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Joined 12-02-03, id: 386101
Author has written 36 stories for Love, Life, Family, and Friendship.

Well, my names Heather, but everyone calls me Hev.
Oh well, hope you like what you see, if you dont then im not really bothered, its just my thoughts and stuff really.

Hmm, I'm a 19 yr old student at Bournemouth Uni studying Archaeology and prehistory. Its so much fun and the people there rule. Stillliving in Bromsgrove when im not at Uniwhich is er...ok. (Never go there!). and i miss my mates, especially my best pal jen, loads, especially now i dont get to see them as often as id like to. My mates down in Bournemouth are really cool though, and sitting in the pub (usually Inferno on a monday night) with them all is such a laugh. I've been playing the electric guitar for nearly 6 yrs, which must mean i have a hobby, woo!. I love music and im always listening to something as i think music is one ofthe best way for people to express how their feeling. Rock, metal and punk are my main catogories but i guess it differs occasionally.
Oh yeh, kate smells like cheese, mainly Stilton, and life does not throw lemons as life has no arms...

I love:
1. My mates
2. Drinking with my mates and hanging out
3.Rock/metal/punk/ska music
guitar which I've been playing for almost 6yrs
piercings and my tattoo, woo
6. Lazy sunny days
7. Reading, i love it so much. You can just forget about reality, lol. Stephen King has to be one of my favourite authers and I've read a ton of his books. Philip Pullman, Terry Pratchett, Tom Holt, Dan Brown and others also come under my top 10 list.
8. And most of all, my bed.

I hate:
1. My mates being upset
2. When the alcohol runs out, or i just run out of cash
3. Rain, It sucks and it's annoying, especially when it's windy too.
4. Bad music (Dance/drum and bass etc)
5. Memories of the ones that hurt me
6 Being the last to know stuff, it's annoying and I feel like a moron
7. Oh yes, and people who can't pronounce their 'Th's'. It's Heather, not Hever. Geez.

Some words of wordly Hev wisdom that I've found useful would be:
- Never take part in a shot night! You end up collapsing in the middle of a road in Bournemouth high street and not remembering how you got there. Also your mates draw on your face to make you look like a pizza...

Great bands that need a mention:
1. Red Hot Chili Peppers - The best band ever created and they ROCK live.
2. Placebo - Loud, proud and deprsssing. What more do you need?
3. AFI - Amazing lyrics with rocking chords.
4. The Distillers - Even if the band was crap Brody's hair would pull it through.
5. Blink 182 - Travis rules and I'm trying reeeely hard to get my mate to copy his hair...I'll keep you informed.
6. Zebrahead - They rule sooooo so much. One of my all time favourite bands, after the Chili's
7. Linkin Park - Everything that you thought i would be is falling apart right in front of you
There are loads of others but it would take me all day to put them all up.

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And Reviews rock, so make sure you do it. Yeh...ok i can't be threatening at all via computer.

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It Hurts by Let There Be Darkness reviews
It hurts to know that you are receving help... but the people next to you still cry for it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/27/2004
Alone Again by Crucified Sanctity reviews
Feelings in words. I want you to know how i feel
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/20/2004
Love Goes in a Circle by Jackaroe reviews
"If you love someone, put their name in a circle, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever..."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/20/2004
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Ever lasting
I've had a reeeely long dry stage, so don't be too harsh, about someone i met not too long ago
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Published: 4/27/2006
To face the truth reviews
It's difficult to face the truth when there is nothing you can do about being alone...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/30/2005
I hate your smile reviews
I love venting anger out into words, it's so much fun.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/5/2005
Perfect reviews
'I swear for the last time that i won't trust myself with you'
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/30/2005
Fade away reviews
Inspired by Zebrahead, i wrote the lyrics and then my mates wrote the music. It performed really well onstage. But i had to cut out the repeates and stuff for this
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/17/2005
The one reviews
I don't know, It just kinda wrote itself. Probably a subconscious thing.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/23/2005
Lies reviews
Ooo how down am i. Cheer up Hev.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/23/2005
Love to hurt reviews
Don't worry I'm not depressed. I quite like this one though. Please R+R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/24/2005
18 and cool reviews
We've entered the year of becomiong 18 and proud of it!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/23/2005
Empathy reviews
What empathy?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/23/2004
My one and only reviews
Here I pour my heart out to one i'm dreaming of, everyday and every night
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/23/2004
Useless reviews
My useless self, it's useless me, lets just forget the useless days
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/8/2004
Forever gone reviews
Even my imaginary friend has left me now...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/24/2004
Alone reviews
Havn't written anything for a while, so i thought i'd make an appearance with how i feel alone...oh so very alone. It's really not good
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/9/2004
The quiet place reviews
Everyone has their own quiet place where you can just sit, think and cry about the things you've lost. This is mine.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/6/2004
Tomorrow reviews
Missing you already, how homesick can one person be? i wish it was like it used to be, just you and me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/19/2004
Single drops and rainfall rivers reviews
And i'm always shedding tears for you, small single drops and rainfall rivers.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/10/2004
I'm sorry reviews
I'm sorry mum, I'm sorry.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6/21/2004
I think of you reviews
Heartbreak :Thoughts that won't stop haunting me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2004
Myself reviews
A message from inside of me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2004
Goodbye reviews
I had to get a few things off my chest, hence the length. I wish i could let go, i wish we'd stayed friends, i wish nothing had changed...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/26/2004
A part of me reviews
I had a very high stress result despite myself being so laid back i'm horizontal. I think i should probably start to consider releasing some of it at a 'practical' time...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/6/2004
I don't know you anymore reviews
This has got to be the hardest and i have to say, the most mature thing ive had to do in a long time. But i managed it. I think this needed to be written.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/25/2004
Fake reviews
We turned this one into a song. The music we wrote fitted quite well with it. I tried to write about my past, present and future feelings of love in one. R+R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/5/2004
Between the lines reviews
If you read between the lines then you can see that a friend may not be as happy as they make out. My friend wrote this for me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/5/2004
Loving you always reviews
A bit of a soppy one, but i dont care. So pah to you all. Just something i wrote for a girl called Becci. Ahhh
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/2/2004
I just wish I could remember your name reviews
You can't help but chuckle. Haha. I hate that girl...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/25/2004
None and shallow reviews
Just something i want to dedicate to my best friend who lost to suicide. I'll miss the birthday phone call.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/3/2004
You died today reviews
I have to learn how to let go...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/24/2004
Morning star reviews
Ahh, cute little poem this time. I dont know if it means anything to me. It may have done some time ago but now im not sure. Tell me what you think
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/2/2004
Please dont say you know me reviews
Pg for references to suicide. A very depressing poem, even for me. But i'm a very depressing person so, kudos to that
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/30/2003
when years stay the same reviews
I mix with people, i get hurt by them. I stay distant from people, i lose my defense. Other options...?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/29/2003
Reflective misery reviews
I always remember when i get hurt. Is it a good thing or a destructive thing? Either way, i'm at a confussled time that i cant seem to end.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/28/2003
Each time you cry reviews
A love/hate emotion
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/6/2003
Hello reviews
The thoughts of a darkened mind
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/2/2003
Until you reviews
It was all so nice and serene until you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/2/2003