Tainted Muse
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Author has written 93 stories for Love, Life, War, Romance, Supernatural, Friendship, Family, Religion, General, Mystery, Nature, and Essay.
Name: Crystal

Age: Old enough to know better, still too young to care

Hobbies: Writing, running, working out, hiking, judo, bubble baths, salsa dancing, and singing

Quotes:

~"I have found that trusting a human is like jumping down a dark well. You don't know if you're about to hit rock bottom, or a refreshingly cool pool of water." -Crystal Meginnes

~"Follow your heart, but take your brain with you." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

~"Be not afraid of greatness: some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them." -William Shakespeare

~"Your body is a temple of God. The Spirit of God dwells within you. Anyone who destroys that temple, God will destroy." 1 Corinthians 3:16-17

~"I know it's a cornball thing, but love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart." -Meet Joe Black

~"Genius? Nothing! Sticking to it is the genius! ... I've failed my way to success." -Thomas Edison

~"All right , all right. Flint nearly kills the Gryffindor Seeker, which could happen to anyone Im sure, so a penalty to Gryffindor..." -Lee Jordan (Harry Potter, PS)

~I feel stupid - but I think I been catchin’ on
I feel ugly - but I know I still turn you on
You seem colder now, torn apart, angry, turned around
Will that whole mad season knock you down." -Matchbox 20, Mad Season

~"A million words couldn't bring you back. I know because I've tried. And neither would a million tears. I know because I've cried." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

~"Yeah, well, I'd like your balls in a blender, but ain't life a bitch." -Det. Olivia Benson from Law and Order: SVU

~"So light a fire!"(Harry)"Yes of course, but theres no wood..." (Hermione)
"Have you gone mad? are you a witch or not?" (Ron, Harry Potter, PS)

~"I used to fly Tomcats, I broke one. They wouldn't give me another one." -Commander Harm (JAG)

~He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. Without Him, I am nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)

~"For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.'"-Unknown

~"Half an inch of skin and sinew holding my neck on . Harry, most peeple would thing thats good and beheaded, but oh, no , its not enough for Sir Properly Decapitated Podmore..." - Nearly Headless Nick (Harry Potter, COS)

~..."and so cinderalla and her prince did live happily ever after...the point gentlemen, is that they lived." - Ever After

~"When it hurts to look back and you're afraid to look ahead, look beside you and I'll be there." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

~"I don't just want to rain on your parade, I want to pop all the floats." -Det. John Munch (SVU)

~"People are to be loved. Things are to be used." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

~"Oh Potter you rotter what have you done.. youre killing off students, you think its good fun." -Peeves (Harry Potter, COS)

~"It is not death that a man should fear, but he should fear never beginning to live." - Marcus Aurelius

~"The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90 probability you'll get it wrong." - Andy Rooney

~"A stranger stabs you in the front. A boyfriend stabs you in the heart. A friend stabs you in the back. A best friend doesn't carry a knife." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

~Am I a professor? Goodness I expect I was hopeless, was I?" -Lockheart (Harry Potter, COS)

~"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

~"Its hard to answer the question 'What's wrong?' When nothing is right." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

~"Verdict came back on last week's case. Father Kelsey is doing 25-life before he burns in hell." - Det. Olivia Benson from Law and Oder: SVU

~"Proud? Are you crazy? All those times I could've died, and I didnt manage it? Theyll be furious..." -Harry re: Dursleys (Harry Potter, COS)

~"Reach down, your hand in your pocket, pull out some hope for me..." ~Matchbox 20, long day

~"Be careful about reading health books. You may die of a misprint." - Mark Twain (1835 - 1910)

~"In war, truth is the first casualty."- Aeschylus

~"I do have a test today. that wasn't bull. It's on European socialism. I mean, really, what's the point? I'm not European. I don't plan on being European. So who gives a crap if they're socialists They could be fasict anarcists. It still doesn't change the fact that i don't own a car." -Ferris Bueller's Day Off

~"We don't read and write poetry because it's cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. And medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for." -Professor Keating in Dead Poet's Society

~"Before love my heart was a black hole. After love I didn't have a heart. I'm not sure which is better." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

~"A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your success!" - Doug Larson

