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Joined 03-17-03, id: 346671, Profile Updated: 08-13-11
Author has written 40 stories for General, Life, Love, Fantasy, Nature, Young Adult, and General.

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Never the Same Again
“The sexual deviant feeling you up is Michael.” Lisa drawled whilst sending a questioning look at said deviant. Raising her brow briefly, she then smirked before seeming to lean closer, her voice turning smoky. “Lean back if you want to feel your world shake.”
A band of six mismatched youths take in a small shy dark haired boy. Love lust and intrigue abound, and the bonds between family and friends are tested as a whirlwind romance begins.

Warning: Will contain scenes of a homosexual nature, and gender bending.
Rating: M (R)15

Mosaic
A collection of Short Stories

Warnings: Contained within each chapter.

Rating: T (PG-13) 12A

(Missing chapters can be found on livejournal or insanejournal)


News

There is a new update to Mosaic, and a rather overdue update to Never the Same Again, forwarning the latter is edging closer to its R rating. There is also a new poem Blister, which I spent forever trying to work out how to categorise, I suspect I failed in this. Hopefully it won't take me as long to update again.

Thank you all for your patience
Phoenix
aka Twisted Little Secret

"One of the oldest human needs is to have someone to wonder where you are when you don't come home at night."


'Now down in the dirt of my kingdom I scrawl: "This is me."'

