sangriastrange
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Joined 05-10-03, id: 354232
Author has written 34 stories for Essay, Supernatural, Family, Friendship, Life, Love, Romance, General, Spiritual, Fantasy, Young Adult, Fantasy, and General.
The basics: Generally female, sixteen, pansexual, an academic. Slightly pretentious, a literary junkie, nearly always in love. Art school - a lit major, a bookish slut, increasingly less self-destructive, a vegetarian when she feels like it. A math whiz even though she hates it, addicted to languages (French, Latin, Spanish, German) and chai tea. Practices Zen Buddhism even though she was raised half Irish Catholic and half Romanian/Barvarian Jew. Loves to talk to random strangers on bus stops, pretend to be Audrey Hepburn, and stay up late drinking wine with her parents and dicussing philosphy at three am. Currently living with two crazy organic hippie parents - one painter/jeweler, one computer programmer/philosopher, a Dungeons and Dragons, Magic playing, computer hacker eleven year old, two runty, whiney, cats, a multitude of fish named after 70s glam rockers, and occasionally: foster kids, a musical cousin and her seminary-school fiancé, one or the other of my gay next door neighbours if they're fighting, several non-related siblings, and a plethora of strays.

Humanoid Obsessions: Edgar Allen Poe, Sylvia Plath, Allen Ginsberg, Emily Dickinson, Anne Sexton, Jack Kerouac, Mason Jennings, David Bowie, Brian Molko, Clara Bow, Antoine de Saint-Exupery, Edward Gorey, Neil Gaiman, Oscar Wilde, C.S. Lewis, Douglas Adams, Terry Pratchett, Aubrey Beardsley, J. R. R. Tolkein, Graham Greene, René Magritte, Escher, Salvador Dalí, E. E. Cummings, Kurt Vonnegut, J. D. Salinger, Marquis de Sade, Tom Stoppard, Alan Cumming, Stephan Fry, Don Marquis, Jeff Buckley, Dr. Seuss, William Shakespeare, Tori Amos, Walt Whitman, Christina Rosseti, Erika Lopez, Ed Norton, Francesca Lia Block...

Addictions: chai tea, tabouli, Zan's artwork ( http://mylifeinblue.keenspace.com ), slashy fanfiction (X-Men and Harry Potter in particular), red juice, books of any sort, androgynous people, Neutral Milk Hotel, http://www.scarleteen.com , gender and sex studies, blogging, comic books, www.dreamhavenbooks.com , chapstick, orgasms, Neil's journal (http://www.neilgaiman.com/journal/journal.asp ) , Heather's journal (http://www.femmerotic.com/journal.html ), poetry of any kind, Jones Soda, and nail polish.

Politics: One of those 'bleeding-heart liberals': pro-peace, pro-sex, pro-choice, anti-dicrimination of any sort, yay polyamory, etc, etc.

Where you'll find her:
Various journals/blogs http://peachypi.diaryland.com , http://www.livejournal.com/users/hoshistar , http://www.deadjournal.com/users/iloveyouandshit , and http://sangriastrange.deviantart.com
Emails hoshistar@hotmail.com , tweetiesweetpea@hotmail.com , hoshistar3232@yahoo.com
Messengers msn: hoshistar, yahoo: hoshistar3232, AIM: swizzlekiss17

Oh, and, fanfiction is at fanfiction.net. http://www.fanfiction.net/profile.php?userid=382931

Note: Form and structure often play a big part in anything I write. Hence, inconsitant capitalization, odd sentence structure, etc. are all purposely that way. I follow spelling and grammar rules, but sometimes, in poetry I don't follow rules of punctuation. I decide carefully the way I want my words to look. These are not errors.