~"I'd hate to see what the Ministry'd do to me if I blew up an aunt. Mind you, they'd have to dig me up first, because Mum would've killed me." -Ron (Harry Potter, POA)

~"A good friend gives you a shoulder to cry on, a great friend helps hide he body..." - Mr. J

~"Dignity does not consist in possessing honors, but in deserving them." -Aristotle

~"I trust everyone, I just don't trust the devil inside them." -The Italian Job

~"It is to be remarked that a good many people are born curiously unfitted for the fate waiting them on this earth" -James Conrad

~"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved." -William Jennings Byran

~"The price of greatness is responsibility" -Winston Churchill

~"Mr. Moony presents his compliments to Professor Snape, and begs him to keep his abnormally large nose out of other people's business." -Marauder's Map (Harry Potter, POA)

~"Mr. Prongs agrees with Mr. Moony, and would like to add that Professor Snape is an ugly git." -Marauder's Map (Harry Potter, POA)

"Mr. Padfoot would like to register his astonishment that an idiot like that ever became a professor." -Marauder's Map (Harry Potter, POA)

"Mr. Wormtail bids Professor Snape good day, and advises him to wash his hair, the slimeball." -Marauder's Map (Harry Potter, POA)

~"No one is perfect until you fall in love with them."-Anonymous

~"Thats a very nice smile, and I'm sure most of the time it gets you what you want, but I don't know you, Commander." -Lt. Colonel Sarah Mackinzie (JAG)

~"Happiness just wouldn't be happiness without a violin playing goat." -Julia Roberts from Notting Hill

~"When they ask me what I liked best, I'll tell them it was you" -Meg Ryan from "City of Angels"

~"It is good to have an end to journey toward, but it is the journey that matters in the end." -Ursula K. LeGuin

~"If you made a better rat then human, its not much to boast about Peter." - Sirius Black (Harry Potter, POA)

~"There should be a special level of hell for this pus-sucking, gangrenous malignancy of a mental amoeba." "Someone steal your parking spot again, John?" -conversation between Det. John Munch and Capt. Don Cragen from SVU

~"Lt. Rabb will have your ass, but I'll own your soul." -The Admiral Chedwiggen (JAG)

~"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." -Ralph Waldo Emerson

~“The phrase "working mother" is redundant.“
Jane Sellman

~"True death is life without love." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

~"He was a great crook until he put George Washington on a twenty."
"That's why education's so important." -(JAG Season 1)

~“Every time I close the door on reality it comes in through the windows.”
Jennifer Unlimited

~"And when man faces destiny, destiny ends and man comes into his own." -Andre Malraux

~"Now you listen here boy..I accept there's something strange about you, probably nothing a good beating wouldnt of cured." -Uncle Vernon (Harry Potter, PS)

~“When women are depressed they either eat or go shopping. Men invade another country.” -Elayne Boosler

~"I made Carrie relive the worst thing that has ever happened to her. I screwed any number of victims who might have saught counseling from Bethany Taylor and a few less rapes maybe reported because of it." - Det. Olivia Benson (Mariska Hargitay)

~"I wish I was a little kid again. Skinned knees are a lot easier to fix than broken hearts." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

~”Behind every successful man is a surprised woman.”
Maryon Pearson

~"Great deeds are usually wrought at great risks." -Herodotus

~"Sometimes you have to sacrifice love to save a friendship. Sometimes that sacrifice is pointless." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

~"Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no
self." - Cyril Connolly (1903 - 1974)

~"The worst tragedy for a poet is to be admired through being misunderstood." - Jean Cocteau (1889 - 1963)

~"You do not love someone under the condition that they will love you back." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

~"Every man has his own destiny: the only imperative is to follow it, to accept it, no matter where it leads him." -Henry Miller

~"The ones closest to you are the ones capable of hurting you the most." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

~"Never interrupt your enemy when he is making a mistake." - Napoleon Bonaparte (1769 - 1821)

~"Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much."
- Oscar Wilde (1854 - 1900)

~"She's safe, just like I promised; she's getting married to Norrigton, like she promised; and you're going to die for her, just like you promised. So we're all men of our word really, except Elizabeth, who is, in fact, a woman." -Captain Jack Sparrow

~"The opposite sex is the most dangerous and addictive drug out there. But the high is unlike anything else." -Courtesy of: Silver Blood

Announcement

Well, I'm sure you're all familiar with life's interesting twists and turns. Unfortunately, I've had to deal with some of my own lately. I'm afraid the release of my original series: The Divine Queendoms will be delayed indefinitely. I'm still writing but I'm currently engaged (yay!) and planning a wedding on top of everything else I've been managing lately.I'm terribly excited out posting my stories; however, my wedding comes first of course. The date's 29 May 2008 so hopefully I won't be delayed too long. I hope you'll all forgive me!

