Agony of Mind
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Joined 10-14-03, id: 378435, Profile Updated: 03-25-08
Author has written 66 stories for General, Fantasy, Religion, General, Historical, Romance, Essay, Song, Life, Love, Friendship, and Family.

Welcome All!

I am currently no longer writing under this account. I have switched to a new account under the pen name Eileen Whiting. I will of course leave all of my writings that I have posted here up except for the unfinished stories (which I haven't decided whether I will continue or not). Feel free if you are new to my writings to post a comment, I still love to hear what people have to say about them, and to everyone feel free to visit my new account.

I hope you enjoy the journeys my writings takes you on!

Be well,

Sarah

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From Pauper to Princess by jukeboxsabotage reviews
Winter, model extraordinaire, hasn't always had a wonderful life. Kier Covington seems like a God, the way the media raves about him. When they have to model together, sparks fly and he wants her. Review please!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 462 - Reviews: 441 - Favs: 411 - Follows: 162 - Updated: 1/28/2010 - Published: 9/12/2005 - Complete
Can Love Conquer All by ani18 reviews
CHAPTER 20 UP Please R&R Kate and Daniel fell in love at first sight, got married. Then they discover that he's her teacher. Full summary on homepage.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 70,728 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 106 - Follows: 81 - Updated: 12/22/2007 - Published: 1/13/2006
Paperwalls by Twisted By Design reviews
Cameron’s always kept her family’s secrets, but her mother’s diagnosis with cancer makes those secrets hard to hide, and even harder to stop. Things aren't always as they appear... Warnings: Violence, incest, sex.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 58,958 - Reviews: 206 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 2/19/2007 - Published: 10/7/2003
Lake Pleasant by Pelirizado reviews
This gets pretty intense, so beware ye of weak stomach. Well, maybe not that intense, but there is quite a bit of violence, and some gore.
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,338 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/21/2006
cut by Marionette Dancer reviews
here's where my name marionette dancer comes from...r&r
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/6/2006
She by Marionette Dancer reviews
rated for whatever...another autobiography...but i think this one's the best...really shows who i am...please r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/28/2005
For Sarah by Pelirizado reviews
I wrote this song for a dear friend of mine who is going through rough times
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 6/4/2005 - Published: 5/10/2005
Are You There? by Pelirizado reviews
To somebody who means a lot to me...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2005
Nowhere Kids by Catticus reviews
Katrina sees strange fruit hanging in the park...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2005 - Complete
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And Then She Died reviews
After living through something traumatic, a young girl find herself running in fear from a monster that may be only in her imagination. Mentions cutting and suicide.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,985 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/8/2006
Midnight Dreams reviews
Welcome to this nightime fantasy, unveil your wildest dreams, open your imagination and take flight on moonlight wings
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/17/2006
The Winter Cold reviews
This poem is about a lover's death and how the loss breaks the love's heart and how she wishes to join him in death.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/8/2006
To Myself Before I Die reviews
Talk of cutting and self mutilation, and suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2006
This reflection in the mirror reviews
I stare in the mirror and no longer see the reflection of me but the reflection of who you want me to be
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/8/2006
Heartache reviews
And this is life: hearts ache and lives break and the tears are never brought out the same way
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/8/2006
Death by Birth reviews
From the moment of birth we are condemned to die, this is just a morbid way to look at life
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/21/2006
Paroxysm reviews
A picture of the chaos raging inside of me at the time I wrote this.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/10/2006
Prisoner within myself reviews
A million thoughts, regrets and feelings all tied into chaotic words dancing upon the page... one of my better works
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/10/2006
Shattered Pieces of a Broken Porcelain Doll reviews
hints of suicide... She is falling from the highest height and clawing at the walls of the pit that she's in... doe her smile mock the pain that she feels?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/30/2005
Her Shameless Mockery reviews
mentions cutting... Where is the end to this shameless mockery? Will someone show her that they hate the lie that she is living? tell her it is okay to cry
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 474 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/29/2005
Your Cold Front reviews
hint of cutting... was your friendship just a fake and instead you really hate me?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/28/2005
Bad Girl Lonely reviews
theme is sexual... she's not a bad girl... but she believes she's worse that dirt... she can't blame the men that sinned against her
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/27/2005
Her Monster reviews
hints of cutting... how can she get rid of a monster that she doesn't know the name of?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/27/2005
Silent, Crimson Tears reviews
suicide and cutting... This crimson blood that flows is an image of my unshed and silent tears
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/26/2005
PostTelephone Session reviews
deals with cutting... it is something that she knows she needs to stop, but has grown to an addiction
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/26/2005
Fatal Mistake reviews
rated for hints of suicide, and sexual abuse- unkowing mistake of fatal design my innocence stolen with a touch and a kiss
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/4/2005
Haunting Ghosts of Midnight
These bloodish droplets whisper softly of the torment that she's hiding
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/2/2005
She's Just a Simple Girl reviews
She's just a simple girl with a complex pain, a million miles an hour and rushing by are the people asking how she is doing, but they don't stop to listen
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/21/2005
Her Song reviews
I really don't know how to describe this one... basically about a girl and the song she never wanted to sing
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/21/2005
Go Away! reviews
Although we've parted, the memory of him hasn't left my head. This poem isn't telling him to leave me alone or to go away, but is instead speeking to that haunting memory.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/18/2005
Bleeding Roses reviews
Crimson Rose, dainty and pure, why do you bleed such blood?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/14/2005
Broken Window reviews
She's staring through a broken window as she remembers her broken dreams
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/14/2005
This Illusion reviews
Take a peek at her picture, what you find there is beauty, but if you look for too long you'll see that she's crying
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/14/2005
Twilight Melody reviews
The sound of her sing song laughter, her broken smile bleeds, her prayers ride to heaven on her twilight melody
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/14/2005
This is what I remember reviews
