Lady Q
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Joined 1998, id: 3897
Author has written 56 stories for General, and General.
Time for a change, so sayeth me.

M'name is Lady Q, otherwise known as Kailin Starfire, tenshi, and I can't remember any more pen names that I've used, though I'm sure that they exist.

There's something up in my head - they're not sure what. Hehe. Current consensus is either bipolar or depression, you choose. Two hospitalizations and countless hours of therapy later, I'm doing better. A lot of this stuff is older, but I still remember how it felt. There's always someone out there to relate to, and sometimes it's me.

As to what I like? Well, Star Wars, Star Trek, and other sci-fi shows are some of my favorites. If I listed them, it would go something like this: X-Men, X-Men: Evolution, Xena, Hercules, Highlander: The Series, Andromeda, Sailor Moon, Gundam Wing, Tenchi Muyo, and...and...well, I know more exist. I tend to write TCP fics for X-Men. Anything else hasn't been written yet, which is probably good. ;)

My journal isn't much, but it's updated practically daily. Sometimes snippets show up there. It's my major presence on the web besides here though.

That's all for now. =)

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Only I reviews
An apology to a friend and a hope for healing.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 5/3/2001
Need reviews
What's it like to want the pain when you're breaking the addiction? May trigger.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8/6/2000
Death of Innocence reviews
Did I kill the child in me?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8/6/2000
Blood and Pain reviews
Song lyrics about self-injury and suicide. Very triggery.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/6/2000
Interview With a (Self) Mutilator reviews
A interview dialogue with a self-mutilator in a hospital on the issue of self-injury. Language and content warnings.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,119 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/6/2000
My Glass Box reviews
What about when you want to help someone yet you can't?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/6/2000
Exhaustion reviews
When all my strength has failed and I long for sleep...slight suicide implications.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/6/2000
Misfit reviews
Do I really belong here? I don't seem to fit the world today...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7/25/2000
If Only reviews
What if we could all be what we see in our dreams?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/25/2000
Overdose reviews
What's it like when you finally do? DO NOT READ if you find blatent discriptions of suicide attempts disturbing.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/25/2000
Fighting the Chains reviews
Parents are chains, holding us down from the flight of freedom.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 557 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/25/2000
Pain and Love reviews
Look at suicide and loving others.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/25/2000
Honeysuckle and Kittens reviews
Rather disturbing look at a summer day. Suicide/self-injury mentioned.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/25/2000
Falling From Love reviews
Stream of conciousness about love, depression, pain, and suicide.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 433 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/25/2000
Soul Flower reviews
Curled up in the flower, taking time to cry...and wish.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/16/2000
Giving reviews
Almost melacholy poem about how little people appreciate what you can give and what you do.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/16/2000
Fantasy World reviews
I want to live in a fantasy world...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/16/2000
Phantom reviews
If only I could fade away, to a phantom life and a phantom love...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2000
Never Enough reviews
Despite all that I can give, it's never enough for some people.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/16/2000
Double Meanings reviews
So much of what we say has hidden meanings that no one ever sees.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/16/2000
Tell the Tale reviews
Kinda depressing in the Shakespearian style...not exactly sure how to categorize it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/16/2000
Cold and Confused reviews
Short little piece about my current mental state. Not as disturbing as most of my other pieces.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/16/2000
Failure reviews
Mild language and implications of suicide. The little voice in my head is not being very nice...
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 370 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/27/2000
What Did I Do? reviews
Implications of former suicide attempts. Almost a cry to a friend who I can't seem to reach...and who doesn't seem to love me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/27/2000
To Be Me... reviews
Rather introspective poem where I tried using repeating and non-repeating words with a rhyme scheme. I don't know if it worked.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/15/2000
A Little Secret reviews
A semi-innocent sounding little poem about the temptation to do something I really, really shouldn't.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/13/2000
Yearning reviews
Simple yearning of a young teenage girl to be held...not much else need be said.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/10/2000
Demon Voices reviews
Just a confused little piece. I'm not exactly sure what I was doing with this, but I figured I'd throw it out and see what I get.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/9/2000
You Are There reviews
Religious poem reflecting how God is there for me each and every step of the way...even when mortals aren't.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/9/2000
Down To Hell reviews
Just a little something...not entirely sure how to describe it. Minor language. Nothing major.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/9/2000
In A Room Of People reviews
Depressing poem about being alone while surrounded by the crowds.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/9/2000
Missing What's Gone reviews
A slightly sad poem written for someone I loved very much but lost at a young age. God bless her.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/9/2000
Change reviews
Mildly depressing poem about the worst types of changes you can face in teenage life...at least in mine.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/9/2000
Two Little Grams reviews
Again, this one is blatently suicidal. What a big surprise!
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/28/2000
Silent reviews
Another slightly depressing poem with slight implication of suicide, especially at the end.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/20/2000
Love Is reviews
A poem from me to my boyfriend. Obviously not as depressing as my other works.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/13/2000
I've Taken To... reviews
Reasons for actions of a suicidal.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/12/2000
Sink Or Swim reviews
A sea of confusion washes over a young person flailing for help.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/11/2000
A Different Place reviews
Another depressing poem, about the place I seem to be trapped in...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 2/9/2000
Trains of Truth reviews
Poem making a metaphor between a train and the truth, and how some people run from it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2000
I Am Me reviews
A fairly upbeat poem asserting one's purpose in life.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/8/2000
Who, Demon reviews
Blatent discussion of what it's like to be suicidal and what it feels like during the attempt.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/8/2000
Separation reviews
Poem explaining how just a few words can quickly drive a person towards suicide, whether intentional or not.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/29/2000
In Reality reviews
Slightly less graphic than my other one in this series (Twilight of Life), this one still deals with suicide, hence the rating.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/8/2000
Anyone? reviews
Again, like most of my poems, the suicide theme comes through. Not related to an actual attempt, this is just general feelings.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/8/2000
No Tears reviews
Depressing poem about the feelings and denial of emotion of a social outcast. Written a while ago, before most of my poems.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/8/2000
Alone reviews
Updated version. Now extremely depressing. Talks about suicide. Short and sweet.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/8/2000
Snowflakes of the Soul reviews
Poem which compares the human soul and a snowflake, and life and a snowstorm. Makes allusions to reincarnation.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/8/2000
Losing Control reviews
Poem about the angels who are there to help along the road of life. I wrote this for two of my friends: my angel and my charge.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/8/2000
Thank You reviews
A thank you poem to a friend who has literally saved my life on a few occasions. Without her, I probably wouldn't be here today.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/8/2000
Dreams reviews
A dark, rather odd poem that I don't really remember writing. Takes a rather depressing look at life. Very strange.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/8/2000
Where Are You? reviews
A poem questioning where God is. This one's important to me, 'cause it addresses my current religious troubles.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/8/2000
Intruder reviews
Looks at the world with the questions that a social outcast asks themselves. Slightly depressing, but nothing major.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/8/2000
Child Inside reviews
A look at the double life led by one who was not accepted as a child. Does the calm surface of the healer disguise the pain?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/8/2000
To Try reviews
From the series with In Reality and Twilight of Life. This poem describes the actual attempt and feelings from it.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/8/2000
Twilight of Life reviews
A poem which deals with suicide. Very dark, very bitter. Like the rating says, not a poem if you don't want to deal with suicide
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 6 - Published: 1/8/2000