Celest Covax
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Joined 01-18-04, id: 393512
Author has written 56 stories for Life, Love, Family, Biography, Fantasy, General, and Friendship.
A NOTE OF CAUTION TO THE READER

This is a warning. The material contained below may be incredibly romantic, blunt, masochistic, raw, or any combination of the above listed. If you have a delicate stomach, are homophobic, ignorant, or have been told you are any of these things I suggest you stop reading now.

If, however, you are non of those things, I welcome you. I would like to let you know that I hold no liabilities for the aftermath of you reading my work. My writing may make you think, cry, have no effect on you, or at the very least, you'll have an appreciation for the things that I have experienced...including my feelings about them. After all, isn't that what poetry is all about?

And remember ladies and gentlemen, these are just that: my writings, expressing my own unique opinions, beliefs, and life experiences. If you don't agree or it upsets you, don't read it. And you can't say I didn't warn you.

Having said that, please read on, and * please * review as that is the only reason I even decided to post my writing in the first place was to see what people thought of it. And at the risk of sounding like everyone else (but it is VERY true) if you read my work and review it, MOST LIKELY I will review yours.

Go on, if you dare, to enter the mind of Celest...

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Androgynously Poetic by Androgynously Poetic reviews
A young drug addicted Raver with a heart cringing past and an artistic Goth...can both find love with such different lifestyles? jma and TheRedFatalities team up to give you...YAOI! /SLASH/ M/M!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 95 - Words: 104,374 - Reviews: 828 - Favs: 191 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 6/17/2005 - Published: 10/24/2003
Never Again by Absolution reviews
A little poem i wrote i dedicate it to a special person
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/30/2004
Lonely Days by Vampira Angelica reviews
Another poem for a lonely broken heart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/30/2004
This goes deeper by FigureItOut reviews
love is a lot less dramatic & confusing when I finally understand it... I may have thought I loved before now, but that was just affection & lust, now it's just a quiet sort of acceptance in the back of my mind that I would do anything for you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/2/2004
Violated by Tainted Muse reviews
A metaphoric relation to rape. R&R. PG for dark themes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/29/2004
Memories of Pain by Tainted Muse reviews
Rape. About how a girl is struggling to recover from a vicious rape and how her attacker is all around her no matter how she tries to forget. R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/22/2004
I Saw the Storm by PrincesKatrina reviews
This one is wierd. It didn't end like I thought it would, but now it's about the violence of others from the view of an observer.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/21/2004
Trapped by Lil Lalita reviews
The trap dreams place on you can only be broken by a scream... but what if you can't? If you've got some thoughts, please share them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/21/2004
i really am a good girl by chainedfreedom reviews
i got the idea from 'Virginia Andrew's' book 'Heaven(or at least the series-really goods, girl/teen stuff) and also from another poet on f/p. please R&R-and what r 'flames?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/4/2004
Dare I? by Lil Lalita reviews
A poem written about my feelings for someone I'll never be able to tell... Let me know what ya think.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/27/2003
Truth of Nightmare by PrincesKatrina reviews
The fears in life are not just a dream.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/19/2003
Counting Scars by silver blood reviews
Just goin over the past and counting all the scars I've given myself.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/28/2003
Look at what you've done by Tainted Muse reviews
This is about a girl who was heartbroken...and the results of her pain.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/4/2003
Nameless by Celtic Moon reviews
I can't really say, you'll have to read it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/2/2002
The Lover's Kiss by Beautiful Midnight reviews
A really, really angsty little poem.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/14/2002
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Mental Love Affair reviews
The term: Mental Love Affair is defined as sharing your heart with someone outside your relationship. Sharing and being with them emotionally in ways you should be with you gfbf.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/14/2007
Left to Wonder
So this one, ladies and gentlemen, is hot off the press 9.14.07 It talks about being just left to Wonder
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Published: 9/14/2007
Nameless reviews
This is an expression of feeling that I felt like I could not get out any other way than to write.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/12/2007 - Complete
A Little Voice Inside
Just written a day or two ago. Very raw and somewhat unedited. (6.10.06)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Published: 6/13/2006
A Loss reviews
Another longer, perhaps better in my opinion, poem about the loss of an important friendship.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2006
What Went Wrong reviews
A new poem of mine, about long-time best friends growing apart.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2006
Wails of the Insane 2001 reviews
Hard to explain. Just read...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/25/2005
Jayson 703
About liking someone, and finding out they are just like everyone else. Also about waiting to be intimate in realtionships.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Published: 8/25/2005
Poetry 9899 reviews
About poetry...pretty self-explanatory
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/25/2005
Control in Doses 9899
About society at large
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 8/25/2005
The Sensation reviews
I was trying to express exactly what it felt like, for me, to cut. I wasn't cutting at the time and I figured I would write about it.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2005
The Secret to Protecting Yourself reviews
From a time when I was feeling very "closed-in", and I didn't want to get close to anyone.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/17/2005
Reasons
Explains, or attempts to, the reasons I cut.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Published: 2/17/2005
Survivor reviews
Again,the other upbeat one. Themes of "beating the odds".
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2005
Phoenix reviews
I think this is one of the few upbeat poems I have; this and Survivor. Themes of coming from darkness into to light, so to say.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2005
My Sickness is my Muse
Again, I think the title is self-explanatory. At one time I felt like this, not so much anymore.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 2/17/2005
Mommy Dearest reviews
I may have just renamed this one, if so, let me know. I think the title is pretty self-explanatory
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/17/2005
Memory
I poem I did when I was quite upset at the Memory...(Or the possibility of it)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Published: 2/17/2005
Inside the Mind of a Cutter reviews
A work I did to portray what being a cutter is like. Not sure how well I did, but you all can be the judge.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2005
Because it Hurts to be Real
This is a spoken word piece of mine, a little older (2002) but still good all the same. ( I think)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Published: 2/17/2005
