K's Moonshadow
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Author has written 90 stories for Life, General, Friendship, School, Song, General, Young Adult, Religion, Family, Thriller, Love, Nature, and Work.

Hey peeps, it's me, K's Moonshadow. Otherwise known as Elektra.

I write lots of poetry in the moment, and used to write a lot of stories too. I getting back into that now that I'm out of high school. I actually have a lot started, just not finished. I have them all finished in my head, but I'm sure you all know that the beginnings and the ends are the easy part, it's piecing them together in the middle that's so hard! But any suggestions you have are tanfrastic, or if you just want to speculate on what will happen next, that's cool too!

So now read my works please! It's mostly poems, and I think they're almost all angsty, sry about that. Oh yeah, just to warn you, I WAS (unfortunately) cutting for several years, so there's a few you might want to read with caution. Actually, I take that back. Most of them you should probably read with caution!! Otherwise please review! I love feedback, and I'll try to return the favor. Well, go ahead, start clicking and reading!! lmao.

Much Love,

K's Moonshadow

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(WOOO HOOO!! lol. Thanks guys! Please keep reading!)

I'm most proud of these 5 poems:

Mirror

Remember?: To my Brother

Wondering

Solitary Desperation

STOP!

And my continuing story:

SHE

PLEASE READ!!

And if you want to know what my life is like (heaven forbid, lol) read

IT

(if you dare...)

Here's a few of my fave quotes too: ;-P

"Perfection, as a concept, is inherently flawed."

"There's a little bit of truth behind every Just Kidding; a little curiousity behind every Just Wondering; a little knowledge behind every I Don't Know; and a little emotion behind every I Don't Care." Author Unknown

"When we forget ourselves, we usually do something everyone else remembers." Author Unknown

"The man who says it can’t be done is generally interrupted by someone doing it." Elbert Hubbard

"Life is all about ass: you’re either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, trying to get a piece of it, or acting like one."

"I'm not crazy. My reality is just different than yours." (and everyone else's... lol)

"I love acting. It's so much more real than life." (la verdad)

"Sometimes it is necessary To reteach a thing its loveliness." Galway Kinnell (yeah, but what if you don't have anyone to reteach you??)

"Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion but an escape from emotion." T.S. Elliot

"We are living in a world saturated with communication, on the verge of perishing for lack of it; a world smothered with words, hungry for one meaningful word; a world bombarded with data, rarely capable of sorting out the truth; and a world in which we can flash messages across the ocean by way of space, but one in which we find it difficult to get through to each other face to face." Roger Shinn

"There is no dignity in a society that encourages touching another person's body but not allowing that person to touch your heart." Dawn Eden

"There is a pleasure in poetic pains which only poets know." William Cowper

"Life is not easy for any of us. But what of that? We must have perseverance and above all confidence in ourselves." Marie Curie

"I never thought I would look back at the laughter and cry."

"How can you answer the question, 'What's wrong?' when nothing's right?"

"Life breaks most of us in the end, but afterwards some of us are strong in the broken places." Ernest Hemingway

"If the heart is still so hurt and broken, what right does the skin have to start to heal?"

"The tools of the mind become burdens when the environment which made them necessary no longer exists." Henri Bergson

"We promise according to our hopes and perform according to our fears." François, Duc de la Rochefoucauld

"To have suffered much is like knowing many languages: It gives the sufferer access to many more people." Author Unknown

"The manner in which one endures what must be endured is more important then the thing that must be endured." Dean Ackeson