This is what I remember of you... how your hand held mine, how your voice saved my life, how when I saw you, I saw an angel...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/13/2005
Rejoicing Crucifixion reviews
Crucify, Crucify the people cried! Did you know that the word excruciating came from the greek word for the pain that Christ felt on the cross
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/12/2005
She's Watching reviews
She's been through this already and she doesn't need it again, especially from you... rated for drug content
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/12/2005
Your Escape reviews
If only I had known the emptiness inside, I could have broght you help, You'd have lived instead of died
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/10/2005
Paint Me A Picture reviews
I want God to be the master of my life's picture...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/10/2005
Abba Father reviews
About the relationship between me and my dad.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 571 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/10/2005
Daddy
Yep, I'm a daddy's girl... but he doesn't seem to be a daughter's daddy... I miss what he used to be
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Published: 3/10/2005
Lies
written for a friend and my dad... you say you love me but do you really mean it?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 3/10/2005
A Dancer's Last Breath reviews
The story of me...
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 715 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/8/2005
Hello God? reviews
Hello God, where is the sun today, why are these clouds hovering so near?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2005
Hero reviews
A poem about my personal hero... He saved my life!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/8/2005
Then Falls the Nameless Void reviews
There is a darkness inside my soul, a deep haunting mirage of Sheol
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/8/2005
Bloodthirsty reviews
How many times must we rip his flesh to shreds to quench our endless thirst for holy blood?
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2005
My Sweet Suicide reviews
rated for strong topic There is a fate worse than death I’ve concluded The answer evades only those who deny it...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2005
Silent Screams reviews
Ever feel like you need to scream and cry and bleed away the pain, but nothing comes and then you wish it would disappear and you could feel nothing...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/8/2005
Once Upon A Time reviews
rated for the use of one swear word and used only once What is love? And why do we love when more than often it just breaks us and tears us apart?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2005
Love Once Lost, Is Gone Forever reviews
it is all in the title... when you love someone and you find that they don't love you back, it can kill you inside
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 349 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/28/2005
Demons reviews
Demons are all around me, tearing at my mind, pushing me to insanity, yet at the same time holding me back, they taunt me
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/12/2005
With This Ring reviews
This isn't about a wonderful marriage or a marriage ceremony, it is about the faithfulness a woman has towards her unfaithful husband.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/10/2005
Just Your Help reviews
I don't want your sympathy, your hope, your pity, your empathy, or your comfort, I just want you to listen and help me when asked
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/9/2005
The Curse of Beauty reviews
rated for deeling with a rather disturbing subject Imagine never focusing on outer beauty, and then being met with the curse of it in a dark corner, alone, and unable to defend yourself, or call for help
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/7/2005
A Perfect Holy Vessel reviews
Haunting memories... tortured mind... hellish torment... unclean, defiled, broken... desecrated temple... accepted as His child... made clean and whole
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/2/2005
Glory to God in Heaven Above reviews
The whole entire earth tells of His glory day and night, yet we humans, who have mouths and voices, do not give praise enough!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2/2/2005
A Veil of Light, Sky Blue reviews
We all were a mask of some sore and when we take that mask off for one person or many we are trusting them with much more than they realize. Can we trust each other with our true self?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/1/2005
Hate reviews
rated for strong content Hate... A strong word, I know, but that's how I feel about you... Hell is his address
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/1/2005
The Insanity of a Sane Mind reviews
Is this my sanity turning insane? Or is it insanity turning me sane? Fear... Shame... Anger... Sorrow... Hate... Joy... things we all go through in life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/1/2005
Him reviews
This is the lament of a girl who has been sexually molested and now is being haunted by "him".
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/1/2005
Happy Faces reviews
Happy faces, their just masks to hide the traces of the tears that trail down
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2004
Rescue Me
There are times in everyones life when they just need someone to rescue them... this is a prayer for that time
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Published: 10/23/2004
The Queen of the Sea reviews
Before the eath began there lived a world of creatures only imagined in fairytales...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2004
The Living Dead reviews
Running through Darkness... Digging their own grave... Trapped in this black cage... clawing and screaming... no way out... rated for harsh topic
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/23/2004
Before The Lights Go Up reviews
the stage is dark, and the people are waiting, but there are things that they don't see... Before the lights go up...
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/24/2004
He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not reviews
he loves me... he loves me not... can a bad experience happen twice, could someone you love not love you back? Yes, but what about the second time?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/24/2004
I Dreamed a Fairytale reviews
Shooting stars, Cinderella, Beauty, and Peter Pan... I believe it just because...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/19/2004
Fairytales and Myths reviews
Roman Columns, Centaurs, Labyrinths... things you never thought could happen... happening... to me
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2004
The Tale of Pirate Cappy Hull reviews
The story of an old horrifying but lovable pirate in poem format.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2004
The Nameless Headstone reviews
There are those that die unknown, and to those: "I salute you."
Fiction: Historical - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2004
Spread the Love reviews
This world is polluted with hate, and there is only one thing that can stop it... God's love.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/19/2004
This Gift reviews
The gift of salvation is free... but what do we do? We ignore it, and instead of love, we hate. Why?
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2004
Disillusions reviews
Reminiscing memories, Illusions of my mind... Take those dreams, those disillusions and succeed or fail. Let this poem mean to you whatever you want it to. please r/r
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/17/2004
Ella reviews
Certain events in her past have made her bitter, and cold towards the world. Can she overcome the pain and live for someone greater than herself?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,974 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2004