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Joined 12-18-03, id: 388631, Profile Updated: 08-20-08
Author has written 84 stories for Friendship, Life, Family, Love, Fantasy, and General.

evelyn.
21.
tiny tragedy.


"so i said, maybe.. you're gonna be the one that saves me.."


Thank You from me by Vitamin Kitten reviews
First spiritual poem I've ever written. It's a thank-you to God for all the things in life that have taught me to appreciate other things. I think it's good; tell me what you think.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/23/2004
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in stone reviews
written ten minutes ago out of pure frustration and despair. seems to be the only mood in which i was write anymore.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/12/2008 - Complete
here's the day you hoped would never come reviews
uh, i hate summaries.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/20/2008 - Complete
pretty little girl reviews
recovery didn't work.and it hurts more then any other failure i've seen.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/18/2007 - Complete
to look at you reviews
not sure where this came from.happiness breeds poetry to break a heart, i suppose.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/3/2007 - Complete
upside down reviews
it may seem random, but it has a pretty intense meaning to me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/16/2007
a mess
read it and make it your own, i suppose.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Published: 2/16/2007 - Complete
titles are for losers
we're not special, i'm not special.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 1/3/2007 - Complete
pools of pretty reviews
unfinished, could love some feedback. not positive if i like it enough to finish it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/3/2007
you and reviews
ever started writing something about someone else and then realized it's entirely about yourself?.. sad really.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/27/2006
promises reviews
mr.G..love & lies.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/27/2006 - Complete
less then nothing
if it weren't for breakups i don't think i'd have anything to write about.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Published: 12/27/2006 - Complete
love love love reviews
i'm about sick of summaries.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/27/2006 - Complete
nothing & nowhere is golden
it's a poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Published: 12/27/2006 - Complete
abbreviate each word reviews
this is the poem that broke my 3 month writers block, i love it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/11/2005
time to go
it's about realizing when it's time to let go & having the strength to admit it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Published: 8/11/2005
you were
all the regular sappy crap, not the best.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Published: 8/11/2005
the beauty in a sunset
this has absolutely nothing to do with sunsets.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Published: 8/11/2005
because you can
i was in an anorexia recovery program for the last 6 months, i wrote this to the other girls in the program before i left.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 8/11/2005
jump
this was a group effort, done by my friend stephannie & i.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Published: 6/16/2005
romeo & juliet of our time reviews
my twisted, bitter version. love it or hate, i could care less.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/16/2005
die for you reviews
emotional. R&R i'll return the favour x2.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/25/2005
liar liar reviews
but i believed you. R&R, i'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/24/2005
you&me
thats just who i am this week. R&R i'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Published: 4/23/2005
promise me she's not your world reviews
i think it would, i think i should. R&R i'll return the favour.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/23/2005
tonight's the night reviews
i promise i won't look back if you don't. R&R i'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/24/2005
so baby
mmm bitter. R&R i'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Published: 3/24/2005
yours truly reviews
R&R, i'll return the favour x2
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/24/2005
stained sweater massacre reviews
i love this one. R&R - i'll return the favour asap.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/21/2005
time & time again reviews
R&R, i'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/17/2005
sweet angel reviews
R&R, I'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/17/2005
I Know So Well reviews
not the best .. but R&R, I'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/17/2005
Hesitation reviews
missing him again. R&R i'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/17/2005
as good as it gets reviews
my favorite poem so far. be sure to read my profile for review details.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/9/2005
infatuation reviews
most certainly not my best, but opinions are more then welcome.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/6/2005
maybe reviews
R&R i'll return the favour
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/6/2005
don't waste your time reviews
nothing special really. R&R i'll return the favour.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/20/2005
don't worry sweetheart reviews
angry, but subtle. R&R i'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/20/2005
undecided reviews
had to write a positive poem for my english class. this is the best i could do. R&R i'll return the favour
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/20/2005
Your Halo Is Slipping reviews
one of my favorites. r&r i'll return the favour
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/28/2004
Cut Up Kisses reviews
nothing special r&r i'll return the favour
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/26/2004