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Trains and Colliding Tracks by Shadowed Mind reviews
The demise of a family.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/6/2009 - Complete
Places I Thought I Would Never Go by Twilight Starr reviews
COMPLETE! Something I had to write. It's about mental abuse and a girl's feelings. Involves low self esteem and low self confidence. If you're looking for an angst place you can relate to this is probably it. Short Story
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 801 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
Skin As Paper by Shadowed Mind
The need to communicate the emotion within you before it destroys you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/17/2007 - Complete
Once Told Me by The Illiterate Poet reviews
Never much believed I was any good at these things. Anyway written some time ago, I just wrote it onto my computer. Enjoy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2007 - Complete
Beautiful Rose by All Alone With Her Thoughts reviews
Beautiful rose, what have you done to yourself?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/26/2006 - Complete
My past by Nebelfee reviews
about my past influencing my present life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/6/2006 - Complete
Not Real by Baobei.13 reviews
My parents got into yet another huge fight. All I want is to be a family again and I wrote a poem to express my feelings.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/2/2006 - Complete
Scars by Wylloa reviews
This is a somewhat sarcastic, somewhat vulgar reminicence of some of my Scars.I wrote it when I was twelve. Rated M for Maturaty.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/19/2006 - Complete
Don't Ever Let Me Go by Don'teverletmego reviews
Look into my eyes, don't ever let me go
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/7/2006
Can you see me? by Wylloa reviews
...I guess i wrote this hoping no one can see how far I've fallen... Please R & R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/5/2006
The Art of Decay by Blazing Icecrystals reviews
The memories kill you slowly, turning your mind against you, controling you, filling you with rage. You can't stop it, and soon you realize you're decaying. And there's nothing you can do to stop it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/3/2006
poison free by Annaece's Forsaken Corpse reviews
i want
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/25/2006 - Complete
Suicide after Murder by Annaece's Forsaken Corpse reviews
I thought
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/23/2006 - Complete
I Wonder If You've Seen Me by NothingMoreNothingLess reviews
I mean really seen me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/2/2006 - Complete
Twisted Emptyness by Wylloa reviews
don’t fall, dont leave, cant stay, cant breathe...traped in the nothing I've become.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/25/2006
Relief at My Side by AbstractMind reviews
I'm listening to my body; The way it's begging me to hurt it.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/27/2006
Just Hold Me, and Cry with Me by wishingfire reviews
A story of hiding for the well being of your friends and how hard it can be.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/10/2006
The Bait of the Blade by AbstractMind reviews
a poem I wrote about fighting the urge to self-harm
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/6/2006
Lies by The Illiterate Poet reviews
Theres a weird voice to this, kinda creepy I think, maybe it's just how my mind works . But I like this it's good.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/8/2006
Hidden by Quebrada Angel reviews
This poem has gotten me to know someone who is behind a mask - a person who read this honestly told me that they were hidding.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/7/2005
One Inch Reality by The Illiterate Poet reviews
It's just a One Inch Reality you live in.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/6/2005
Looking Glass by Ancaroch reviews
It's a metaphore for the eyes
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/27/2005
The fucked up child of society by Shadowed Mind reviews
A bunch of my random thoughts. It might not make much sense, but I like the rhythm of it. A cynical view of society.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/4/2005
Fake by Shadowed Mind reviews
Everything is fake. Most of this poem doesn't make sense, and it is far from my best.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/20/2005
Sickly Crimson Portrait by AllyCred reviews
Her body was the canvas, the blood, was her paint... Plz R&R, means a lot.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/4/2005
I'm not okay by Shadowed Mind reviews
I'm not okay, I'm not fine...I couldn't think of a better description. Self harm, eating disorders, and the lies around them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/1/2005
She cried by llivia reviews
a short passage about a girl who is crying
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/28/2005
That Girl by Shadowed Mind reviews
That girl in the mirror, when did i become her?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/4/2005
Tears Hidden by asphyxiated reviews
It only takes one smile to hide a million tears. -Suicide sort of-
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/18/2005
Shatter by Aibari reviews
Sometimes, depression comes. Like now.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/25/2005
Fight by Fox May reviews
Hey guess what...back to the cutting and blood...YEAH! Enjoy...i know it might not be so grand...but hey...give it a read and review please
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/21/2005
No Way Out by nyvashorte reviews
You can't run, and you can't hide.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/14/2005
