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Author has written 22 stories for Life, and Love.
Andrea:
Name: Andrea
Nickname: Dria
Age: 14
Grade: 9th
Live: Georgia
Eyes: Blue
Hair: Very short blonde
Height: 5'2"
Weight: 127 lbs.

Just me..Alone:
You know what I think my real problem is? I don't have anyone to talk to. Not anymore. I mean I do, but not about some things, not to some people. I just want someone to understand that I'm not as fucking shallow as I act. I am hiding myself, and I feel that if I hide any longer, I may die. God, I sound so damn stupid, I just can't really explain myself anymore. It's like the perfect black and white lines are gone, and I am living in the gray. I don't care much, I just wish I had someone here to be alone with. The plain out truth: I want a damn girlfriend.

Favorites:
Book: Empress of the World by Sara Ryan
Tv Show: Degrassi
Movie: Pirates of the Caribbean
Author: JK Rowling
Website: Teen Open Diary
Actress: Angelina Jolie
Actor: Johnny Depp
Band: AFI and Evanescence
God: Davey Havoc
Goddess: Amy Lee
Song: Padriac my Prince by Bright Eyes

More About Me:
I am in Drama at my school and I'm working on getting into the afterschool drama group. I'm going to join the photograhy club at my school too. I am pretty artistic, mainly through poetry and drama and such. My style is between artsy and preppy, but it's changing...like I am. I play electric guitar, flute, and clarinet. I want to start a band, but with a guy main singer.

Quotes:
"Sometimes the happiest people are the best actors"
"Never say anything that will not improve on silence."
"Religion is binding, but without it we are lost. Do we chose tradition with no choice, or freedom without a plan?"

Shoutouts:
Emily, we have so many differences and opinions and beliefs, but we're still as close as ever even though we don't get to talk much anymore. I love you.
Katie, I love you to death, and umm if you ever want to talk, I want you to know that I'm here.

Poetry Info:
I have been writing poetry for about 4 years. I've been published 5+ times in the USA and Europe, and I got 2nd in the State of Georgia for my poem "Blind Eye". Andrea

