FigureItOuthide bio
Author has written 178 stories for Love, General, Life, Nature, Young Adult, Humor, and Supernatural. I am the Danee. Music is my world. Poetry is my alternate universe. "It's hard to make her say she loves me when she's tied up like that. I imagine the ductape is a hindrance too." Love and freedom. They're two very similar things. We spend our lives searching for both only to have one stop us from reaching the other. -Lifted from bio of BeyondRepair Please consider me an alternative to suicide.- Prince Humperdink, Princess Bride FAVORITE AUTHORS LIST (continued) Chord |
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False Facades by Maeven reviews
Sam Westlane is the new kid in the famous all boys Crestan High School for the rich and the spoiled ... There's only one problem. Sam is a girl.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 30 - Words: 114,525 - Reviews: 7267 - Favs: 6,336 - Follows: 986 - Updated: 1/5/2009 - Published: 9/5/2003 - Complete
Forget bout this by Stephen Haramis reviews
A story from my past, time spent wasted in drugs and internal problems...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/15/2004
Sadist Wine by Vanillachyme reviews
Warning: Mild language and a little more adult concepts. It appears a little vampiric now that I think about it... but it was orinally to be written from what I would call a 'sadist's point of view'
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/27/2004
Irony by x-Anti Matter-x reviews
In a rather foul mood, I decided to type up my feelings. You could call it 'Kanojo complaining again' if you like...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/15/2004
Not So Sappy Love Poem by Cassandra Lynn reviews
Sometimes I think I could hate you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/23/2004
I Guess by Strina reviews
Lookie, another twisted relationship poem! What a shock.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/23/2004
Torn Emotion by M1dn1ght-F1r3 reviews
Clenching hands into tight little balls, feeling that I might bounce right off the walls.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/22/2004
I Have Never by Shila reviews
Insanity brought by love is not so truly a curse. This is one lover's words to another, describing how love has changed his world and driven him beautifully insane.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/22/2004
Drifting Another Heartache Poem by Blind Tragedy Wolf reviews
Hey, what can I say. We've all heard it...heartache. Everyone seems to have had their share. It's just another sad song..well...poem. Read & Review nicely.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/22/2004
If Only Once by Grey Mitten reviews
Writing about sadness and stuff is easy. There's another, harder, rarer and more satisfying topic.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/22/2004
Pain of Hurt by Shade2 reviews
This is odd . . . ah well. Yes, Shade2 being a sappy idiot, but hey, you might find it interesting. Never know until you try, right? Right. Read it, review it, whatever.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/10/2003
Watch by fatalxparadisex reviews
"Watch the knife, I'll cut until my death. To feel the pain, It's all I need"
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/5/2003
I Love You by schande reviews
Love is a hard feeling to express when you're new to it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/2/2003
Motion by Cyberskiver reviews
I tried to capture the feeling of motion. This is for people who like a lot of rhyming.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/29/2003
Losing Grip On Humanity by lronMaiden reviews
One of my best, about what we're doing to the world and to ourselves, trust me it's a lot better than this boring summary, but summary's are getting so repetetive...pls RnR
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/8/2003
Paper Aeroplane by Mishael reviews
About the insane agony it is to lose someone. Not your typical love poem.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 20 - Published: 5/23/2003
A Real Boy by Adam Lysander reviews
Thoughts on gender, and lack thereof. Rated for sexual, and homosexual themes. Please read and review!
Fiction: Essay - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 707 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/18/2003
Overload by fontanellemonster reviews
catastrophic paranoia so severely i dont believe in love Eros destructing...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/17/2003
Lover's Whimsy by makkenjii reviews
Please read and respond, as usual! Thanks a bunch!!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/9/2003
The End by Purple Wobbly reviews
Little bit morbid/depressing, sorry. I usually don't do the rhyming thing because most of the time is sounds cheesy, but this turned out ok. Tell me what you think.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/4/2003
Ashes to Ashes by The Mad Poet reviews
I think this may be my most popular poem to date, but I don't really understand why everyone likes it so much.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 9 - Published: 10/5/2001
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Transfigured Neuroses
ability to write again, after a painfully empty break from it
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Published: 6/20/2006
Broadway reviews
a complex sestina, theater and the ravages of time, also has rebirth imagery
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/8/2006
Revival reviews
we live our lives in hopes of gaining insight, in learning from our mistakes and bettering ourselves. But this is the hardest lesson to learn, and the best teacher is pain
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/8/2006
Shine
extended metaphorical balladeering, basically just poetic ramblings (think shakespeare without the archaic language)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Published: 6/8/2006
Stars reviews
life and how we all get tired of it...what do we do then?
