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Joined 09-07-03, id: 373262, Profile Updated: 10-24-11
Author has written 143 stories for Life, Religion, General, Family, Humor, Love, Essay, Young Adult, and General.

college student. daydreamer. admires intelligence. despises ignorance. searching empathy.

the future has not been determined yet

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Want, Take, Have by SouledChampion reviews
ON HIATUS WILL BE COMPLETED. David Weston: the arrogant playboy. Samantha Spade: the quiet, sarcastic one. They get along like fire and ice. But the person Sam detests most is the best man to show her what it feels like to love and be loved
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 175,375 - Reviews: 2006 - Favs: 1,854 - Follows: 895 - Updated: 2/6/2009 - Published: 8/8/2005
banana split reality by elasticbobaturtle reviews
still I sit in this technicolor puddle.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 5/20/2008
Vulnerat by dollface and her cancer reviews
she, he, it wounds
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 8 - Published: 10/16/2007 - Complete
Walls Apart by bangbangstartagain reviews
[COMPLETE] She liked rock music. He preferred classical. She said what she thought. He thought before he said. She was from the 21st Century. He was from the 19th. There were more than walls keeping them apart.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 18 - Words: 79,951 - Reviews: 526 - Favs: 900 - Follows: 203 - Updated: 9/12/2007 - Published: 1/4/2007 - Complete
Not for Me by tickledblue reviews
FINISHED! I'm the loner with no backbone. He's the school's favourite god. He's at the top of the pyramid, while I'm not even part of the pyramid. Somebody tell me how this is going to work out.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 30 - Words: 159,158 - Reviews: 4792 - Favs: 2,869 - Follows: 343 - Updated: 9/7/2007 - Published: 6/22/2004 - Complete
Teacher's Apple by running-with-mascara-eyes reviews
A student embarks on a relationship with a teacher. Will it be a happy ending? (R&R i guess)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 20,901 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 4/7/2007 - Published: 8/5/2005
Fuzzy Pain Killers by kajib reviews
There is nothing that I can tell you about this, it holds strong feelings that I have really been through. If you find you can not relate, try pluging in a bad day and see if that helps.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/27/2007 - Complete
Self Destructive Drowning by Dollface Dead reviews
Running water muffles the sound. Messed up the way it was supposed to flow a bit when I posted it, but it's still readable.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/29/2007 - Complete
Unreturned Love by stariel reviews
Everyone's had their little crushes on their teachers... but what if a teacher has a crush on a student? Will it ever work out?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 33,319 - Reviews: 162 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 11/1/2006 - Published: 10/18/2004
Just Friends by Natasha5 reviews
[ Slash ] Friends who joke a little too personally, sit a little too closely, hug for a little too long, stare a little too intimitely, touch a little too often and care a little too much. Right. Just friends.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 43,111 - Reviews: 1063 - Favs: 1,030 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 10/24/2006 - Published: 5/11/2006 - Complete
Clockwork by Allegra Lena reviews
Clockwork/Like the gears turning in my head.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/12/2006 - Complete
When They Call Just Run by flaming.footprints reviews
Strangers in my room with clipboards and vacant expressions
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2006
Alone by Killingmesoftly reviews
I have great friends
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/18/2006
Please Be Kind, If I'm A Mess by Margot Tenenbaum reviews
i just wanna smash the face of that beautiful boy.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/18/2006
The Fat Club by Bee L reviews
Sixteen. Fat. Overweight, more like. What else is there for her to do than narrate her own life with humorous, bitter dialect?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 16 - Words: 28,631 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/5/2006 - Published: 7/4/2005
broken by chaos called creation reviews
handle with care.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 6 - Published: 1/25/2006
Lover, We Fail Like Christmas Colors by not sure yet reviews
jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/4/2006
Sins of the Mother by FanaticPixie reviews
Mother's aren't perfect too/And with my verbal knife/I stabbed you.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/9/2005
Poor Little Girl by xMidnightxTrancex
Poor little girl, when will you find someone who loves you?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/6/2005
Only Her by SassieC20 reviews
You never noticed me; only her.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/3/2005
Seeing Through Tears by Behind-these-eyes reviews
Anna develops a fear for romantic relationships due to her father’s constant abuse. So what happens when she unintentionally attracts the attention of a mysterious bad boy? *On Hold for editing.*
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 106,103 - Reviews: 2296 - Favs: 1,756 - Follows: 808 - Updated: 10/2/2005 - Published: 12/23/2004
Supply & Demand by Zia Aizan reviews
Boot camp. He's looking for money, she's looking to die. But how will Jade ever get Adam to sell her the drugs when he HATES her guts. And why does Adam suddenly care so much - that she wants to die?