O Rose by Glass Unicorn reviews
A dark and stormy evening with two dark and stormy hearts twisted by misunderstandings long past. Rated for later chapters including somewhat graphic f/f. No open-minded, no review. Otherwise, comments are welcome. Chapter 5 is now up.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,634 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 6/17/2003 - Published: 6/8/2003
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Burn the Righteous Down reviews
"Lick our lips and smile grimly, tear against our throats/they will rip us, they will bind us/we will burn the righteous down."
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/3/2003
Bound Future reviews
"I want us cold and gray in all colors together..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/3/2003
The Benefits of Lying With Your Friends reviews
He isn't worth it.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/8/2003
Photo Negatives reviews
We are those two girls.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/8/2003
No wings, no bananas reviews
[There will be no lilies, morbid child. This is not your funeral.]
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 451 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/8/2003
Let it Out reviews
"It pulls on my tendons as though they were harpstrings, twists my intestines until my palatte is constantly washed with acid.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/4/2003
frost reviews
"...gather below you to worship your holyness and pray for something whatever miricle you would purposely withhold..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2003
depth
"telling the truth/and letting the tears spark my eyes"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/3/2003
Death in the East Stairwell
P.S. It smells like death in the stairwell in the east building.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 437 - Published: 6/3/2003
artificial reviews
"melting over each other/in a cake batter/mix of emotion/spinning out of control"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2003
Ange reviews
"et le matin, Ange, je suis laissé/avec seulement une main complètement des plumes salies" Veuillez pardonner mon français - ce n'est pas ma langue maternelle, mais je l'aime. Le deuxième chapitre est la même poésie, en anglais. The second chapter i
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - French - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/27/2003
Can't Buy Me Love reviews
Niko says "You're getting taller, babe." simply because he knows I'll say "Don't call me babe, that's so degrading."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 621 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2003
All That Glitters is not Gold reviews
I was wearing lipstick, and my lips felt sticky and heavy, and I thought kiss me kiss me kiss me but all he ever did was kiss his fingertips.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/25/2003
Blue and Gray reviews
A sonnet.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/11/2003
It Didn't Matter reviews
"When she laughed it sounded like sobbing and when she cried it felt like mirth."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 481 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/11/2003
Snow reviews
"Say something. If you don't I'll cry, I'll lose my breath."
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 423 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/11/2003
laughter reviews
"you scream i love you at someone else/i don't think you'll ever learn to whisper"
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11/2003
Salt Water reviews
"i was never one of those girls who could cry beautifully'
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/11/2003
Deliberately
"Her hair of floating sky is shimmering, glimmering, In the sun."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Published: 5/11/2003
inconsistency reviews
"repeating yourself in irregular ways/they are all synonyms of your guilt"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/11/2003
anticipation
"i'll watch you do it again/addictive in a morbid sort of way"
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Published: 5/11/2003
midnights reviews
"my fingers smell like wine and hot chocolate"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/11/2003
hiding
"bandaged and burnt and wrapped in bedsheets"
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Published: 5/11/2003
I Didn't Mean It reviews
"she gave me the alphabet magnets because she said they were like my childhood"
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 481 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11/2003
These Are The Things I Want reviews
"I want to dance barefoot in the rain in white gauze and not care that the fabric is sheer, and wet, and hangs on my breasts and thighs."
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,168 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/10/2003
Her Colors reviews
" 'I've never had pink rice before,' she says and smiles. Today she shivers and she's blue. Her laughter sounds like thin falling leaves. She's never looked good in black."
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 535 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2003
I Only Ever Love People When They Hurt reviews
"My neighbours have a crab apple tree, and as we walked beneath it's branches the wind blew, and purple-pink flowers fell on our hair and shoulders."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2003
True Form reviews
Vampires, demons, general supernaturalness. Mulit-chaptered.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,002 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2003
torn away reviews
as my throat closes my words...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2003
childhood monsters reviews
"...death wishes never to be carried out..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2003
indifference reviews
'a connection/almost frightening to look upon'
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2003
frigid christmas reviews
The happiest time of the year?
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2003
Dreams Can Come True
"The air was pleasant, and thick, and smelled of the ripe avocados which fell from the a near by tree and split open on the grassy hill below. The skies were gray and the whole world around me was black and white, like an old tv show." I hate the title,
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,043 - Published: 5/10/2003
Wouldn't It Be Great If We Could Always Do This? reviews
He said “Last night I had a dream that we were sitting in a café in France, and you said ‘Wouldn’t it be great if we could always do this?’ and I started crying. Then I woke up.”
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 988 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2003