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 910 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/8/2006
Kiss reviews
memories of her touch
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/10/2005
Let Go
stubborn enough to never let you go, scared enough to hold on tight
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Published: 12/10/2005
NumbHaze
a rush of blood to the head leaves me unconscious, as feelings will build up and break me down. Numbness that I hate, but can't shake off
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 12/10/2005
Pressure
failure to communicate, misunderstandings lead to pain...such pain
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Published: 12/10/2005
Somewhere Out There
we lost our way somewhere, but in the confusion, do we even want to go back?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 12/10/2005
Stained Heart
self explanatory
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Published: 12/10/2005
Walls
Not knowing whats going to happen, letting someone down
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 12/10/2005
Propositions
a reason to stay with me, but this isnt begging...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 12/4/2005
Retrospect
Old loves, new love, when they leave, you are left pondering fate and lost chances
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Published: 12/4/2005
In A City reviews
About New Orleans, my hometown. I miss that place, those people...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/12/2005
Metaphorical Bullsh't
anger, at myself and my inconsistencies, tired of thinking in metaphors to excuse my mistakes
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/3/2005
Revenge
When what I want to do would rip us apart, I regress to the simplest desires, where home is where the heart is, and my heart's name is Lee
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Published: 7/3/2005
Life So Tasty
Bad habits remembered, a mask slips momentarily
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 7/3/2005
Full Circle
Finally at peace in your arms, I've been waiting for years
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Published: 7/3/2005
Fallen
So wrapped up in her, but trying to untangle us enough to keep my pain to myself
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 7/3/2005
Senseless reviews
a memory of warmth and love, rendered so as never to forget...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/16/2005
Save Me
a bit blasphemous, but isn't my very existence and belief that I'm not damned eternally to hell, that you will save me...?
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Published: 6/16/2005
Never Be Free reviews
losing a piece of myself
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2005
Trapped
just hyperventilating a bit
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Published: 6/11/2005
other side
sadness, poem about my complicated life, sometimes I don't even know how to classify it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Published: 6/11/2005
Communication is Everything
not quite blasphemy, I would say closer to a one on one relationship with god. About refusing to give her up.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 6/11/2005
Withdrawn reviews
trippedout low self esteem
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/10/2005
Time Lived reviews
time is short and fleeting...but love draws things out to infinite possibilities
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/10/2005
Static reviews
mysteries of the human emotions
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/10/2005
Raison D'etre reviews
continuing my obsession...love is persistent, if anything.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/10/2005
Feared By All
mortals die every day, but none of them are leaving YOU behind...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Published: 6/10/2005
PleaseDon'tLeave reviews
unavoidable loss, useless pleas
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/10/2005
A Poem To You reviews
fear of losing you, and "living" when you're gone
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/10/2005
Numb reviews
ode to L, love, and those who wait, sentinels against time
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/1/2005
Mandatory Head Clearing reviews
examines racism and homophobia, release for anger/cynicism at society, -to L
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/1/2005
Non Sia Triste, It Is Not Sad reviews
she's not gone yet, but the pain has already set in...slash, not obvious unless you know me, rated for language
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2004
The Night I Burned reviews
allegorical, about nature, or...the best and worst thing that ever happened to me
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/29/2004
Eclipsed
life in all it's raw beautiful power still reminds me of you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 11/29/2004
Can't Make You reviews
when you can't influence anything, what do you do? You write poetry...R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/10/2004
She Regrets Them reviews
about...regret R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/3/2004
Literal Interpretation
random poetic thoughts about myself (those happen so rarely) so yeah, read&review
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Published: 11/3/2004
Brandnew, It Is
WARNING:cutting, might trigger. Dark simple piece
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 11/3/2004
Axis I Spin Upon reviews
"...that the axis my insanity spins upon..." review please
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/24/2004
Dead End
desperation of a dying mind, mentions suicide, murder, & politicians
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 10/24/2004
Heliocentricity Has Passed
"the Pusher & the Spinner, the oldest..." R&R please, I need some feedback on recent stuff
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 10/21/2004
Safe In My Own Skin reviews
a bit of self hate and deception of the psyche(sp) disgust
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
Executionstyle Heartbreak
when you know it'll be over soon, but you're not sure of when, and just waiting is so painful, & you find yourself begging for an end R/R please
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 10/16/2004
White Noise
desire to submerse myself in music, make it absorb all feeling, "want it to numb my mind/too many fucking wounds to heal/& time passes too damn slow"
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 10/16/2004
All Sharps
loneliness and music imagery
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 10/16/2004
Reading Lesbian Fiction reviews
"call me over the telephonehome screaming about the injustice of all these painful little rejections, affections and affectations "
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/16/2004
Jaguar reviews
death is swift & all encompassing (i've gone off the deep end) jungles, death, and beautiful eyes that sing to me
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/8/2004
Profound Consanguinity reviews
"humiliate the scars on my arms/frigid humanity"
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/8/2004