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 13 - Words: 24,509 - Reviews: 241 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 6/5/2005 - Published: 9/3/2003
Wilted Innocence by Vaeleska reviews
[COMPLETE] 1800's: Current Situation: Sentenced to Death. Reason: Witch. Life-Turning Event: Young & Attractive Lord rescues her. Life-Long Vow: Men = trouble. Problem? Lord keeps flirting with her. Verdict: She falls for him. Anything Else? Damn.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 51,218 - Reviews: 183 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/17/2005 - Published: 11/20/2004
Intrigue by obsidian sorceress reviews
Aiden is captured by pirates while pretending to be a boy in order to get passage home. She needs to play a game of intrigue in order to keep her life while keeping her sex a secret. Based on old definition of Romance. R for complex characters. Complete
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 24 - Words: 72,349 - Reviews: 1144 - Favs: 861 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 5/23/2004 - Published: 5/3/2003
Screwed Nursery Rhyme by Krazie Kracker reviews
Now I lay me down to sleep, hanging from my own bed sheet..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Published: 12/23/2003
Black And Red by Gleechumber reviews
Not just about two colours... this poem is really easy to read into. It's about cutting/depression.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 5 - Published: 8/24/2003
Letting Go by Melania reviews
*Completed* Maria is abused by her father. After learning the whereabouts of her mother and brother, will she be able to let go and move on?
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 31,064 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/15/2003 - Published: 6/18/2003
Finding My Way Back Home by Gleechumber reviews
COMPLETE! Pearl, a bookworm and hopeless dreamer, is uprooted from the children's home where she has spent her whole life, and sent to live in the home of her father- but is he all he seems? When her dreams come crashing down, who will Pearl turn to?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 41,191 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 7/1/2003 - Published: 6/11/2003
Exist by Shigasu reviews
"Death will swallow her in its cold embrace. No one will know and not a soul will care. A snuffed flame of what was once, a brilliantly coloured candle." Poem of my feelings
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/9/2003
Mirror, Mirror by Gleechumber reviews
This is one of the only things I've written that I actually LIKE. It was just one of those things that I rattled right off the top of my head.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/1/2002
Blood and Pain by Lady Q reviews
Song lyrics about self-injury and suicide. Very triggery.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/6/2000
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JAHpan reviews
I can't believe this is happening to me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2009 - Complete
Something Swift
So I cling to the people around me, go out every night and take long walks, living up all my favorite things so the memories stand clear....
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 5/6/2009 - Complete
Warehouse
Working in a giant warehouse is different than I originally anticipated, I wander down long stretches of tiny paths, slowly doing my mindless labor, getting paid my minimum wage.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Published: 5/6/2009 - Complete
BirdCage
And your door is perpetually locked from the inside, because your too afraid to leave and deal with all that fucking shit ‘leaving’ entails.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Published: 5/6/2009 - Complete
Stand Swinging
When she was around ten years old, she began the strangest ritual which would stick with her for most of her adult life. She would stand swing. Simply put, she would stand instead of sit like you normally do on a swing and do so for long periods of time.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,163 - Published: 5/6/2009 - Complete
Fake Ignorant Everything
She is brilliant.wonderful.charismatic.loving when not using; but becomes a complete stranger when she is. Distant.foolish.self-destructive.broken.dangerous.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 712 - Published: 2/14/2009 - Complete
Sickly Pathetically Tragic reviews
To carve on her skin like an open canvas, so high school and immature, but she finds herself engraving deeper and deeper, thinking maybe if more blood shows up that means she’s more alive.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 357 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2009 - Complete
Pinkie Promise
And all she did was dream endlessly of the future. A poor start admittedly, but admirable.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Published: 2/14/2009 - Complete
Luck Out
Accelerate, straight into the right direction.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,644 - Published: 2/14/2009 - Complete
A Goodbye to Youth reviews
And I will grow older and more mature, surrounded by people that I care about, I will remember my whole life after I’ve lived it,and record it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,430 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2009 - Complete
Dedication
Even a chance encounter is preordained.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,161 - Published: 2/14/2009 - Complete
Nonsense
Because you're the biggest star in your own sky; the messiah, the advocate, and the devil wrapped up in the form of a college student.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 10/9/2008 - Complete
Relapse
It's been a while since I've thrown up because of pills, so long in fact that it was oddly nostalgic, in a fucked up sense.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Published: 9/16/2008 - Complete
What the Fuck are you thinking?
