black pixie
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Joined 05-14-03, id: 354884
Author has written 33 stories for Life.
hey everyone...i have a name but i dont think i'll tell you... some of my friends call me pixie or simply insanity. i write what i feel and thats about it so most of my poetry is dark and depressing but it makes me smile so i guess that counts for something i recently revised this site/ profile because i had 322 poems on it and most of them were crap... i've been writing on average about 5 poems a day for about a year or so... you do the math... there's a lot... i love being reviewed even if its negative because i love to know what other people think so please say something if you read it... it's only fair but then life isn't so you shouldnt have to be either... i just defeated the purpose... i'm into music like linkin park, diffuser, AFI, the distillers, the white stripes, eve 6, SR71, Allister, 3 Days Grace, Evanescence, Alkaline Trio, Chevelle, Finch, Green Day, Godsmack, Trapt, MXPX, Sense Field, Wakefield, Sugar Cult, Switchfoot, Smile Empty Soul, Misfit, and The Troys. wow that was a long list
here's a bit of poetry i cant finish but its short so i didnt want to put it into a story
Is it worth it now to die
When all I ever do is cry
And it won’t make a difference
No matter how hard I try
I’m always left
Feeling so empty and dry

oh yeah i'm 15... one of those nasty teenagers... no i'm not nasty i'm smarter than the rest i did all that stupid stuff last year... sorry if that sounds cocky i tell it like it is... okay i'm done now

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Falling Fairy by Pineapple Dreams reviews
When life gets you down. Just put on your broken wings and jump.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/23/2004
Bloody Moonlight by Les Yeux Minuit reviews
Hard to explain...I think you might like it though. Please R&R! THANKS
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/28/2003
Gone by x-broken-princess-x reviews
someone who feels unwanted
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/26/2003
Only a pawn by Pixipowder reviews
I felt a little used and a little hurt. I felt a little wiser.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/25/2003
These Masks by BloodCalling reviews
r/r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/21/2003
Nonconformist by Tourniquet-Whisper reviews
This is about being your own person and not giving a shit of what people say and not changing for anybody
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/24/2003
The Person I Once Knew by Silent Dreamer reviews
basically about when you look into the mirror and realize you're not who you used to be
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/6/2003
Blessing In Disguise by Silent Dreamer reviews
trust me.. it isn't happy!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/31/2003
Lies by Silent Dreamer reviews
about how you really can't trust anyone.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/7/2002
Helpless by Silent Dreamer reviews
people want to help me but they really don't believe when i tell them they can't.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/27/2002
Fallen Angel by Silent Dreamer reviews
hmm i guess it's about how i'm supposed to be this angel and everyone's shining light but i'm not. please read and review.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/13/2002
Open Your Eyes by Silent Dreamer reviews
extremely mad when i wrote this. still am.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/14/2002
What Would You Do? by Silent Dreamer reviews
title summarizes it... r/r?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/7/2002
My Secret by Silent Dreamer reviews
wellllll not a very good title for this but i couldn't think of one that matched! r/r!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/3/2002
I'm Not Who I Used To Be by Silent Dreamer reviews
well look at the title. it's kinda depressing... like most of my stuff....
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/3/2002
It's Time To Settle The Score by Silent Dreamer reviews
people have hurt me way too much and it's time for them to feel what i feel.....
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/30/2002
Shadows of Hatred by Silent Dreamer reviews
Well it's about the shadows of self hatred that consume you... i think...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/24/2002
The Way It Has To Be by Silent Dreamer reviews
summaries are stupid just read and review!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/23/2002
You Think I Have Everything? by Silent Dreamer reviews
People think i have everything. But really i have nothing.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/24/2002
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Your Cover's Blown reviews
for a "friend" of mine... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/22/2004
Would You Like a Sip? reviews
its kind of deranged and vampiric (i know i didnt spell that right)... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/22/2004
Trick reviews
please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/22/2004
The Time Known as Before reviews
please R&R!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/22/2004
The Same reviews
angsty... like everything else... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/22/2004
So Twisted, So Sick reviews
its about me and this guy who are having... problems... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/22/2004
It's Just Not My Style reviews
its about... a lot of things... but i like it... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/22/2004
A Happy New Year
sort of angsty... and written during the New Year season... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Published: 1/22/2004
Wait in Vain reviews
poem for a few friends of mine... r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/28/2003
The End reviews
for my friend who isnt here... r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/28/2003
thanks reviews
for all the people who helped me get through... r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/28/2003
Tell Her reviews
for a friend of mine... i would tell you this but you wont listen... r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/28/2003
Start Over Again reviews
about wanting to die and then faking it... read it you'll get it... r/r PLEASE!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/28/2003
Play Along reviews
old and from the archives r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/28/2003
Pain
about the BEEP that ruined my life ... r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Published: 12/28/2003
Look reviews
ummm i dont know r and r please!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/28/2003
I'm Sorry reviews
for my friend... i'm sorry, please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/28/2003
I Hope I Don't Get Caught
this was written a while ago... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 12/28/2003
When You Are Here reviews
wow this is sappy of me and exceedingly emotional... unlike most of the stuff i write... r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/24/2003
Try Me reviews
okay for sarah she bugs me... r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/24/2003
Troubled reviews
for a friend of mine... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2003
Something reviews
i dont know what to say anymore... r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2003
Nothing Left At All reviews
this is a poem and it is depressing... again... it's self explanatory... r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2003
My Goodbye reviews
yeah ummm this is old and depressing like all of my poetry... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2003
Just Tell Me I Know reviews
for anthony... hon i love you... r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2003
It's XMas Eve reviews
wow this is depressing and kind of really dark... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2003
I Wish reviews
for a friend of mine who is no longer my friend... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2003
Find A Way
from the archives of lost poetry that was long ago forgotten... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Published: 12/24/2003
Everything Is Clear
i wrote half of this when i was going through a depressing spur of life and the other half after i had opened my eyes so it contradicts itself a little bit... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 12/24/2003
Dream
this was a dream i had... it was a little on the creepy side but i, being myself, turned it into a poem and all was good... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 12/24/2003
Die reviews
i was bored and depressed... as usual... r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/24/2003
Check My Left Arm
kind of dark very short a little disturbing... i like it and it fits me... r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Published: 12/24/2003
Your Broken Toy reviews
this is for... ummm i dont know but i think it's okay please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2003