Blue Screen
when it all comes down...to needing you. "look ma! all tongue!/"
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 10/8/2004
Echoing Syllables Of Your Words
effects of insomnia and maker's mark on a devastated mind
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 10/7/2004
Honestly, Gentlemen
strange moods beget even stranger poetry
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Published: 10/7/2004
Never Like That
i've been thinking a lot about her and myself, and our actions, used as a release for emotions, accordingly, expect my type of emotion
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Published: 10/6/2004
Gone Crazy
wrote this around xmas break i was insane, and i missed her, it was too fast and i felt it slipping away
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 10/6/2004
Shadow
choppy, like my feelings for you, represent my indecision and confusion about how to love you when i've been forgotten
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Published: 10/6/2004
Emotions Simplified
raw, writing to lay emotions bare
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 10/6/2004
Corrosion
how I'm breaking down, falling apart
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Published: 10/6/2004
Liberty of the SEXes reviews
bondage and cutting imagery-not graphic though
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/6/2004
naked realities reviews
[passionfakebi-curiousghost]
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/12/2004
Visions Overlaid
I know now, I was never me, a shadow by your side
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Published: 9/11/2004
Boundaries reviews
regret & memories are all that's left
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/6/2004
Certainties reviews
love, death , and pain
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/6/2004
Forged In Pain
Even the strongest things can break , and in the end it's more devastating
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 9/4/2004
Undetectable Spark reviews
Is it any wonder I want to know what would make you love me?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/3/2004
Shards reviews
melodramatic , but contains harsh feelings nevertheless
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/3/2004
Trickster Baby reviews
decadence and sin, isn't it nice?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/22/2004
Tapestry reviews
tale of rot and decay in life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/22/2004
Sad Sad Soul reviews
she was a sad sad soul/with so many problems to fill the pages with poems/in the books she wrote
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/22/2004
Writer's Block reviews
I can't really write at the moment, but I tried, just so I can let go of all these bitter emotions
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/10/2004
Obliterating Time reviews
could I erase what we had, what you found in her, could I be that selfish?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2004
No solution reviews
math class, leads to crazy vocab that exhibits signs of confusion
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2004
Shades of meaning reviews
about her, prettyful colors
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2004
just like love
anger, pain, my mind is shattering
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Published: 5/6/2004
Awareness would be suicide reviews
escaping everything
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/6/2004
Dead Dream reviews
extent to which a human will go for someone they love
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2004
Inept Endeavor
lashing out after I realized I will never come first, not when you love her
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Published: 5/6/2004
Bloodshadow
just about problems that you're faced with, disappointment and what you will go through for somebody
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Published: 5/6/2004
Chocolate drops reviews
weeeeee! love, how sweet
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/5/2004
Elusive Existence
I was happier when I wrote this... so all I can say now is never to find yourself in someone else... because what if you lose them?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Published: 4/26/2004
Blood Fixation reviews
cutting is incorporated into my poetry about love, being as it's one of the reasons behind my SI harm
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2004
Done With You reviews
strange poem along the lines of Saliva's "Always", which I was listening too, all credit goes to them for inspiration & lyrics, just my crazy lttle twist barely noticable, really...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2004
Dream Trance
a tribute to all my favorite songs, and my favorite person, caution: contains cutting and titles of strange music
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Published: 4/26/2004
Silent Screaming Self reviews
putting all of yourself into your poetry
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/25/2004
If I Come Out Of This reviews
ending of an age, the beginning of my journey through pain
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/25/2004
Capitalizing On Pain reviews
Just about how I always write about the shit I'm going through and never about happy stuff, all I can say in defense is that happiness is too hard
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/25/2004
Proof Of Pain reviews
love is a vindictive underhanded bitch; sarcasm and cutting
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/19/2004
Nucking Futs reviews
just... I'm going crazy... I'm so confused over you that I'm walking around trying not to let my pain and fear show in my eyes, 'cuz I can't let you see how much this has changed, how much more i care about you -cutting
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Parody/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/19/2004
Death Is A Gift reviews
living for someone that you love even though they hurt you so much you would welcome death, cutting, suicide implications, read&review
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/19/2004
Not Okay With That reviews
tired of suffering in your indifference R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/19/2004
Choking Inside reviews
about the sheer amount of emotion that can be felt for one person and how it can overwhelm you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/15/2004
Flying Through The Rain reviews
extremely raw thoughts about my life, created out of pain, R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/15/2004
Bananas reviews
I was having a horrible day, I slipped on a banana and it eventually seemed funny to me
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/15/2004
Nightmares reviews
She has these bad ass dreams where she screams and I just want to hold her and make the pain go away
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/3/2004
Under My Skin reviews
cutting, just thoughts
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/26/2004
The Truth reviews
Harsh truth about myself: I know who I am
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/26/2004