The single moment before you take the drugs, before you let yourself forget all that static and roll back to enjoy your high.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 486 - Published: 8/9/2008 - Complete
If I Learn
So, maybe this loss just shows us how idle our promises have become. Our sins, are they ever forgiven?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Published: 7/3/2008 - Complete
Stagnant Boy reviews
When I first met him you'd find him in the library spouting psychosomatic bullshit. I figured if he didn't do this he'd be sobbing. But, for a little while he smelled like ink and paper and hope.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/3/2008 - Complete
Nobody Likes a Weepy Drunk
a morbid little love song for the fucked up stoners and drunkies/ it makes me want to smack a bitch
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 5/25/2008 - Complete
Vodka Smoothie Depression
Somehow the depression tastes better with a vodka smoothie, you're a fool for ruining this and retarding your mind.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Published: 4/7/2008 - Complete
Keep Going, Girl reviews
Those dead weights won't keep your wings bound because you're much stronger than that.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/25/2008 - Complete
Good Vibes reviews
When your on your ON, slowly removing yourself from that high school taint. Nothing compares to this.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/25/2008 - Complete
Yeah, We'll All Float On reviews
As you lay on your floor with that pallat beneath you, and colors flowing across your fingers your feeling free.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/25/2008 - Complete
Deeper Cuts reviews
How much do you think about those pills everyday, girl?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/25/2008 - Complete
Deep Ambitions reviews
Corny love fests only force you deeper into your art, working on charcoal drawings till your fingers are stained black.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/25/2008 - Complete
So Leave Yourself Intact reviews
Another page in my novel is written; only this time longer and less angst filled.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/25/2008 - Complete
Awabi Shikagakyouseijutsu Desu
And she will grasp those who love her pure for they are few but precious
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 2/13/2008 - Complete
Move On
She’s ready to embrace the future now, though one eye will forever be caught gazing into her past at the mistakes, she’ll learn from them teach herself to except them because they are apart of who she is now... and she'll move on.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Published: 1/20/2008
Liar, Liar
I feel as though I deserve the resentment in your eyes, this distain is something I'm familiar with, it's a comfort.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Published: 12/20/2007 - Complete
Recession
Those 'good times' so to speak are scarce and hard to comprehend... it's a lagging comfort, a lie.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 11/20/2007 - Complete
I Won't Be Home Tonight
I want to learn your god so I may find your heaven.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
D' Lenge Boarding School reviews
Magdalene Dupree is sent to a boarding school for deviant behavior and drug abuse. She meets a boy and falls in lust, but the addictions she lives with arent so easily forgotten.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 25,617 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 11/12/2007 - Published: 3/23/2007
Everything Changes
Today I caught myself staring blankly at my wrists, reminiscing upon a time where they were bleeding.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Published: 10/30/2007 - Complete
Letdown
A shard of glass has two smooth sides, if I learn to pick you up correctly surely my fingers will not bleed.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 10/19/2007 - Complete
Stagnation
For the first time in ages, I dragged that blade across my skin. It was the crappiest thing ever. I hated it.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 10/3/2007 - Complete
Complancency
The bruises will fade soon, you tell yourself. Yes, soon.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Published: 8/22/2007 - Complete
Still Alone
I'll be the hand that saves you, though you'll never know that it is me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Published: 8/22/2007 - Complete
Mantra
There is a huge wall between the way that I feel and the way that she feels, this will never be something that unites us or makes up equal.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Published: 8/22/2007 - Complete
Druggie Blood and Bloodshot Eyes
I am my own person with my own dreams and one day I won't need to do this anymore.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Published: 8/22/2007 - Complete
Vanish
You sit in your bed feeling small, trying to ignore the throb in your arms from the self infilicted mutilation that makes you happier than human contact.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 7/2/2007 - Complete
Razorblade Rejects
It started out as fucking and it ended fucked up... mutilation is my salvation
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 7/2/2007 - Complete
Graduation reviews
The truth took a week to set in now it's overwhelming, I made it, I survived, these prim suffering years known as high school.I'll never have be going back, and I can't wait to start my life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/5/2007 - Complete
Iridescent reviews
As things crumble all around, you wonder how things got this bad.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/9/2007 - Complete
Frail
I am a fool but you are an asshole.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Published: 4/17/2007 - Complete
Verge reviews
Now she sits on the verge of her future , she will accelerate and never look back.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/16/2007 - Complete
You Got Played
You thought you knew better but in the end you were fooled. Don't you feel like a jackass now.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Published: 4/16/2007 - Complete
Depression reviews
She will always spend a lot of the time doubting herself...
