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Joined 06-18-03, id: 360568, Profile Updated: 07-04-12
Author has written 164 stories for Life, Love, General, General, Romance, Friendship, and Haiku.

It's very strange for me to look at this bio and this website of mine many many years after I stopped writing. This is not me anymore. I am a completely different person. Stronger. More confident. A pseudo-adult. Happier. Here's to having grown out of my 16-18 year old self.

I am female.
I live in California.
I'm half German and half Indian (from India - not Native American!)
I have a lot of German and Indian pride.
I am fluent in German.
I have a guinea pig named Willi - he's still my adorable little baby even though he's actually pretty old.
I run cross country and track and have been for 6 years.
I love to travel.
I love everyone.
I want to help people.
I try to be there for everyone whenever I can.
I can't wait to go to college.
And in case you didn't know...I love writing. :) That's why I'm here.
I really appreciate reviews and I will try my best to review some of your work if you review mine even if I don't get to it right away! :) Criticism is accepted as well! Thanks!

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Raindrops by bright realities reviews
But a slip of the tongue while we kissed meant the end
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 438 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 1/21/2006 - Published: 1/16/2006
Happiness by Adura reviews
Even in death...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 889 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/29/2005
i always did by sparklytiara reviews
of teenagers and cars / v. short, will be expanded
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,175 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 11/19/2005 - Published: 11/16/2005
Sorry to Say by xxImmortalFirexx reviews
To say that I fancied you would give you too much credit.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/1/2005
Open Letter to Nobody by Tatsu the Blade Star reviews
To whom it may concern...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/27/2005
Once Upon a Time by Senna Star reviews
As cliche as the title sounds, I promise the poem is worth reading! Please review.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/10/2005
Just a Simple Smile by Senna Star reviews
I wrote this for the person who can always bring a smile to my face. If you are a hopelessly infatuated teenager, genuinely in love, or just a romantic, this poem is guarenteed to bring a smile to your face too!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/10/2005
Broken promises by sweetest-lies reviews
Explains it self. Please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/2/2005
I want to give the world to you by sweetest-lies
About wanting to give someone everything... Please R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/2/2005
Shall I Compare by J. L. Shadowhite reviews
Only a crush, and nothing more... At least... I hope...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/2/2005
Heartbreak Junkie by ThisCut-UpAngel reviews
You're my favorite bad trip. . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/2/2005
Sow by nanashi-04 reviews
Break-ups are never easy, and some stay with you for years.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/28/2005
His Greatest Mistake by ThisCut-UpAngel reviews
He lovingly calls me his greatest mistake; the reason he can't sleep. . . R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/25/2005
Not All Butterflies and Kittens by Sanctuary Memory reviews
Just so you know, I write what I want. Screw the people. It's not a walk in the park. (First Place; 2006 Young Author's Contest of LA)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 484 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/18/2005
Blood Rain by Roth Jopalse Sammuels reviews
A dark secret is revealed in the rain. Read and review.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 442 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/15/2005
Recover ME by Korashio reviews
about not giving up life because there is someone who cares
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/6/2005
Denial by Risse reviews
Just something you made yourself forget.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/5/2005 - Complete
Your My Pain by Netogrof reviews
/I keep spilling my heart to you/Blood that means nothing/
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/27/2005
Betrayal's quite the Bitch by nikolaki reviews
Just some lyrics to a sweet little song I wrote.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/12/2005
Holly the Poem by Pretty Peaceful reviews
um... hard to explain. i don't think it's too bad... about... well me...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/25/2005
girl across the room by Jesse Jacob reviews
Maybe I am insane but...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/11/2005
Feelings For Her by In Search of Sunrise reviews
Every guy has a feeling for a girl...ok and vice versa...maybe they can relate to this?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2005
Dance in the Rain by Katsiebee reviews
Just a poem about running in the rain. Please let me know what you think.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/14/2004
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Need Me
About loving someone and wishing he realized how important you are to him... Not the best but I needed to vent a bit.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Published: 12/19/2006 - Complete
Caught in the Pupa Stage reviews
Waiting to be able to grow and be free, apart from a stifling environment where you have a void inside of you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2006
For the Long Run
Having second thoughts about committing yourself to someone because you just want a more casual relationship.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 437 - Published: 1/29/2006
Worth It All
Finally ready and sure to commit yourself to someone.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Published: 1/29/2006
Anything But Perfect reviews
Loving someone flaws and all.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/29/2006
The One II
In love with someone you think could be "the one" Fate meant you to be with.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Published: 1/29/2006
Wondering
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Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Published: 1/29/2006
So This is Love reviews
Love = giddiness! =)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/17/2006
Stronger
Loving you gives me strength I never knew I had.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Published: 1/17/2006
Movie Reel reviews
Live just like in the movies.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/16/2006
Fling reviews
Superficial attraction of a fling. Please RR!