Book of Fantasies reviews
These are a collection of fantisies (none actually took place) of mine that I chose to write down. It was experimental, really. Graphic sexual nature
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,081 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/17/2005
The More I Hurt You, The More I Love You reviews
NOT FICTION This is a semi-autobiographical peice about a very difficult time in my life, maybe the most difficult. VERY GRAPHIC The faint of heart need not read. (A work-in-progess)
Fiction: Biography - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 12,713 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/17/2005
Celest reviews
spoken word. My oldest spoken word piece. "Knock her out, slap her face/ As long as no one sees, there'll be no less grace" can you feel the sarcasm? read on...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 499 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/1/2004
If I Died reviews
spoken word. "...But a cutter by any other name/ still bleeds the same/ still cuts herself, buried in shame..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/29/2004
Here It Is reviews
spoken word. "The deeper into my sickness I sink/ The less I talk, and the more I think/ The more I think, the more I do/ Cut my flesh all the way through." Another one that's hard to explain.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 469 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/28/2004
The Aftermath of Love
spoken word. oh...the aftermath of love. I think the title describes it well.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Published: 2/28/2004
Respect reviews
spoken word. "So I'm bout to blow my own spot up, just like Em did in 8 Mile/ I'll gut myself so you can't do and smile..." hard to summarize, read on.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/28/2004
Battle reviews
spoken word. This is a "battle" (think '8 Mile) to an ex of mine, I wrote right after we broke up. You don't know how much better I felt after writing it. Only thing that'd make it better would be performing it for her.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/28/2004
Suicide
A short little peice (just a thought that popped into my head). This does not actually talk about killing yourself, contrary to the title, just poses a question, then a solution.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 2/28/2004
Nature's Adoration reviews
written: 2000. I was trying to express how very much in love I was, although I still feel the same way, about this person. I was trying to express how if all the animals in nature knew this person, they would trade their strengths simply to be near them.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2004
What is Love ? reviews
Oh my god! A love Poem? I wrote this a while ago, though. Well, here you go.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/25/2004
Hurt reviews
About a tragic event that occured...and the unconventional way a young girl dealt with it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/24/2004
Poem 1 reviews
My most praised poem...everyone's favorite. (And very appropriatly so, considering the inspiration for it ::wink::)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/21/2004
The End reviews
I cannot summarize this, you REALLY have to read it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/21/2004
SelfHate reviews
ever wanted to make people think you were one certain way to protect yourself? This is about that.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/21/2004
Breakdown reviews
The process of a breakdown...and deciding that you won't be hurt like that again. "She'll never go back to this"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/21/2004
Felt This Alone
About how heartbreak can make you feel so many different things...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Published: 2/21/2004
Ball and Chain reviews
Very simply put, a poem about secrets. That is, after all, what inspired it: a secret that couldn't be told.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/18/2004
Madness Portrayed reviews
a poem about heartbreak and how it can make you feel...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/18/2004
Songs of a Broken Heart reviews
This was an attempt at something new: I used the titles of songs that were "our songs" and rhymed them together in a poem about how we ended up.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/18/2004
The Root reviews
Some of the reasons I do what I do...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/16/2004
MyLife reviews
This poem has a special meaning to me, it is very personal. Few poems of mine actually make me grimace when I read them...this is one of them. The title tells it. (graphic)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/16/2004
A Daughter's Anguish reviews
A poem about me FINALLY realizing how I really feel about my mother. Took four years and a lot of therapy...
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/16/2004
Carnage & Brutality
This is yet another one that I am not sure how to summarize, just read it. Perhaps later on I will come up with a summary for it like I did with a lot of my other ones.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Published: 2/16/2004
A Daughter's Love reviews
A poem about JUST how strong a daughter's love can be.
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2004
A Poem for my Mother reviews
A poem about what a mother is supposed to be, and what my mother was.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 434 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/5/2004
An Intimate Revenge reviews
A poem I wrote for someone (Well, it could actually be to a couple people) I hate. (Yes I know it is a strong word, I use it with all the strength in it.) People who hurt me immensely. I was kind of day dreaming of revenge on them, comforting myself by t
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/4/2004
Convincing Myself reviews
In this poem I am doing just that...convincing myself, trying to talk myself into making the "right" decision. (And not hurt myself)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/22/2004
Under Siege reviews
I am not quite sure how summarize my poetry...sometimes it is hard enough coming up with a title. If you have any suggestion, please let me know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/19/2004
Soldier reviews
This is just talking vagualy about my life, and expressing that as a result of the things I have lived through, I feel that I am a soldier.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/19/2004
Razor to You, Crutch to Me reviews
I am not quite sure how summarize my poetry...sometimes it is hard enough coming up with a title. If you have any suggestion, please let me know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/19/2004
My Gift reviews
Very simply put, this is to someone whom I consider a gift from God. This poem was trying to express that very thought.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/19/2004
Lust Verses Love reviews
This is talking about how I was uspet because once again I had thought I was in love, and I was not. I went on to explain the difference.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/19/2004
Don't Come to Me With Her reviews
This poem is basically me saying, how I did not want to hear from my girlfriend about how her ex wanted her so badly: it pissed me off. So I wrote about it...and gave it to my girlfriend.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/19/2004
Do Not Love Me for Reasons Untrue
This is basically saying the reasons I do NOT want to be loved for. I specifically named some of the things people have told me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Published: 1/19/2004
A Violent Past With Violent Dreams reviews
It is amazing how one certain event, or even a several, can haunt you...even invading such a sacred thing as your dreams. This poem conveys such.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/19/2004