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Joined 03-26-03, id: 347826
Author has written 33 stories for General, General, Life, Love, and Nature.

so i guess this thing is supposed to tell you sweet readers about me, the tortured poet (tragic me, oh tragic me): i'm 20. i'm in school, an english major. i write to save my sanity, not to make pretty happy fluffy poems. and i'm not inspired to write when i'm in a good mood, which does happen occasionally, but just not when i'm inspired to write... my poems come in waves, i'll not write for a month or so and then i'll write five poems within a day of eachother... so if you group them, they're kind of themed...

peace kiddies.

~me

UPDATE* 10.9.06

hey! new poetry!

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fall reviews
the world is dying, preparing to sleep. it's fall again. time to fall.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/9/2006
Finally Run Away
i finally got away from my life, and for a split second i felt the urge to flee back... just for a moment.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Published: 10/9/2006
, said the shotgun to the head
title taken from a way better poem by Saul Williams. loosely inspired by that poem too, but not really... about life. and sanity.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 460 - Published: 10/9/2006
midnight musings
prosey bit of poetry thing: when life is so sad that to feel empty would be more then you feel now. written at three am in a sleeping house.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Published: 12/17/2005
a loss for words
ever felt like you were looking at the world like through a pane of dirty and cracked glass? like you were seeing the world with the rest of the world, but something was just not quite right? ever just wished you could be someone near normal?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Published: 11/26/2005
ever feel like dying?
random little prosey/poetry bits about death. and captain emo says along the vein, not against the vein.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 484 - Published: 11/12/2005
peace reviews
oh oh! i found a happy poem! i actually wrote one once. isn't that nice? i wrote it over the summer... it was a pretty day.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/9/2005
pink reviews
you know how in high school, your english teacher tells you to pick a color and then write a poem? well, i'm in college now, but this is what i threw together for my dear little sis in her moment of need. enjoy.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2005
lost reviews
this was written after losing my fifth game of freecell in a row. oh yeah, and my mind.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2005
i lost myself agian last night reviews
and this is what happens when you let yourself slip...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2005
freezer burn reviews
self destruction, masochistic habits... isn't life fun?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2005
melted plastic reviews
when my world smells like that Dali painting... what exactly do melted clocks smell like?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2005
when poetry is beautiful
if poetry was what it was meant to be, it wouldn't be what i make it...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Published: 11/9/2005
dry reviews
its about drugs, my friend. the poem is about drugs...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/9/2005
crawling reviews
my skin crawls to think that it all means nothing. but who's to say something means anything? what right do i have to pretend to be a poet? to waste the page with my scrawl? my scribblings?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/23/2005
terrified doesn't even cover it
i dreamt about love the other night. i had to wake myself up at the end of the dream, just to make sure, it was really a dream. thank god.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Published: 10/23/2005
irony
the irony that is life is that we think it should be happy. but happy is paradox, things can only make you happy if you're happy in the first place, and if that were true you wouldn't be trying to be happy...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 10/23/2005
i float
a leaf on the wind has grace, but no purpose...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Published: 10/23/2005
Kiss Away reviews
my only desire in life is to not cry. i just want for him to not be able to make me cry.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/2/2005
Make Believe reviews
poem about a perfect world, a world where i can be in love, and my lover will love me back...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/2/2005
Candy Games reviews
poem about drug culture imbedded in today's pop culture, and the kids who don't know it...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/2/2005
Bugs reviews
poem written about pop culture, and how today's pop culture is based on the pop culture of the 80's, when cocaine was the drug of the era. these things are connected, you know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/2/2005
Love: That which was missing reviews
Short story about a girl and her relationship with her sometimes lover
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,332 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/25/2005
It's not you, it's me
rated for language and content, monolouge type thing about what happened and what could come
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,587 - Published: 9/3/2004
Karma reviews
fair amount of swearing, peom about how you will get what you deserve
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/15/2003
Balance, or, My Little Shining Ray of Optomism reviews
peom about the balance of life
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/15/2003
To Live reviews
poem written when very depressed
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/15/2003
On With The Show reviews
bit outdated.. but i like the piece anyway
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/8/2003
Just Pretend reviews
people... this is just about people and how fake they are
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/8/2003
Suicidal Sally
prosey little bit about commiting suicide... it was the begining of a story, but i like this part better than the whole story, so i took the story off...
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Published: 6/8/2003
rants of a pessimist
from your director to you, life
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 549 - Published: 5/21/2003
I can see what you see not reviews
poem about the horror inside my head
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/21/2003
Ode to a lost love never had
3 part story about a girl who commits sucide, her love, and the other 12 people who die, artsy little bit...
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,568 - Published: 5/21/2003