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/16/2006
Blind Faith reviews
Living on blind faith because you can't predict the future.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/16/2006
I Understand reviews
About knowing that a friend wants to be more than friends, but you don't return their feelings... Please RR!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/14/2006
Shredded reviews
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Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/12/2006
Three Stupid Little Words reviews
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Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/9/2006
Far Away Voice reviews
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Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/9/2006
Baby reviews
Sometimes I feel like I'm just a big baby...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/8/2006
Precious Words reviews
I don't want to sleep so I can go on talking to you, because soon I might hear your last words. Please RR!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/31/2005
Edna Pontellier reviews
Wanting to be free - to show your true self to the world and be accepted as such, not limited by certain expectations. RR!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/30/2005
Miracle
Hoping for a miracle - that your love is strong enough to endure whatever may come. Please RR!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Published: 12/30/2005
Cigarette Smoke reviews
Feeling oppressed, like someone never lets you speak your mind or do things your way so you're trapped inside yourself. Please RR!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/29/2005
Love, Ramble On reviews
Three short poems that came as a result of me missing and loving my boyfriend. Please RR!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/7/2005
Breathless reviews
Feel like you're choking and lungs are knotted up because you miss your love...
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/7/2005
Yourself is a Prison reviews
Reaction to depression; bottling up your feelings; your mind is a prison keeping in the pain...Please RR!
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/6/2005
Love and Limits reviews
Love can only go so far. Please RR!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/6/2005
Self Control
The things people (self-destruction) to have a sense of control over their lives and themselves...something a lot of people can surely relate to...Please RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Published: 12/6/2005
Bloody Fists reviews
She's morbidly depressed and loses any sense of control...Please RR.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 667 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/6/2005
Just Friends reviews
A girl is in love with her best friend but doesn't think she'll ever have a chance with him, especially because she's jealous of another girl. Please RR!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,834 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/3/2005
Kiss to Fall reviews
A powerful kiss that makes her fall apart inside... Please RR!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/16/2005
Not Dry Eyed Tonight reviews
Crying because you're away from you're beloved and are falling apart without them there. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/6/2005
Missing You reviews
Missing the one you love because you're far away from them. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/6/2005
Wasted reviews
Not wanting to be aware of what's going on..not wanting to be sober. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/3/2005
A Colder Breakdown reviews
Wanting to be hard and cold, not feel any emotion so you don't have to deal with anything. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/3/2005
I Love You Does No Justice
How much you love someone your significant other and how much you miss them. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 398 - Published: 11/3/2005
Belong to Me reviews
Wanting to be with someone because they would make you happy. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/3/2005
The One reviews
Wondering if your boyfriend might be the one, but being afraid at the same time. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/3/2005
On the Edge reviews
Needing your beloved to help you not fall apart because your relationship is really hard... RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/1/2005
Beyond Repair reviews
Hoping you & your love can work out your relationship & not let it fail. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/1/2005
Don't reviews
About wanting to give up on everything and life and just die... RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2005
I Want To reviews
Having a certain urge to deal with when you just can't stand your life anymore... RR. (adult themes, language)
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2005
Get Up and Go reviews
Wanting to leave your life behind & just move on, harden yourself to emotion & put your energy to better use. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2005
Craving You reviews
About missing your beloved - "craving" their company & especially their kisses. ;) RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/25/2005
Painful Addiction reviews
A sonnet about running & how much I love it...and hate it at the same time! :) RR.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/25/2005
Nothing to Say reviews
Speechless, but millions of things in your head because an ex is back in your life. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/14/2005
Make Me Forget
Wanting that special someone to hold you & make you forget your worries. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 10/13/2005
Last Second Chance reviews
Venting about someone who wants another chance & already messed it up & proved he hasn't changed. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 456 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/13/2005
Not That Easy reviews
Overwhelmed & confused because your long gone ex wants another chance at a friendship. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/12/2005
Waiting reviews
Feel like you're just waiting for life to be over. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/12/2005
So This Is How It Ends reviews
Upset about the end of a relationship. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/10/2005
Hard to Think of You reviews
Thinking of a special someone makes you sad now because you're afraid of losing that person. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/10/2005
Too Dead to Beg reviews