We All Cry inside by The Illiterate Poet reviews
We all cry inside.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/31/2005
Sorry that by Shadowed Mind reviews
Another apologetic poem. Apologising for all my faults. rated for a little language and references to suicide and cutting. I'm sorry/That i'm the person i am...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/8/2004
I'm Sorry by Shadowed Mind reviews
Written for a friend, after i realised how i had ruined everything by letting her in.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/8/2004
Numb by The Illiterate Poet reviews
Left without feeling.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/28/2004
Red Haze by Fox May reviews
Cutting, what if somebody wrote something short about it, my poem about it...please do read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/22/2004
viewing the scars by StubbornFilly reviews
what the title says...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
Acting Sane by The Illiterate Poet reviews
Acting sane
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/14/2004
With the Razor by JustForgetMe reviews
just about crap..read it !
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/2/2004
Don't Cry For Me by The Illiterate Poet reviews
Don't cry for me I don't wanna be cryed for.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 449 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/19/2004
Don't by The Illiterate Poet reviews
Written when I was in a mood like in the poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/21/2004
Now that you know by lindz0786 reviews
I wrote this after my parents found out about my cutting. I wish that they had never found out and I hate that they did. Please read.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/9/2002
Lost Inside by Fragile Entity reviews
Just about being lost inside yourself... co-author Mike aka Ash Erebus@aol.com
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/15/2001
A Drop of Blood by HellzDreamer reviews
Rated PG-13 for content and reference to cutting...just a littl poem i wrote will feeling depressed and cutting myself, and as always R&R...thanx! :-)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 12 - Published: 11/13/2001
It Hurts by xoe reviews
Sadness...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/30/2001
She by xoe reviews
A poem about a person we all hate internally... and why.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/30/2001
I Am The Actress by Ane Hoshi reviews
My dream is to become an actress, yet I realize I already am one everyday.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/26/2001
Shared Pain by nobody important reviews
I wrote this when a friend of mine started cutting...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 9 - Published: 9/25/2001
Screaming in a Crowd by Violent Butterfly reviews
going unnnoticed
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/25/2001
it's time by Animagus reviews
ummm...well its short - four lines and angsty, and thats about all i can say!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/28/2001
Why? by Leelee reviews
Monologue. It's not what you think it's about.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 623 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/25/2001
The Way I Cry* by Braia Johnson reviews
This is the explanation lots of people wish to give when others say that he/she is crazy for cutting...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 8 - Published: 6/22/2001
nothing changes by thirtyone reviews
nothing ever changes... it never will.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 658 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20/2001
Don't Let Me Fall by Trinity's Rose reviews
It's about cutting yourself off from the world to the point where you're about to give everything up..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/18/2001
Help Me by Jessica R Vance reviews
I dunno... just something that I came up with while looking at a whacked-out picture of myself.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/21/2001
The Broken Mirror by xoe reviews
This poem is a bit disturbing, especially to me! It's about a girl who commits suicide, so if you don't like stuff like that, then you might not want to read it. This is a rhyming poem by the way... so out of character for me! ^^
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 639 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/13/2001 - Published: 4/10/2001
Average by violet-epiphany reviews
A poem I wrote while recovering from an eating disorder (rated R for disturbing content)
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 8 - Published: 3/18/2001
Shattered by Shimmer reviews
The feeling of hopelessness that comes with depression and cutting.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 5 - Published: 1/7/2001
happy.blood. by VioletTears reviews
poem about "cutting"
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 12 - Published: 12/13/2000
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Generations
I am a baby when the truth rips apart my chest: My grandfather is dying. My grandfather is dying and there is nothing I can do about it. My grandfather is dying and not only is there nothing I can do about it but also I am the only one here. Everyone knows he's dying. Everyone knows he's dying but I am the only one forced to see it.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,623 - Published: 3/26/2014 - Complete
Gone Here reviews
We may always be as we are/ And I may never have us/ As we were/ How can I have you/ Without losing/ Me
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/29/2013
Magician reviews
He uses his words just like an /Illusionist /Pulling veils over your eyes /So you hear only what he wants you to hear /And never see the deception in /Plain sight (rated for language)
