Shila
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Joined 01-01-01, id: 33321
Author has written 83 stories for Fantasy, General, Song, Horror, Mythology, Essay, General, Fantasy, Haiku, Love, Humor, Nature, and Spiritual.
W00t w00t! Welcome to fictionpress.net and my new original profile! All my fanfics are still at ff.net under the same name, so go check that out, too.
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Saturday Lovers by hav reviews
(Act 4: part 54 up) As things start to calm down for Adrian and Naoki, it is time to take care of one remaining problem: drugs. Naoki will finally realise his actions can have severe consequences, and Adrian will battle both drugs and inner demons.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 54 - Words: 248,411 - Reviews: 273 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/11/2006 - Published: 8/23/2001
Abduction and Affection by Saadia Mirage reviews
In a time and place after near apocalypse, a runaway girl is kidnapped by a pair of strange young men - One a cocky pretty boy, the other a soft-spoken boy with red eyes. This is a tale of love and trouble it can get you into. shounen-ai/yaoi/boys love
Fiction: Manga - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 10 - Words: 74,491 - Reviews: 201 - Favs: 162 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 2/19/2004 - Published: 8/10/2001
The Angel of Caffeine by Da Fly reviews
Boy Love. The budding romance between 'happy bouncey fun' Ashley and 'kinda sorta angsty yeah' Lionel. Humor and romance... but mostly humor and sugary sweet moments.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 50,932 - Reviews: 408 - Favs: 376 - Follows: 121 - Updated: 3/9/2003 - Published: 4/27/2002
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Sarah Zahd's One Thousand And One Nightmares
Trapped in the world of his father's delusion, Lilith's only escape is his worst enemy. Can they make it through the revolution his new stepmother is putting in motion... together? Slash/boylove content.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18,920 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/9/2010
Lovers in Madness reviews
This is the story of two children. They are young and pure, eyes wide open to the world and unreality. In their belief is power; in their vision is truth. And in truth, there is madness. SLASH. Copryrighted 2003.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 81,342 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 1/4/2010 - Published: 11/14/2008 - Complete
Gray
A short story about a boy, his kingdom, and what becomes of him. It's much better than it sounds. Please read and review. Rated for adult concepts and language.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,044 - Published: 10/24/2008 - Complete
Hate
She hates being in love.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 12/12/2006 - Complete
The Sineclave
Two very different young men are forced to share a room when attending school. Thus, the chaos that ensues when one makes friends with the cool crowd... a story of prejudice, romance, growing up, pretty boys, and other stuff we haven't decided on yet.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,569 - Updated: 12/12/2006 - Published: 12/11/2006
Paradise reviews
She wanders down along the misty paths, where none can follow... Her footsteps lost, in her Paradise...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/12/2006 - Complete
The Room Without a Window reviews
A late night meeting in a dingy hotel room leads to far, far more than he ever could have expected. But it's all just a bad dream, isn't it? A short, illuminatory piece in which the world ends. Please read and review.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,580 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/6/2006 - Complete
Come What May
Come what may... no fear shall I hold of the future. No regrets shall I hold of the past. Please read and review.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 11/12/2006 - Complete
Happily Ever After reviews
A song for all those who know what it's like to love, and lose. Please, read and review.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/12/2006
Welcome to the City of Dis reviews
A bunch of friends are trying their hand at running a nightclub together, but there are too many complications for it to go off without a hitch.. and why can't any of them remember anything? Please R&R! WIP
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,525 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2006
There's Something Wrong With This Girl
A song about a girl whose world isn't like anyone else's. Please read and review.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Published: 2/25/2006
Hot Summer Air reviews
"After the blinding light of the sun/There is nothing and no one/After the bright and dizzying glare/The heat of the summer air..." A little song that came to me while I was, oddly enough, basking in sunlight. Please read & review.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/25/2005
Through Your Eyes
A sappy love poem for my Kitten.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 7/18/2005
Heaven Laughing reviews
Nonsense meets philosophy and produces this. Please read and review.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/1/2005
Synopsis in Spoken Rhythm reviews
Random poetry, rambling on about the state of things.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/13/2005
The Death of Loneliness reviews
Sappy love poetry about one who was once empty now being full. In a NOT pervy way. -.' Please R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/13/2005
Duty
A ranty sort of essay on the subject of Duty. Pretty random and messed up, but worth uploading, I suppose.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 980 - Published: 3/13/2005
Apology reviews
