Haven of the Shadows
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Joined 10-15-03, id: 378535
Author has written 58 stories for Fantasy, General, Life, Love, Religion, and Family.

Hey, I'm Haven of the Shadow. I'm a eighteen year old girl and I live in Illinois.

I have two stories out right now (On hiatus) and several poems. I really hope you will read and review??? Please??? eyes tear up Please?

Music: 3 Doors Down, Nickelback, StoneSour, Slipknot, Tom Petty, Breaking Benjamin, Blue October, Some Pink Floyd,... And many more, but I'm tired of typing.

Likes: Partying, writting, reading, hanging out, Psychology, open minded people, faeries, dragons, tattoos, piercings...

Dislikes: Carbon copy clone people, People with closed minds, people who pretend to be your friends, extremely normal people (Shudders, creepy...) people who try to use guilt trips on me, being confused, being in love, because it always seems to hurt...Head games, Liars, Bastard Pricks...

Books I like: I absolutelty love the Holly Black books! Harry potter, Lord of the rings, Sabrial/Abhorsen, Blood and chocolate, Silver Kiss, Anne Rice's books (Vampire and witch), Twilight and New Moon, Mercedes Lackey, Kim Harrison... Umm, alot that I can't remember the names of... _ '

Hmmm, now what? Oh yeah.

Name- And ruin the surprise?
Age- 18
Weight- face it, a girl will never give a truthful answer, so don't even ask.
Sex- female
Height- not really sure, 5'4? something like that. Eyes- brown-copper Hair- dark brown Really long.

A bit spacey at the moment, I'll switch moods in 2.0 though so no worries.

quirks- I'm weird, I'm either really quiet or really loud, I like chocolate-mint everything... I hate public speaking, I'm not afraid of anything, I hate calling people - so I never call anyone luckily they call me, I hate not knowing how other people really feel about me, pains in the ass... I'm a really strange drunk...

Quotes!

"But why is the rum gone?" -Jack Sparrow

Frodo: I am Frodo Baggins, and this is Samwise Gamgee.
Faramir: His bodyguard?
Sam: His gardener. -Lotr

All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.

From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.
Lotr/Tolkien

"It's better to burn out, than to fade away." - Everyone knows this one.

Get a taste for religion. Lick a witch. --?

Who are you to question why your God doesn't want me to believe in him? --?

Jesus loves you, But everyone else thinks your an asshole. --?

Yes I am going to hell, And I might bring you a souveneir if you don't leave me the hell alone. -- ME!

Luis and clark? I thought that was superman and his wife --Katie (during a history discussion on the Luis and Clark expedition.)

MY little brother: I wanna make wings out of cardboard and try to fly. ME: Uh huh... MY little brother: I'm serious, I saw it on T.V. It'll work! ME: You find a cliff and I'll give you the push.

I'm signing off and going to bed, I feel like playing with fire and sharp objects tonight for some reason. Bye.