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,083 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/9/2007 - Complete
Chord D, Chord C, Fifth Fret, Fourth reviews
Some people will sacrifice their happiness to not feel the pain.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/21/2007 - Complete
Wish reviews
You were once my true wish... where you wishing too?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/21/2007 - Complete
The Alice Door reviews
I believe in ghosts... this is why.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Humor/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,093 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/27/2007 - Complete
Playing Pretend
Sometimes I like to play that you were never there, but it's a dirty lie.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Published: 2/7/2007 - Complete
Forgive You, Fool
You lied and you are stupid.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Published: 1/22/2007 - Complete
My Bloody Princess reviews
She rolled onto her back and kissed him. They were both too intoxicated with the drug and the sensations. Her world had little butterfly's fluttering across the walls of punk band posters and old clothing. [Drugs][Complete]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 36,656 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 1/16/2007 - Published: 12/6/2006 - Complete
Standstill
You're the color in my black and white world. You blind me with brilliance.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 1/1/2007 - Complete
Perhaps Not
If nothing lasts forever, can I be your nothing?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Published: 12/25/2006 - Complete
Aperte Commissium reviews
So many lies I’ve had to tell myself to make it so I can fall asleep.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,767 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/11/2006 - Complete
Crazy Girl on Crack Cocaine reviews
just another ramble for the insane... don't try to understand the revolution cause i won't either
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/8/2006 - Complete
Narcissism
Its all for the decadence! The languid slither of your tongue across my lips... no, not the one's on my face...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
Decadent Fools reviews
She looked at me with her cat like eyes and took a drag of her cigarette, then motioned with her hand around the room. 'This is as good as it gets baby.'
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,437 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
Schnapps and The Booby Boy
So theres this boy and he kinda has my heart...
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 11/23/2006 - Complete
Nostalgia
The nipples tighten like little pearls and the blurred senses are a sign of his forgetfulness. I want him so badly it hurts, but he won't look at me that way. No, never.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Published: 11/9/2006 - Complete
Waiting reviews
The situation of a drug abuser never changes, so all she can do is sit back and wait for a future she isnt quite sure she deserves.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,690 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/27/2006 - Complete
The Shirt Debacle reviews
Three girls, one debate.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 779 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/31/2006 - Complete
Foolish Girl reviews
You're like Alice, who in wonderland drank the bottle even if she knew it may contain poison.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/24/2006 - Complete
Will You Won't You NO I Can't
You clawed your way into my heart where now you rest but what will happen when you want to be set free?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 6/24/2006 - Complete
Oh, Sweet Romance reviews
Now I wish to bash your head with a chainsaw till your dead.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/24/2006 - Complete
Please DO NOT Change This Letdown
You’re not ever scared ever because you couldn’t care less about what happens to you.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Published: 6/24/2006 - Complete
The Ward
It’s weird how everyone smiles and shares their stories like it doesn’t hurt real bad to think about it, cause I know it does.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Published: 6/24/2006 - Complete
Macabe Love reviews
She clutches her black eyeliner and wears her hospital bracelets with a sick pride, telling all who look at her that she just recently survived a drug overdose.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 620 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/24/2006 - Complete
Whisper reviews
I knew that you wouldnt amount to anything, prude.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2006 - Complete
Lifeline reviews
And little girls grow up, I think.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 796 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/30/2006 - Complete
TherRAPEme reviews
Therapy has never helped me accomplish anything, how about you?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2006 - Complete
The Carousel reviews
Life is nothing but a cheap imatation. Love is nothing but a mad bull on crack.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 782 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2006 - Complete
Standing In A Legal Court Case reviews
Apparently I just wasnt perfect enough for you.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/25/2006 - Complete
Drug World reviews
It's a drug world for a fucked up girl.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 559 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/25/2006 - Complete
Hemophilia reviews
My heart is like a hamloaf.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 885 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2006 - Complete
Lover We Fail like Christmas Lights reviews
A twosided semi schizophrenic fractured monologue where my thoughts are pitted with my cynical, critial, sarcastic voices of my depression.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,434 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/12/2006 - Complete
Drab Queers and Blood Stained Girls reviews
Oh, lets see how this relationship fares.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/21/2006 - Complete
Prom Queen reviews
She blonde and pretty and popular and she shoots heroin. Ah, vote for Prom Queen!