Should be sad about losing someone but you just feel too dead and numb to fight at the moment... RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/10/2005
Sorry
Just so sorry for all the pain you've caused & gone through in a relationship with someone.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 10/10/2005
Hurt More Than You Love reviews
So what’s the point to love? \ What’s the point to trying? \ When you’ve got to hurt \ More than you can love...RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/10/2005
Dream reviews
What life has become to me... RR.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/8/2005
A Heart's Death Bed reviews
Feel like you're dying inside because you can't have the one you love. Please RR!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2005
Red Brick Wall reviews
Feeling like there's a wall keeping you away from the person you're in love with. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/2/2005
Shot to Hell reviews
You thought you found a way to be with someone but now it's shot to hell again. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2005
Without You reviews
Desperately missing someone you love because you're unable to see them. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2005
Swell My Heart
Your love is like a drug that I'm yearning for. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 10/2/2005
Other Half
Finally sure of your feelings for someone & being sure you want to be with them. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 10/2/2005
One Day
Another about love - one day you'll be able to be together. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Published: 10/2/2005
Not So Stereotypical Love Poem reviews
Angry because you love someone but can't be with that person. Please RR!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2005
Deep
Thinking about the way you love someone - a love that runs very deep. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Published: 10/2/2005
Letting Go reviews
Maybe the best thing to do is let go of a relationship that never was & never could be. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2005
Incomplete
Frustrated because you're prevented from seeing someone & can only talk online... RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 10/2/2005
Love and Leave reviews
Maybe it's better just to give up on trying to be with someone you can't have & cuz they might leave you later anyway. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2005
I Think I Love You
Surprised to find you might be in love. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Published: 10/1/2005
I Need You
Scared of being so attached to someone cuz you feel like they'll leave you sooner or later. RR.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Published: 10/1/2005
Fear I've Fallen In Love reviews
"I fear I’ve fallen in love \ With the one I really shouldn’t \ Be in love with" RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/1/2005
Fatal Mistake reviews
Afraid of how much you love & trust someone you can't even be with cuz you don't want to get hurt. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/1/2005
Bottled Up Love
Wanting to show your love for someone but being unable to because you can't be with them yet. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Published: 10/1/2005
Freedom reviews
Sick of life because your parents won't give you the freedom you need to live & be happy. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/1/2005
Thoughts of You reviews
Little things that remind you of that special someone & keep them going through your head all day long.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/27/2005
Breakaway reviews
Getting tired of the life you live & wanting to get away from it to start a new chapter of your life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2005
I Miss You, Love reviews
Just about missing someone desperately.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/18/2005
Drained reviews
Just being so emotionally drained from all the things you go through in life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/15/2005
The End reviews
Killing of yourself or of some ongoing thing in your life about which you've had much confusion and pain & letting go of it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/15/2005
Realistic reviews
Having lost all reason along with the person you want to be with, after falling in love with that person.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2005
My Biggest Mistake reviews
Afraid of losing someone because you broke a promise to them but feel like you don't deserve that person.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/10/2005
Love This Feeling reviews
LOVE the way someone special to you makes you feel.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/7/2005
Built Up reviews
Being so happy from just thinking about someone whom you put up on a pedestal & have much affection for.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/7/2005
Little Enough reviews
Sometimes the little things in life are more than enough to make you happy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/7/2005
Sweet Cloudy Face reviews
Wanting to get lost in the clouds & be safe with someone you see in the clouds because you're hurting so much & you feel dead inside.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/6/2005
Stay reviews
Afraid of losing someone who means the world to you, even though at times it's a rocky relationship.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/6/2005
Trinity of Insanity reviews
3 poems - all sort of about feeling like you're about to fall apart & desperatly want someone to hold you together.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 423 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/1/2005
Tired reviews
Just tired of living, of going through everyday, and drained.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/1/2005
Alone reviews
Hating feeling so alone.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2005
No Matter reviews
Wanting not to try so hard to be strong & to not have to care about anything anymore, & just give up.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2005
Forever and for Always reviews
Still to some extent being in love with your first love though that person is long gone. (In English and in German.)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2005
Immunize Me
About wanting not to feel anything anymore & not to have to care about anything anymore. (Rated for some suggestive adult theme, but can also be interpreted as nothing bad.)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 8/29/2005