Sometimes I Wish reviews
ever want to be somehing else, just to get away...?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/26/2004
Say the Words reviews
ummm... love? doubt, and fear
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/26/2004
Sacred Feminine
slash, love, my awe of the body of a woman and how special each one is
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2004
Red Ink On My Skin reviews
love, cutting, confusion
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2004
Rather Die As Me
Cutting, shit that I do to pretend I don't have any problems
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 3/26/2004
Oops I made you cry reviews
cutting, sexual thoughts
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/26/2004
I'm Sorry reviews
Written to my brother, whom I don't live with anymore, just trying to say how much I miss him and regret moving away and for us not being there for each other
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/26/2004
Hostage Jealousies
Love someone, they love someone else, but are with you, so you try to put as much of yourself as you can into the relationship to keep their attention
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 3/26/2004
Go Away
cutting, pretty straightforward
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Published: 3/26/2004
Flying
suicide, just random thoughts
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Published: 3/26/2004
Don't hurt me reviews
stupid insecurities
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/26/2004
Doesn't Know How To Cry
Cutting, I can't cry, so this is what happens
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 3/26/2004
Cleanup reviews
cutting, the best part
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/26/2004
Black of the Soul
I can be more open, honest at night, let myself be truthful with her
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Published: 3/26/2004
Black Eyes
I miss her eyes, they are so beautiful, I could drown in them forever, and still not understand her
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Published: 3/26/2004
Deviant Nature reviews
Just something I wrote after my stepmom told me that being gay wasn't natural
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/26/2004
Am I Distracting You Yet? reviews
Something I wrote thinking of how she can so easily confuse me and make me want her no matter what we're doing or where we are
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/23/2004
All I Want To Know reviews
just random thoughts on lust
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/23/2004
Softest thing
just thinking of how soft she is, and how she tries to be gentle with me and with my feelings
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Published: 3/23/2004
Blood Bath reviews
Just cutting and thinking of how much I want you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/23/2004
Your creation
How someone I care about influences what I do, who I am, & what I believe in- love: where you give someone the power to destroy you, and trust that they won't
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Published: 3/15/2004
Alone with myself reviews
just thinking about how i don't really have anyone who knows me at all
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/15/2004
Chant of the Forgotten Ones
suicide, futility of sheilding your emotions, trying not to get hurt
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Published: 3/14/2004
Dance To Death reviews
tale of how helpless you are to those you care about, they could so easily hurt you
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/14/2004
Ranking System: Overload reviews
Just an odd little thing I wrote thinking about how I still don't fully understand someone, or what she means to me
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/14/2004
Cross To Bear reviews
my thoughts on religion and my sexuality, how they mix, and what i believe is right for me
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/7/2004
Waiting For You reviews
we have to wait till the right time for us, but i don't want us to drift a part before we've fully explored each other
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/3/2004
Chicken Soup reviews
? how much i need someone, & how i hardly ever see them
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/3/2004
Psychiatrists & Rehab reviews
inspired by those wonderful facilities in our nation, and how they are so oddly different
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/3/2004
HATE is a relative thing reviews
I was just thinking about the stuff i usually like, & how i hate all that flowery simile shyte
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/3/2004
GreenFlicker&FlameStarter reviews
fire, lust, confusion
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/2/2004
This goes deeper reviews
love is a lot less dramatic & confusing when I finally understand it... I may have thought I loved before now, but that was just affection & lust, now it's just a quiet sort of acceptance in the back of my mind that I would do anything for you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/2/2004
C'est Moi reviews
English project I tried to salvage, took the basic idea from this template, poetry for dummies:101 and screwed with it, I think it's funny/true in a sad way
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/27/2004
Dreaming Awake reviews
very sexual, graphic, f/f, just my usual lust-filled, thoughts :)
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/26/2004
It's Odd reviews
Just about what I think of my relationship with my sister & how we learn from each other but still make mistakes
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/23/2004
Inside My Heart reviews
I care too much & I don't think she knows how much she matters to me - cutting & f/f
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/23/2004
Dark Woman, Dark Thoughts reviews
Stuff I wrote when I was thinking of the woman I think I love, & my (non)place in her life- f/f
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/23/2004
Some Things reviews
thoughts as i was busy being confused over my love for someone, and the shyte were in
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/18/2004
Ode To Wendy reviews
ever met someone & instantly loved them? I have & she is a wonderful, caring person, I owe her many thanx
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/18/2004
Patented Illusions reviews
It is my life, and I hold the sole right to complain about it in my poetry
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2004
My Arm Itches reviews
i hate not being able to scratch my arm where it's cut, it drives me insane... I hate not being able to get over you
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/14/2004
love & affection
doubts about something or other that's bothering me
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Published: 2/14/2004
Life, it hurts sometimes
stuff... experimenting with writing and new outlook on my life
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 2/14/2004
Damaged
don't you just love how people viciously hurt you?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Published: 2/13/2004
Are You Happy?
