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Joined 03-07-04, id: 401152, Profile Updated: 12-26-08
Author has written 43 stories for Life, Family, Religion, Nature, School, Love, Friendship, Fantasy, and Haiku.

Bonjour, mes amis. Hmmmm, well, let's see. About me. Well I've just started mysophomore year of college.woo...fun... (I know, boring stuff) My passion though, (and here's the interesting part) is acting and writing poetry. is a theatre major _ But I have to warn you all, most of me poems can be a bit depressing...just so you know.
Umm. I broke up with my first love, Lee, a while back...as in like...almost a two years ago. We were together for about a year and nine months. Just thought I'd mention it since there are some poems that are about him/for him/to him/etc. There are also poems having to do with myhusband, Matthew, who I have been with for a little over a year. (He is currently stationed in Alaska for the Army...le sigh I miss him so much)
Anyway! About my poetry. Um, most of them are based on true fact but there are some that are just figments of my imagination. Cause as you've probably guessed I'm not dead (like some of my poems, which are generally in the first person, would suggest). And I also don't have a daughter ("Maybe Some Other Time"). I'm just a student ok. Matt and I aren't having children in the near future.
Yes well, that's enough for now I guess. Enjoy.

June 15, 2004~5:46 pm
I just checked my e-mail and I had all kinds of reviews! Thanks so much! I'm glad you all like my poems!

May 25, 2005~8:00pm
Look...an update almost a year later..._...
I just thought I'd add the rest of my poetry to my page...it's kinda funny though since ALL of my recent poetry is either about or for Matthew...and yes...I STILL miss him...sigh

August 30, 2005~3:46pm

Two more recent poems added...enjoy

December 26, 2008
Ok, so it's obviously been some time since I've been here. That's probably because I haven't really written too many poems in the last few years. Instead I've been writing songs with my band. Perhaps I will get around to posting them later. Currently, I just wanted to insert a quick update. Matthew is now out of the Army and we are now divorced. No poems about this, just a bunch of songs. We called it quits back in September of this year. In other news, I am now a second-yr senior theatre major and I graduate next fall (AHH! O_O). Dunno if I will go to grad school or if I will just move to Vegas or Hollywood or somesuch city where I could make a decent living. So there you have it! Oh, and "The People In My Life" has been added to...a lot.

