My Mental Disaster
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Joined 12-27-03, id: 389879
Author has written 47 stories for Life, Love, General, Friendship, Religion, Fantasy, Politics, Nature, and Haiku.
Who I am: My age is none ofyour beeswax... , I'm a girl...um have a nose...but most people have one these days dont they. Other than that My Bio's My Business.

I used to write my poetry here, and I dont really write poems very often anymore, and I dont post them here at all. Thank you to everyone who has writen me a review, It makes my day whenever I get one, from someone who as stumbles across my archive...Most of these poems are awfully angsty, and a lot of them are very bad, but everyone is entitled to write bad poety every once in a while right?


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Relentless by Eirien reviews
"Love always perseveres." 1 Cor. 13:7. A Love that never gives up, hurling itself towards pain, yet holding our free will sacred. A series of poems to different addressees.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 677 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 4/20/2012 - Published: 5/26/2004 - Complete
False Light by Rosiel's Servant reviews
Darkness has always been a comforting refuge
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/23/2004
Electric Kiss by Bleeding Ink reviews
Well.. I got the idea to write this from my friend, Krys. She touched my lips and it shocked her. ;) She said I must have electric kisses.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/9/2004
Zombies At 10 Expanded by OcToBeR rUsT reviews
this is the longer, expanded version of my poem "Zombies At 10". This one has no Rob Zombie quotes
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2004
Antelope by inconditusgauis reviews
LoL. Just a Haiku I worte for school that I presented really bad to piss off my teacher. I suceeded too! Read it, very funny.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/26/2004
a sad warm day in hell by Mastermound reviews
suicide depression, let this be a lesson, shit never goes away, it just goes deeper into yourself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2004
Running by OcToBeR rUsT reviews
ummm, im not good with summaries, but please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/27/2004
Kill Me by WillowBear reviews
It's a poem :
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/4/2004
See Me by dorkiss reviews
Trying to show a love that is hard to understand.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/3/2004
Hide behind the Lies by And Emo is Cliche reviews
This is actually about a teen who hides behind all the drugs and other self mutilations, Im not extremelly proud of this, tell me what you think. No I dont do drugs or anything, but I've thought about it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/22/2004
Remember by OcToBeR rUsT reviews
just a little song about moving on, but not wanting to leave the important people behind
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/14/2004
My Viola My Emotion by LeeTheProtector reviews
My emotions about music and about my viola.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/24/2003
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Stretched reviews
sigh...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2/25/2005 - Published: 2/19/2005
Lost in the USA, Haikus and Poems about America reviews
A bunch of odd and perhaps nonsensicle haikus / short poems that are my personal weirdness tward america. CHAPTER 4 IS NEW
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 4 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 1/22/2005 - Published: 1/6/2005
Lament? reviews
wooooo! angstfest! angst angst angst! my first REAL angsty poem in a while...does this make any sense?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/13/2005
Life for lovers? reviews
a poem dedicated to everyone who has loved a cutter...this is a portrait peice and isnt really autobiographical
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/13/2005
Radio Baby reviews
Listen to your nightly "Love line" Tune it in, tune everyone else out -Enterprete this poem as you like
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/27/2004
DisneyPixar and the Hollywood massacre reviews
eh, saw somne bad movies, this is a vent.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/13/2004
Bird Perfect reviews
This is so random and out of character for me that I am shocked it came out of my keyboard.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/11/2004
The hands of our nation reviews
Both a personal and political reflection on life
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/18/2004
zero gravity reviews
spacewalk
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/18/2004
Eyes to your arms reviews
I saw poems upon poems, only now is it real to me, our hell, our plague is spreading
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/15/2004
The Guiltlings reviews
...yeah
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/22/2004
Way of the World or some other better title reviews
help with a title please!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/22/2004
Untitled reviews
I wrote this for the treewalk contest, but Ted Kalmus helped me so much, I consider it a colaberation with him.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/22/2004
Burn Ban Work in progress reviews
I need some help with this one...still not close to done!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/5/2004
Pharynx affection reviews
Life is so twisted (sarcasm)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/20/2004
Daughters of Eve the Genesis reviews
This is drawn from my veiws of the Bible, it focuses a lot on Eve, but it also reflects on Genesis. This may be constrewed as blasphemy, I mean no disrespect to christian individuals.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2004
Limbo reviews
From a while ago. Rated SA for Strange Angst...angst is a fun word.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/26/2004
Imaginary masochism reviews
Disturbing dreams, Rated BA for Black Angst
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/26/2004
Hate greed and filth reviews
rather political...but generaly hate. just hate.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/23/2004
The Deadmans whispers reviews
From the tales of gravedirt and moonlight, a villanelle
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/15/2004
At the circus reviews
My protest to the disrespected
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/12/2004
Wax, Paint and Bleeding Hearts reviews
Strange...short and really really strange
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4/2/2004
Dimetapp reviews
Poem about brainwashing
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/30/2004
Flavor of the week reviews
muahahahahah...Yup...semiangst
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/28/2004
Where the solitude hides reviews
There is somthing about the beach at sunset...Sunset, Rated NA and SA for Nature Angst and Semi Angst
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3/28/2004
Beautiful reviews
...Sad, Sad bit of reading
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/26/2004
Your graveyard of Memories reviews
Just rembering...its painfull
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/24/2004
Penance reviews
Ah...Hell...We like hell...
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2004
The Better Things reviews
What poetry sometimes feels like...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/15/2004
The Monsters that follow reviews
A poem about doing somthing I knew was detrimental. Please R&R...I need some sugestions on this one...Not a SI poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/14/2004
Against the Grain reviews
Just more angst...Gotta love that angst.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/10/2004
Call and Response reviews
My Brain...Rated MPA for Multiple Personality Angst
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/3/2004
My Teddybears and Me reviews
A poem. PG13 because I feel like it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/26/2004
Veiw from the Roadside reviews
This was written about some pals of mine, but its also about complicated love...is this a song? would love feedback
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/14/2004
Ruby Stains and Garnet Wings reviews
Blood, knives and art. I think this is a song but I am not sure. Please R&R...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2/4/2004
Dead petals reviews
A poem about death and the suchlike...I hope you R&R...i love feedback
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/3/2004
Lying to myself again reviews
Somthing i think is important to write about...Please R&R and tell me what you see in this...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/24/2004
Trecking it out reviews
a reflection on jumbled thaught...R&R please...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/23/2004
Laughter is contageous reviews
Somthing positive, i got inspired by dan who just wrote a happy one too...R&R please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/22/2004
Mirror mirror on the wall reviews
Just plain unexplainable...tell me what you think...R&R please
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/19/2004
I guess i'm just irrelevant to you reviews
for someone who used to mean somthing...(I think this is a song)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/16/2004
Searching For Why reviews
An overveiw on death and the like
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1/14/2004
Bleeding through the StraitJacket reviews
Another poem thats been rotting my brain
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/5/2004
Here's to Trying reviews
An abstract recounting of...angsty stuff
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1/1/2004
Romance of the Blade reviews
A metaphorical poem please read and reveiw.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/31/2003
Holes reviews
For someone I am leaving soon who saved me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/27/2003
The darkest thing reviews
Just a little reflection that popped out of my skull.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/27/2003