Author has written 14 stories for Haiku, Life, and Nature.-edit-
The truth, now.
I tried to kill myself, it's true. I didn't quite swallow enough tylenol, though, and spent a great deal of time in hospitals for both physical and emotional treatment.
I've been lost for quite a while, over a year, I suppose. But I'm back now, with the help of a religious epiphamy. I'm a great believer of perennial philosophy, now, and I hope to share it with the world sometime.
My name isn't Tommy, I'm not 15, I'm not even male. Just think of me as an anonymous voice in a sparkling sea of interconnected electricity. I forgot about this site, while roaming around, looking for meaning. But the reviews and emails I've received from complete strangers have truly touched me. Tears grow in my eyes when I read some of these, and for that, I'm overwhelmingly thankful.
I'm starting over. I don't even know if anyone remembers that this site exists, but that's ok. One of these days, I will be creating a new FictionPress account, where I'll put up my new poetry, which I hope has grown. I'll post it here. Once again, thank you anyone who has ever come across the site.
I leave you with a single thought-
Good and evil- just one more of humanity's delusions. In the higher reality that is both our source and our destiny, polar relationships do not exist within emotions. After all, what is one without the other?
unfortunately, something has happened in my life that i can't bear to deal with any longer. i only see one way out, one escape, one release of pain. on may 11th, my 15th birthday, i will no longer be here.