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Stars by LockedUpShutOut reviews
two girls struggle try to make their relationship work at the same time as trying to get everyone else to understand it (I suck at summaries obviously)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,463 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/13/2003
tough girl by pixierose reviews
when you feel like you have no friends left, what happens? PG for lesbian themes...chapter 2: hearing voices
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 6/30/2003 - Published: 6/22/2003
Save Me From the Dark by SparklingMRougeIce reviews
WARNING: This is a very angsty story, set to the song My Immortal by Evanescence.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,057 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/27/2003
BEING REWRITTEN by LadyWillow2 reviews
This story is being rewritten. Please click my username to find the new version. Thanks!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 22,826 - Reviews: 101 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 6/21/2003 - Published: 4/13/2003 - Complete
To The Grave by aisuruchan reviews
A story of two girls, Angela and Marie, their life, their love, and their end. (Lesbian themes, nothing graphic. If you don't like it, don't read it)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,188 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/20/2003
Lez School 101 by Ashadu reviews
It's PG-13 so far, but it's going to become rated R. A young girl is ridiculed after discovering she's a lesbian and goes to a school for lesbians.
Fiction: Manga - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,328 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 6/9/2003 - Published: 5/4/2003
Poison Of Words by Torn Altair reviews
Just a poem I wrote when I was mad at a certain guy. Plz read & review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2003
Let me be me by Janine Guenter reviews
This poem is about the feelings with in. (I've never uploaded anything or written on this site before , so ya be nice)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/2/2003
Revenge by swift sky silver reviews
The true meaning of revenge.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2003
Tell me before its too late by bee-oliva reviews
hey you guys, PLEASE read my other poems!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/31/2003
Crimson Pain by i heart blood reviews
warning story contains *suicide* The last moments of a slightly crazy girl
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 992 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/30/2003
Fading by Plutostar reviews
Suicide themed. How I generally feel. I feel my life fading.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/19/2003
That Butch by CrazyWriter reviews
Musings on the kind of butch I’ve always been and why and how I got there. Gender-sensitive issues, and lesbian innuendos. Please read and review.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,413 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 21 - Published: 5/17/2003
What I feel by poetgrl reviews
The name speaks for itself.//revised//
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2003
Requiem of Loss by Steve Jester reviews
A person looses their best friend, and lover is torn by whether to move on or stay loyal, but she's also a lesbian.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,938 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2003
My Weakness by Janice C. Vasquez reviews
A lesbian and her one weakness. Short. Please R/R
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 9 - Published: 3/21/2003
I Lied to You by Lina Inverse reviews
A story about a suicidal bisexual teen. Very very angsty. Warning: contains a lot of harsh suicidal ideas, repeated uses of the F-word, and light (very light) f/f pairing
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,783 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Published: 2/22/2003
Of Love And Weasels by CrazyWriter reviews
F/F relationship. One shot. Two close friends, a butch lesbian and her bisexual counterpart, find themselves questioning the context of the love they have for each other. Not exploring sexuality, but rather contexts of emotions. Please read and review.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,611 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/5/2003
Nova by TenshiKurai reviews
The fictional Diary of a girl named Nova. Rated pg-13 for mild language,some cutting,and lesbian themes
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,003 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Published: 8/4/2002
Girl Meets Girl by Amy6 reviews
Lindee and Penelope, both lesbians, hit it off at the mall... What'll happen to their relationship?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 711 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/15/2002
Magazines by SoulCatcher reviews
About a teenage girl who happens to be a lesbian, and her coming out to her family. It's cuter than it is angsty.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,194 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/11/2002
Adventures of a love craving vampire girl by gabriel ricard reviews
A nice little poem about lesbian vampire love...i think it's halfway decent. Give it a read and prive me wrong...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Horror/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/28/2002
I was a Teenage Lesbian by Artemis Rain reviews
The innermost thoughts and images of a girl in love.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 450 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 9 - Published: 11/8/2001
Over Love and Friendship by Ragyn reviews
Non-fiction. When a lesbian has to choose over her best friend or her girlfriend. This is true and it is my life...
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,528 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 10 - Published: 6/5/2001
Finding St. Brigit by created-e reviews
How do you deal with the aftermath of leaving someone that you love more than anything, and for no reason and with no explaination. The advisory is PG-13 because the story is about a lesbian relationship. There is no sex involved but we forewarned.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,810 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/5/2001
Angel on my Shoulder by Meghann McCall reviews
A young lesbian comes to terms with the death of her best friend. I wrote this story for a college class.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,979 - Reviews: 133 - Favs: 127 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/16/2000
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Change reviews
This is a poem about becoming myself. It's not that good, but oh well.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/21/2003
Judgment Day reviews
About Judgment Day, duh. rated for language
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/21/2003
Your Pledge reviews
Poem about being different. R for language
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/1/2003
Crying reviews
It's about a guy who truly loved me and I turned him down cuz I was too proud. Yeah...this really happend.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2003
Growing Up reviews
I wrote this from a adult's point of view looking back at their childhood. Wow, I wrote a poem that's not depressing. I didn't think that was possible. ;)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/21/2003
A Perfect Circle reviews
Doubting why we believe in a higher power. I don't know why I wrote this really. I'm between religions right now, so I guess that's why.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/21/2003
Dustin reviews
About a guy who left me for drugs
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/11/2003
Lost Forever reviews
Dustin, I still love you, though you're gone forever.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2003
Mirror Broken reviews
Just a poem. R for language.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/4/2003
It All Goes Away reviews
Song about one of my best friends. Well, not anymore. R-rated for language
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/4/2003
Eternal Rest reviews
A last moments suicidal poem. About a girl, me. R for self harm and some language.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/2/2003
These Tears I Cry reviews
About teens' (and my) lives
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/31/2003
Tell Me That I'm Pretty reviews
To all the jerks who didn't care; For all the girls who were hurt
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/31/2003
Suicide Part 2 reviews
I'm still here...again
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/31/2003
Suicide Part 1 reviews
I'm still here
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2003
Suicide Note reviews
Not real...just a poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2003
Masked reviews
Staying Hidden
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2003
Blind Eye reviews
When they don't listen...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/31/2003
Alone in Sad Silence reviews
To those who are alone...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2003
A Fire Inside reviews
When you just don't love them back...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/31/2003
Killing Me Softly reviews
Yeah...it's about a guy
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/31/2003
Shallow reviews
A poem I wrote
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2003