people hurt you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Published: 2/13/2004
Even If I Beg reviews
freewriting in the dark late at night, this is what came out
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/13/2004
Invisible People reviews
english assignment- but I love it, & would never have had the courage to write it if i hadn't had to, even though I've always wanted to write something like this. Its's about finding yourself...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,377 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/24/2004
Embrace reviews
a little about self love I guess...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/19/2004
My Only? reviews
you make me feel... like everything, all at once
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/17/2004
Laugh For Me reviews
She's So Confusing!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/17/2004
Killing Me Softly
I miss her...haven't talked to her in ages...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Published: 1/17/2004
INSANITY
argh, she drives me insane
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 1/17/2004
Escape
always thinking about you...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 1/17/2004
Crazy reviews
I was on the bus and this crazy guy sat next to me...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/17/2004
CUT ME reviews
I cut to release the pain
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/14/2003
Can you see the pain? reviews
Cutting R/R
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/14/2003
Insane Illusions reviews
showed her my poetry & she read through the whole book. I felt ashamed of the trite emotions that she was reading, but they are real, they are me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/14/2003
It Bled Beautifully reviews
my thoughts on CUTTING & why we do it, I wrote it for myself & the person I care about
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/14/2003
Melt reviews
you never realize the power your actions can have over someone's emotions, intro to love 101
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/9/2003
Spirit Bear reviews
very sad, about endangered bears... english assignement, but I love it r&r
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/9/2003
Deep Dark reviews
argh I hate summaries... what else? deisire, need, pain
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/7/2003
Melt in the pain
happiness with nothing, Can't you give me more? - R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 12/7/2003
Choking on memories reviews
ever had that one person you couldn't forget, who kept driving you insane with thoughts of them?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/5/2003
Wondering reviews
Lust and a wonderful imagination are my greatest inspirations,
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/29/2003
Bye reviews
really short, about my feelings when I haven't talked to her in ages (sigh)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/29/2003
See The World Die reviews
I am against all labels. Poem to the people out there who stereotype others. slightly sarcastic,& bitter
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/29/2003
My other Obsession reviews
emotions were created to torment me. So was she...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/29/2003
Magnetic reviews
tribute to a close freind that I love...sadly. She is beautiful
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/29/2003
Midnight, My Darkest Hour reviews
late night... wishing I was somewhere else...thoughts of someone special
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/29/2003
Sanctuary reviews
I love to read... poem about where I feel most at home and safe
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/29/2003
I am Nothing reviews
thoughts of a raving lunatic, I am no one, and no one sees me
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/29/2003
Hold me tight reviews
mush. total mush. Don't tell anyone...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/29/2003
Cold of Emptiness reviews
doubt and long nights make for wonderful poetry... time is for thinking lustful thoughts and crying over screwed -up relationships
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/29/2003
Dark night reviews
trying to capture the excitement of my first kiss with her. slash
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/29/2003
Acid Rain reviews
Intense anger and pain, rated for language, r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/28/2003
Rush reviews
kind of a symbolic merging of fire and love... slightly sexual, read&review... please?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/28/2003
Spoken word reviews
Feelings I get when I have to perform... What is it that they hear? R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/20/2003
Onyx Baby reviews
Just thinking about this awesome girl and how she has a wild and almost primal connection to nature...r/r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/17/2003
Figure me out reviews
I want want to know what's going on with us
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/17/2003
Wishes are fishes reviews
ok, so yeah, I want to share my horrible guilty secrets with her, to show her my deepest memories
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/17/2003