Lillia E
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Joined 11-06-03, id: 381844
Author has written 7 stories for Young Adult, War, General, and Life.
Hola. My name is Lillia Ellese and I am eighteen years old. I'm Mexican American and my favorite thing in the whole world is reading.

I don't think I'm that great of a writer, but I have so many ideas in my head I must write them. also, i figure that if i ever want to do anything with my writing, i need oppinions and criticisms now, so thats why i post things. I have one story right now, and i'm afraid that an update is going to take me a while because i'm working on two other stories and it'll take a bit for my imagination to get on that topic.

I have written a lot of poetry over the years, but I only post some of it... and not necisarily my best work, some poems I just post because they either touch on issues I cannot talk about and having someone read them, who I dont know, helps, or because I don't like how the poem turned out but I feel it has potential, so I post it to get constructive criticism to see how I can improve on it...and then some poems I post because I'm proud of them, but thats only afew.

Oh, I accept flames, I post mainly to recieve criticisms-hopefully constructive so I can improve-, and I'musually rather good natured about thesekind of reviews...after all, I'm rather openminded and I wouldnt be foolish enough to post my writing without accepting thatpeople will not always be kind about it... but the one thing that REALLY gets to me, is when people judge me.

Please,you do not know me, do not judge me. And let me straighten something out: I am NOT gothic, I am NOTemo, I am NOT a punk... nothing against any of those kinds of people, I am just not one of them. I do notgo home, put on evanescence or dir en grey or good charlotte and cry myself to sleep.I do not dye my hair black, wear chains and fish nets, and hate the world. I am not an anarchist. Pleasedo not callmegothic, or emo,or anything of the sort, because you do not know me, and I am not gothic. I dont know what I am, actually. I choose to live without labels. I'm not a prep, a jock, ...or anything really. I love politics, I love to write, I wear blue jeans and men's T-shirts that say sarcastic phrases...but mainly because they're comfortable. I hang out with a wide range of people. Nobody knows, or really guesses, that I'm bulimic, that I'm aself injurer, or that I go through phases of depression... or that Isometimes write rather dark poetry. I dont doanything for attention or pity. I do it because I find writing helps, and sometimes I like to get feedback on my writing.

Judge my writing, not me. (and again, no offense to anyone who is gothic or emo)


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Penitence reviews
I still have this problem. prayers and sins are metaphorical...although when I eat I do feel like I am sinning... Not my best work, but please review. I need criticisms for my work!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2006
Vision of Myself reviews
I wrote this during one of my rather 'low' moods. Its basically me suffering from depression, lots of metaphor use
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/25/2006
My Best Friend
A girl can't see that her 'best friend' isn't good for her. my friends found this poem humorous. so let me know if you agree or not.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 5/18/2005
These Hands reviews
a soldier and an apolitical citizen reflect upon their hands.
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/2/2005
Why? reviews
Why do we have war? Its really short, sort of a ramble. But its one of the things that i think about.
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/6/2003
The Silver City reviews
war destroys everything.
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/6/2003
Just a Game reviews
High school. A time of friends, fun, freedom, and the last years of craziness before you're forced to grow up. Reye and her friends have always created silly ideas and games. But a new game is created. A game so real and so dark its no longer about fun.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 437 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/6/2003