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Joined 01-07-04, id: 391762
Author has written 77 stories for General, Life, Friendship, Nature, Fantasy, Mythology, Spiritual, Horror, Supernatural, Love, Humor, Mystery, General, and Fantasy.

I am Hallia, a person of the female genden and species Homo sapiens. I will not specify my age due to certain current affairs, and will say only that I am too young to drink and too old to get out of not doing the dishes. I do enjoy reveiws, they give me this warm fuzzy feeling inside.

And, of course;

You each touched my life in a special way
And I mourned when you were gone.
I will someday see you again
Each with your own traits.
Honey, Cookie, China, Cream, Baby, Oreo, Mattie, Charlotte, Dulse, Unknown, Brandy, Jewel and Tabby.

Gone to heaven

And I need to say that Rachel, if you are reading this, I will love you forever. You have been the most incedible person I have ever known, and continue to inspire me daily. Never change.

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One Day by All Alone With Her Thoughts reviews
I just started writting this one day and wrote and wrote and wrote. My feelings about the world really.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 496 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Published: 9/5/2004
Lightning by IAmStarfire reviews
Do you ever wish you were something you're not?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/28/2004
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Ideals reviews
The vanishing of an age
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/17/2005
Dyslexic Angels reviews
Metaphor-style look at those who cannot rise
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/17/2005
Tears in Rain reviews
So similar, yet both deserted me...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/12/2005
Keep Going reviews
A final run.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/12/2005
Real Men reviews
Real men never lie to their reflections...but what constitutes this reality?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Parody/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/3/2005
You reviews
i told them your secret only it was an accident...and they told me lies. A follow-up to Him. Please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/14/2005
Who am I reviews
does anyone really know who speaks through me?
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2005
Immortal reviews
A series of documents showing the history of the Realms, starting at the Splitting of the Council and all major events afterwards.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 872 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1/17/2005 - Published: 12/17/2004
why reviews
Multiple personality disorder can have deadly effects...rated for a reason.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 388 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/27/2004
Black and White reviews
The good and the bad
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/24/2004
Dark Stars reviews
All I can see
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/24/2004
Masks
masks cover all of us...but what happens when they slip?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Published: 10/24/2004
A Picture is Worth One Thousand Words reviews
If a picture is worth a thousand words, then why do we write?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/16/2004
Carry Me
Carry me with your bright angel wings...stained red...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 10/4/2004
Hey, Kid
A brother teaches his sibling about the world...
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Published: 9/27/2004
Midnight Kiss reviews
The moonlight...breaking into shards on my skin...a midnight kiss...from cold lips...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/27/2004
Everything Ends reviews
Everything ends, but there are joys even in the face of destruction...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/6/2004
I reviews
I am many things, but not what I should be... metaphoric, sad, please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/5/2004
Someone is Watching reviews
Someone is watching as a child makes a single, desperate wish... R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/3/2004
Blood Lust reviews
The madness, the blood lust has taken hold again, and must be satiated... Starts normal, but becimes almost Shakespear,R&R please
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/27/2004
Craving reviews
I crave the pain that no one else can feel...R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/26/2004
Destiny's Child reviews
13-year-old Derek has always lived a quiet, peaceful life as one of his towns three Seers. But when increasingly ominous dreams begin to show themselves, he starts to wonder what destiny has in store for him. WIP, Please R&R
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/26/2004
Torn in Half reviews
I'm torn, half of me wanting to give in, the other half fightling...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/19/2004
Life is Death reviews
Life is death, a blanket, a spiderweb... A chain reaction poem describing life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/19/2004
Crimson reviews
Crimson is the colour of life...and death. R&R please
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2004
I Hide reviews
I wait for salvation... For all those poeple who ask if I need somone to talk to!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2004
The Voices reviews
The voices and real people, all mixed up together. Angsy, please R&R. Oh, and go read and reveiw "Fool"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/11/2004
Fool
You came crawling back after betraying me for all those years. You thought I would accept you. Angsty, bitter, R&R plz.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 8/8/2004
Someday reviews
Some days, my world is black, and all I can think about is my invetible insanity, and death. Angsty, bitter, suicidal themes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/1/2004
The West Wind reviews
The west wind forming a single shape, a fairy steed. R&R please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/31/2004
Falling reviews
My descent into the world of insanity. R&R please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/31/2004
Drifting
I'm drifting in my world, unable to fully crotrol it, and living seperatly. R&R please
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 7/31/2004
Artificial reviews
How I feel around others, always hiding. R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/31/2004
Roadside Memorial reviews
Stopping next to yet another roadside memorial, another tribute to a car crash victim, and another poem. R&R please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/20/2004
Silent Weeping reviews
Alone and trapped in my world, what voices filter through into my hell, and what do I see? Angst, depressing, social rejection.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/19/2004
Him reviews
He was always there wher I was depressed, or angry. He would talk to me when no one else would. A look into my mind, when all I had were the voices. NOT ROMANCE!
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/17/2004
Mirror Glass reviews
My life is like shattered mirror glass. Metaphoric, angtsy, please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/17/2004
I've Always Seen reviews
I have always seen the bad sides in people, but the others never belive me. Slightly angst, please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/17/2004
Inside, Outside reviews
I live in two realitys. Which one is truly me, and which one do I inhabit? Angst, rejection, please R&R