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River of Words by GadaiDarCroi reviews
Just a collection of poetry based on my life. Things I've seen and heard and so on...Enjoy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 9 - Words: 1,264 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 7/9/2007 - Published: 7/20/2004
untitle for now by angel of sorrow n darkness reviews
this is about a friend who has been acting strange and yea things are really confusing
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/15/2004
My Goal by PinkLamb reviews
Ok, this is weird, don't ask, thogh I do think its pretty good...R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/15/2004
Emotionless by La Esmeralda reviews
I feel so lost, so unhappy, so depressed...but WHY?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/15/2004
Breakup by this is the end reviews
my boyfriend just dumped me...i saw it coming, but still...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/15/2004
Locked Away by Literary-lycos reviews
yeah so... alot of people have been writing about Angels so I said " hey why don't I give it a try" enjoy... (please review)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 471 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/20/2004
Spare Me by Literary-lycos reviews
I was kinda angry at everyone around me so this is dedicated to them at that time (enjoy)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 462 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/1/2004
Penetrating Eyes by Literary-lycos reviews
A poem I wrote for this girl ( which she will never see" lol, feel free to say anything you like about it, contsructve criticism is my friend... lol
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/30/2004
Cover Up by Literary-lycos reviews
OK... sorry I haven'twritten in a while... this isn't one of my best but... it has a lot of value to me. So no flames please...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/15/2004
Once Again by DamiensBawls reviews
Once Again
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2004
Suicide Letter by Trinka reviews
Honestly i think this is a great poem i love it! I really like writing poems about suicide for some reason, none from experience just for the record, Please R&R!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/19/2004
LIES by Literary-lycos reviews
OKay , okay, so it's not my best of works, but it means alot to me. So please no FLAMES... it's about a friend I had a log time ago who betrayed my trust in her.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/6/2004
The Only One by Literary-lycos reviews
A pretty short story about a confused guy... please review
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/19/2004
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The People in my Life reviews
Eh...so I needed to rant about some of the people I know...quite funny if I say so myself...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 435 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/28/2006
Heartbroken reviews
This was written the day after Matthew and I officially tied the knot...which also happened to be the day he left to go back to Alaska...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/30/2005
Have You Ever Wondered? reviews
I wrote this when Matthew went to Austraila and I hadn't spoken to him in weeks...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2005
On the Arm of My Soldier reviews
This actually doubles as a song...not a great song, mind you, but damnit...there's a tune in my head when I read it...>>...Anywho...I was just summing up my experiences of having a boyfriend in the military up to that point...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/25/2005
Stress Rant reviews
I was...kinda depressed...and I wanted a complete turn around in my life...I was just sick of it all and I missed Matthew terribly...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2005
Thinking of You
I was quite literally thinking of Matthew during a thunderstorm...This poem is actually unusual compared to my other works in that it doesn't rhyme all the way through...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Published: 5/25/2005
Pictures
I er...got distracted...>>...from the assignment I was supposed to be doing...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Published: 5/25/2005
Losing Sleep
Wrote this sitting in my dorm and thinking of Matthew...he was still away at basic training at the time...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Published: 5/25/2005
You Can't Wake Me reviews
sighs I really miss my solider...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Parody/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/10/2004
It's Raining Now reviews
I wasn't feeling to upbeat if you know what I mean...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/10/2004
Graceful Vampiress reviews
I was bored...I wrote this...Just a typical hunt for a Vampire
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/10/2004
I Cry For You reviews
I wrote this one shortly after Matty left...on June 14, 2004
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/15/2004
Dry My Sad Tears reviews
This is for Matty...I wrote it on July 11, 2004 cause I miss him terribly...(he's in the Army, undergoing Basic Training BTW)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 439 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/15/2004
Underneath the Rocks reviews
Abuse and getting even.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/15/2004
Streaming reviews
A small river...that's all you need to know.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/15/2004
I Never Remembered 'Till Now reviews
This one's from the point of view of a girl who's remembering her lost love who died in a war a long time ago.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/15/2004
Bang reviews
I wrote this when a few people (who will remaine nameless) kinda got me down. They don't think it's a big deal, but, I was really hurt. Read it...that might explain it better.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/15/2004
Love Her to Save Her reviews
Hmmm...advice maybe?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/15/2004
Midnight Snack reviews
Kinda twisted. Matthew and I wrote this together one night...and he uses descriptive words.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/15/2004
I'll Get Over It reviews
Written about my weird bad mood thing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/25/2004
Her Head Upon His Chest reviews
This one's about...well...me...and my feelings for my ex and the "other guy". (and just for the record, no I did NOT cheat on my ex like everyone thinks)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 420 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/22/2004
Let Me Live My Life reviews
I wrote this after my mother kicked me out and then made me move back in. None of this is sarcastic...it's all true.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/22/2004
My Friend and My Dear
Written for a good friend of mine.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Published: 3/22/2004
Tears of Blood reviews
My first vampire poem. Got a nice lil twist to it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/22/2004
I Don't Care Anymore reviews
The title sooooo explains it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/22/2004
I Am reviews
This is the french one translated into english. Just another assigned poem that i like.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/22/2004
I Need to Get Away
I was feeling a bit restless when I wrote this poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Published: 3/20/2004
Je Suis reviews
"I Am" written in French
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - French - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/20/2004
You Said reviews
Ahhh..false love. Written for Chris, this guy I thought I loved, but didn't. (jerk)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2004
Dear Mom reviews
Ok yeah, I so wrote this a long time ago for Mother's Day. I feel somewhat different about my mother now. Very long story.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2004
Where I'm From
Something I wrote for school and happened to like. Kind of about my life up until like 10th grade.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Published: 3/20/2004
An Apology with a Confession
Written about 5 months into the releationship...right after our first big fight.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Published: 3/20/2004
One Year Today reviews
Worte this one for the one year mark. A lot of good it did me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/20/2004
Sometimes I Wonder Why reviews
Bah! I wrote this one when I was with my ex...who i just recently broke up with after a year and nine months.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2004
What School Means reviews
There's actually a story behind this one. I'm not gonna tell it though.
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/20/2004
The Only Way Out
Suicide...This one is about "The Dead Poet's Society"
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 3/20/2004
Tears From the Sky
From the rain drop's point of view
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Published: 3/20/2004
On That Day
My story of September 11th
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Published: 3/20/2004
Maybe Some Other Time reviews
Uhhhhh...just read it ok.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/20/2004
I Had a Bad Day Today reviews
Just one of those days. (this entire poem is sarcastic...just so you know)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 603 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2004
Dad reviews
A dead father talks to his daughter
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/20/2004
But Not Without Two reviews
A young child pleads with its dead father
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2004
A Scribble on a Piece of Paper reviews
This poem can be interpreted in many ways
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/20/2004