Cyanide Smile reviews
haven't put a poem up in a while, but r&r i'll return the favour as usual
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/26/2004
When Will It Be Enough? reviews
R&R I'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/16/2004
Story Book Ending reviews
One of my favorites - R&R, I'll return the favour.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/16/2004
Her Only Memory reviews
feeling kind of lost today - r&r i'll return the favor.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/18/2004
Dear Lover reviews
For my ex-boyfriend. Bitter. > R&R I'll return the favour
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/23/2004
The Aftermath reviews
Short and bittersweet. R&R I'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/19/2004
Drowning In Hope reviews
Rated for a choice word. R&R I'll return the favour.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/19/2004
Sweet Oblivion reviews
"Let me dance, under the lights" - R&R I'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/19/2004
Beautiful Intoxication reviews
Drunk teenage love story. R&R I'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/18/2004
Accessory reviews
like a painting on a wall. she's nothing but an accessory. '03
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/1/2004
You Lose reviews
You've lost everything, and now you're sorry?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/18/2004
Blame It On Me reviews
Hate is a strong word, but I hate you. Take the blame for your own mistakes.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/14/2004
Childish Games reviews
Can't think of a summary.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6/7/2004
Through The Eyes Of Yesterday reviews
Nostalgia set it...I miss the old times.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/28/2004
She's Been Taught To Hurt reviews
Poem about my abuse...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/26/2004
I'm Taking You Down With Me reviews
One of my favorites - Worth a read...r&r I'll return the favour.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2004
Crush Me reviews
How is it possible to choose between two people?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/24/2004
And In The End reviews
The weight is lifted, because you finally understand.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/20/2004
The Day I Fell reviews
Is it so hard for people to help others?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/20/2004
Show Me reviews
Show me who you really are
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/18/2004
Pain Turns To Fear
My version of a suicide note.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 5/10/2004
Pretty Little Pills reviews
Written about my ecstasy addiction. Not one of my best.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/4/2004
I Bleed You reviews
Too choppy I think - let me know
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/20/2004
Is It Funny Now? reviews
For all those times you didn't understand - Rated for suicidal theme.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/18/2004
You Create What You Hate reviews
'Tis the story of relationships gone bad
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/14/2004
The Car reviews
Saying goodbye is never easy.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/8/2004
Love Is Blind reviews
Words can't express how disappointed I am right now
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/7/2004
My Suicide reviews
My mother and I never did get along...
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/23/2004
Sex And War reviews
Been having flash backs, so this is basically my thoughts on my rape situation
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/17/2004
Twisted reviews
Rather odd love poem - I suppose it's anti-love?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/29/2004
Manipulative Gestures reviews
Kisses make everything better...or do they? - I hate how your lips fooled me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/12/2004
Paper Wrists
Rated for anyone who can put the analogy together - which I think everyone will be able to do.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2004
No Need For A Title reviews
r&r if you'd like - I'll return the favour
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2004
Times Are Hard reviews
Break-ups are hard - I love you Stephannie. R&R..I'll return the favour
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/11/2004
Truthfully reviews
Not completed yet - I'm lost as to how to finish it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/2/2004
Thank You reviews
Thank you Steph - for bringing me back to my senses and making me realize I can't apolgize for being alive.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/2/2004
Watch Me Fall reviews
Short and depressing...like usual.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/2/2004
Dead and Gone reviews
Inspired by some poetry I read recently. No need to explain the purpose behind it, read it and make it your own.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/1/2004
Involuntary Solitude reviews
I am a product of child abuse...dysfunctional families...and I know I'm not the only one.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/25/2004
I Miss You reviews
I've never felt pain - like when I watch you walk away.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/24/2004
Unworthy reviews
You are nothing short of the most trustworthy, loyal, and amazing best friends I've ever had - I'm sorry that it had to grow out of such pain though sweetheart.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/20/2004
Dear Dad reviews
My dear dad pity story. Wrote it to him after my parents divorce.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/18/2003
Your Words Are Murder reviews
Written during a very low time after the end of a physically/mentally abusive relationship.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/18/2003
Bitter reviews
Poem written for a close friend about his ability to change himself for others
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/18/2003