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Joined 02-08-04, id: 397147, Profile Updated: 07-25-08
Author has written 2 stories for Young Adult.

WELCOME

name: it's not life altering

nationality- filipino-american

gender- female

sports- volleyball and any form of skating

favorite color- blue, like me

favorite subject- I guess english and some science (I miss recess)

In summary, yaoi is the wood to my flame, mangas make me giggle and cry, anime makes me giggle and make sounds like that of a testosterone ridden man during a football game, and if lazy was a professional sport, my name would be a household name (as much of an oxymoron that would be)...

However, I dislike homophobes, crying(they make my eyes so puffy and people can tell when you do, unless you're one of the special few), math class, putting all of my frustrations on others (yea, I know, I'm a burden hehehe), etc

well, thats me!

June 15, 2005

I'm back? I'M BACK!! I really am not dead. Well for now that is. I've taken a break from writing any stories (there are thousands more on my other computer, I'm just a) 2 scared to post, or b) haven't put them into this computer
Another reason I haven't put any stories is b/c I've been on a temporary, but very long author's block. It's as big as the milky way (the galaxy, not the choco bar) I swear. This year hasn't been so great for writing stories, for me. Read my sister's though, she's one of the ppl on my fav. list.
Hopefully, my writer's block is clearing. Let's just see..