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Black, Blinding Beauty by Caleb Ryan reviews
a sestina about the stars
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/22/2007 - Complete
Nonchlant by childe of white 19 reviews
Does no one care that everything we have ever cared for is fading away?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/28/2005
Benzocaine And Other Misadventures by asyousaid reviews
Selective use of tranquilisers
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/28/2005
Through The Eyes And Ears Of A Child by punk rocker11 reviews
True story of my upbringing. My pain and heartbreak by My father
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 7 - Words: 4,657 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 12/16/2004 - Published: 4/17/2003
Green Amber by Fuinixe reviews
So it's a love poem. So what? Read and review! Muah.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/22/2004
T, Grin, Love by Fuinixe reviews
Try and understand it. I dare you.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/16/2004
Dangers of misunderstanding the call of the world by Almost Infamous reviews
she makes herself up/to look like january/because shes sick/of being his june A poem in 4 parts.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/8/2004
Hush by Taka and Keichirou reviews
hush is written differently from my style...i wanted to try something new so here it is...it's better if spoken than read...about a woman who is abusing herself...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/5/2004
Just as Broken by PlainClothes reviews
Im just as broken
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/5/2004
Taken by Cerulean Sage reviews
Angst, as usual. Perhaps one of these days I'll write a love poem... naaah. Anyhow, rating for vague suggestion of suicide,
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/4/2004
Murder In The Moonlight by VooDooMagic reviews
a little insight into just how crazy I can be...but it sounds pretty (fixed grammar errors...forgot reviewer name)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/2/2004
A Lesser Value by lyricalprose reviews
my past and present
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/2/2004 - Complete
Breaking Mirror by Bamiyan reviews
My heart is like a mirror.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2004
An Enigma by CHAD-METRO reviews
Describes Myself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2004
walk away by Almost Infamous reviews
In a world where little boys are taught to throw stones and to die for whatever cause seems to be just at the time... where does it stop? The most inncocent of games may prove to be more. please read! its a free-form metaphorical poem
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/15/2004
Space kitten by Almost Infamous reviews
Friendships can seem like the ultimate constant when you're a teenager, and sometimes people seem like they can look into your very spirt. But everything must eventually come to an end, and the strong hearted learn to get over it. Please r/r!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 574 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/14/2004
See by Unspeakable Sins reviews
Can You See?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/1/2004
When Cynicism Strikes by Fuinixe reviews
It's about Christmas. What else to say? I was in a bad mood when I wrote it...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/11/2003
Pointy Little Dagger by Fantasian reviews
deals with suicide that why its pg-13kind shows the don side to suicide and how stupis it is when you look at it with this perspective and thoughts you about before you die UG! just read it you'll like it I promise and if you don't flame away my friend fl
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/24/2003
Ardour in Armour by Artemis Astralstar reviews
a sonnet of the thoughts of a soldier in ww1. please review.
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/11/2003
Open your eyes by Almost Infamous reviews
Sometimes I feel like my dad can be so blind, he just doesn't understand what I try to tell him. I wish I could open his eys, and make him see things from my point of veiw. Please read + review.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/2/2003
love too strong by marabelle reviews
another dramatic love poem. RnR
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/14/2003
Remember Me by Wren Craven reviews
This is a sincere reflection on my feelings...please read and review...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/9/2003
All They Can Say is Mushrooms? by Fuinixe reviews
VERY weird poem I've written here. You figure out what it's about, I'm not tellin' ya.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/8/2003
Silent Cry by Fantasian reviews
This is my first ever poem/fanfic I posted, so plaese read and review. It's about someone who is sudicidal is alone thinks no one cares and tries to get people to reach out by being obvios yet hiding it yet no one helps in the end they have to wonder what
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/12/2003
Still by Kat Cyr reviews
Still you must...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/27/2003
Need by Fuinixe reviews
My friend gave me the title after she read it. Wrote this in the throes of depression and cutting-addiction. PG13 for suicidal/violent theme.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/18/2003
Untitled 13 by Unspeakable Sins reviews
lots of feelings
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/14/2003
I Don't Know You by Chell-o Bodello reviews
My friends said I copied this one out of a book. If I did, do you think it would be here now! Anywayz, I like this one. It reflects back on how I'm scared of my own room ...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/5/2003
Unopened letter by Almost Infamous reviews
A poem about all of the simple things we one had. Seeing a starry night, and just breathing un-polluted air. About people who never stray from the beaten path of conformity. R/R!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/3/2003
Found by Almost Infamous reviews
A poem about people who never give up on you, no matter how hard you try to push them away. A twist at the end. Please read and review.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2003
What Might have been by Almost Infamous reviews
I had a really really good friend. We were so comfortable around eachother, and then I don't know what happened. This one is kind of personal, but my muse is slowly coming back to me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/9/2003
The Fake Phoenix is Revisited by Fuinixe reviews
This is for twistedlittlesecret. I wrote it because I read her poem, "A Fake Phoenix." It uses two lines from it. I hope I did it justice in one way or another. PG13 for suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/2/2003
Eyes of Stone by Almost Infamous reviews
A poem I wrote about cutting. About how people ask why you're like this, but they don't realize they they did this to you. It's weird, since I'm not a cutter my self, but it just came to me. It could also work as a song. Please revieiw!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 410 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/23/2003
As The Wind Blows by Turtle Sensei reviews
I got the idea for this after watching "Cowboy Beebop" it was from the song that played afterwards. soo yeah...anyways it's hard to explain, summarizing Poems, ruins em in MY opinion, so yeah plz read and review! ~*~Rain*~*Styorm~*~
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/22/2003
Darkness Falls, As Fear is Found by Turtle Sensei reviews
Darkness Falls, As Fear is Found, Time Stops, As Eyes Glimpse an Evil too Gruesome to Explain. What Doth the Eyes see? You wanna know read da poem...lol Bush Lovers...BEWARE!! I DO NOT LIKE BUSH! and well yeah all my War poems...only 2 of em lol! anywayZz
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 347 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/11/2003