Crazy
Going crazy inside and feeling like you're in love. :)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Published: 8/28/2005
Happily Ever After reviews
Wanting to find your place and your way in life so that you can finally be truly happy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/25/2005
Wish I Knew
Just being confused and afraid to do something and wishing you knew if everything would be okay.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Published: 8/23/2005
Keep Me Safe reviews
Missing someone, needing someone to be there...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/23/2005
Fall Apart reviews
About feeling empty & just falling apart inside. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/20/2005
Wish Upon a Star reviews
Hoping to mend a broken heart, wanting to escape to a place of happiness, making wishes. RR.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/18/2005
Another Him
Wanting to be in love, wondering if one is still in love with their first and long-gone love. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Published: 8/18/2005
Getting Used to Being Alone reviews
The title says it all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/16/2005
Not So Perfect reviews
No one is perfect. This is about someone who turns another away because they dislike a single thing that person does...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/16/2005
Torn Between Two reviews
About having to decide between betraying one friend or another. I'd appreciate feedback on how to solve the issue in the poem. Please RR.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/11/2005
No More reviews
Wanting to be over with depression once and for all! Rated for strong coarse language. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/22/2005
Complete Me, Please
Wanting desperately a certain someone to be the one to stay by your side forever & make you whole again, but at the same time feeling like thats a dream that will never come true because it's unrealistic. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 399 - Published: 6/19/2005
Smile for the Camera reviews
Part of it has to do with looking back on certain memories & your reaction. I can't fully describe it cuz that'll ruin the poem...just read it and you'll see. Please RR!
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/16/2005
Always Happy, Always Fake reviews
About a girl who seems to be happy, but hides something dark inside of her which no one will ever see or understand. RR.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/15/2005
Disappear reviews
Just feeling so empty inside and wanting to disappear. RR.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/13/2005
Melancholy reviews
Just thinking about stuff when you're looking out your window and listening to slow, melancholy music.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/6/2005
Every LittleThing That You Do reviews
The excitement of a new romance & when the tiniest things that a special someone does sends butterflies through your stomach.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/5/2005
In this Moment reviews
A perfect moment with a special someone where everything else fades away.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/5/2005
Questions
Just things I was wondering about - questions I wish I knew the answers to. Some friends said they liked it so I decided to put it on here.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Published: 6/3/2005
Retreat from Chaos reviews
Trying to find an escape from a chaotic world and trying to find hope for your future life. Different than my usual style. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/2/2005
Want to Be With You
Telling someone you want to be with them.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 5/28/2005
One in a Million reviews
Missing someone who you was a part of your life once, and you still think they're an amazing person.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/25/2005
Leave Me reviews
Feeling like you're better off alone because you don't think anyone can help you or make you feel better.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2005
If You Looked Through Me reviews
If you saw the real me would you still care about me and like me?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/25/2005
I Need to Fall in Love reviews
Wanting to be in love again.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2005
What You Mean to Me
This is for all of my friends, just showing how much they mean to me.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Published: 5/25/2005
Could You Ever Love Me? reviews
Wondering if a certain someone could love you, and make you feel alive again with his love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2005
Can't Even Cry reviews
Feeling so numb inside you can't even cry.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2005
I Would reviews
Wanting to do anything it takes to be able to make someone happy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2005
Wanting To Tell You
Wrote this about a year ago...being anxious to tell someone those three little words for the first time.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Published: 5/25/2005
Just a Summer
Wrote this about two years ago...felt like I'd desperatly miss my boyfriend (at the time) while being away over summer.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Published: 5/25/2005
Thoughts of a Hardcore Runner reviews
This is about what running is to me & how it has influenced me. Any hardcore runner would appreciate this, I'm sure. :) RR.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 894 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/25/2005
Habitual Affection reviews
This was just something I was thinking about...how when some sort or relationship ends & you're afraid of acting like the relationship still exists...like accidently kissing that person when you shouldn't anymore. RR.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 476 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2005
Can't Be With You reviews
Deciding you can't be with someone and trying to ignore 'what ifs'.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/22/2005
Hold Me Tight reviews
Just wanting desperately to be held by someone... RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2005
Conversation with Depression reviews
A battle of inner thoughts...wanting/pretending to be happy vs. not really being happy... If anyone can think of a better title let me know. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/9/2005
Dead Inside reviews
