Disturbances within
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Joined 06-23-03, id: 361342
Author has written 61 stories for Life, Mystery, Love, General, General, Work, War, Friendship, and Nature.
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I am 19 years old, female and leaving for europe in a month, im spending 6 months in spain, working, and then 2 more months travelling all over europe on my bike... not that i do alot of biking normally, but i will now haha. I'm planning to go back to school next year unless i get 'stuck' in europe... I'd continue with psyc as my major, i figure this way i may be able to figure out whats wrong with me... so far im not having much success with that ;)

What i write depicts how i feel at the moment. Some of it is recent, other stuff is older, that I just decided to post now. Most of it is depressing, or sports related. I am very much into sports, i've done just about everything competativly at some point or another. though most of it revolves around the water from frozen water, to every possible sport in the water. I recently stopped rowing, which I desperatly miss, and will take up again while I'm living in spain. I obviously love competition and can't live without it, i figure it builds character.

What else do you want to know?? there isn't much else to say considering my life revolves around my athletics, and then school, well... maybe not so much school...

I love emails and I love reviews, so if you can ever relate or have any comments about my work let me know!

I'll leave you with that, and let you get read what else I have to say in my work!

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Si crees by William01 reviews
Si crees que la realidad Parece más una fantasía...Tus sentimientos ya no están Debe haber una salida.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - Spanish - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
In Love by xxtrianaxx reviews
You love him, he doesn't... Just read it and find out,,,
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/26/2004
Hoy mas que nada by Revolver X reviews
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - Spanish - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/26/2004
Late Night Love by Raya Dronaile reviews
Have you ever stayed up through the late hours of the night, thinking of the one you love, and call out their name,crying because you never said the words that heal and bind, knowing they can not hear, but in your hearts, you think they can hear it in the
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/23/2004
I Believe by Bigfoot8mylunch reviews
I will always love you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/22/2004
Sleeping Serenity by Raya Dronaile reviews
If this world is so unkind do not wake me, I wish to stay blind-lol it's kinda weird, not a real poinnt to it! but its good. r&r plz
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/13/2004
Painful Memories by Raya Dronaile reviews
When painful memories try to submerge.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/26/2004
In the Eyes of Defeat by Raya Dronaile reviews
when this world pulls us under. This is how we feel about it!...or I do anyways.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/25/2004
Last Time by Raya Dronaile reviews
Dedicated to my grandfather who died 4 yrs ago at the age of 97. I wish he were still here...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/25/2004
Seeping Away by Raya Dronaile reviews
Alone and dying with no one their to save you
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/23/2004
Darkness Within by Raya Dronaile reviews
Inside us their is an evil lurking shadow, this poem describes it well.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/23/2004
Another Me by Gleechumber reviews
The other title I had for this peice was "Demise" and that should give you an idea of what it's about.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/6/2004
Diana by Elfgirl2005 reviews
A quick-tempered, restless woman accidentally uncovers mass murder and a madman's plot. Guess she's not so bored anymore, huh?
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,211 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 1/5/2004 - Published: 2/21/2003
NeverEnding Story by DemonesqueX reviews
Tale of life, of depression, of searching for a way out that's just not there.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 511 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/14/2003
One Night by Zilindico reviews
A love so strange, wanting it but fearing it, a common setting with an uncommon purpose, wanting to claim the emotions but fearing them wrong.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/23/2003
Wondering Of You Alone by Zilindico reviews
Alone in bed and thinking, always thinking of you, bound forever, in pain.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/22/2003
Commonality by Zilindico reviews
A little insanity never hurt anyone, right? At least I know what I'm doing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/4/2003
Not Going To Be by Gleechumber reviews
I am not going to change who I am for anyone.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/8/2003
Experiment by Zilindico reviews
In a concrete, inescapable mansion in the middle of the woods, kidnapped kids one by one find themselves trapped without exit or reason. Insanity and blood soon become the only rules. Stage Three: Mick Weinbaum, quarterback, alpha-male.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,916 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/15/2003 - Published: 8/8/2003
Walk On By by Gleechumber reviews
This is supposed to symbolise the way in which people ignore you when they don't understand the way you are feeling.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/14/2003
Scib The Adventure Begins by Whispering Blood reviews
Sicb - a new part of the goverment is sent undercover to a highschool - but what happens when the mission becomes more complicated then they exspected? - r&r
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,860 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/8/2003
Confusing Slumber by DemonesqueX reviews
I hate insomnia.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/19/2003
Life and Time by DemonesqueX reviews
Life is a theory (PG for... deep thoughts? To be safe)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/19/2003
Criminal by Broken Sunbeam reviews
Just please reveiw it! it's about a criminal paying for what they've done