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 478 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/28/2013 - Complete
Chris
I did some observations at a high school for one of my grad school classes, and this kid spent the entire day flirting with me and trying to get me to flirt back. His ridiculous naivety inspired this poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 473 - Published: 11/22/2012 - Complete
AdultChild
Sitting through school pre-session meetings, getting more and more depressed with the blase rigamaroll and same-old-same-old "nothing will ever change so it doesn't matter if it's not working" stuff. So this is mostly a ramble about the boring details and the fact that maybe some things should change, even if we're used to the double standards.
Poetry: Work - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Published: 8/15/2012 - Complete
Vignette: Always an 'End' in Friend
Facebook friend request: denied.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,247 - Published: 3/7/2012 - Complete
I Am
one of those templates, but of course it turns into a poem not really about me. haha. "I hear people screaming. I see the fear of shattered generations. I want to help them all." r&r!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 1/22/2012
I Know You Can Do It
a short poem written from the perspective of a Special Needs Child.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Published: 7/31/2011 - Complete
Just Dance reviews
I was warned. About his flirting. I wasn't worried. I said I could handle it. Too loud. Too hot. I just want to DANCE. True story, free-form writing with ending Lady GaGa lyrics r&r please!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,495 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/27/2010 - Complete
Reform reviews
You tell me the world is not how I see it, but I challenge your view of the world.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/6/2010 - Complete
Alone Yet Together reviews
Are we destined to struggle through life alone or are there people going through similar circumstances that can stand beside us? Isn't it worth a try? Very old poem I just found. From Feb 6, 2004
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 632 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/12/2010 - Complete
SHE reviews
WELCOME BACK HOME. ch 25 up. I'm trying to find myself, but she won't let me, she won't let me go... r&r please, rated for language mostly, oh and scenes of cutting.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 25,301 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/21/2010 - Published: 8/26/2005
Stages of Grief reviews
Realization hits. Suddenly, With great force, As it always does. I want to die here. Die. Here. Just. Like. THIS. rated M for language
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 560 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2010 - Complete
Don't Let Go reviews
Nearly 4am, the call came in. She was right: everything was different now. All I could do was hold her hand, stay by her side.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,501 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/15/2009 - Complete
Little Rose reviews
I saw a picture of a friend who had tucked a little rosebud behind her ear, and this little poem came to mind. R&R!
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/22/2009 - Complete
Musician's Curse Sonnet reviews
when u perform with ur instrument, u always rock most of it but inevitably there's that 1 part or 2 that u randomly screw especially if u never have be4. Like Murphey's Law: u'll mess it up bc it's the only thing left. aka Musician's Curse Perfectionism
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/17/2009 - Complete
Interlude of Personal Affairs A Sonnet reviews
you know that girl who swears up and down that she wouldn't dream of getting between you and that guy that you like and you think likes you and yet then she totally goes after him? Yeah, this is a sonnet about that. Rated for one curse word. R&R please!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/2/2009 - Complete
Pretending reviews
Pretending It is what I do How I live I am whoever I want you to see I am whoever You want me to be
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/24/2009 - Complete
Sibling Jealousy Sonnet reviews
It always seems like your sibling is better than you in everything, no matter how hard you try to equal up. This causes a lot of jealousy, especially for the younger sibling. So here's a sonnet about that phenomenon.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Family/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/27/2009 - Complete
Breakup Friends Sonnet reviews
We've all had those friends who we were really close to who then got that guy they wanted and abandoned you? Yeah, this is a sonnet about that. But it's not all angsty and annoying, no fears. lol. R&R!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/19/2009 - Complete
Life Love Sonnet reviews
there are lots of things in our life that we tend to overlook, but they're actually the things that make life the most beautiful. A Sonnet for Speaking Shakespeare class.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/19/2009 - Complete
Scary Faith reviews
I've never been here before. I feel Him leading me here, but can He still make it work, even through everything? R&R
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/27/2008 - Complete
Cut and Lie
I hadn’t planned this. Whatever anybody tries to say later, I hadn’t planned it. Never did. /Too much. A day is not meant to hold so much. /So I lie to myself, the only thing I’ve ever been good at.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,208 - Published: 11/3/2008 - Complete
You Want Reasons reviews
