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Joined 04-09-03, id: 349608
Author has written 10 stories for General, Romance, Mystery, Thriller, Action, and Horror.

My biography.

Born in D.C., raised in China, came back to the good ole United States seven years later. Which apparently, was just in time to get bombed by the enemies that Georgie Dubya has created through his war on Iraq. Not that I particularly care.

I am little enthused by politics and things that have yet to directly change my world, and as such, I remain ignorant and young. And yet, I am old, for I feel jaded. In my life I have travelled to the ends of the earth with a diplomat father, and met thousands of individuals, most of whom I can dearly recall.

I have felt isolation, much heartbreak, and underwent a self-imposed childhood of repression. Perhaps it is the Asian culture, or perhaps it is just the restrictiveness of family life, but I find myself to be quietly trapped in a prison-world that I have neither the courage to escape nor the courage to face an alien world outside my own festered misery.

I am jealous of the people who can live without my misery. I am jealous of the people who can choose to love another person, and have that person at least return lust. I am jealous of the people who live with more misery, for pain is inspiration. And the cancer of such jealousy makes me ashamed, because there are those with far greater woes.

Today, April the ninth, I would not protest in the name of halting LGBT discrimination, because the boy I loved--who did not love me back-- asked me to fight for the cause.

Three months ago, in January, I borrowed money from the girl I loved--who did not love me back--and never returned it.

Alas, how this reflects my bitter, old, jealous, hideous self. I don't look in mirrors anymore, because God knows what I'd find staring back.

//The Waker is my true love.

Update: Fell in love, got divorced, made a playlist, looking for someone to help me forget the pain...Odd, that...I normally prefer to remember everything.

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Karins reviews
An unwieldy triangle.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,605 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/3/2006 - Complete
The Least I Could Do reviews
Running away from home is nothing like coming home.
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,068 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/16/2005
A female assassin gets a chance to fulfill her personal vendetta.
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,033 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/7/2004
Beloved Wife & Mother reviews
Mena Barrows, an unhappy housewife, learns the meaning of love, sex, and murder.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,381 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/10/2004
Le Cadavre Exquis The Exquisite Corpse reviews
Short story for a local writing magazine...suicide contemplation, anorexia, teen angst.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,035 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/14/2003
22 reviews
A autopsy doctor becomes obsessed with the life of an anonymous corpse that he examines.
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 908 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/27/2003
Strange Ravens reviews
A girl, a boy, and the world that cannot speak.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,387 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/23/2003
Grey Haze reviews
Love. True love. Dedicated to the girl I once loved. May the knife spare your mind.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,332 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6/12/2003 - Published: 6/10/2003
The Affairs of Mrs Charlotte Greyn reviews
An older woman seduced by man ten years younger. The story of her spiral into despair, and how true love changes after high school.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,827 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/10/2003
Wendy and Seven Other Evils reviews
The seven deadly sins as personified by high school students plus a new evil making its debut. Beware, baby.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,065 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 4/15/2003 - Published: 4/12/2003
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