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Feather of Light by SliversofSilverPain reviews
Strange. Pure white compared to my usual, but I like it. Not particularly spiritual perse, but I didn't know what to put it in... suggestions?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/9/2005
Blood stained Thorns by SliversofSilverPain reviews
Don't take this for a Nature poem... even though it mentions roses
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/31/2005
Midnight Talks With The Devil by Global Nomad reviews
No one would ever understand Catsy. They called him the devil and told me to get rid of him. But I couldn't do it, not to him. Come up with your own conclusions on what he is after reading this story
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,232 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/3/2005
A Mother's Love by Megan reviews
A mermaid, kidnapped by a fisherman for 12 years, takes her revenge... (contains references to rape, cannibalism, child death and homicide. If you're offended by any of that, don't read this.)
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,208 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 11/16/2004 - Published: 1/20/2003
Baby by Society's Cavity reviews
Women are so disgustingly fickle. You only want her back now that you've killed her. Well, baby, I'm sorry.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/20/2004
An Angel in the Darkness by heykyra13 reviews
A Class A assasin has no idea what he's getting himself into when he unwillingly finds himself unlocking his long since frozen heart to the will of an abused, yet unique child..
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,447 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 12/31/2003 - Published: 10/15/2003
Innocence by Taelianessa reviews
What my peers think of me, judging by what they see. Just reflecting on how what they think of me makes me feel... Not meant to be very good, because I know it isn't, but I just needed to get the thoughts out.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/10/2003
The favour by Mr.Crouch'sDaughter reviews
"You poisoned it," he said. "The tea." "Yes," she answered. The vengeance of a wife. Or is it? Short. Please R/R.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/2/2003
Within by Jadana reviews
Mythical creatures live within us all if only we look deep enough....
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/28/2003 - Complete
A Maiden's Woe by saturns messiah reviews
A short haiku about a woman who has fallen in love with a criminal.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/20/2001
Raven by Raven O'Ryan reviews
This is a story of a sarcastic but sweet 17-year-old girl suffering through the perils of high school age drama and the tyranny of hate while trying to practice her own beliefs of a minoric religion (Wicca).
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 23,687 - Reviews: 105 - Favs: 34 - Updated: 5/18/2001 - Published: 3/22/2001
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Party Friends reviews
I'm so tired of people playing at being my friend that it makes me sick. I'm not a taxi, my house isn't a free motel, and I'm just not one of you. I can't use my friends like that. I care too damn much.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/22/2005
Character reviews
I fell in love with someone who may only have existed for me. Because no matter how hard I look, he isn't there anymore. Nother but a character that still plays in my memory...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/19/2005
Chained Up Angel reviews
An older poem. About my angel in his chains. He loved the picture chains made wrapped around him. Always chained...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/19/2005
Jesters reviews
Fate must be having a laugh, because we're a demented pair. Lucifer incarnate and the one who's only taint is her love for him. If I could heal the world, I'd heal your soul.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/19/2005
Fine Line reviews
You're walking a fine line, be careful not so step too far to the side. The stuff you're playing with can burn badly, And she's your most dangerous drug addiction of all.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/19/2005
Just Another Day reviews
Of all the things that you could wake up thinking, just another day is the one that scares me the most. Because that's one step away from not caring, being truly jaded, and giving up.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/19/2005
Fractured Heart reviews
Who's heart is in more pieces this time? We're both caught in this circle, me in love with you, and you in love with her.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/19/2005
2nd Best reviews
No matter what pretty lies yo say it's still the same. I'm never up to those standards. Lie to me. I dare you. Always second best in your eyes.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/10/2005
Numb reviews
I've finally past the point of caring. It took someone to fall in love with to jade me. But now? It doesn't hurt, I'm numb. And that's the scary part
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/10/2005
Concrete reviews
This is an older poem that I found. A break from my guy problem oriented poetry
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/10/2005
Dead Kiss reviews
Him. A broken heart kills something deeper than your body. It kills a piece of innocence, a piece of your soul.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/19/2005
Fractured Dream reviews
Him. It was a beatiful dream. And I got to walk in another world, another life, for just a little while.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/19/2005
Baby Mine reviews
Another one for Him. Love you and hate you. You never should've made me cry.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/19/2005
Candy reviews
For Him, Who is one of my best friends still and always does his best to look out for all of us and keep us safe from the trouble he gets in.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/19/2005
Breathe reviews
For Abby. Who is such a lush you never see her without a bottle. Love her dearly though.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/19/2005
Teary Eyes reviews
Who is telling the truth? An old but blissfully blind friend, or new friend who speaks with teary eyes and may be more devious than given credit for? Life is never so simple.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 453 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/18/2005
Broken glass reviews
people create worlds of illusion, lies to give wasted lives meaning. I hate them. Glass illusions.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/27/2005
Doves Blood reviews
Innocents are always the ones to fall, and be crushed under the weight of the world. The world that has become to harsh and cruel for those few beautiful doves.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6/8/2005
Driftwood reviews
Driftwood on the open sea, aimless and wandering. Like some people are...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/19/2005
That You Never Do reviews
All the small things are what really count. I'd be as happy with dandelions as I would roses, just so long as they were from you.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2005
Falling Sand reviews
Time slips through our fingers, as ungraspable as falling sand. Sometimes, so do people.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2005
Wrapped in Lies reviews
Just keep saying those sweet words, telling me what I want to hear.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/19/2005
Insignificant reviews
He's already had so much pain. Why are you trying to take away the few good thing that are actually helping him. this is your last warning little girl. I'm through playing.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 514 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/19/2005
Candle Flame in the Wind reviews
I'm watching you, bright and burning with life... I can't help but think, How long untill he fades like a candle flame in the wind...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/18/2005
Daddy's girl reviews
I've never gotten along with my dad. But sometimes there's a day out of time, when it's just that day, and arguments are forgotten for a while.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/29/2004
Trouble Maker reviews
Typical teenage trouble maker. She's a lost cause, a hopeless case, right? Look a little bit closer next time, maybe you'll see your perfectly constructed little lie for what it is, an illusion.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/20/2004
