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Joined 12-03-03, id: 386359
Author has written 40 stories for Love, Friendship, Life, Family, General, and Young Adult.
Wat's the point in living, when u're just gonna end up dead? U go on day by day, weak by weak, month by month, and year by year; there's nothing special. Being surounded by society controlled freaks. Ppl continuosly say that individualty is a good thing, but then y won't society let u have it? With its system of wat's "right" and wat's "wrong" we have no choice. We r all just ruled by society society being a puppet master, and us the puppets. Is there truly a reason for everything? Or does everything just happen for no reason?Like Mariemaia said, "Life is like and endless watlz.."cept my ending is: birth, life, and a final release of all pain, only to be reincarnated again. If this is all life has to offer: pain, suffering, hatred, and being controlled by the power hungry society, wats the point? Is there any..?
~*~*~*~*~Zero-chan~*~*~*~*~

"Life is a big Hell hole with death as the final release. Suffering is a way of living and sleep is a temporary pain killer. You can't know peace until you've been hurt."
~*~*~*~*~Kurai Ishtal~*~*~*~*~

I'll tell ya why. Why life's worth staying for. It's all because of friends. You're own family, teachers, and everything and everyone might be out to get you, but 1 things for sure. Life is worth it when you have good friends. A message to all you ppl out there thinking about suicide, killing another, hurting yourself, or another, there's ppl out there to help you and ppl who care about you. You may not realize it now, but there is at least one person in the world who cares about you and will help you no matter what. We call those ppl not family, but friends. Blood is not thicker than water. Nothing can break a good friendship. Even if society does controls everyone, you have friends everywhere to help you get through it. Remember there are no happy moments without sad ones.
~*~*~*~*~Zero-chan~*~*~*~*~

"The sadness of having a parent yell at you is no where near what he feels..." - Sasuke-

"There's... No way I'll lose... To a coward who's always whinning about destiny..." -Naruto-

"What...is pain? I... never got injured so... i wonder what it's like... -Gaara-

"In like there are times people hurt and get hurt by others... But it's not that easy to dislike someone from such experiance" -Yashamaru-

"Then... does that mean I'm injured just like everyone...? Always... i feel pain... Although it doesnt bleed... this part ((hand goes over heart)) hurts so much..." -Gaara-

"Bodies bleed upon physical injuries and they may look quite hurtful. BUt eventually the pain will wear off as time passes and they can heal faster with medical aids. ...What are more serious are emotional scars... They are the hardest to heal..." "... Emotional scars?" "Physical and emotional scars are a bit different... Unlike physical ones, there's no ointment available for emotional ones and the pain may never go away... There is only one thing that can stop such heartache. HOwever as inconvienient as it may seem, this sure can only be given by someone other than yourself..." "What is it?" "It's love..." "Love?" "yes" "H, how can i recieve that?" "Lord Gaara, you are recieving it. Love is... care and devotion you feel for the precious ones around you." -conversation between Gaara and Yashamaru-

"Love only yourself. And fight for only your sake. I'm alone. I won't trust anyone any more... I won't love... I'm on my own... Haha... that's right... I'm all alone..." -Gaara-

"...I loathed everyone... I couldn't understand who i was or why i existed as a hated being... Since i learned Nine-Tails exist within me, the villagers seemed to look at me with eyes colder than ever... It was so painful... But... Now I have people that acknowledge me... that's why... I can be unconcered about being possessed or being treated coldly by the villagers. Because... I'm not alone any more!! I had no idea how happy that would make me... I felt blessed from the bottom of my heart... I am allowed to be here... knowing that i do exist made me feel relieved. That's hy it kills me to think about how it used to be... That pain is not usual... It's pitch black hell. If... If i were still alone... For this reason, i can sympathize. -Naruto-

"To them i am only a relic of the poast they want to exterminate. Then why do i exist and continue living? i came to a conclusion "I exist to kill all humans other than myself" -Gaara-

"Because he was like me... Because he lived feeling the same kind of loneliness and sadness i did... I thought he was strong 'cause he survived that solitude fighting only for himself... But i was wrong... His strength isn't real... Strength doen't come from fighting alone... Real strength is not what you have when fighting for only yourself... When you have something special that you want to protect... Only then can you become truely strong!!" -Naruto-

"...Being alone... BEing incoomplete... What you must feel... What your pain must be, I understand that... But... For the people that are precious to me, to be able to... The people that are precious to me... If you are hurting them... ANd if you are tryng to kill them... I will stop you..." "What the... What? Until now, for the sake od other people, you've" "Because they rescued me from the hell of being alone... They acknowledged my existence... That's why they are all the most important..." "...Love... That's why this guy is so strong..." -Naruto/Gaara conversation-