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/16/2003
A lost cause by MoLay reviews
this is for *disturbances within*; however my twist, unlike her original piece, highlights the fact that the cause and everything behind it is lost
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/14/2003
Rockabye, Lullaby by Lady B.V Rose reviews
This may REALLY freak you out, read under own risk! RRC!
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/6/2003
My Love for You by Gyro reviews
Fluffy cutesy stuff a bit depressing but really sweet about being in love. I think that this is my favorite poem that I've written... hehe... not angsty like my other stuff. Be nice and R/R!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/7/2001
With a kiss it began by FiLoRomeo reviews
It began with a kiss
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/9/2001
When You Must Pretend by RogueDreamer reviews
And the pain seems like it will never end...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/20/2001
Lost In Sadness by Keres reviews
Just plain depressing. A poem about heartbreak, and losing hope.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/27/2000
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Eternal Longing reviews
I quite like this one, let me know what you think... just having an interesting night...and, well, things just dont turnout the way you would have liked...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/6/2004
File 14367 Julie Sttranded reviews
Rated for Language and Content, A Vancouver cop is transfereed to the low key city of Nanaimo for a break, but quickly finds himself wrapped up in a confusing murder case that has more to it then anyone can imagine.
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: T - English - Suspense - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,341 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 10/6/2004 - Published: 6/25/2003
In a box reviews
i just need a break from life, but i can't find one!
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,277 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10/6/2004 - Published: 7/30/2003
Knowingly reviews
You will sit there and set yourself up for what you know is coming, even when you know where it will lead you...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/6/2004
Disaster reviews
I have been hurt too many times, and yet i know if i let myself fall for you, i would fall hard.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/22/2004
As the hearth warms reviews
Well I wrote this for one of the girls I work with for school, so here it is. its about fall... thats really all there is to say haha...
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/21/2004
As It Pours reviews
I just wrote a little letter to one of my guy friends telling him how I feel, I already know his response, but I said it all anyways...R/R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/7/2004
In Hiding reviews
Even the people who think they know you, dont know you at all. These are just my thoughts the other night...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/13/2004
As the light fades reviews
Again, for my friend who had a death in the family, I was close to them, andit hit me as well. I wanted to write something for her, but this was not what i was going for.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2004
Never forgotten reviews
I wrote this for a friend when there was an unexpected death in the family, hit her pretty hard.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/13/2004
The winding road reviews
I always seem to make my life more difficult then necessary, always with good intentions, but why not make things easier on myself?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/15/2004
Spring reviews
I passed a young girl pushing a stroller the other day and it just kind of hit me how different peoples situations are.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/15/2004
Contradictions reviews
Guys are so confusing, it drives me nuts. This is just some of the many frustrations :p
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/15/2004
Truth reviews
Don't you just love it when you are kept in the dark, and then years later still don't know the truth? Mainly about my parents divorce, but quite general
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/15/2004
Looking down reviews
I'm just so frustrated right now, I don't know what to do... RR
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/30/2004
Darkness Becomes me reviews
kind of dark, i like it though. RR
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/30/2004
As it unfolds reviews
Something I wrote before bed. Not my best, but I'd appreciate reviews.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/22/2004
Falling reviews
I've Just been slightly stressed right now, and it seems like no matter how hard i try, nothing works out, and its true to every single aspect of my life. so im just getting sick of this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/12/2004
Agony reviews
Very short, to the point.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2004
Ever Slowly reviews
Rated for theme. This is something i wrote in Bio class, its is quite soothing even just to think about...
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 580 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/8/2004
Opinions reviews
Some people take their positions of authority for granted, they manipulate you into thinking you are not half the person you really are. I really like this one. please R/R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/27/2003
For the love of the game reviews
I just got back from an amazing hockey game, the Heritage Classic, the Oilers and Canadiens in an outdoor game. But first it was a bunch of retired players such as la fleur and gretzky. it was AMAZING!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/22/2003
Crevasses reviews
when you feel like you're being ripped in two, how much damage can one person do? i don't know where this one came from, but i REALLY like the first half. R&R!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2003
And how are you? reviews
It doesn't matter what i have to say, you don't care anyways, until you start to scream.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/20/2003
Silence reviews
I hate how nobody ever listens to me. Anything even half important becomes a secret for me to hide, and I am now the girl who doesn't shut up with unimportant jabber. I actually quite like this one. R&R!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/20/2003