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Wasted Tears by Shadowed Mind reviews
A reflection on my past, from the beginning of this year onwards. I've stopped, looking at what a waste some of what i did was...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/4/2004
Lost Lamb by Blk Sapphire reviews
Just torn.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2004
A Daughter's Love by Celest Covax reviews
A poem about JUST how strong a daughter's love can be.
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2004
Daddy Dearest by gotenluver1 reviews
This is a poem for anyone who gets verbally abused by their daddy. I am so lucky that my parents love me and don't do this so if your parents do this, my heart goes out to you. R&R
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/3/2004
Laughing Straight to Hell by Siberia82 reviews
Whenever my parents try to put me down in some way, I always return the favour.
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/27/2004
A Collection of Depressants by CaramelMacchiato reviews
A collection of poetry for depressed individuals.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 1,906 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 1/18/2004 - Published: 10/1/2002
Metamorphosis by Siberia82 reviews
The more I'm denied love, the more the demon inside of me grows.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/16/2004
You Survive by Phoenvix reviews
A poem about the silent ones, the rape victims who never speak out
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/30/2003
The day there was no tomorrow by Pissed Off Poet reviews
for the day of 9-11, for some, there was no tommorow
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/3/2003
You Will Meet Your End by CaramelMacchiato reviews
A poem about a person ignorant of the strife in the world, and their reward for it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/25/2002
An Ode to Autumn by CaramelMacchiato reviews
A poem about the changes of the seasons, from Summer to Autumn.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/25/2002
End Of The Day by Cerveth reviews
My thoughts when I couldn't sleep one night
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/14/2002
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Cherish
A country song in my head about a young man and young woman who grew up together. Angsty romance told you it was country!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Published: 12/24/2007 - Complete
On Marriage reviews
A 20yearolds perspective on her decision to commit herself to one man forever. My perspective. My love. My marriage.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 835 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/9/2007 - Complete
My Story is no Fairy Tale reviews
True story. Chrissie Jones has found her soul mate but that journey was not without it's scars. Many scars linger behind, and Matthew must learn to accept them. An adolescent's story through life to true love. My story; it's no fairy tale. CH5 Up!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 14 - Words: 12,105 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 6/29/2007 - Published: 3/26/2004
I can't stop lovin' you
About the long path that my fiancé and I have taken to get to where we are, to be this much in love. Even when we weren't together, I couldn't help but love him.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Published: 4/2/2007 - Complete
Frail Wings
Dedicated to my fiancé. I love him more than anything and despite the many horrible things I've been through, I'm willing to put them all behind me and love him for the rest of my life.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Published: 4/2/2007 - Complete
TongueTied
About a scary moment when I thought my muse had forsaken me... Or perhaps I could not truly love my fiancé! Silly me, I should've known he's merely left me TongueTied.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Published: 3/1/2007 - Complete
Bring a Tear to my Eye
A love poem. You'll be seeing a lot of these from me I'm going to guess. For my fiancé, I love you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Published: 3/1/2007 - Complete
A Slave to Memory reviews
About a girl who's haunted by ghosts of her past, unable to overcome them despite the urging of someone who means so much to get, despite her own desire to put the past behind her, she is helpless to do so.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/30/2007 - Complete
Drew
I've finally written out in words what my heart has felt for almost a month. Now all I've left to do is call him and wish him a Happy Christmas, and tell him that I love him. I've written it all out here, if only these words can pass through my lips...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Published: 12/25/2006
Fallen Angel reviews
There's only so much heartache one person can endure. I've reached my limit. I'm a fallen angel.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/17/2006
The Harder I Fall reviews
About a woman begining to trust and fall in love again.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/21/2006
The Rain reviews
Two lovers sharing a special moment in the rain.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 426 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/20/2006
The Woman Inside
About how my world was spun around (no pun intended) by my salsa teacher. He taught the hard-core tomboy in me that it's okay to be feminine! He taught me that being feminine is not the same as being weak and being sexy doesn't mean being girly! This is f
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Published: 5/4/2006
Just One Chance
Talking about a lost love and begging for just one more chance to make things right. About how the pain of loss is so hard to bare, that you'd do anything to get that love back.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Published: 1/31/2006