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/12/2006 - Complete
Lucky Numbers FourEver reviews
Shh! It's a secret...
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/11/2006 - Complete
Love and Lust reviews
Punish me you bastard.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/16/2006 - Complete
Gossamer Wings reviews
A dream that I had last night. I can't get it out of my head.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/9/2006 - Complete
Bastardized Broadway reviews
but in the end there is no end and when you look in the mirror you will never recognize yourself or be something more than a horrible singe on the end of a stick of lavender incense and your nothing but a bastardized form of a lost dream
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,045 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/9/2006 - Complete
Yucky Poetics reviews
It's really pathetic how I try to keep holding on to something that's not coming back.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/2/2006 - Complete
bereft reviews
she is the center of her universe, that bitch
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,394 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/2/2006 - Complete
Memoir of Utopia reviews
She cuts herself because her body is a canvas and she has always been an artist.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 780 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/28/2006 - Complete
Remember reviews
I will gnaw my heart out before I cry, I will forever lie about what happened.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/25/2006 - Complete
Let Down reviews
Don't trust me or put faith in me, I'll let you down every time.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2006 - Complete
Forget September reviews
Cynical teenagers should know not to be hypocritical. Basic student X teacher relationship.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,793 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/18/2006
Knickers and Saggy Breasts reviews
Drugs and Sex and Cutting and Distain.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2006 - Complete
The Art of Depressing Authors reviews
When I'm happy, I can't tell if its just the medication starting to kick in.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2006 - Complete
Example A reviews
Shows that this sort of penetration just isnt morally correct.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2006 - Complete
Product Placement reviews
I'm filled with lubricant, why won't you play with me now?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2006 - Complete
The Dramatic Breakup reviews
A spoonful of sugar will help the cyanide go down.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/13/2006 - Complete
Lover We Fall so Far we Fail reviews
I poke little thumbtacs into my arms . Oh my lover, save me from the beauty.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 576 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/26/2006 - Complete
Pink Elephants and Monoploy Dice reviews
The prozac only serves to help me fake it better. I can play my pretend game forever now.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 395 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/24/2006 - Complete
Flawless In Love
Why did he have to die, when I love him more than I love myself?
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Published: 1/24/2006 - Complete
oxmoron or oxycotin reviews
In a land far far away, over the river and through the woods lives a person who nobody even gives a shit about anyway.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/23/2006 - Complete
Copy and Paste reviews
The medication always fucks things up.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/18/2006 - Complete
Paperclips and Paper Cuts and Paper Rock and SMASH reviews
The tape wraps round and round, a dice rolls across glass. This is what pain is.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/18/2006 - Complete
Wall of Shame reviews
The poetry doesnt help but the drugs make it worse.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 426 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/18/2006 - Complete
Tried and Died reviews
She gave up. Again.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/10/2006 - Complete
Some Stupid Love Song reviews
All I can hear is you telling me what a shitty person I am, and all I can see is the drugs and the fat on my flesh, and all I can do is agree with you..
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/5/2006 - Complete
Honestly, I'm Lying reviews
Assignment for my math teacher when he caught me cheating on a test.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/20/2005 - Complete
Snow Block and Sex reviews
It finally hit me that you didnt care when you walked away and never looked back.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/19/2005 - Complete
How To Hate Yourself 101 reviews
Class is now in session.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/19/2005 - Complete
Trampled reviews
Who would listen to you as you scream out, 'Stay away from those dirty people, you can grow up to be something much better.'
