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Joined 10-09-03, id: 377659, Profile Updated: 03-24-08
Author has written 16 stories for Life, Friendship, Nature, General, Young Adult, Fantasy, and Thriller.

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Hello all. I'm Amber. My name is lame, I'm 16, female, a lesbian and live in the horrible state that is Texas. Uh, I love to write. That's basically it.

FAVORITES:

Bands: Drowning Pool,White Stripes, Nirvana, Queen(of course) The Beatles, NIN, Pantera, Seether, Shinedown,Alice In Chains, Danzig, Pink Floyd, Modest Mouse, MSI, Gorillaz, Metallica, Nirvana, Metallica, and AC/DC, those are the tops. Besides that, I like heavy metal(but i'm not a metal head) some country, no rap whatsoever, and I'm getting more into punk.

Books:
To Kill A Mockingbird, Black Beauty, The Secret Life of Bees, Cujo, The
Shining, A Walk to Remember,all Harry Potter books and all books by
Tamora Peirce, and all books by Tolkien.

Authors: Steven King, J.K Rowling, Tamora Pierce.

Movies: A Walk to Remember, POTC, LOTR, Fight Club, SLC Punk, Pan's Labyrinth, The Boondock Saints,

Hobbies: Writing, reading. Playing guitar(acoustic), skateboarding, listening to music, breathing.

So me. Love me or hate me, either way it's still an obsession.

(4/2)So Amber, who is a well known lesbian, is writing a m/m story. I shall be updating either today or tomorrow. As for Icicles, the 4th chapter is being rewritten, so if you even read the thing, thank you and have patience. You are all loved. By me. But not in a creepy way.

(4/27) I haven't updated in a while, and Icicles won't be updated for at least another week, maybe two. I'm having a hard time with computers. But I shall be ever dilligent.

(5/25/07) Sorry for anyone whose actually been reading my stories, I've been really behind, and unable to find my flashdrive. Thank you Knightmare for that really detailed review on Negative Degrees, it was a pretty rushed story. It will be getting a rewrite. I'm not entirely sure where I'm going with Icicles, so that story may get deleted in the near future. Insomnia is still going strong, I just haven't been able to update. So thanks for all your patience and whatnot.

(6/10/07) Updated Insomnia. There will be some revision of the first chapter. I was looking over it, and it isn't they way I wanted it to go. That's it for right now.

(7/21/07) I know I haven't updated Insomnia in a while, sorry for anyone who reads my profile. I'm not always in use of a computer, and at the moment I have no use of any word documents. If you're willing to wait for my slow, slow update, thank you so much!

(8/19/07) I've finally found a way to be able to update. Updates for Insomnia should come every Thursday and or Sunday. That schedule is subject to change. Sorry, again.

(12/28/07) So I've finally updated Insomnia. sorry for the long time it took. Also the first and second chapters are getting edited, so just bear with me. Thanks.

(2/26/08) God, I feel like such a slaker. I hope people do look at this page so they know I'm working on another chapter of Insomnia. I lost my flashdrive and just recently found it, so give me 2 weeks tops. I'm so sorry.

(3/24/08) I just posted an English project that I did. I liked it a lot, so I thought I would share it with the rest of you. Check it out.