The Aftermath
Another piece about the haunting repercussions of rape.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Published: 12/11/2005
Addictive Poison
About a love that's just as enticing... as it is painful.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 12/4/2005 - Complete
Of Tears and Forgiveness
A poem covering the slow recovery from an abusive relationship. A woman coming into her own, becoming whole, all over again.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 12/4/2005
So Foolish reviews
About a woman looking back on a relationship and realizing how foolish she was. She just kept falling for the same damned trick over and over. She believed their lies every time, even His.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/16/2005
Krisalyn reviews
This poem is for the daughter that I would be seven months pregnant with right now... If I hadn't lost her. Her name was Krisalyn, and this is for her.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/7/2005
The Black Stain Of Impurity reviews
About rape and how the feeling of impurity lingers long after the attack...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/27/2005
Have you ever felt a pain? reviews
I think the title says enough.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/18/2005
My Little Angel reviews
About the child I lost, she'd be 3 and a half years old now... This is for her.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2005
The Brutal Truth of Numbers reviews
The facts of rape. The brutal truth of how it's breaking apart too many women too easily. Something must be done, women must unite.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/16/2005
Butterfly reviews
A quasi-metaphorical piece about domestic abuse. PG-13 for adult themes and general depressingness. Enjoy!
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/13/2005
At All Costs reviews
PG13-strong language. See 1st ch. for full summary. Money makes the world go 'round for billionaire Micheal Cameron, but not former mercenary Sylvia Reynolds. Can Micheal get her to risk her life one last time? Will she do it? R&R
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,540 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12/22/2004 - Published: 2/27/2004
Letters of Heartbreak reviews
(En español también) A series of letters to those who have impacted my life. My rapist, my abusive father, my mentor... The list goes on. Those bilinguals out there who can critique my spanish are much appreciated.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,159 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 12/19/2004 - Published: 11/5/2004
Oh Happy Dagger reviews
My own little literary allusion. About cutting. Enjoy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/15/2004
Tension reviews
Another Cutting piece, pretty good if I do say so myself. What do you all think?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/15/2004
Cutting reviews
Dark themes. Cutting just to see the blood, just to feel alive. And healing from it. R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 12/13/2004 - Published: 3/5/2004
Baby Steps Backwards reviews
After a messy break-up, getting back on your feet it hard. This is a poem about one girl who can't quite take it. Warning: Cutting.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/10/2004
La carta a mi violador reviews
Una carta a mi violador. En inglés también! Bilingüe que pueden corregirlo son mejor.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - Spanish - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/5/2004
Cry for Help reviews
PG-13 for dark themes. When you've lost all help, right before you give up, you cry out... Will anyone answer?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/13/2004
Final Journey Down reviews
Suicide. Is there such thing as emotional suicide? I think there is...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/3/2004
Return to Hell reviews
For a short time, I started writing poems about true love. What a fool I was. No matter, I'm back to my heart-wrenching angsty poems. Enjoy all, this is about my return.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/3/2004
Fear reviews
This is an assignment for school to define fear. I'd appreciate any and all corrections and constructive criticisms. Please R&R, it's due tomorrow.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,235 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/5/2004
True Love reviews
This is an assignment for school to define true love. I'd appreciate any and all corrections and constructive criticisms. Please R&R, it's due tomorrow.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,602 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/5/2004
You're not Him reviews
After a devastating heartbreak, everyone has to pick up the pieces and start over. But what if He is all you ever think about?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/1/2004
Empty reviews
A dramatic piece about the ache left in the wake of a relationship. Angsty. R&R.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/1/2004
I Sing of Winter's Wanning Glory reviews
A peice I wrote for school that I realized wasn't too shabby. About a time I was camping away from the city and found time to enjoy fresh snow fall with my boyfriend and look at the stars.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/7/2004
Free Falling reviews
Not quite sure about the title. First recent update, sorry but if I didn’t even understand my emotions, how was I supposed to convey it on paper? Finally sorted it all out, and here it is. Pain, Sorrow, Forgiveness, Betrayal and Love. He forgave me, tha
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/1/2004
Unworthy reviews
I've been blessed with so many things, but who am I to deserve them? Who am I deserve Him?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/10/2004