From one man to one he loved, a poem of apology, for wrongs done and hearts broken.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 515 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/13/2005
Deep Enough To Feel reviews
Sometimes, physical pain is a retreat from the emotional ache. But only sometimes. Sometimes, it's still not deep enough to feel Rated for suicidal and mutilationist themes.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/13/2005
When You Use Me reviews
A very sexual song, definitely warrants the R rating for language and implications. Someone begs to be used and abused.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/13/2005
For Luciel, Who Followed Lilith Into Shadow reviews
The -true- story of the angel Luciel and his Fall, told in poetry. Please R&R.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/13/2005
Death of a Muse reviews
A poem detailing the suicide of a Muse in free verse. Please read and review.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,157 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/22/2005
One Little Girl reviews
Angsty, dark poetry about a very depressed little girl. Mentions of suicide. Please R&R!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 491 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2005
Flying Free reviews
Very random little short, dream sequence sort of thing, on the subject of freedom. Please, R&R. Rated for swearing.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,071 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/17/2005
To Kill An Angel reviews
A short little story from the point of view of an assassin in the army of God. Didn't think God employed assassins? Neither did they. Rated for explicit language and violence; please read & review.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,065 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/7/2004
October Sky reviews
Everyone grows up. Everyone moves away, leaves the places they love and have known. These are merely my thoughts on the subject. COMPLETELY unrelated to any movie of the same title. Please R&R.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,085 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/30/2004
Hi My Name's Danisya & I'm An Irrevocable Optimist reviews
A demon prattling on about itself as it is created in the mind of a Goddess. It's cute, and almost funny, and rather confuzzling. Rated for language. Please read & review.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,281 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/18/2004
From Amanda, With Love
Two poems written by someone who is now dead. I thought they should be where the world could see them, so please, enjoy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Published: 9/12/2004
The Four reviews
A once-magnificent world is crippled by the loss of its goddess, and only four of her chosen children remain. Unfortunately, none of these four are either good or completely sane, and so they have turned to destruction and plan to crush the entire planet.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,267 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 9/9/2004 - Published: 9/6/2004
Famous Last Words
This one is, too, all for you, as again, me LJ refuses to update. What each of the Liandyas Kaenral think of their dearly departed. In proper form at www.geocities.com/lestatatheart/lw.html
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 909 - Published: 9/9/2004
Almost Over You reviews
this one's for you, Gabby, as my LJ refuses to work. Curse fp.com for its screwing up of my formatting. in its raw form at www.geocities.com/lestatatheart/lace.html
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 747 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/9/2004
Skeleton reviews
A very, very short poem inspired by the words of a friend of mine, Please, read and review.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/9/2004
One Of These Days
All the things I'll do when I'm finally free to do them - all poetic, like. (Gyack, but that's a horrid summary. >.>) Please, read and review.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Published: 7/9/2004
Rain reviews
A poem for the rain, of the rain, revering its beauty and its sweet smell, the peace it instills in the depths of one's heart. Please, read and review.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/8/2004
Just One More Beautiful Illusion
For Irilisan. A poem to one who is leaving, and will be greatly missed by those who don't really have the right.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Published: 7/8/2004
Princes of Destiny reviews
Two young twin princes are being... well, young princes. This is the chronicle of their adventures and maybe soon something more; in this first bit of madness our boys are lost in old tunnels beneath their palace. Will they find their way out in time?
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,433 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/29/2004
Thinking Of You reviews
"Dark eyes are distant, filled with longing... And I know he's thinking of you." A girl telling her friend's boyfriend how he has changed her friend. -Dark-. Please R&R!
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/23/2004
I Have Never reviews
Insanity brought by love is not so truly a curse. This is one lover's words to another, describing how love has changed his world and driven him beautifully insane.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/22/2004
Not Sad We Parted reviews
A poem about just how stifling sanity can be; a farewell from the mind of a pyscho. Has the f-word. Ooooooh. R&R please
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/22/2004
Bending, Breaking, Broken
Three young mens' lives are torn apart as one abuses another, and retribution is dealt. Unfortunately, revenge solves little...
