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Joined 05-01-03, id: 352784
Author has written 14 stories for Haiku, Life, and Nature.
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The truth, now.
I tried to kill myself, it's true. I didn't quite swallow enough tylenol, though, and spent a great deal of time in hospitals for both physical and emotional treatment.
I've been lost for quite a while, over a year, I suppose. But I'm back now, with the help of a religious epiphamy. I'm a great believer of perennial philosophy, now, and I hope to share it with the world sometime.
My name isn't Tommy, I'm not 15, I'm not even male. Just think of me as an anonymous voice in a sparkling sea of interconnected electricity. I forgot about this site, while roaming around, looking for meaning. But the reviews and emails I've received from complete strangers have truly touched me. Tears grow in my eyes when I read some of these, and for that, I'm overwhelmingly thankful.
I'm starting over. I don't even know if anyone remembers that this site exists, but that's ok. One of these days, I will be creating a new FictionPress account, where I'll put up my new poetry, which I hope has grown. I'll post it here. Once again, thank you anyone who has ever come across the site.
I leave you with a single thought-
Good and evil- just one more of humanity's delusions. In the higher reality that is both our source and our destiny, polar relationships do not exist within emotions. After all, what is one without the other?

hi everyone

unfortunately, something has happened in my life that i can't bear to deal with any longer. i only see one way out, one escape, one release of pain. on may 11th, my 15th birthday, i will no longer be here.
though i haven't been on fictionpress for long, but i want all of you to know how meaningful it has been for me. thanks to everyone who was reviewed my work. you don't know how much i appreciate your support, i'm sorry i didn't find this place sooner. bye.

-tommy

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Window Into My Life by Children of the Root reviews
Haikus about life and thoughts in general part 1
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 100 - Words: 2,311 - Reviews: 341 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 6/9/2003 - Published: 3/5/2003
Believe? by Froberg reviews
Seeing that the bible is pretty popular among haiku-writers, I decided to do some about my beliefs. *FINISHED*
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 5/10/2003 - Published: 5/2/2003
Rain by Ilsa Immerman reviews
See title.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2003
Hellish Repetition by Jade6 reviews
Nothing is worst then monotony. Repost. Please R/R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/2/2003
So Lovingly, Lovingly Bludgeoned by reveileb maerdyad reviews
me, opening a book. *shivers*
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/28/2003
Heartbroken by soulspring reviews
this is a poem i wrote a while ago when i was really feeling upset and heartbroken, hence the title of the poem. this is my emotion.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/27/2003
The Wind's Whisper by condemned Hope reviews
Just read and find out.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/16/2003
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Untitled reviews
my last post...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/9/2003
Girl Smiling reviews
it was like she was satisfied with the pain she gave me...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/8/2003
Voids reviews
hm..
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/4/2003
Red reviews
red. my favorite color.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5/3/2003
Autumn reviews
mm i love autumn
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5/3/2003
Gone reviews
another depressing one. sigh.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5/2/2003
Scarred reviews
betrayal sucks.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/2/2003
Leaving reviews
this is a hopeful poem, i can't really think of a good title. any suggestions?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/2/2003
Rock Bottom reviews
quite depressing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5/1/2003
Water reviews
water
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 5/1/2003
Hold Your Breath reviews
i dont know where the idea for this came from. hmm. oh well.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 5/1/2003
AM reviews
i get up early to watch the sunrise every sunday :)
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/1/2003
Ocean Horizon reviews
i like the ocean too
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5/1/2003
Under the Sky reviews
i like the night
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/1/2003