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Joined 10-24-03, id: 379924, Profile Updated: 02-13-16
Author has written 26 stories for General, Life, Love, Fantasy, Fantasy, Fable, Supernatural, Young Adult, and General.

I haven't updated for a while so most of these are very old. The older ones can be quite dark, so consider yourself warned. I am in a much brighter place now. Go me!

Right now I'm just going through and seeing what I want to keep. But hopefully I will post some new stuff soon!

Update - NEW POEM!!! I had a burst of inspiration tonight and wrote my most honest piece yet. Check it out!

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The Old Book of Poetry by forgotten-magick reviews
A class assignment about giving something nonhuman some human traits. Please r and r
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/23/2006
Gay? by androanon reviews
Look at the date written- I was pretty sure I was gay, I guess I had always known, but I was trying to deny it and accept it at the same time- a bad combo.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/2/2004
Lost by Toadbomb reviews
The girl who lost herself. Please R&R. -Toady
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/22/2004
The First Time by androanon reviews
The first time I cut- for those of you who cut, you know what I mean.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/2/2004
Leather and Lace by Kat22 reviews
She's lost every kind of feeling, inhibition or sense of truth - so try and understand. A letter to about 7 people in particular, who may never read this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/24/2004
Pond of the Sky by autumnspride reviews
A poem of nature and of war. R&R First poem, no flames.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/22/2004
I Am What I Am by Arileana reviews
Realizing who you are and hating what you see.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/27/2004
Ballet by duckmiso reviews
Comparing sex to dancing. PG13 use of the f word once and sexual content, but nothing descriptive.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 547 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/25/2004
For You All by forgotten-magick reviews
this is for all of you who have read my work. but it's mostly written for zhenshinx. thanks everyone!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/22/2004
Satan's Concubine by Wrathful Diana reviews
A poem from the perspective of Satan's concubine, this is slightly perverted, I know, so don't bother telling me that. This is the result of reading a ton of crappy poetry in my Lit class (this is not a crappy poem).
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/13/2004
Sonate of Angst by forgotten-magick reviews
yeah, another overly crappy angst ridden poem. my normal style.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/14/2004
Unicorns and Dragons by forgotten-magick reviews
Kinda depressing. I gave it that rating just because it'd be better understood by older teens.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/1/2004
Untamed, Unbroken by M. Turnbull reviews
The story of a girl and a unicorn. What more can I say?
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/18/2004
The Gift of a Glance by TheSilentO reviews
When you're feeling alone, even a glance can do wonders.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/8/2004
Untitled by mlc11 reviews
based on a true story.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/2/2004
Watching by sfelkar reviews
Stars, love, angst... not much eslse
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/2/2004
Sno by Alouette reviews
Four immortals take turns telling a story that may begin to feel sickeningly familar.
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 547 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/6/2003
Oppresion by LoganCale2019 reviews
Poems that tell the story of my people
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/5/2003
Unheard by killthememory reviews
My best friend never told a soul that I cut myself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/4/2003
One Night by Zilindico reviews
A love so strange, wanting it but fearing it, a common setting with an uncommon purpose, wanting to claim the emotions but fearing them wrong.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/23/2003
Her Dead Future by Enchantressofthestars reviews
You watch a girl on a bus crying, you don't realize she has depression and kills herself that night, this is a story about her dead future
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 964 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 6 - Published: 11/18/2003
The Stupid Poem called Cookie by In a Plastic Bag reviews
not really even a poem. just a bit of nonsense about a "cookie" ...i might add a part 2 type thing
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/27/2003
God's a Rainbow Child by LiquidGenesis reviews
Be God a girl or boy, or it?, the rainbow would always be the same. This is the first nature poem that I have written in a long while. I find this one funny and adorable, let me know what you think.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/25/2003
My First Kill by M. Turnbull reviews
When you've broken up with someone and they're going out with someone else, don't you feel like killing the other person to be with them again?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/25/2003
Satan's Bride by M. Turnbull reviews
A Maiden awaits her lover in the forest, and all doesn't end up how she dreamed.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 594 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/25/2003
Love Under Logic: Beautiful Lily Alice by Zilindico reviews
The diary of Alice, a girl observent to the downfall of society around her, all while worrying endlessly about her strong anxiety and confusing sexuality. Involves bisexuality and thoughts of suicide. Minor editing started
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 40 - Words: 38,132 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 11 - Updated: 3/5/2003 - Published: 1/9/2003