Upon Deaf Ears reviews
About how sometimes it just seems like all the praying and devotion is worthless and God has turned his back on you. I know this isn't true, but I can remember when I truly belived that, this is how I felt.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/9/2004
My Savior reviews
Jesus's sacrifice...and his greatest gift to me.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/8/2004
Paradise
My paradise, with you.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Published: 3/4/2004
Betrayed reviews
Friends stab you in the back. It happens. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. I won't let you fool me twice.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/3/2004
The Question
Those four little words. "Will you marry me" The commitment made, the love required to make that commitment. It's awe-inspiring.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Published: 3/2/2004
True Happiness
About finding true happiness in a relationship that allows you to give up your old pessimistic ways. To see the lighter side of life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Published: 3/1/2004
Child of Christ reviews
Christ gave his life for us. Every day I thank him for his gift to us. I thank him for showing me the light, for guiding me and for loving me. I am a Child of Christ.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/1/2004
Violated reviews
A metaphoric relation to rape. R&R. PG for dark themes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/29/2004
Stalked reviews
Being stalked can be a frightening experience...never feeling safe, not even in your own home.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 456 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/28/2004
Alcohol reviews
Alcohol changes people. It changed my father. This is about how it affected him. Warning: Abuse.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/26/2004
Tormented reviews
Heartache. A girl finally sees through her lover's facade...and what she sees leaves her heart tormented.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/24/2004
Seasons of Pain reviews
Relating seasons to how I'm feeling. How I can hardly remember feeling happy...all I can recall is the pain I feel now.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/24/2004
Suicide of the Spirit reviews
About how life, society and family all slowly kill your spirit. PG-13 for depressing themes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/24/2004
Never Enough reviews
About struggling to please your parents and failing.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/24/2004
How my Heart Cries reviews
A short piece about betrayal
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/24/2004
No One's Perfect reviews
No one is without their mistakes...without their flaws. And in order to truly love someone else, you have to accept those flaws. These are my mistakes that my Sweetheart accepts.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/23/2004
I Don't Care reviews
A girl dresses/acts like a slut. She doesn't care what others think. She knows she's like that because of her past, but doesn't care. It's a satirical approach to teenage sluts. I'm sort of pointing out how they're toturing themselves.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/23/2004
Stripped of Innocence reviews
About Rape. About how hard you try to forget, and how you can recover...if you just keep trying.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/22/2004
Memories of Pain reviews
Rape. About how a girl is struggling to recover from a vicious rape and how her attacker is all around her no matter how she tries to forget. R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/22/2004
Relapse: Why reviews
Deals with Rape. A sequel to the poem "Relapse" inspired by a reviewer and author: Darkblackwings. This is what caused the relapse. How a petty reminder can kill all the healing of three years.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2004
Choking reviews
Kinda creepy, don't know where this came from. Definitely don't feel like this, sure I have though. Really depressing. About heartbreak and how it slowly kills you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/21/2004
Before you Break my Heart reviews
About a girl who's become so jaded, she sees every relationship as one that will end in heartache, until he changes all of that. He changes, and heals, her heart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/21/2004
Reviving Lost Innocence reviews
About a girl who trusts again in a man who knows all she's been through...and loves her anyway. About how she's touched at the way he wants to heal her heart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/20/2004
Relapse reviews
PG-13: deals with Rape. Agirl who thought she'd recovered...until she falls into relapse. Back to step one after three years of healing...it seems like such a waste...R&R. Inspired by the author: Horny Biotch on this very site. Read his 'work'.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/20/2004
My Everything reviews
A small tribute to the man in my life who's made all my nightmares go away. How I feel complete now with him here. R&R! This is for you Sweetheart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/20/2004
Sick of it reviews
How I'm sick of all the Atheists out there insulting my Catholic/Christian beliefs that they know nothing about. I don't insult them so why can't they just keep quiet too? Is respect asking so much? R&R
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/16/2004
Repect reviews
About a girl who can't help how she looks or the attention she attracts, no matter how she tries. About how she finally finds a guy she can trust to care about her instead of her body. About how he respects her. R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/13/2004
Love at First Sight
