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Joined 02-07-04, id: 396837
Author has written 72 stories for Life, General, Friendship, Religion, and Love.
Name: Emily
Email: flying_zuccini@hotmail.com
Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/flying_zuccini
Age: 17
Height: 5'2"
Location: Hamilton, Ontario
Hair: long and brown
Eyes: green/brown
Religion: Christian (Lutheran)
Boyfriend: Tyler since July 4th 2004
Smoke: yes
Drugs: no
Drink: no
Future Goal: go to university, become a nurse
Favourite Colour: purple
Favourite Bands: Our Lady Peace, Korn, Lifehouse, Great Big Sea, Live, Tenacious D, Gavin Degraw, The Offspring, Aerosmith, DC Talk, Delirous, Elton John, Phil Collins
Favourite Authors: LJ Smith, Caroline B Cooney, Lurlene McDaniel, JK Rowling
Favourite Movies: The Notebook, A Walk to Remember, Saw (1-3), Mrs. Doubtfire, The Majestic, Tristan and Isolde
Favourite Shows: America's Next Top Model, What Not to Wear, CSI, Deal or No Deal, 1 Vs 100, Identity

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Razor Touch by Eirien reviews
A series of poems dealing with the addiction of self-harm.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 970 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 7 - Updated: 4/20/2012 - Published: 7/14/2004 - Complete
Someone to Hold My Hand by jello baby reviews
One of my best...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/12/2004
The Black Palette by chrb26 reviews
Thanks for reading
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2004
Still Wingless by ezilyconfused reviews
"When will I wake and finally see/ Pearly white wings where I don't see any" the first poem I've written since my mom found my poetry... and also the happiest one I've written in a while
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/11/2004
Paralysis of the Soul by ezilyconfused reviews
I don't know what to say about this one... just depressing and hopeless I guess
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/12/2004
Man in a box by chrb26 reviews
Not too sure about this. Let me know what you think
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/10/2004
Broken by ezilyconfused reviews
A poem about wanting to be happy again.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/25/2004
High by chrb26 reviews
Most of my poems are dark and bitter, so I thought i would try to write something more optimistic for a change
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/19/2004
Out of Sight by chrb26 reviews
written in five minutes. Nothing special but i prefer it to some of my other ones
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/7/2004
Born by chrb26 reviews
Probably thing i've written which i am most pleased with
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/3/2004
Suicide and Peace by ezilyconfused reviews
These are two poems with the same first verse, but as you can see by looking at the titles, I took them in completely different directions.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/1/2004
Donuts by Lover-of-Heartbreak reviews
I was thinking and eating donuts and out came this poem.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/28/2004
When the Sand Stops by ezilyconfused reviews
A poem about death and dying and hourglasses... reviews would be awesome
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/26/2004
Have You Ever Died? by ezilyconfused reviews
A poem about being hollow on the inside.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/19/2004
Your Insecurity by ezilyconfused reviews
About a person who hides within himself to disguise his insecurity. Kinda Dr.Suess-ish, except deeper... R/R PLZ
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/22/2004
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A Boy
You are, and always will be, my everything.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 12/22/2008 - Complete
Gone Away reviews
Do you ever feel like you've lost yourself? Written in '07
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/22/2008
Turning Point
When did it all change? - written in '07
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Published: 12/22/2008 - Complete
My Life
This is my daily life, my daily struggle.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 12/22/2008 - Complete
Indestructible reviews
destroyed
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/28/2006 - Complete
Save Myself reviews
I cant save myself from me
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/28/2006 - Complete
Most Fearful Foe
Im scared of myself
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 12/28/2006 - Complete
Left Behind reviews
Im lost
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/28/2006 - Complete
Back Again reviews
I'm so lost right now
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2006
Friends Again reviews
I almost fell back
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2006
Lost in Darkness reviews
I'm being pulled in every direction, being forced to make decisions that I'm not ready for
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2006
Living Confusion
sometimes I don't know what's going on with us anymore. I think we've got it worked out now though.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 2/22/2006
Returning
I'm thinking that quitting smoking is going to bring back something else
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 2/22/2006
New
I'm new with you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Published: 10/15/2005
Tainted Rose reviews
A tainted rose in a perfect bouquet
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/15/2005
Past Tense
Memories
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 10/15/2005
No More reviews
I dont need it now
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/2/2005
Horrible reviews
So many horrible things
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/2/2005
They Want You reviews
They all want you, I'm so lucky that I have you
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/2/2005
Dizzy reviews
It makes my head spin just thinking about it.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/27/2005
To Die Alone reviews
When I am alone in the dark...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/26/2005
Best Friends
A friend of mine has started to talk behind my back, and all of my friend's backs again, thought I'd write my anger out.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 4/26/2005
How You Love Me reviews
written in January...Not very good.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/20/2005
This Pain It's a Crazy Ride reviews