killer lesbian vampires by gabriel ricard reviews
here it is at last...the skeleton draft to my first screenplay...lets hope it's not eradicated from the site...
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,632 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/8/2003
Slut by Definition by Hope DragonFire reviews
What defines a slut as thus?
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/12/2002
Butch or Femme? by Shy scorpion reviews
Lesbian, gender-bending humor. My andro freinds love this one.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 15 - Published: 7/9/2001
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Sometimes
My first new poem in ages! About a person I loved and still do love. This is probably the most honest I've ever been with my writing. I apologize that I couldn't get the paragraph breaks to come through. If you have insight on how to do this please let me know!
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 685 - Published: 2/13/2016 - Complete
Lost in Dreams
New beginnings. The first sleepover. Confusion ensues.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Published: 12/20/2010
Experience reviews
About love and rhythm, the heartbeat of nature
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/11/2005
Unconventional, Incomplete, Picturesque reviews
Unconventional love which turns out to be the best thing ever, it's incomplete, but picturesque.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/22/2004
Alone reviews
I wrote this one about the character Rose from Legend of Dragoon
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/22/2004
Vanity reviews
A time when I felt not good enough
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/24/2004
Dissociation reviews
Dissociative Disorders can be very scary. This doesn't affect my life much anymore but happened a lot when I was a teen. It stems from childhood trauma, and I've done a lot of healing since this was written.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/27/2004
Something Missing reviews
Loss.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/23/2004
Freedom reviews
It made sense at the time ... oO
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4/16/2004
My Scary Valentine reviews
When the teacher catches the class goofing off, and assigns them a special Valentines Day project, Josh gets stuck with the weird gothic girl. But just how weird is she really? Please review :) ch.3 up!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,685 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/12/2004 - Published: 2/3/2004
Sparkling Nightlife reviews
Sparkling Nightlife. Kinda cheesy, but it used to mean something to me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/7/2004
Tranquility Soothes An Aching Heart reviews
Sometimes when you love someone that is unattainable, just seeing them happy is good enough.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/30/2004
Heaven Can Wait reviews
Jack, who was killed by an angry brother in law, finds himself in a world of ghosts, and wondrous beauty, with no one to guide him but Faye, the ghost of a 17 year old miscrient. I intend the story to be light, but with some dark humour. Just re-posted
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,633 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/24/2004
Soul'd reviews
Wrote this while walking home from school one day,, quite a number of years ago. I can't help but feel it was a little prophetic.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1/15/2004
Winter's Memories reviews
'Crystal nights in deep December / Always help me to remember...' I especially like the last couple of lines, but you'll have to read to see ;)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/12/2004
Sweet Talker reviews
Just a personal experience. A run in with a guy that likes to play unsuspecting girls behind the back of his own girlfriend
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/10/2004
The Tale of Peaceland reviews
A general fairy tale about good vs evil. Wrote this in grade 8 for a young author's conference. You can probably tell I was quite young when I wrote this. However, it's still an interesting read.
Fiction: Fable - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,861 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/3/2004
The Gingerbread Man Strikes Again! reviews
This was my first shot at a twisted fairy tale. Lots of awful, dorky humor, read at your own risk. Especially if you just want to laugh at how lame I am. Some of the characters were written with friends in mind.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,151 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/2/2004
The Devil Is a Woman reviews
The night I found the devil is a woman.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/2/2003
Hope? reviews
Just something I wrote in a confusing time...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/23/2003
Darkness reviews
Darkness ...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/27/2003
Drip reviews
Occasionally I get paranoid. (I rated it PG because it may be scary ... i dono, I thought I'd be safe)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/27/2003
Exotic Bitings reviews
This poem is a little deranged. Dark, and rather 'suggestive'. Contains 'mature subject matter' ha ,ha, ha
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/25/2003
Stoic Apathy reviews
I think it's supposed to be cynically humourous, but even I, the writer, don't know ... so make of it what you will
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/25/2003
Blue reviews
This was the first poem I wrote about my depression, and I wrote it long before it was published here. Poetry became a great outlet for me to deal with trauma from the past and move on.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/25/2003 - Complete
Underlying Ambitions reviews
One of my personal favourites.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/25/2003