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Late Night Embrace reviews
Just gotta read to find out.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/6/2007 - Complete
A Picture Perfect Life
Rip.Tear.Crumble... shattered with the picture.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Published: 4/6/2007 - Complete
You May Not Know This reviews
This is my reply... you know who you are
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/14/2006
Ocean Eyes reviews
Your, Ocean eyes./ Pounding against my heart./ No thought,/Breath,/Nothing.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/1/2006
A Sea of Darkness reviews
[Re-edited: set as chapter 2... I think i like the cahgnes a lot better than original] Lost in my own dark sea/Outstreched hands can never reach me/No one can save me/Eternally pained...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5/16/2006 - Published: 5/1/2005
Two Societies, Two Worlds
Really doesn't fit into any category... But had to choose one... "We come from two societies…/Two worlds…"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 12/7/2005
A Battle of Distance and Illusions reviews
I nono,, rated probably to be safe? I nono. Well this is one of the 3 poems posted tonight. All three seem very familiar, infact they may seem like duplicates. "Hopelessness pitted against fakeness"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/23/2005
Hope or Reality
I nono,, rated probably to be safe? I nono. Well this is one of the 3 poems posted tonight. All three seem very familiar, infact they may seem like duplicates. "One to hope, and one to reality."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Published: 11/23/2005
Torn reviews
I nono,, rated probably to be safe? I nono. Well this is one of the 3 poems posted tonight. All three seem very familiar, infact they may seem like duplicates. 'A heart torn between hope and reality.'
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/23/2005
Always and Forever reviews
Do you remember back then?/Things change./Things aren’t the same now./We’re galaxies apart now./Yakusoku
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/12/2005
How would it feel? reviews
Rated for topic. How would it feel to grasp that knife? How would it feel to have that smooth, shiny, sharp blade run across the flesh of my skin?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/10/2005
For Friendship reviews
ummm... slight angst, but you'd have to read into it and know the story, to understand the angst portion, but a lesson in friendship... i think... read and voice your opinions... will chagne summary to what you guys think...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2005
To be a Bird reviews
Slight hint of angst, uses figurative language thingy... that thing where you give one thing a bigger meaning. umm... ya...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/27/2005
So Lonely reviews
Over rated, but o well... shrug the poem is short sweat and to the point basically what the title suggests
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/27/2005
There's Only One reviews
Short 3 lined "poem." Hard to even consider it a poem... BUT don't know what else to call it ;; hehe
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/19/2005
Shadows reviews
don't lea ve me... please... I don't wanna be all alone... in the shadows...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/12/2005
An Eternity reviews
Why does a few days seem like an eternity? why does all this pain come to me? Why can't you just be here? I need you here... Emptiness. Lonliness. Pain
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/8/2004
Why Can't I? reviews
Why Can't I be like the others? Why can't i cry? Why can't I be myself? Why do I always have to have a facade on...?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/1/2004
Let Me Fall reviews
A person questions why They're here... If the people holding them up can just let them fall... fall into seclusion...The outside is scary... they just wanna be in themselves... where it is safe...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/18/2004
Lost and Confused
A person is lost and confused...they wonder why... they have to make chooses... two roads... ummmmm... dont know hwat else... ;;... horrible at these stuff
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Published: 11/18/2004
Silent Emptiness
Like the title says.. it's about silence and emptines... wat silence menas, and wat emptiness really is
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Published: 8/15/2004
Only One to Trust
Re-edited ch one! changed the ttle... and ch 2 is up now!
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,505 - Updated: 8/15/2004 - Published: 4/8/2004
They're All Gone
Rated for topic... It hurt to much to see every person she loved leave her, so she ends up killing herself... Travel with Sakura as she goes back into her memories of her tourniquets and how they held her up for so long...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,811 - Published: 7/7/2004
Love? More Like Evil! reviews
love? bullcrap! if love is said to be so great, tthen y does it bring so much pain! Blah! >.< horrible! My thoughts r all over the place! But this is what u get when u truly write from ur heart…Well at least thats what happens when I do it… blah! >.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/8/2004
Can I Close My Eyes? reviews
More like about death... A person wonders if they could close their eyes for the last time... to never wake again...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/7/2004
Save Me from Myself reviews
All i need is you to be here... Then i'll know everything is ok... i wanna cry, but your not there... so i cry to myself...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11/2004
True Pain reviews
I ask you, what is true pain? is it pain you can see? or not? well, i poem a poem on what i blieve it true pain...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 347 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11/2004
Is There an Escape? reviews
Is there any escape from a pain in the heart?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2004
A Long Overdue Cry reviews
emotions aren't supposed to be kept indie... but when can we let them out? huh? when...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/20/2004
Alone reviews
I’m sure a lot can relate to this poem. At one time or another, you’ve probably have been lonely.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/8/2004
All I've Wanted reviews
poem...I was sad and well i just felt like writing so here ya all go! O! and its not the love love but its family love we'll plz R&R!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 440 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/24/2004
When in Doubt
no matter what happens... whenever u feel like giving up, just no that there are friends there to help you out...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 458 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/17/2004
Hold On
Rated for topic. 2 lines from poem: Life is precious,/Never take it away...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 414 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/23/2003
Sacrifices reviews
When you read this poem please read it with an open heart... This poem is about the sacrifes friendship demands
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/23/2003
STOP reviews
I was never really good with summaries, so sorry if it suxs... Well this poem is about a little girl who gets ignored, and the consequences
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 481 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/22/2003
Is Life Worth Living? reviews
Rated for the topic. This is about a person's thoughts before suicide
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/18/2003
Tear's
For language it's PG. excerpt: I know you're./Just sitting there.../You hear me tlak to you, but you just sit there.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 411 - Published: 12/5/2003
I Stood By Your Side reviews
This is about a friend who liked their friend as more then a friend
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 416 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/4/2003
My Lips Are Sealed reviews
This is a poem about friendship and how it can be rough at times
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/3/2003
You Dirty Bastard reviews
This is about a person who was in love but got hurt
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/3/2003
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