But the ones I have aren't good enough for you, for anyone. You will tell me that I am only nineteen, what do I know of pain? I have no reasons worthy of explanation. I just have what was and what is and I can’t change any of it now." word vomit. R&R!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,357 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/2/2008 - Complete
IT reviews
You forget that I've BEEN you. I'm just trying to explain what happened to make me who I am now. Maybe now you will understand, maybe now you will not judge me so harshly, maybe now you will not fall into it's charismatic trap, maybe now you will HELP ME.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,220 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 9/2/2008 - Published: 12/26/2006 - Complete
Was it Love?
You said you loved me and wrapped me in your arms, But love doesn’t wound or leave me alone, No matter what you did I always blamed myself... I wasn’t responsible for all of your troubles, But I was too young to know all of that." A poem about family. R&R
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 476 - Published: 8/27/2008 - Complete
Reality reviews
you think that holding your breath will stop the tears, but you're wrong. There's nothing there, nothing left.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/6/2008 - Complete
Trust reviews
What's this? This feeling. It's new. It's strange. I've never had this kind of friendship before. I don't know what 2 make of it. Do I trust it? Let it grow? Or stomp it? Remain alone? Inspired by the kindness of the beautiful Lisa Rae Iskander.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/5/2008 - Complete
Feel the Truth reviews
Emotions indescribable, physical reactions unconquerable, this is the feeling called OUT OF CONTROL.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/5/2007 - Complete
A Beautiful Soul reviews
Written about a friend, but when I look at it now I realize that it applies to everyone. Everyone has a story. Everyone has lived a tragedy. Everyone either stays down, or gets back up. A Beautiful Soul. R&R!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/23/2007 - Complete
Letters
FINAL 2 CH. UP! It's not easy, nor is it a simple thing to explain. But you're the only one I have to talk to, so I will write these letters to you whether you care to read them or not. I just need HELP. There's too much in my head... FINISHED!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 40 - Words: 27,645 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 9/21/2007 - Published: 6/17/2007 - Complete
Fragments reviews
The sweet beginnings of a relationship, from the silly flirting, to first kisses. This is my first attempt at a love poem, please R&R!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/12/2007 - Complete
Music Love, Music Murder reviews
Her music hit me first, and I was hooked. She didn't know it yet, but I'd help show her that she loved me too... [Will update soon, check back!]
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,094 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/7/2007 - Published: 8/6/2007
There Once Was A Girl reviews
There once was a girl, a young little girl, who did everything she could to make everyone love her, but...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 938 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/30/2007 - Complete
How do I serve thee? Let me count the ways reviews
A parody based on E.B. Browning's poem How do I love thee?. It's about how often we serve in ways we don't think about. It's a little different, & interesting. Had to do it for English class, but it definately has Spiritual essence to it.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/19/2007 - Complete
When reviews
When everything is stripped away, when everyone is gone... How do you get back what you've lost, when the thing you've lost is you? please R&R!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/28/2007 - Complete
Empty Victories reviews
Just a short thing, about how our best intentions still just leave us hanging out to dry... R&R please! I'm not sure if I'll add something to the beginning[in the ... ... spaces, duh! lol], but if so I need help figuring out what! wink
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/28/2007
You reviews
3 different times, 3 different situations, 1 of you and 1 of me. But are they really memories or are they just dreams? Does it even matter? Everything just hurts...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,593 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/26/2007 - Complete
I Know reviews
I'm still here. I haven't left you. But I know now, and things can never be the same. Your pain is so vibrant, so threatening, & all I want to do is help you. But I don't know how & you won't come to me. Please, stay here with me, please don't die... R&R
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,426 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/23/2007 - Complete
Symbolic? reviews
You decide what it means. Just a short, 2 paragraph thing. How could something so lovely turn out so wrong? I don't understand what happened... R&R please!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/14/2007 - Complete
Letter to Momma 2 reviews
nothing 2 do with the 1st letter except the person. That's why I didn't add another ch. But I'm older now, lots of things have changed & a lot of things still need to change. But will you let me change, Momma? Will you still love me if I tell you, Momma?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,570 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/20/2007 - Complete
A Senseless World reviews
If we spend all of our lives trying to NOT feel things, what are we left with? ConCrit or any review appreciated greatly.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 374 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/29/2006 - Complete
Oh, the Stories You Told reviews
As much about life as family. When you're little, they always tell you how GREAT the world is & you hurry to grow up just to be a part of it, & then you realize they've only lied to you & all they've done is hurt you & the stories were never real at all..
