/2003
A Final Curse reviews
Involves a knife and a dark alley
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/27/2003
History of Metal Spoons
you have to read this before reading the stories where it says read this except gillian margaret aimee may not have to
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Humor/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Published: 1/23/2003
Suicide reviews
Ummmmmmm very depressing
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/20/2003
Pain reviews
Work in progress if you have any ideas please tell me
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/18/2003
103 Ways To Get Something Bad reviews
kinda based on the wizard of oz now you know what we do whilst waiting outside english
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/18/2003
War
Um well it's about war
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 1/7/2003
Chess reviews
Um I don't know what inspired me to write this
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/7/2003
Plague reviews
Kinda Weird but read and review
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/7/2003
Warcry reviews
Ok this has something to do with spoons dragons and a moon made of cheese
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/12/2002
Mirror Mirror reviews
PG cos it's kinda munted
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12/10/2002