I wrote this on January 29th, which was the day 10 months after the last time I cut. yup
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/20/2005
Love Now Vs Love Then reviews
written in January. I almost like this one
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/20/2005
Struggle reviews
written in January, when I was going through a bit of a tough time.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/20/2005
Love Your Love reviews
written in october as well.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/20/2005
Believe With Me
I wrote this in october as well. Its really...not good, but it sums up how I feel.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Published: 2/20/2005
Holy Christ reviews
I wrote this in october. Dont really remember how i was feeling around then.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/20/2005
I Wanna Be Numb Again
I wrote this poem in september, I was really confused, as you can see. The poem doesn't make much sense. I just really didnt know what was going on with me then, I had a lot of doubts with lots of things
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 2/20/2005
My Love For it all reviews
about my boyfriend. Self-explanitory.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/20/2005
Andrea and Emily
we're still best friends. :D
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Published: 11/6/2004
I know you reviews
One of my friends claims to know my boyfriend better than I do, well, you're wrong. (pg-13 for language)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/11/2004
Do Something Beautiful reviews
Inspired by a Christian Song called Something Beautiful. Also, Brittany suggested that I write something, positive, so here goes...
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/11/2004
Dying Inside reviews
This was written mostly for Dathan. But all of my suicidal friends were in my mind while I was writing this...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/11/2004
Make Me Sick reviews
I was looking at the pictures on Psyke, I think I'm finally over my cutting. I used to like looking at those pictures. Now I feel physically ill from the site of them.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/22/2004
Feelings reviews
I feel
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
No Friend to Me reviews
I wish I had known this before
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/24/2004
My Light reviews
was supposed to be about a particular person, but could relate to a lot of things
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
Blessed is the Man reviews
another about trusting in God
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
Angry Cutting reviews
I didn├Ęt do this, but I wanted to at the time.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/21/2004
Precious Knife reviews
I had myself convinced in the beginning that it would help, I realized by the time I got to the end, that it wouldn't
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/21/2004
Almost reviews
I almost did it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/21/2004
My Fake Friend reviews
I crave you once again
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/21/2004
Past reviews
Same as below three
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2004
Not Good Enough reviews
Same as below two
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/25/2004
Down reviews
Same as below
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/25/2004
Apology to You reviews
rated because I can't remember if it has language. I'm pretty sure that the guy I like likes one of my friends, he told me a while ago that he liked me too, apparently not enough.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/25/2004
Stupid World reviews
More of a rant then a poem really...I also wrote this in April.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/23/2004
Tired of Waiting reviews
A poem I wrote in April - I'm tired of sitting around, completely useless.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/23/2004
Objects of my Faith reviews
a stone and a nail remind me of God
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/13/2004
Confused reviews
I am confusion
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4/13/2004
Strong Enough reviews
I fell into temptation
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4/8/2004
Son of Man reviews
We killed Jesus
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4/8/2004
The Fury Inside reviews
I am an angry person
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/23/2004
Anger Within Me reviews
I am furious inside
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/23/2004
Lover of My Soul reviews
God may be the only one who loves me
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/18/2004
Give Me Strength reviews
I need God to give me strength to fight what I crave.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/18/2004
Cry in the Dark reviews
I've been lost
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/18/2004
The Girl in the Window reviews
I watch through the window.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/11/2004
Alone reviews
My mind wanders when I am alone
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/11/2004
Tribulation reviews
I just don't know what to do
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/11/2004
What do my Words Mean? reviews
Does it really matter?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/11/2004
Equal reviews
Life really isn't fairly divided
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/11/2004
My Holy Ground reviews
God, I need you
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/6/2004
My Release reviews
I want to cut but I cannot bring myself to do it again
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3/3/2004
Sanctuary reviews
My friends, my family and God have helped me through it
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/24/2004
Remade reviews
I was broken, but I have been remade
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/22/2004
My Rescuer reviews
I have been saved - post-cutting
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/22/2004
Shelter reviews
My pencil is my shelter, also writted before I quit.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/22/2004
Markings That Don't Belong reviews
A poem about self mutilation, written before I quit cutting.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/22/2004
What I Want Most reviews
The thing that I want the most in the world. This is the first poem I've ever posted.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/22/2004