-Madcow

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Game Over by Aphrael reviews
Life becomes a lot more complicated for Shane McMurray after he accidentally agrees to be a player in a very real and dangerous game. And there isn't any easy way out of it, either. slash
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 71,993 - Reviews: 357 - Favs: 444 - Follows: 373 - Updated: 6/8/2013 - Published: 7/31/2004
Finding Heaven by Darkladyknight reviews
Yaoi: What would you do if some rich guy saved you from being beaten and raped? That if he took you back to his hotel, offered you everything your heart desired; a home, clothing, food? The only Stipulation is that you are to be his lover. A/N read please
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,219 - Reviews: 442 - Favs: 492 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 1/2/2011 - Published: 3/15/2004 - Complete
Just Because by Ryette reviews
Slash. Bright blue skinny jeans can’t get you out of everything. Especially when your arch nemesis dumps barbeque sauce on them and then acts like a homophobe even though he really isn't. SKoW Best Slash winner round 11!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 35 - Words: 154,309 - Reviews: 1781 - Favs: 1,658 - Follows: 689 - Updated: 7/15/2010 - Published: 7/15/2009 - Complete
The Cole Turns To Ash by Naked Penguin Fetus For Pope reviews
COMPLETE. 16 year old Cole is sarcastic, apathetic, pessimistic, and just well...a lump of coal. The complete opposite of one Ashton Matthews... Slash, male x male love
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 219,659 - Reviews: 1240 - Favs: 1,051 - Follows: 312 - Updated: 8/28/2009 - Published: 12/27/2006 - Complete
Rainbow Fish by Dirty-Angel-Toes reviews
Life’s hard when you’re stuck in the future fighting a war you don’t understand on a planet that’s falling apart. It’s even worse when the most wanted assassin in the world can’t keep his damn hands, or lips, off you. [ m/m slash ]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 144,661 - Reviews: 899 - Favs: 752 - Follows: 694 - Updated: 8/7/2009 - Published: 10/4/2006
Chocolate Covered BoxerBriefs by Sunshine Bear reviews
Jayden woke up gay one day, literally, and decided that he would make everyone's lives a living hell. Cause he is a giver like that. A story that beats all of those cliche slash stories up. Slash.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 41,352 - Reviews: 797 - Favs: 748 - Follows: 364 - Updated: 7/20/2009 - Published: 8/27/2007 - Complete
Stupid Post It Notes by Dirty-Angel-Toes reviews
Seth has a lot to deal with lately, such as adjusting to his brand new life with a brand new 'family', including the acerbic and unpredictable Tuesday, who can't seem to stand him [M/M slash]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 44 - Words: 434,926 - Reviews: 4087 - Favs: 2,047 - Follows: 1,581 - Updated: 1/4/2009 - Published: 6/15/2005
Dial Tone by Comodin reviews
SLASH / The other kind of band slash. One number carved into an Old Navy bathroom stall, one miserable summer at band camp, and two boys to string it all together. Mix and allow mayhem to ensue.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 15 - Words: 87,808 - Reviews: 603 - Favs: 518 - Follows: 412 - Updated: 12/12/2008 - Published: 6/4/2005
CRDP: Case Files by Darkladyknight reviews
YAOI Case Files of the CRDP. Come explore the unknown with the characters from the first story, all of them are back and ready to play.
Fiction: Manga - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 29 - Words: 150,947 - Reviews: 300 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 9/12/2008 - Published: 8/16/2004 - Complete
Hard Candy by Venustas iaceo reviews
[Slash ask before putting on c2] Uh oh! When Modest's father dies, he suddenly finds himself involved in the Russian mob, but to make matters worse he happens to be in love with the Don's son, Nikolai.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 131,855 - Reviews: 446 - Favs: 317 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 8/8/2008 - Published: 4/28/2006 - Complete
PSYCHOS by Spraypaint reviews
THE Primary School of Young (Criminal, Homeless and Offending) Sorcerers. (Stuck in a school with a bunch of weirdo sorcerers, Zach wants out. And the only way out is through the Trials. SLASH, BAD LANGUAGE)
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,792 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 5/3/2008 - Published: 8/19/2006
More Than You'd Think by sitaloire reviews
Joshua Courtland is gay. Kay Marks is gorgeous. How can they possibly help sleeping together? First in trilogy, slash.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 71,873 - Reviews: 419 - Favs: 340 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 7/7/2007 - Published: 5/15/2003 - Complete
Stalker by chibi-jinx reviews
[Yaoi] Jake is a young teacher that is going to learn the hard way that teaching isn't as easy as it looks, especially when you start thinking sexual thoughts about one of your male students.
Fiction: Manga - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 41,548 - Reviews: 247 - Favs: 126 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 11/8/2006 - Published: 7/25/2004
Still Life by Yoyo-chan reviews
Cordy's the invisible kid that no one notices. When he finds a genie, will things change? Slash.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 46,728 - Reviews: 150 - Favs: 421 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 8/29/2006 - Published: 9/22/2005 - Complete
Mascara by American Schokolade reviews
slash The end of my three year relationship changes my life more than I ever thought it would, and I am hardly pleased when I find myself the plaything of two bickering gay guys, especially when one of the guys' sexy friend agrees to pick on me. Complete
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 102,418 - Reviews: 540 - Favs: 810 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 6/1/2006 - Published: 12/28/2005 - Complete
Going Native by d'Neronique reviews
mm The school Republican finds himself in love with the school Lesbian. In an attempt to woo her, he joins the GSA and makes a few unexpected friends along the way. FINISHED