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/19/2005 - Complete
Lo and Behold reviews
Another reason why I do not care about you.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/19/2005 - Complete
Eye Luv U 4Evur reviews
Lyke, I cut and I'm depressed! Oh, gawd! [Rolls Eyes.]
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/19/2005 - Complete
Improbable Outcome reviews
Have you ever wished on a paper cut?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/19/2005 - Complete
Orange reviews
She never loved in red, she loved in orange.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/5/2005 - Complete
Special reviews
Click. Click. Bang.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/5/2005 - Complete
Inject reviews
Another example of PRODUCT PLACEMENT. [Drink Mountain Dew.]
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/5/2005 - Complete
Flawed reviews
It's a facade of nothing... beautiful and flawless.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/5/2005 - Complete
Illusion reviews
She feel's sorry for them because she would have loved them if they had given her a chance.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/5/2005 - Complete
Jingle Bell Rock reviews
Another dramatic tale of a shitty relationship.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/10/2005 - Complete
Stupid Trees reviews
This infliction burns with salt, I excel at reliquishing nothing.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/10/2005 - Complete
With The Angels reviews
If I end this will the pain stop?
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/10/2005 - Complete
Noise Between Voices reviews
Just a stoner party crashed by the fuzz.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2005 - Complete
Teacher reviews
She is bruised and all her teacher can do is stare like a stupid idiot.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2005 - Complete
Strawberry Sweet Infliction reviews
Smile while your soul is bleeding you dry, from within.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2005 - Complete
Magazine Perfection reviews
Perfection is an indulgence it's being lovely, no lonely.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2005 - Complete
Disclaimer of a Illness reviews
I'm scared. I don't want to die.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2005 - Complete
Sniffing Glitter reviews
Drugs and the insanity of early morning insomnia.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/13/2005 - Complete
Burn Out reviews
Your so messed up, you burn out.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/10/2005 - Complete
Heartsick reviews
It's when I throw up just to make sure my stomach is empty, even though I havent eaten in days...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/10/2005 - Complete
Ryhme reviews
I'm a little tea cup, short and stout.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/10/2005 - Complete
Well, That's Downright Shitty reviews
Ah, the pleasent memories of reminiscing under the glow of paltry flames.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/10/2005 - Complete
Once Upon a Dream reviews
I don't want a happily ever after. I want a 'the end.'
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/10/2005 - Complete
Pills reviews
They just make the stupidity stop... for a little while.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/10/2005 - Complete
Rock, Paper, Scissors reviews
I understand that scissors can beat paper, and I get how a rock can beat scissors, but there's no WAY that paper can beat rock.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/5/2005 - Complete
Fallatio reviews
Because everything is so much better when your hurting.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/5/2005 - Complete
Home reviews
What should she do when she hits rock bottom?
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/5/2005 - Complete
Fix Herself reviews
Put the bandages on the wrists, close the caps to the pills, put the blade in the dresser, and paste on that flawless smile.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/5/2005 - Complete
Family Portrait reviews
Mommy, mommy, won't you beat me just a little more?
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/5/2005 - Complete
Drugs and Diets reviews
Rehab is for quitters but I'm too stoned to care...
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/5/2005 - Complete
Merry Go Round reviews
Still she spins around in her MerryGoRound imagination... because nothing ever hurts when your wearing the love you never had.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/27/2005 - Complete
Run from Forever reviews
Silence is a virture, to those who choose to understand it. The darkness is never taken in by those who wish to run from it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/31/2005 - Complete
empty baggage reviews
you find it so hard to smile as if you're working at mcdonalds, but you always manage because it fends off the hurt
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 713 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/31/2005 - Complete
Weight: 105 reviews
Damn you cellulite!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/15/2004 - Complete
Infinity reviews
And your dreams come crashing down, just like they've always done, only this time you have no one to blame but yourself.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/29/2004 - Complete
Meeting the End reviews
It scares me that as I rise above the destruction, all I can do is smile.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/29/2004 - Complete
New Days reviews
Wicca. Written during Yule. Blessed Be.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/11/2003 - Complete
Compes reviews
I'll never be as talented as her, never be as kind... I'll never be as quiet as her, never as refined.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/14/2003 - Complete
Hit and Miss reviews
Drugs. Suicide. Rape. Anorexia. Incest. Deprivation. In god we trust.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10/20/2003 - Complete