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Almost As Much As I Love Pickles by Luci-chan's Lunchbox Of Doom reviews
Eli lives with three perfect roommates. Even though they all seem to like and accept him, what happens when you just don't think you're good enough? [slash and some mild het][WIP]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 36,714 - Reviews: 291 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 91 - Updated: 9/20/2009 - Published: 4/15/2007
Bad Luck by BeccaPenguin reviews
Fin. Aiden is in a tough situation: he's madly in love with his best friend. But things only get worse when he's forced to work with an obnoxious bully. But even a guy like Aiden can find love. Well, that is, if his bad luck stays out of the way first...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 194,813 - Reviews: 174 - Favs: 236 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 7/17/2009 - Published: 11/26/2007 - Complete
Perfection by The.Archer reviews
He's nineteen, she's fifteen. He hates her, she loves him. He lusts after her, she wants to make him happy... that's when things get complicated... VERY EXPLICIT
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 21,480 - Reviews: 253 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 173 - Updated: 8/10/2008 - Published: 7/1/2007
An Illusion of Speed by India Weasley Took reviews
Because we are what society likes to call outcasts, we're always together. I know that we stick to each other constantly, that we are like music and dancing: able to exist on our own, but so much better when brought together. We are the TBDs. That's all.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 23,235 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/9/2008 - Published: 10/19/2006
Rasta Guy by xanthofile reviews
Reggie's a normal enough guy, a bit quirky, sure, but normal. This is the story of his romantic saga. Sounds corny, I know, but it's good, if I do say so myself. Slash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 78,766 - Reviews: 227 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 6/30/2008 - Published: 8/8/2005
The Faster You Fall by sitaloire reviews
Yes, Nicky's fathers are gay. That doesn't mean he is, and he's determined to make sure everyone knows it... until he meets Dave.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 69,625 - Reviews: 692 - Favs: 494 - Follows: 255 - Updated: 6/5/2008 - Published: 4/17/2006 - Complete
Perhaps Love by Algae reviews
[COMPLETE] Life was set in place for Adam and Blake and neither of them thought they needed anything more out of it. But when they meet each other, they're forced to reevaluate. But is it all worth it? Slash MM.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 41 - Words: 94,724 - Reviews: 472 - Favs: 268 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 1/6/2008 - Published: 6/6/2006 - Complete
The Death of a Saint by honey blossom reviews
Where the skyscrapers greet the sun every morning, Glory by his side and Jimmy in his head, James escaped. Or was he trapped?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,143 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/13/2007 - Complete
Wyatt by xanthofile reviews
[Slash] A teen wondering when his chance at life will come. Taking care of his invalid mother and keeping it secret, he's never lived for himself. Until two brothers move just across the street. [complete]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 55,910 - Reviews: 313 - Favs: 345 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 12/3/2007 - Published: 4/5/2006 - Complete
Cheap Hippies by speakeasy-love reviews
“I hope her pussy tastes like fucking cherry pie!” Rain screams at the car as it pulls away. Teenagers are strange.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,454 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 11/13/2007 - Published: 9/9/2007
The Puppeteer & Marionette by TheKatsPajamas reviews
[[oneshot]] I didn’t cry anymore after he finished. I didn’t curl up into a ball. I didn’t avoid his gaze—I craved his gaze. My eyes were dry and I spread out as if I owned the place. [[short little story of incest, love, hate give it a chance]]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,572 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 11 - Published: 10/9/2007 - Complete
Chaysing Elliot by Lizzy-Lou reviews
He's her teacher, she's his student. He's her boyfriend, she's his little secret. They know it's risky, and they know it's unwise. But they also know that saying goodbye isn't easy.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 44 - Words: 91,554 - Reviews: 743 - Favs: 397 - Follows: 137 - Updated: 7/27/2007 - Published: 12/8/2006 - Complete
Brandon by xanthofile reviews
[slash tendencies] Seventh grade was a breaking point in my life. And maybe in a few years, I would have known what to do, what to say, but at that point in time, I just walked away, my heart dropping down to my feet to bleed, lost and alone. [oneshot]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,290 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/3/2007 - Complete
Demonic Daze by Grimm018 reviews
Edan, an emotionally barren demon slayer, must tear down the mental barriers that he has placed between himself and the rest of the human world to train Caleb,the new recruit,a seemingly average teenager who possesses extraordinary abilities.R&R. SLASH
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 6 - Words: 15,653 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/14/2007 - Published: 2/19/2007
A Chronicle of Pain by John Buchta reviews
A man takes vengance out on everyone closest to him, after learning of his wife's death.