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 40,432 - Reviews: 335 - Favs: 367 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 4/11/2006 - Published: 5/3/2005 - Complete
Lágrimas by AethraZip reviews
It's a hell of a world out there, as Caleb learns, while trying to deal with an abusive brother and a new friend that's making him question his sexuality. M/M slash. Trigger warning for explicit physical, sexual and emotional abuse.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 48,728 - Reviews: 313 - Favs: 199 - Follows: 89 - Updated: 11/15/2005 - Published: 6/24/2003
Digital Love by M Welles reviews
The "I'm so Creepy, It's Cute" teenager and the Gamer- a match made in dysfunctional heaven, with the friends from Hell. (Yaoi + random musical moments)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 19 - Words: 59,904 - Reviews: 163 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 9/1/2005 - Published: 9/17/2003
Dag And Andreyan by Lia Star reviews
In North Lake, California, two guys find true love with each other. One, an aspiring Goth Rock star, the other, a wealthy University student. Circumstances bring them together, but will fate allow them to stay that way? Finished
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 31 - Words: 154,367 - Reviews: 303 - Favs: 132 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 6/22/2005 - Published: 12/2/2004
Take Me From This Pain, Brian's story by Esquirella reviews
Completed. MM Slash. BE WARNED! Abuse, mentions rape. Matt is a bully and Brian is his target. But one day Matt finds out something that changes their relationship forever. Can he save Brian from his pain, or is he already lost? Chap 40: Daddy dearest.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 40 - Words: 81,794 - Reviews: 1011 - Favs: 620 - Follows: 119 - Updated: 5/10/2005 - Published: 3/11/2004 - Complete
Coincidences by tipping ivy reviews
I wasn't gay... until Reid decided I was.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 33,822 - Reviews: 335 - Favs: 471 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 4/2/2005 - Published: 1/24/2005
72 Hours by Life Is My Cliche reviews
A young boy finds comfort and love in an unlikely place, a mental institution (yaoi)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 23,479 - Reviews: 163 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 8/30/2004 - Published: 8/8/2003
Falter by I Try reviews
(SLASH, BoyXBoy) Tyler Oak may be a nobody at his all-boys prep school, but desguised as 'The Claw', he can say what he wants. But, when he takes on the school gang and their leader, Lucas Roy, things get tricky...(HEAVY R)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 49,459 - Reviews: 488 - Favs: 385 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 8/26/2004 - Published: 7/2/2004
How My Life Is Changing by Pables reviews
.::Finished!::. Sequel to Living With Auntie. We start with 17 year old Carlos and his adventure at New York with his female friend whos having his baby and his boyfriend. Yes they are gay. Many things happen. RR Please!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 43 - Words: 79,814 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/30/2004 - Published: 11/8/2003 - Complete
Might, Could Be by staying-anon reviews
SLASH m/m a boy and his twin brother deal with issues and obsticles that come their way. incest... well its actually twincest
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 10,432 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 1/6/2004 - Published: 6/29/2003
Glitch by Akira and Flair reviews
Nary's a slut, Tybalt is jealous, Kael's parents are homophobic, and Ethan is rejected. True love is never easy to find, but with the help of your friends everything will work out eventually. (Yaoi, Shounen-Ai, Slash)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 98,516 - Reviews: 340 - Favs: 244 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 12/21/2003 - Published: 6/29/2002
Ironically Sunburned by Birdaloo reviews
Ramblings of a demented mind
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 938 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/15/2003
Living With Auntie by Pables reviews
.::Finished!::. Sequel to My Life In All Its Pity. Carlos's life is almost as tough as before living with his new aunt, school. Rated PG13 for bad language, and homosexual events.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 40 - Words: 58,481 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 11/7/2003 - Published: 9/21/2003 - Complete
The Gang by echoes of chaos reviews
The artist. The class clown. The spoiled rich girl. The lovestruck boy next door. When 8 teenagers met each other, by chance or by fate, who knew that they'd end up best friends? Story 1 of a series.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 12 - Words: 30,237 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 10/14/2003 - Published: 9/14/2003
My Life In All Its Pity by Pables reviews
.::Finished!::. Story about a troubled 16 year old named Carlos dealing with many problems like his abusive father, school, and his love life. Rated R for homosexual content.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 28 - Words: 24,583 - Reviews: 122 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 9/19/2003 - Published: 8/22/2003 - Complete
Winter Light by Eternal Twilight reviews
Autumn is about to give up. That is, until an unexpected love changes his life. My first M/M slash. Please R/R! FLAMES ARE NOT ACCEPTED!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 41,922 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/24/2003 - Complete
streets downtown by Wolfie02 reviews
How people treat homeless people...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/13/2003
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The Glass Is reviews
Ever heard someone ask you if the glass is half empty or half full? This group of teenagers will be learning their answers through the grapvine. Yaoi.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,080 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/15/2005
Wish reviews
Experience one day in the life of a tortured youth. (sorry it's so short)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 645 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/13/2004