Basically being depressed...it goes slightly deeper than that but read it to find out. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/29/2005
Remember Me in Shreds reviews
sad death... RR.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/19/2005
Morbid Romance
morbid and suggestive...love? death? not really sure what its about just read it.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Published: 4/18/2005
Let Me Be reviews
Wanting a parent to give you a little more privacy, space, and trust; not watching you like you're completely untrustworthy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 447 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/13/2005
Love Poem reviews
Just wanting to be in love and be loved by that one special person forever.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/9/2005
Off the Ground reviews
Having a raging urge to kiss and hold someone you're infatuated with. RR.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/10/2005
Nature's Innocence
description of the pure, innocent beauty of nature & how free it is of corruption.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/9/2005
Dying in a Lost Lover's Arms
On the border of death, somehow dreaming a reality & creating your own peace in your mind by getting back the love you lost. RR.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Published: 3/9/2005
I Love You, Always, Forever, and Longer reviews
Just a short romantic experience between two young lovers. RR.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 512 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/9/2005
The Most Magnificent Flower reviews
The One needing to be found who would make me feel so beautful like a magnificent flower just by looking at me & love me forever. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2005
Untitled
Two random poems - one about missing someone, the other about feeling lost inside.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Published: 3/1/2005
Reminiscence reviews
Reminiscing about someone who once loved you, and longing for them. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2005
Faded Out Picture reviews
kind of random but basically about wanting to find oneself again when feeling lost. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2005
Waiting to be Your Someone reviews
desperately wanting someone to notice how you feel for them & to return the feelings, while they complain of not having a special someone. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/26/2005
Finally a Real Smile
Finally having a real smile on one's face rather than having to fake it. Two slightly different parts. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 2/8/2005
Simply Falling reviews
sweet and simple things about a person that make you fall for them. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/2/2005
Didn't Count on Falling for You reviews
just like the title - didn't count on falling for someone. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/2/2005
You Don't Know I'm There reviews
wanting someone to notice you but you seem to be nonexistant to them. RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/2/2005
Wish You'd Care reviews
wanting someone to pay more attention to you and care about you because you kind of like them. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/31/2005
Used
Used by someone you thought was your friend but in the end, you realize that person doesn't really care about you at all. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Published: 1/25/2005
What Can I Do?
Wanting to help someone so badly but you don't know how or what to do or say. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 507 - Published: 1/23/2005
Time Bomb
Even when you know something bad will happen, you wait to hear the words that make it real. RR
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 1/23/2005
You Asked Me
About completely trusting your heart in wanting to be with someone even though they say you'll only end up terribly hurt...RR
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 411 - Published: 1/23/2005
Intoxicate Me with Passion reviews
Just read the title. (PG because it's somewhat suggestive). RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/18/2005
Walk Through Simplicity reviews
Something else I wrote for English about my views on nature compared to human life. Not the best, but I still like it. RR.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/18/2005
Paradise
Something I wrote for English about one of my favorite places, "Paradise." It's a gorgeous place! I just thought what I wrote about it was pretty good. Please RR.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 566 - Published: 1/18/2005
Know You Better reviews
Being interested in someone new, wanting to know them better, their personality, their touch... RR
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/12/2005
Plastic Doll reviews
I feel like a "plastic doll" that's just being played with and lied to by people I thought I could trust...please RR
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/9/2004
People are Strange reviews
just interesting how people treat you differently...one leaves you hurting while another comes bearing affection. not too long i promise! please RR!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/5/2004
Love You Even If You Don't Love Me Back reviews
crappy title, yes, but it summarizes basically what it's about, but theres a little more to it so read it and you'll see..PLEASE RR
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/28/2004
Circles reviews
Cycle of depression I guess...Please RR
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/4/2004
Staring at a Blackened Window reviews
Morbid depression and cutting...please RR, really want some feedback on it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/27/2004
End of Denial reviews
Wrote this a long time ago...Realizing who caused my depression after they were no longer a part of my life & having denied the truth while they were in my life. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2004
School Girl Crush reviews
Developing a crush on a new person & feeling very giddy around them! RR.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2004
Temptation reviews
Just read the title - temptation. RR.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2004
One Quick Motion reviews
Suicide...RR
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2004
End of Despair reviews
Depression...suicide...RR
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/23/2004
Hate Seeing You This Way reviews
Hate seeing someone you care about be depressed. Please review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/19/2004