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Joined 01-19-04, id: 393739
Author has written 33 stories for Life, Nature, Love, Family, and General.

-- 16 (283 in vampire years)

Australian.
Blue eyes, change tones and colour sometimes.
Live in the dark.
Hates sunlight.
Adores winter and autumn.
Spends most of her time on the computer escaping the world.
Can often be found at 3am scribbling down notes in a hidious pink notebook (now up to her 10th book in 11th months..thats over 1800 pages and a journal entry for an average of every second day of a week with 12 pages per entry...), reading, or laying upside down watching the moon float across the sky, hour by hour.. *sigh*

Watches little tv, but if she must its either, Whos Line Is It Anyways,The L Word, Queer As Folk, NCIS, HOUSE something forensic related... and she only watch about 3 hours of tv a week.

Is a member of fanfiction too her pen name on that is Elcy_Name (note: she has no work on that)

Has a yahoo account in which you can message her on. Just add crystal_angeltears and she will accept your invite. She is addicted to chatting so your bound to catch her online quite often.
Enjoys writting stories, fics (not anymore), poems, sometimes she write lyrics.

Adores art and by going to her hompage will link to her deviantart page. Favourite colours are: Stormy Gray, Putrid purple, Dark midnight blue, Rich deep emerald green, blood wine red, and charcoal black.

When banned from the computer or having bouts of insomnia she enjoys reading, mainly anything that isnt life based... society bites.

Music is not really her thing, she does like a few bands such as: Placebo
Evanescence
Jonathan Davis
Static - X
Butterfly Effect
Johnathan Davis
Nightwish
The Darkness
The Sex Pistols
Hayley Westrana
Panic! at the Disco
My Chemical Romance
Jersey Boys
Dixie Chicks

And many disney songs...or other movie songs.

Has this strange attraction to broadway music and the 50's and 60's...

Find her strange? Well go ahead...judge away, but you did it before she did so that just makes you shallow...