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/8/2006 - Complete
Think Again reviews
In life we often find many things annoying, but if we looked closer we'd instead see some of life's little miracles. I know it's different than most of my others, but I just got thinking about it and POOF! there was this poem. Tell me what you think!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/3/2006 - Complete
Better and Best reviews
Sure, no problem she forced a smile. It wasn't my best. I can do better. Rated because of language and themes. Might be triggering, deals wcutting & suicide & just all around crappy situations
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 881 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/3/2006 - Complete
Night Ride reviews
and it's funny, so funny because you don't want to die and you're so scared but you have to play the game, have to just go along for the ride... R&R please!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 439 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/12/2006 - Complete
Nothing to Lose reviews
She had nothing to prove and no one to blame. This was for her and her alone... R&R please! It means a lot!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2006 - Complete
Remember? To My Brother reviews
See title. This is REALLY personal to me guys, so I appreciate any reviews, but please no flames, writing this hurt enough...
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,653 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/3/2006 - Complete
Black, Red, & Silver reviews
Not about the colors, kind of a symbolism. About the darkness invading and the price you have to pay. Please R&R!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/12/2006 - Complete
Mirror reviews
I am so far away from you, and no matter how I try, the mirror stays between us, making the distance larger and you start to fade away... I really like this one guys, PLEASE READ It's getting PUBLISHED!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/25/2005 - Complete
Screaming Alone reviews
What do I have to do to make you hear me? To get myself help? I just want out of here... R&R please, u know the drill
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 776 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/10/2005 - Complete
The Hole In The Mirror reviews
Innocence is Bliss? Please. Emptiness is heaven. an: stupid title. Any ideas? r&r appreciated
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/29/2005 - Complete
Rain reviews
I feel closest to God when I'm dancing in the rain...
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/12/2005 - Complete
Not Alone reviews
Something I had to do for Bible class, but I think it's actually pretty good. About how even in the darkness that doesn't leave, still He is there.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/27/2005 - Complete
I wonder reviews
thoughts from a sick little teenage mind a journal entry: plz R&R, it means a lot!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/23/2005 - Complete
Luv Me, or Luv Me Not reviews
this is not what ur thinking, nor is it about what ur thinking. just take a peak, u'll c what i mean. written in a slight IM form
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/5/2005 - Complete
Talent Show reviews
School talent show was a disaster, and two friends ended up walking in on me while I was slamming my head into a concrete wall, my secret... r&r please, this one means a lot to me
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,147 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/10/2005 - Complete
Hide Away reviews
You’re needing, So much but, You're bleeding, The pain is there, You're reeling... make sense to anyone? I'd love to know. Written while looking back at myself...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6/15/2005 - Complete
Pain reviews
Same idea as the last one. Describe wout explain. I was on a streak or something today guys, though I think they probably suck. please tell me, I actually tried to even rhyme.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/15/2005 - Complete
Blood reviews
Basically, I tried to describe without explain, if that makes any sense to anyone. Because someone needs to just tell it like it is without trying to figure everything out... triggering, but R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/15/2005 - Complete
Defeat reviews
Time passes, always unknown, All you know, all you feel is the heat, Like redhot ashes falling down on skin, Blocking the knowledge you’ve been beat R&R!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/15/2005 - Complete
Abuse reviews
About child abuse, talking to everyone, not just the abused or abuser. Rated T bc of themes and a few cuss words. I think this ones good, please tell me!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,141 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6/3/2005 - Complete
Breathe Breathe Breathe reviews
Maybe a poem? I dunno. Written during a panic attack. If it makes sense to anyone, kind of the inner voice inside me coming outside and talking to me, trying to help me escape the attack. Tell me if it's any good.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005 - Complete
Untitled reviews
A couple diff ideas for titles actually. Promise Tiny Voice Little Shattered Shell To Kari: etc. Please let me know which you think is better or if you come up with another one. Kind of hard to describle. Please just read and review! muah
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 655 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/12/2005 - Complete
To Kari: How am I supposed to explain? reviews
She'd understand this, but I thought I'd put it up here anyway. Tell me if you get confused. Basically friendship drama bc I told her my secret and we've never really talked about it. R&R! Written on 555
