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Author has written 28 stories for Love, Life, and General. One of the places where I can mostly be honest...it's a place a write for myself and to have my feelings down. I admit tho that I love them reviews ^^...it's stuff that, that inspires me to write to know that I am not the only one that feels that way. I write poems mostly, I want to try for a full length story but unfortuanately I am not as talented as my favorite authors yet. I'm from CA and currently in school figuring out my purpose in life, along the way I feel a little angst and this is my outlet of hope or depression. |
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Drop reviews
Poem about the pressures of working so hard towards something only knowing in the end it was all for nothing, a useless trophy
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/24/2006
goodbye forever reviews
a poem about saying goodbye and that many of the times it's forever and we shouldn't fool ourselves with false promises
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/24/2006
Pain as my muse reviews
Poem about how pain ends up being a muse for many of those writing and a examination of that
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/24/2006
I believed the lies reviews
poem about discovering your world was all false and the one you held most dear spun all those lies to laugh at you behind your back
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/24/2006
Feelings
Poem about hiding feelings because we don't want to get hurt again and again
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Published: 2/24/2006
Yesterday I lost my heart
A poem describing rage, it's mostly a venting piece, please r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Published: 2/13/2006
Realization of You
Growing up and losing those people who you once held that special bond with
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 5/15/2005
Want me
To be wanted...is that what almost everyone desires...even for a little while?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Published: 5/15/2005
The Love of Others reviews
some people want to be loved by someone or to be someone, we think that it will make us happy if we're admired and loved by our peers...this is about that want
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/15/2005
The Right to Exist reviews
I want to accept myself, to know that I have the right to exist and not to be pushed down by anyone
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/14/2004
I wanted to write a poem
A poem about writing a poem itself and some of my thought processes in writing one...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 1/22/2004
Carefree of these feelings reviews
World of prejudice that we live in...and express on living in that world where our decision on who to love is hindered
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/20/2004
Name
Don't you like it the way someone says you're name? An expression
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Published: 1/20/2004
Erase reviews
Talking about fading memories, lives, feelings and etc...of the past. We want to hold on to these intense memories but they're fading away
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/17/2004
In three reviews
A mistaken romance with the backdrop of a university and in the view of a student lamenting over an affair with an older professor.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/30/2003
Thinking of You and Thinking of Me
A response to a large influx of feelings put into words
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Published: 10/4/2003
Oh Crap reviews
It was simple...well sort of, I hated you, you hated me...then I realized something else that I didn't want to. Some language
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/23/2003
Heavier Emotions
Emotions changing from friendship to something deeper
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/23/2003
Sick and Twisted reviews
Are you afraid to let your true self roam free?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/23/2003
An Impossible Reality reviews
We might at times wish or touch a world that we made up to shelter ourselves from our own pain and indudge in it with great pleasure forgetting about how unreal it is.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/17/2003
Thousand Regrets
Sometimes there are things that we do that we absolutely regret. We wish so hard to try to not to dwell on them or to somehow forget them, but unfotunately they always sit there in your head until the finally solution comes that might not be the solution
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Published: 8/17/2003
Mistaken Movements reviews
Growing up and discovering that first relationship, one sided angst considering the blunders we make when we're finally out there in the world
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/22/2003
Don't Know
Feelings that you're trying to sort out the first time about a first relationship
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 6/17/2003
I fall away
Issues about not being able to live up to who we want to be. This sort of reminds me of a viagra commerical, but it's not about that.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Published: 4/2/2003
Life and love in a nutshell reviews
I made a CD one day based on my "life" so I wrote something to describe it. Simply it's love lost and rememberance
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2003
Take Me reviews
An expression of letting one use us for a replacement because we foolishly love them (Note: One bad word and some implications)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/2/2003
She knows it's too late reviews
A reflection of life and our unfulfilled promises to ourselves at the brink of death
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/2/2003
Meaningless Love reviews
My ode to that little monster called love
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2003