the phoenix by Artemis Astralstar reviews
written for someone I know; 'twisted little secret'
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/31/2003
Stupid Crazy Glass by LilMissMe reviews
The itch that became a burning need. To cut and rip and shred and bleed. [rated for language + self harm]
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/27/2003
Under the carpet by LilMissMe reviews
hidden emotions...unspoken fears...where do we put them? Under the carpet
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/25/2003
Hate Me by Almost Infamous reviews
About when people use you, and hurt you, but you have to be with them anyway. An ironic twist at the end. rating for metaphores and angst. R/R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/6/2003
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Blister reviews
I would walk every desert for you. Warnings: Some unpleasant imagery.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/13/2011 - Complete
Never The Same Again reviews
A band of six mismatched youths take in a small shy dark haired boy. Love lust and intrigue abound, and the bonds between family and friends will be tested as a whirlwind romance begins. Will contain homosexuality and gender bending! New chapter 13/08/11
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 15,749 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/13/2011 - Published: 9/4/2005
Mosaic reviews
A growing collection of short stories. New story added 13/08/11. Warnings contained within. Some content may be disturbing for some readers.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 16 - Words: 5,330 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8/13/2011 - Published: 6/30/2006
Spring Snow
A descriptive poem about transformative weather. Warnings: None. Short extract: "...the bird house looks like a mini ski chalet on stilts..."
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 10/27/2009 - Complete
Ride
It was only an accident.Warning! Unpleasant imagery, implied death of other, injury.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Published: 4/29/2007 - Complete
Domestic
The pain of a broken home.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Published: 3/31/2007 - Complete
Celestial Beings reviews
Dreaming of travelling far away from here.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/22/2007 - Complete
Five Stages
A sudden loss, unexpected and unanticipated. Nothing directly stated, but strongly implied.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Published: 1/18/2007 - Complete
Autumn Storms reviews
A simple descriptive poem about the first thunderstorm of Autumn.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/11/2006
The Crone reviews
Descriptive piece about old traditions and witchery, part of my Fantasy series.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/23/2005
Weeping Willow reviews
Every now and then small refuges can be found from a chaotic world.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/26/2005
The Model reviews
Fantasies rarely live up to the reality, and all too often the beautiful are only so on the outside.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/23/2005
Mother Nature reviews
A descriptive piece, creating a physical vision of mother nature. Part of my fantasy collection. Enjoy,
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2005
Afterglow reviews
A descriptive piece, about the stillness after making love. Enjoy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/24/2005
Lovers reviews
The joyful, playfulness of a new relationship; caught in the afterglow.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/3/2005
Hunter reviews
A descriptive piece from the first POV. I hope you enjoy it.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/15/2005
Dead Flowers reviews
A somber piece about loneliness and being forgotten. Enjoy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/3/2005
Gentlemen and Blonds reviews
It's NEW! A based on the saying "Gentlemen prefer blonds" but with a twist.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2005
Perfect reviews
It's about how dreams can still be so very sweet no matter our troubles, but when we wake they just end up making things worse. Enjoy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1/28/2005
First Kiss reviews
A poem about remembering your first kiss. Enjoy
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/25/2005
Love reviews
It's a contemplative piece, in the P.O.V of a person in a long running relationship, asking themselves if they want to, or even can, fall in love. Enjoy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/23/2004
Phoenix reviews
A descriptive poem about a phoenix, hopefully the image comes across well and it's not too badly written. Enjoy.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/24/2004
Fractured Window reviews
This poems about pain and the results of it, can't really explain it all that well. Enjoy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/8/2004
Fae reviews
A descriptional piece, written whilst watching dragonflies and butterflies by a stream, hope you like it.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/20/2004
Dragon reviews
My first time in this genre, hopefully you'll get the image I wanted to create and enjoy it.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2004
Copper Wings reviews
It's a little disturbing, hopefully you'll get an angel like image.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/27/2004
Marital Bed reviews
It's about change and how unsettling it can be, how something new can feel very wrong, and why.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/30/2004
Victim reviews
It's about a destructive relationship failing, like a prostitute and her favourite john (not necessarily that), she's demanding the recognition that he won't give her
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/28/2004
Drive reviews
Always aim to go just that little bit faster if it makes you feel just that little bit more alive.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/29/2004
Life reviews
Me musing over something a teacher told me, it's very contemplative. Also inspired by Placebo's Teenage Angst.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 414 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/31/2003
Flee reviews
Just me musig over some of my more bizarre actions, enjoy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/2/2003
A True Legacy reviews
It's rather dismal and bleek, it was written after another deep contemplative session, i just asked myself why we were all here, and what happens after we're gone, and here it is
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/16/2003
Fear reviews
when our fears are nothing but imagination, how do we escape them? (slight reworking on this piece).
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/3/2003
Give me something to remember reviews
It's bout lossing love and just asking for a memory to take away
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/2/2003
No More reviews
everyone has a limit, you can't keep expecting them to deal
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/26/2003
Treason reviews
Being betrayed by someone you truly trust, is the worst pain there is in this world
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/24/2003
Days gone by reviews
It's bout memories, little hint of naughtiness, but mainly friends stuff, it's the most sappy piece I think I've done to date
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/24/2003
Playing with fire reviews
sutle undertones of murder, may seem unfinished but I wanted it to end the way it did.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/24/2003
Caged reviews
It always seems like no one can see us, and we're all alone in this world
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/18/2003
Twisted Dreams reviews
It's a confusing poem, possibly disturbing, i was delving into writting about insanity and this sprung up with a mind of its own
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3/17/2003