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: T - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,585 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2007 - Complete
Closet Case by Algae reviews
Everyone loves how it appears, but few bother to look inside.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 394 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/19/2007
The Unheard by Kimi kara tegami reviews
Remembering those silenced by violence and murder for expressing their true identity. There are more of us than I could have ever imagined, the community vast and varied, but the sad fact is that so many of us are killed for simply being ourselves.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/21/2006 - Complete
Love with Lies by Rizzal Fo'shizzal reviews
Love. And a sick, twisted, abusive father. NEW CHAPTER!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 19,971 - Reviews: 74 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 8/14/2006 - Published: 5/25/2005
Glassy Thoughts in a Bottle of Draining Reflection by Lovetress reviews
thoughts. insecuries. The mystery that is my mind.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/8/2006
Oreo by Knightmare Elite reviews
In the social hierarchy of High School, two polar opposites of popularity are forced together. Can they survive long enough to complete the assignment, or will their differences drive them to failure? Interracial Lesbian Fic, don't like don't read.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,601 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/7/2006 - Complete
Breaking the Camel's Back by Equida reviews
A tragedy with a happy ending? WHAT? Plenty of teen angst and bloody gore, but also with a smidgen of bittersweet romances. A brilliant boy with a bright future kills himself, and we must travel to the past to find out why. R/R
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,682 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 5/6/2005 - Published: 4/17/2005
My Happy Ending by t h e m u s h r o o m reviews
UNDERSTAND THIS IS ONLY UP HERE BECAUSE, for some awful reason, most of you guys liked it. I advise you don't read it. I wrote this back when the old rating system still stood so R for language, violence, non graphic child molestation, and awful writing.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 16,928 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 24 - Updated: 8/7/2004 - Published: 7/16/2004 - Complete
Fallen by peppermint-kiss reviews
Alisha finds herself falling deeper into a love she can't seem to get herself out of, though she knows its wrong...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 16,061 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 12/5/2003 - Published: 8/22/2003
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Insomnia reviews
Isaac can no longer sleep because the darkness is an overwhelming fear. He has a deep secret that is affecting his whole life and no one who could understand. Until he meets a man that is willing to give Isaac something to live for... [mm strong themes]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,211 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 6/11/2008 - Published: 4/8/2007
Who Else?
This is a project I did in English, about the Holocaust and who else it affected. Please read.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,368 - Published: 3/24/2008 - Complete
Killer of the Damned reviews
Inside the room, there was shouting. There was crying. There was pleading. Soon, if she did not move, there would be raping.
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/7/2007 - Complete
She dances reviews
She DANCES In the pale moonlight with her eyes closed
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/22/2006 - Complete
In the Darkness reviews
A young girl's life is ripped apart as a vampire kills her family. I did not write this story, my brother AJ did, but he doesn't have an account, so I posted it for him.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 839 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/28/2005
When Doves Cry reviews
This is a true story I think everyone should read. It's a brief story about what really happened to someone I love dearly.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,246 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/28/2005 - Complete
Who is Death? reviews
A sweet relief of sin, an escape of pain, an advance of freedom...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/7/2005 - Complete
Havoc Has No Heart reviews
It really doesn't have a heart.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/7/2005 - Complete
Questions of Millions reviews
Never judge people
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/7/2005 - Complete
My Cinquain reviews
I did this in my poetry class, and I liked it. Its about death.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/7/2005 - Complete
Torrent reviews
not even i know how i feel...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 396 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/2/2004 - Complete
Waves of Soitude reviews
i like water
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/2/2004 - Complete
Some Kind Of Rain reviews
i hate the rain
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/2/2004 - Complete
The Quiet Storm reviews
it was raining outside...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/8/2004
Love reviews
this was just something I felt like writing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/19/2003 - Complete
Of Silence In A Screaming Heart reviews
I was in a bad mood, I'm not usually a dark mood.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/13/2003 - Complete