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 530 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/9/2005 - Complete
Wondering reviews
hard to explain. what you're wondering when you're starting your cutting ritual if you have one? I dunno. Please, just read. I really like this one. I think it's one of my best...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4/28/2005 - Complete
Something More reviews
Thinking about why I write all the time, what purpose journals have held for me. Just a short thing, but it's still painful... R&R PG bc of 1 cuss word
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/23/2005 - Complete
What do I do now? reviews
I'm waiting. Waiting for lots of things. I'm waiting for life to go on... R&R PWEEAZE!
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/18/2005 - Complete
RUNNING RAIN reviews
Having a bad day, week, life... Please just read. It's about rain, and having to run. It's supposed to be in couplets. I swear, that quickedit thing is Satanic, it doesn't do a thing for me! grr...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/16/2005 - Complete
Solitary Desperation reviews
Written in cuplets, by the way. Can anyone help me figure out the edi format stuff? Inspired from a quote by Henry David Thoreau, I put it at the beginning. It's about a person who's breaking, but who has just enough strength to not fall hard enough,,,
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 435 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/14/2005 - Complete
Imitation is Suicide reviews
That's a quote by Ralph Waldo Emerson, you'll understand it when you read the poem. I'm actually not too happy with it right now, so I'm open for suggestions. Also, how the heck do we do that formatquick edit thing?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/13/2005 - Complete
You or Me? reviews
It's not my fault! Or is it? Is it your fault? Is it mine? Who must pay this price? Is it You or Me?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/7/2005 - Complete
Lost reviews
Looking for a friend... and ending up with red tears...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/21/2004 - Complete
Letter to Momma reviews
You hurt me Momma. And you don't even listen to me. I'm talking Momma. Momma...
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 451 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/20/2004 - Complete
Silent reviews
English project. Because of that I wrote it so it could seem like I'm talking about someone poor and helpless on the street, when in reality I'm looking back at myself in the dark...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/9/2004 - Complete
Biology Boredom reviews
Just two little fragments I wrote during Biology class. Not sure if they'll turn into anything or just stay this way. By the way, Biology sucks! lol.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/1/2004 - Complete
I Can't Escape the Lie reviews
um... my first attempt at writing song lyrics. I'm working on the music right now. If you can think of a better title, please tell me!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004 - Complete
Contact reviews
Okay, this is old but I just found it. I dunno, it might be kinda stupid. A friend of mine I hadn't heard from in awhile finally emailed me and I got excited. Tell me if it sucks! ha ha.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/8/2004 - Complete
STOP! reviews
Just what it says. Inner me crying out... I dunno. I'm so screwed. Just R&R Please! as always
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/1/2004 - Complete
HELP reviews
I wrote this when I was feeling depressed and just tired of life during MathBible class. If you come up with a better title, please tell me. R&R! Thanks
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/30/2004 - Complete
Thinking of You reviews
Another stupid English project. Supposed to be a greeting card kinda. Oh well. It might be all right. R&R!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/20/2004 - Complete
Late to Class reviews
okay, I had to do this for English. Just tell me if it sucks. Supposed to be some Indian Rhytm project chant thing. oh well.
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/20/2004 - Complete
After reviews
While remembering the incident, I wrote this just after I finally opened up and told a very close friend of mine about my cutting. So this is for Lindsey I wouldn't be alive without her.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 753 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/19/2004 - Complete
Memory reviews
Just me being lonely and thinking about stuff late at night. Read if you want, I think it's pretty good. Feedback welcome. R&R Please!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/16/2004 - Complete
CoverUp reviews
People wonder why... I wear my watch so high... here's my poem explaining why... Please R&R!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/17/2004 - Complete
Unspoken reviews
I'm getting this published! Please R&R! Just a poem I wrote for a friend when I was scared and thinking about a time when she was there... R&R please!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/21/2004 - Complete
I Should've reviews
Just contemplating everything I did wrong. I suck wsummaries. R&R!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/17/2004 - Complete
Don't Leave Me reviews
Written to a person. This is what I want to say to them, but I can't. Depressing, just R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/5/2004 - Complete
Take Me Away reviews
A sad poem. I was depressed. I suck at summaries. Just R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/5/2004 - Complete
Parallel Lines reviews
Poem about Cutting. Just please R&R. WARNING! TRIGGERING!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/16/2003 - Complete