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My diary by Death Is Life153 reviews
Yes this is my diary I'm too scared to write it down in case my mom finds it. If I disturb you in any way for some reason I am sorry.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 49 - Words: 15,130 - Reviews: 285 - Favs: 12 - Updated: 8/5/2005 - Published: 3/10/2004
Bellum Caelo by Lady Saleci Loramma reviews
The title means War of the Sky. A summer sunrise. Please read and review.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/30/2004
Better Days by Aryante reviews
It's a little abstract, but it's basically about someone who allows themself to be abused constantly
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/26/2004
In Progress by Aryante reviews
You are poetry in motion With each deep, stinging caress, But your story is never finished; You're labeled 'in progress'
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/24/2004
Blood On Your Pillow by firenut666 reviews
this is for some friends of mine and i hope they read this and i hope they know who they are
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/3/2004
The Invisible Girl by Marlah Singer reviews
Rachel, tired of being unseen, and abused, finally snaps. What happened to get her to that point? Most of all, what will happen to her, once she commits herself to the deed she has started. Plz R and R.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 4,362 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/10/2004 - Published: 5/10/2004
Atmosphreak by Mav27 reviews
Running in rain...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/21/2004
Little Angel by oddrogue reviews
You're an angel, an angel without wings.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/14/2004
There Was a Better Answer by Hali Farrel reviews
I used to know, before I met you. And if I only I weren't enlightened. I wish I could go back.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/11/2004
Two Sticks to Mend It by Hali Farrel reviews
Advice girl is really...very, very evil!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/12/2004
To Someone Special by larna reviews
A poem I wrote about my father. Read And Review Please
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/10/2004
Letter from the Forgotten by Hali Farrel reviews
At least you have something to miss.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/9/2004
Fall by Aryante reviews
I fell for you, And hard, it seems. You broke my stitching, From the seams. And all the while, My mind dreams. My heart and soul, Will wail and scream.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/4/2004
Forged From the Metals of a Lie by Hali Farrel reviews
Terribly strange...and strangely terrible...i know all about the gramatical errors, so don't point them out. btw...i know its bad.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2004
The Rape of Death by Hali Farrel reviews
The title explains all. A little creepy...i dunno...you decide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2004
I Saw by Hali Farrel reviews
Because not all forms of love are painfully obvious.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/29/2004
To Me by Aryante reviews
To me you've always been, Delicate dancing rain. Entrancing and bittersweet, A caressing form of pain.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/28/2004
Alone in a crowded room by ebonyheart reviews
Am going to expand on this... eventually
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/27/2004
Memories Of A Princess by larna reviews
Read and Review Please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/25/2004
Sleeve by Coping Mechanism reviews
If you are cynnical, hopeful beyond reason, suicidal, etc. Then read this, you might relate. Hope you like. R&R
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 365 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/23/2004
A Song of Life by Kalyra Shadowdancer reviews
I was feeling realli down when i wrote this.. i'm not quite sure where it came from exactly.. it sort of wrote itself. plz r/r
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 598 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/20/2004
This Is The Last by pixie sticks reviews
for this girl at some school near me that commited suiucide... she got raped... and its sad... so i wrote about it... but i didnt know her at all... please r/r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/20/2004
I am who I am by ebonyheart reviews
I cannot change me, I am who I am.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/17/2004
Free Thyself by Insomnis Veritas reviews
A poem on freeing thyself into death. 'To free thyself from calling, From darkest destiny that rips asunder'
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/16/2004
Take Away my Charcoal Dreams by Hali Farrel reviews
Sense poem and rhetorical questions? My grade 8 english teacher would be ecstatic!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/14/2004
Vampire Sunset 1: A New Evil by Insomnis Veritas reviews
Aaron and Elena are two siblings on the run from abusive parents, there first stop is New Orleans where they encounter a biker gang that are not what they seem.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 5,376 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 2/5/2004 - Published: 1/20/2004
Silk and Seawater by Hali Farrel reviews
This is my first story for fictionpress, although i do alot of poetry. Very short, but somewhat disturbing.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/3/2004
For what do I owe the honour? by Hali Farrel reviews
Another hopeless crush makes me sad :(
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/2/2004
Wall by Shadow's Flower reviews
About isolation.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/25/2004
Moonlight Sonata by sevthewriter reviews
This poem is about Insomnia. I write a lot about that.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/21/2004
Dark Bophea by Tempter reviews
Strange occurences begin to make Alex wonder if she had make the right decision to leave home so young...but things are about to get worse..
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 7 - Words: 3,978 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/20/2004
Colors by Angel Snowson reviews
Unknowing, amazing, questioning. Not really a way to put it other than that. Read it and figure it out on your own.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/19/2004
As He Turned Away by VanishedUser123456789 reviews
There are times when you should run, and there are times when you stay. A boy learned the difference and realized he was not alone.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/19/2004
Invisible by Diana Shore reviews
Feeling like no one would care if I died.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/18/2003
Last Night an Angel Came to Me by Erys reviews
What would you wish for?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/20/2003
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The Window Box reviews
A different way of life and death for the un appreciated. (please read and review)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/28/2005
You Dont Get It Do You? reviews
Revenge
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Humor/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/3/2005
Lie To Me Before I Die reviews
The thoughst from insdie someone breaking down..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/3/2005
Blood Stained Dove reviews
Its got swear words in it thats why its rated PG-13. basically it is about a murderous heartbroken person who has snapped.. i wrote it after being angry at my science homework.. enjoy..
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/25/2005
Crimson Sea of Life and Death reviews
A poem about the ocean and death, sort of suicidal. (please read and review)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/30/2004
Unwanted Rebirth reviews
Its about a tormented spirit's emotions on being reborn again and again. An unusual topic i suppose. Please Read And Review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6/11/2004
Catts Departure reviews
This is a suicide note for the character i am playing in drama. Her name is Catt and she reads this outloud before she kills herslef. Please R&R and tell me what you think.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/7/2004
Tainted Toy reviews
To you, I am used toy. Never to be fixed, the only reason you purchased me was just to get your kicks. ( a piece about abuse)
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/19/2004
Bruised reviews
The view of an emotionally bruised person. Sometimes words cut alot deeper then a knife.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5/19/2004
Mirror Me reviews
Whats happens when your reflection shatters? Are you destroyed along with it? What parts of you are left behind? Can you go on living... Please read and review (crappy summary sorry about that)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2004
Have You? Air in Motion reviews
Air as it takes many forms and meanings. Please read and review.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/3/2004
Can You See Me Now? reviews
I was in maths and I hate that subject so i came up with this little, twisted dark piece. Enjoy...Please read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4/4/2004
As Much As You Try reviews
You can try all you like but Life's paths are set harder then cement. A short piece on one of my view of life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/4/2004
Drowning reviews
Not as dark as my usual pieces, Its done from the point of view of a person drowning. Please read and review tell me what your think. I love people to express thier opinions.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/23/2004
Stalker reviews
Everywhere I go... there you are. Staring, waiting, for what? What do you want from me? I can it in your eyes that I wont enjoy it...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2004
Banished to Hell reviews
Banished to hell, Come back as... (please read and review)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/16/2004
Emotions, Burn the candle reviews
I dont really know how to summarise this. A way I release anger. (Please read and review)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/16/2004
The 5 senses reviews
Touch, Taste, Smell, See, Hear..simple emotions seemed so harmless. Darken slowly through his mind. (please read and review)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/16/2004
Every Time reviews
Every Time I bleed, I wish for death.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/13/2004
One Posioned Pill reviews
Dont know how to summarise this, the tittle explains quite a bit. Please just R&R and tell me what you think.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/13/2004
Blood Stained Hands reviews
Its quite twisted, really should be over 13 if you read this. Its about waking up to find someone has been murdered but not remebering that it was you who killed the person.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/10/2004
Guardian Angel reviews
A cool breeze flows through my open bedroom window, I know it must be you. R&R please
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/9/2004
Loving The Dead reviews
Im in a very lost your love mood today. (The fleating memories of a blood stained partner) Please read and review.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/9/2004
Shattered Goodbye reviews
Losing someone you love, can get to you in the worst ways. Crappy summary, please read and review.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/9/2004
Detached reviews
im fading fast, bring me back. My colour drains till I'm white and black. (please read and review)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/9/2004
Charlene's Eternal Hangover reviews
All she did was drink, till she drank herself to death. Please read an review.
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/7/2004
Dead Beauty reviews
See the corpse, where it lays. The beauty that once was their has faded away.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/7/2004
You came, We danced reviews
Love ends more often in tears then in smiles. Please read and review.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/7/2004
A Fatal wound reviews
The tittle explains pretty much everything, its a bout someone dieing slowly while others watch...please read and review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/21/2004
Darkness Fading reviews
Its about over dossing on drugs...please read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/20/2004
Sea Stones reviews
My life in the form of nature...kind of hard to explain please read
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/24/2004
The Shadows Of My Past reviews
I dont know really how to summarise this. My past takes its form.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/20/2004
Not In Control reviews
Mind Binding
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/19/2004