Fiction: Horror - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/13/2004
Naivety at its Fullest reviews
My attempt at cynical humor! Two suprise questions lead to the final one, what is truly Naivety at its fullest? R&R please!
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/13/2004
Tears Of Blood reviews
What really forms the words I write on paper? What words were there before? And why do I cry bloody tears? Angst, deals with rejection.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/13/2004
Tainted reviews
My soul is forever tainted. Angst, please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2004
Caged reviews
My thoughts in a poetry form on how I feel when I write. No more is said. Very angsty, slighly abuse-related.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/9/2004
Crazy reviews
A poem written at 3:00 am. When I am sitting under the tree with only the voices and my madness, what comes out onto the paper?The formatting is odd on purpose, it is very angsty and a bit insane. Insane as in "Broken Voices". Please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/7/2004
I See You reviews
I loved her. That was all that mattered.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2004
Looking In reviews
Have you ever felt that were on the outside, looking in? I have been trapped in a world where all I can do is look at happiness. A short poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/5/2004
I Think I Am Insane reviews
"When I first came,they would look at me.Sizing me up,observing as though I was no more than a tool on a shelf.." Salvation copmes from being accepted. Even by the ones that should not be able to accept you. Or talk to you.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/4/2004
Tell Me Truthfully reviews
A short poem describing what it's like to be a writer, and my question to the readers. R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/28/2004
One Last Tear reviews
War. Our shattered, broken world, destroyed beyond anything, and a one last memorial. One Last Tear. A bit of a follow-up to "The Earth is Crying" and "Shattered Dreams" Very angsty.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/28/2004
The Earth is Crying reviews
The earth is crying over our bleak and destroyed world. A new veiw on rain and the consequences of our actions. Poetry format, slightly angst. Mostly sad and thoughtful.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/26/2004
Shattered Dreams reviews
Our world is full of the horror of war. What if someonce happened upon the shatterd dreams and memories of our world. How would their world be differant? Poetry format, a bit angsty.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/26/2004
Broken Voices reviews
My world of broken voices, ripped and torm from muffled sobs. The one rule of the rejected being: "Don't cry. Don't show them how much it hurts." Another insight onto social rejection, sort of a sequel to "Cry With Me".
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/25/2004
Cry With Me reviews
"Blown by the hurricane of insults, spat from the crimson red lips" Shuuned, rejected, hated for no real reason. Being beaten up, and not knowing why, slipping into a kind of coma, where nothing matters exept not crying out. My thoughts on social rejecti
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/17/2004
Pick up the Pieces reviews
"Pick up the lost love, and the destroyed trust. Pick up all the weeping, the crying, and the sobbing." The shattered world, finally broken from the war, and a chance to pick up the pieces. A little angst, mostly thoughtful.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/15/2004
Illusion reviews
"Death is an Illusion.There is no actual "dying". There is only light, dark, matter, anti-matter." My thoughts on death, or what they call death.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2004
Pebbles and Diamonds reviews
This is a poem that is pretty much one long metaphor. It describes a diamond on a creek bed, and a pebble in a diamond display. Shows my felelings on my state of friendship with other people. A bit angsty, not bad.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/13/2004
Just Another Nobody Girl reviews
The title pretty much explains it. It's about a girl who is nobody, and the one that follows. Rated for implied suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/7/2004
Existing reviews
This is about my feelings on my current state of mind, follows in the same vein as "Behind Dark Eyes" and "Trapped". A little strange, kinda angst.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/6/2004
Liquid Cloth reviews
This is another HEAVY ANGST peice I wrote, basing on a rather mysterious substance. No drug use. I know that it's kinda dark, but thats my style!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/4/2004
Behind Dark Eyes reviews
I wrote this after I was teased rather sharply be someone that I had never really known. It follows the same kind of line as "Can You Taste It" WARNING:HEAVY ANGST!
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/30/2004
Trapped reviews
A peice I wrote when I was feeling kinda...feral. It describes my feelings on my state of mind. A follow-up to "Can You Taste It" A little disturbing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/26/2004
Unicorn reviews
She trusted me, and a bond was formed...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/26/2004
Can You Taste It? reviews
This is a short piece about, well, the taste of blood that I scribbled down on my second anniversary of surviving. (See "Pain" and "I Lived) WARNING: HEAVY ANGST!
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/22/2004
Reincarnation reviews
A young girl learns the true meaning of reincarnation, from watching two seagulls on a beach. Slightly angst, rather sad. PG, just in case.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/2/2004
A Prisoner of War reviews
This is a short fic I wrote for school, about a gryphon and an unlikely friendship. Reveiw if you want me to contiue.
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 713 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/12/2004
Imagination reviews
Imagination spawns a perfect world, more real then the one I live in...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/23/2004
The Wall reviews
Fighting against an inanimite object for the sake of my sanity...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/13/2004
One with Nature
I am one with nature, sharing in the delights of an unspoiled world
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Published: 2/9/2004
I Lived reviews
I lived, while many others did not. Why?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2004
The Changling reviews
The changeling roams, and only the ignorant ignore her gifts
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2004
Hell reviews
A single burning moment threw me into a world of confusion and fear...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2004
The Treasure reviews
A treasure, long forgotten, and a chance to retrive it...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2004
Pain reviews
Every waking moment filled with burning pain...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/8/2004
Naomi reviews
Naomi...you were the epitome of a perfect friend
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/8/2004
Forgotten reviews
A single horse stands forgotten...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/8/2004
The DreamWorld reviews
A dream-world, that I cannot escape from...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/8/2004
To Be Different reviews
The voices when I am alone, the solitude when I am with others...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/8/2004