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,637 - Published: 10/7/2003
Fallen reviews
A very, very dark rant that simply chose to pour from my fingers. Please read and review.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 636 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/5/2003
A Runon Sentence
A rant of me about Her and other fun stuffs.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Published: 6/2/2003
One reviews
Two people as one.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/2/2003
guilty
A poem about a dark man with a dark past.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Published: 6/2/2003
Anything Else
A song. Can't describe it, but good.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 370 - Published: 6/2/2003
random rant
A stream-of-consciousness rant.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Published: 6/2/2003
Poems
Five in one. Random bits of peotry all in one file. Early work.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 827 - Published: 6/2/2003
Ocean reviews
A poem about the seas, and how I feel near them.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/2/2003
The Mirror Is The Key
A poem about mirrors, and the dangers they entail. One of my favourites.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Published: 6/2/2003
I Never
A poem about the sorrows of a broken heart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 6/2/2003
Horrorscopes for June 2003 reviews
A list of skewy horrorscopes. All bad. DO NOT TAKE THESE SERIOUSLY. Bad language.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 561 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/2/2003
Forever
A love poem for one I've since lost. One of my better ones.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 6/2/2003
Fight
A poem about the way a kid feels when his or her parents fight.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Published: 6/2/2003
111 You Might Be A Gamer Ifs reviews
A slew of signs that you've succumbed to rpg madness.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Humor/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,901 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/2/2003
the Darkness Within
Very dark poem about shadows and the senses.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 347 - Published: 6/2/2003
Alone reviews
Depressing poem about solitude. Several of them, actually. Enjoy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2003
Kohaku no Kawa reviews
"Whisper in the night/Lifting shadows from my mind/Darkness shifts, hungry." Several haiku. Same genre, I suppose. Please read. They're good!
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/16/2003
Faerie Song reviews
A free verse poem about... well, fae, and shadow, and alll sorts of Nice stuff. Me talking about my little friends... and the big ones too. I like it. please read it!
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/16/2003
100 Things I Hate About Me reviews
A girl ranting about why she hates herself. It just kind of came out of my fingers one night. *shrugs* I probably swear in it. Enjoy.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 802 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/15/2003
The Alphabet of Dead Girls reviews
A very twisted take on the alphabet. Inspired by the title of a website, "A is for Amy who fell down the stairs." Please, check it out. It's depressing, but I found names for each letter. THAT took time.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/15/2003
Wings 'A Scientific Approach'
A clinical look at the structure and workings of Faerie and Dragon wings. Bad language, because I swear a lot. Check it out... it's neat. If nothing, it's good for your stories - how to write about wings.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 566 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/29/2003
Flames of Forever reviews
A boy with unprecedented powers comes into them and stops the Shadows from destroying the world - by mastering the Shadows and ruling them. WIP.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 781 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/30/2002
The Sidhe reviews
Two things here - a vignette description of a Sidhe, and a poem about a Sidhe and the Moon. Please R-n-R!
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/3/2002
Bloody reviews
Two warriors fighting together in battle are lovers and lifebonded, but what happens when one of them falls in the battle? Slash/yaoi, deathfic, stream of consciousness. Please read and review.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/8/2002
The Truth reviews
A song about people who can't take the truth. Please R-n-R!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/28/2002
You and Me
Poemlet. For me and Bootz.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Published: 8/28/2002
Sadness Strikes reviews
An extremely depressing poem. I like it! Please R-n-R.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/28/2002
Pretty
A weird little poem-let. Please R-n-R.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 8/28/2002
Ocean's Song
Slightly depressing poem, but it has a happy ending! Please R-n-R!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 8/28/2002
MY Pledge of Allegiance
Rewritten to fit me better. Please R-n-R!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 8/28/2002
Silver Tower reviews
A poem about a lost and forgotten tower that holds naught but sorrow.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/28/2002
Judgement
A poem about judging people, particularly me. Please R-n-R!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Published: 8/28/2002
Gehenna
A poem/prophecy about the end of the world. Inspired by WW's Book of Nod.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Published: 8/28/2002
Her Again reviews
A poem, written by me when depressed. Please R-n-R!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/28/2002
untitled reviews
extremely depressing and dark poem. please rnr.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/20/2002
Don't Know Me
Just a song. Pretty good. please r-n-r, possiblity of bad language, most likely not.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Published: 8/10/2002
Untitled Random Ramble reviews
Just a weird poem that I wrote when bored. Some swearing. Please R-n-R! I live for feedback! (P.S. If this makes you mad, by all means, flame me. I think it's funny.)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 532 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/7/2002
Ruby Slippers Made of Blood reviews
Rather dark poem with WizofOz allusions - argh, I can't summarize it properly. You read it and review it and tell me what you think.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 671 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/8/2002
Not Taken reviews
A song about someone thinking they're cool when they're not. Bad summary, I know, but it's fun. please RnR
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/31/2002
Sing A Song of Moonlight
Just some song... please RnR
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 3/31/2002
scars reviews
very dark poem, please RnR
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/31/2002
war of good and evil and olympus and atlantis reviews
a true story of a group of people in a fix, my situation and as much as i can say. there might be swearing.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,614 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2002
Take My Hand - Brave The Shadows reviews
a poem of thought and deed and mind and the way it works to understand shall take time.... please read it, you'll enjoy.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6/23/2001