Busy Days reviews
Again, not really great. Nobody really understands the reasons for my constant busyness, and it just gets frustrating... even if i DO complain about not having enough hours in the day
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/18/2003
Another time reviews
When you just can't escape the day you have just barely lived through. short, but I really quite like this one.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/18/2003
Gone
Gotta love those days where Everything goes wrong. Not one of my best pieces, but it is pretty acurate in what i felt.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Published: 11/18/2003
Whats Really Being Said reviews
The frustration is getting to me and it is all i can do to wait in silence...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/11/2003
Never Again reviews
Never say what you feel, it only leads to confusion and more confusion!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/11/2003
Deadly Aquaintance reviews
My sister has this friend who is getting in over his head, Please R/R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/11/2003
Another Typical Day reviews
I can't handle this anymore! i need at least 3 or 4 more hours in a day! R&R please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 445 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/18/2003
On the battle fields
rated for theme. i don't know where this came from...it was years ago. r/r please!
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 8/15/2003
A scream once heard reviews
As I begin to fade...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/11/2003
It's coming reviews
When the fall is innevitable
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/11/2003
And so the day begins reviews
I just don't want to do this anymore, the boredom is too much
Poetry: Work - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/11/2003
As I wait reviews
Its not really the word that are angsty, but more the way i feel bout it. but yeah, this one is just me expecting the worst, but... what else is left?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/23/2003
Dreams reviews
This one is much like the last one, though I've figured that they are both the result of my confusion...r/r please
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/23/2003
You reviews
I don't really know what to say, as i don't know what compelled me to write it. r/r please anyways
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/23/2003
Repeated Stories reviews
i wrote this one a while ago, but figured i would post it anyways. r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/20/2003
That Foul Smell reviews
what can i say, it was NOT a good day
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/20/2003
Une Nuit Triste reviews
i was just kindof upset and this is what came out, i know the grammer and spelling aren't perfect, but its been a while. please r/r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - French - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2003
Confusion reviews
i'm just kinda confused at a whole situation right now, and i can't get ahold of anyone for opinions so i wrote about it. i know its not great, but it helped me anyways. please r/r anyways
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/16/2003
Waiting reviews
this one is from a while back, one of my good friends was in some trouble and wouldn't talk to anybody, it had me pretty scared
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/7/2003
Triangles reviews
haha this is a little different for me, so be nice. i think its pretty self explanitory
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/7/2003
Mexico reviews
when you wake up and have no idea if what you remember is real, or a dream...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7/7/2003
My personal hell reviews
i don't really know what to say about this one... lets just leave it at "it was a stressfull day" r/r and tell me what you think
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/5/2003
Secrets reviews
When you don't know what to do, as there is no "desired outcome"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/5/2003
Never reviews
It's frustrating when those who you think are there for you, turn around and leave you in the dust.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/5/2003
Nonsense reviews
i thought of this one day on the bus, (it was a long bus ride) r/r and tell me what you think
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/5/2003
Only You reviews
i wrote this after reading a book, so this was more of a reflextion from her POV
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/5/2003
Pain reviews
When you finally open your eyes, you don't always like what you see.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/5/2003
La tristesse reviews
sometimes, you just feel defeated
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - French - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/5/2003
Rage reviews
I don't really know what to say about this one. It just kind of depicts the loss of control i feel within myself for no apparent reason.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 562 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7/1/2003
Perfection reviews
Sometimes it feels like everything is just one big mistake
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/1/2003
Life's a Bitch reviews
Everything in my life has been seen to lead up to a great disapointment, or sadness, always followed by confusion, and I think iIve had enough
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 525 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/1/2003
Reflections reviews
One of the most offensive things for most women to hear is "you're acting just like your mother," not realizing that that is who they do, and always will resemble.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/1/2003
Control reviews
The crzyness that is life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/23/2003
A lost cause reviews
Everytime I wanted to quit, I just kept on going
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/23/2003
Solitude reviews
It is only when you have no where to turn that you feel truly alone
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6/23/2003
Granville Island reviews
This is the last memory of my grandpa alive and i good heath, and one i want to hold on to
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/23/2003