Mirror reviews
Mirror, Mirror, on my wall... My magic mirror couldn't help me, so I tried to do it alone... My mirror... I'ts better than it sounds, and those weren't quotes. Please read and review!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 864 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/21/2004
Destinies forgotten reviews
Lilith Witton is a witch, She has put up with teasing and taunting for most of her life. When she finally finds some friends they are threatned by those who claim to be good and light. Will one girl, her friends, and a prophecy really make a difference?
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 21 - Words: 34,516 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 6/8/2004 - Published: 11/25/2003
Goodbye reviews
I'm tired of being told that I won't make it. I will make something of myself and get out of here even if it kills me. I'm tired of the patronizing tones of voice and the lack of belief in me. I've worked hard to get where I'm at.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5/29/2004
Things I leave behind reviews
Everyone is growind up and graduating. Soon it'll be my turn. This is me musing on all of the things that are likely to get left behind or distanced.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/27/2004
Garden of Eden reviews
A false paradise and the temptation of sin. I choose sin. Do you?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/23/2004
Burn Me at the Stake reviews
How can someone condone murder? Even today we still have modern day witch hunters. I was told recently that I didn't matter, and that I deserved to burn. How can it be this way? I don't understand it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/22/2004
Forgotten Shadows reviews
When you are always forgotten and shunned by those who are full of life and light, where do you turn? The shadows are your only comfort, and resentment builds against the light.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/13/2004
Say Goodbye reviews
A rather depressing poem. What happens when you've been hurting for so long, but can't seem to let go? Maybe it's time to say goodbye.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/6/2004
Disruptive Magic reviews
Kyra is a novice witch who meddled in magic that she didn't understand. Now she has a powerful and wild hearted spirit in her home. She has never been noticed except to be teased. What happens when she returns to school and mischief begins to happen. Will
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 15,786 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/5/2004 - Published: 1/17/2004
Fire reviews
Shot poem about the power of fire. I just had a scary experience with it about an hour ago. Sometimes people tand to take things like fire for granted, it's definately not a good thing...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/3/2004
Graveyards reviews
Hummmm, my shortest poem so far, not that that makes it short by any means, well it's title should give you some kind of hint. Almost darkly serene, or at least that's what I'm going for, kinda.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/13/2004
A stranger's praise reviews
Just kinda my little thankyou. Well I won't say anymore but plz review! Oh, and maggie, strangers is why I said you don't count in this one, I'll make one for known friends pretty soon. Thanks!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/12/2004
Outlawed love reviews
My poke at that ridiculous law that's trying to ban gay marriages. (sp) Well, read, comment, flame, whatever... plz review!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 474 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/12/2004
Childhood illusions reviews
A poem to dad. Who is incredibly blind. I'm going to make something of myself, even if he doesn't understand.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/11/2004
Endless Blame reviews
You swore to save me, I promised to set you free...When light and dark become the same, where now do you place the blame? It's better than it sounds, I promise! r/r please!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/21/2004
Broken Angel reviews
What does it take to break an angel, why would you lock away an innocent child? fear? to 'protect' her? Angels are meant to fly, not be locked in a cage, you broke her wings. plz read! hate summarys!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/21/2004
Jaded Innocence reviews
As we grow older we make choices. What really makes us decide to do this. What would you choose, knowledge and power, or ignorance and bliss?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/16/2004
Taught to hate reviews
Wiccan perspective on hate and the fear of us today. A friend's cruel words cut deep, but even deeper when they don't understand why they even believe that way. Just because they were taught to hate. please read it, it has a strong message even if the poe
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,217 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2004
monsters in the shadows reviews
She's too old to believe in monstes now, but sometimes the monsters in the closet turn out to be real.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 510 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/28/2004
Silent Sighs reviews
Sad, kinda angsty. Another one about a young girl. She wanted you to help her. But you never listened. Now her pleas are only silent sighs.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 568 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/28/2004
The Last One To Stand reviews
Sometimes the last one to stand will be the one who will surprise everyone the most.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 488 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/15/2004
Definitions reviews
I took a test today. One question was, define the word pagan. It was a less then flattering definition, and a very inncorrect one. this is about how strict definitions can be.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 566 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/15/2004
Angry Acceptance reviews
You don't know me, how dare you judge me. SOme people can be so stupid when it comes to religion, my dad just called me a satanist (I'm wiccan) so this is to all the uninformed idiots out there like him. Few swear words, not many though. Very angry theme.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 613 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/12/2004
Taunts reviews
Teasing can go too far sometimes. People just refuse too think about it when they do it, open your eyes!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/23/2004
Crimson reviews
Hmmm, make it a high pg13. Warmth flows out with the setting sun, you fade away as the day is done. heed the double horror warning!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/23/2004
Wild thing reviews
Never cage a wild thing. Unless your prepared for its wrath...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 947 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/16/2004
cold hearted reviews
About children today and how they are froced to grow up too soon and the consequenses of this. It's really sad. please r/r
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/27/2003
Are we so different? reviews
If your angels can fall. Please tell me why...can your demons not learn how to fly? Wiccan themed. Inspired by a complete idiot, Who knows nothing. Young people are cruel. Please read, flames accepted. If you can argue my point. I commend you.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 694 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/25/2003
Bitter Games reviews
About a woman who is tired of the jaded world all around her. the world that she's forever trapt in
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/18/2003
Monsters Under the Bed reviews
They thought she was too old, but really she was so young, they saw the monsters that they had become.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/5/2003
Dream World reviews
Ummm, kinda strange. About a girl in a mental asylm from her point of view. r/r plz
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 437 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/30/2003
All Hallows Eve reviews
Yeah its a Halloween poem I know this is the completely wrong season for it but... oh well. I've been told its good though please r/r thanks!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/27/2003