Enigmaofthesoul7
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Joined 02-11-04, id: 397513, Profile Updated: 01-10-09
Author has written 22 stories for Humor, Life, Romance, General, Love, Nature, General, and Fantasy.

Wow. I can't believe i'm back on here.

My last profile update read "Hi, i'm Mellie/Mila and I'm a 17 year old residing in..."

Just thinking back on who I was back then, who I spoke to at that point in my life, what I was reading, creates the sensation of "wow." Wow because it feels like a lifetime ago. Wow because so much has taken place since then. Wow because I feel I have come a long way. I've experienced love (or what I felt was love at the moment) and regret. I found out what it's like to feel unhealthy. I've grown up so much.

Wow. Wow because even though i've come a long way, I can still somewhat identify with the person who wrote that profile desciption 4 long years ago. Deep inside, i'm still that same person that wrote the many poems below that you see, from "Link of Longings" to "Painful Perfidy". I can still feel what I was feeling when I wrote Painful Perfidy or Link of Longings. Sort of like a familiar scent. I can still appreciate the beauty of "You Or Alone" by that shining star from Cali that once meant so much to me, whom I will probably never forget.

Reading works from the past brings back a flood of memories. Now, i'm hoping to create some new ones.

I am 21 years old and I am Lyudmila Alishayeva.

Fallen Too Quickly by escapevelocityo2 reviews
This story is about three friends who go in their separate ways to meet their own ambitions, but in the end struggle to keep the one thing which meant the most to them - their friendship.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 20,295 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 10/17/2004 - Published: 12/10/2003
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Waters
Written in 2006, if not earlier. I feel that this one's very spiritual and carries a lot of emotional intensity.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 1/10/2009
Romance reviews
Sometimes you just feel like gunning down romance...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/11/2006
Starry Night reviews
inspired by the painting on my wall, Starry Night
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2006
Escape Reality reviews
the story of escape
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2006
Yesterday reviews
a descripition of the past
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/23/2005
Eye Lock reviews
the power of eye contact is revealed
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6/23/2005
Fate's Song reviews
one is granted with the ability to create a breathtaking melody by fate
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/12/2005
Ultimate Destination reviews
A boat hopelessly lost at sea eventually finds its way. This is loosely based on events and is somewhat of a parable.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/9/2005
Torn Apart reviews
A poem that's open to interpretation. A hint? It's about a decision i'm constantly facing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/4/2004
Summer's Striking Shimmer reviews
a poem about a summer that passed and a memory that lasted
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/28/2004
Whirlpool of Emotion reviews
a poem about veing overwhelmed with a mixture of emotions
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/24/2004
Remedy reviews
a story of someone who lost a lot in life and asked but for a little in return.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 16 - Words: 14,835 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 9/12/2004 - Published: 2/22/2004
Falls of Fantasy reviews
the niagra falls as viewed byy...me
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/26/2004
Fatal Perfidy reviews
a poem depicting betrayal...R&R please?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/17/2004
Blissful Abyss
description israel's independence and remembrance day
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Published: 4/28/2004
Eternal Scourge reviews
you'll see... haha
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4/25/2004
The Inferno reviews
someone who goes through life unnoticed and dies just so.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/12/2004
You or Alone by JSA reviews
a beautiful song and a beautiful voice
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/5/2004
Link of Longings reviews
A non -fictional account of people in my life... it's interesting but the names are substituted.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,364 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4/2/2004 - Published: 3/21/2004
The Ultimate Denial AND Stamina reviews
a poem depicting people's incredulity regarding death of loved ones and another telling of one's endurance
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 365 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/22/2004
Stallion in the Night's Gloom reviews
something i wrote for a friend's birthday.. It is not one of my best works , but it's ok
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/22/2004
Little Darlings reviews
a satire depicting my personal perspective on shoes
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/22/2004