A naive and girly approach to the 'love at first sight' senario. Short and sweet.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Published: 2/9/2004
I Can't Take it Anymore reviews
A really old poem I found stashed on my old penname. Wow, I didn't even remember HAVING that penname, lol. Well, this is about a girl who's love for a guy is overwhelming and isn't returned. I don't feel like this anymore but evidently I did at one point.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2004
Imagine That
About a dream come true. A girl who thought she'd never love meets the guy of her dreams. The third in a series of poems about a very special guy in my life right now. This is for you Sweetheart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Published: 2/9/2004
At war with my Heart reviews
About a girl trying to trust again after being hurt, and how her lover helps her to trust again. Her thanks to him. R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/7/2004
When all Hope was Lost reviews
Thank you. You're my hero.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/6/2004
Fear of Falling
Title sums it up. A fear of falling...in and out...of love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 2/6/2004
Honesty
About the shambles of a relationship and how a guy finally realizes what he was throwing away. How he can't get back what he lost because of lost trust.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Published: 2/4/2004
My Father
About a young girl who realizes that although her biological father is never there for her, someone is and always will be.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/4/2004
Just Friends reviews
About a girl who's told by her crush that they should be 'just friends' and how she responds to it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/3/2004
How Could You? reviews
Another piece about abuse. About how you should fight back and about how no one deserves to be treated that way.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 396 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/25/2004
Daddy Please reviews
PG-13 for dark themes and mild violence. About an abusive father and his daughter's fight for freedom and release. R&R.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/24/2004
Decisions
About a girl having to choose between two guys she really cares for and how she feels after making the decision. It's not an easy one for sure. R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Published: 1/14/2004
What you did to me reviews
Rated PG-13 because this talks about rape. About recovering and trying to get over the guilt and the pain of being raped. 2nd installment deals with finding resolution and getting on with life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 12/3/2003 - Published: 8/2/2003
Predator's Dawn: The War of the Twilight Realm reviews
Revised Prologue, read for full summary. A Vampire prince comes to power amidst war. A strangly powerful witch is raised with one goal, to kill him. When she gets that chance, will she do it? Will the war end? What of the humans caught in the middle?R&R
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,137 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/11/2003
A Few Questions
Basically, after two years since 911...some are still hurting, and will continue hurting. I am one of those people, and here are some of my thoughts on my loss.
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 429 - Published: 9/15/2003 - Complete
Pretty Little Girl reviews
A short poem about a mother watching in agony as her little girl grows up and follows the wrong path...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/28/2003
Goodbye reviews
A short poem about one of my friends who commited suicide just last Thursday and I really miss her. This is my ode to her. Rated PG for dark themes,
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/25/2003
Eclipse reviews
A group of hunters are one with the night. Vampires, all of them. Some possess special attributes that coincide with their heritage. They are bent on finishing the human race. Unfortunately, there is another team lead by two humans. Will the world be caug
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,741 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/17/2003
Everything Has A Price reviews
PG-13 for later themes. A girl and her younger brother escape the world of pain they were raised in. Escape to a safer place, or so they think. Will the man she fancies be a able to protect her? Can she protect herself from him and her past? Bad summary,
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,529 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 2/27/2003 - Published: 1/30/2003
The Last Tear reviews
A short poem about betrayal and how blind love is, and how devastating heartbreak is.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/17/2003
Why do you love me? reviews
A story of a girl who questions her beauty and worth. PG for mildly dark themes
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/13/2003
Lies Are All That's Left reviews
About the end of a relationship and a girl trying to sort through all the lies.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/13/2003
Hidden Waters reviews
Similar to 'Of all the places' this is about betrayal. It is all a metaphor until the end incase you are all wondering. PG for dark themes. Updated!
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 679 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/12/2003
This Place is my Heart reviews
PG for dark ideas...it's rather depressing but oh well. A story about a girl's inner barriers and how a boy affects her.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 605 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/7/2003
Look at what you've done reviews
This is about a girl who was heartbroken...and the results of her pain.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/4/2003