Hallucinogen Orange
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Joined 03-13-04, id: 402258
Author has written 27 stories for Life, Song, Friendship, Young Adult, Love, and Fantasy.
My name is KiAirah. I am sixteen and ten months. My entire universe revolves around love, especially that which I have for a particular young man named Keith. It is through love that I am beginning to understand the nature of reality. It is not hatred which reveals bitterness in our world, but love. For there is nothing which can destroy real love, but everything aside from love can be destroyed. Those you love can hurt you, leave you, pick you apart, or let you rot, and you will still love them. Those you love can be taken from you by death, insanity, drug abuse, bad situations, different families, skewed judgement... the possibilities of loss are endless, but you will still love them. There may come a point when they're world and your world are two different places, and you know that you must walk a different path, but you will still love them. They lie to you, and hide things from you, they can fail to see who you really are, they can fall short of every potential, they can be consumed by self-hatred, they can hurt the people around them and themselves, and they can let everything fall apart, but you will still love them. You may have to let them go, you may have to wave good bye, you may have to save yourself, but you will always love them.

That is the cruelty of reality, for in the end, though all the love in the world may not save any of us from the pain or sorrow of life, it is the only thing left standing.

Q:"The rice-crispy treat is going the wrong direction."
A:"It is not so much the direction it is going, as WHERE it is going."

Q-Me
A-The voice in my lover's head.

Love Kills

By,
Giorgio Moroder and Freddie Mercury

Love don't give no compensation, love don't pay no bills
Love don't give no indication, love just won't stand still
Love kills, drills you through your heart
Love kills, scars you from the start
It's just a living pastime, ruining your heartline
Stays for a lifetime, won't let you go
Coz love (love) love (love) love won't leave you alone

Love won't take no reservations, love is no square deal
Hey love don't give no justification, it strikes like cold steel
Love kills, drills you through your heart
Love kills, scars you from the start
It's just a living pastime, burning your lifeline
Gives you a hard time won't let you go
Coz love (love) love (love) love won't leave you alone

Hey love can play with your emotions
Open invitation to your heart
Hey love kills
Play with your emotions
Open invitation to your heart (to your heart)
Love kills (love kills), hey hey, love kills (love kills)
Love kills kills kills kills
Love can play with your emotions, open invitation

Love kills, hey, drills you through your heart
Love kills, scars you from the start
It's just a living pastime, ruining your hearrline
Won't let you go
Love kills, hey, drills you through your heart
Love kills, tears you right apart
It won't let go, it won't let go
Love kills, yeah

New Reveiws on old stuff are always welcome. Reveiw me and I'll probably reveiw you. Note for reveiwers: My goal is not to have a perfect or classic form in my poetry, but to say what I need to say. Comments on the feelings expressed or the message given, rather, tell me how you perceived what I said. That's the most helpful thing.

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When Does It End? by Juliet Squared reviews
...and she keeps on typing...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/28/2004
Cake by The Angsty Whore reviews
This "poem" was written in the five minutes after I was forced to eat half a piece of cake. This is how I felt. (PG for anorexia, leave me alone.)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/2/2004
Crazy by Tortured-Love reviews
Crazy is a poem about life - well, not life in general, but specifically my life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/2/2004
Graveyard Mischief by Intoxicated Soul reviews
Graveyard mischief, rising from the dead... Angry and depressant, bones stained with red
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/26/2004
AlsoMother by ChrisJaxn reviews
An interesting sort of taoist look at life. I think it's interesting.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/19/2004
Black And White by Death's Whore reviews
a poem, dedicated to my ex. Please R&R.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/15/2003
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Where Am I
bleeding my perspective
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 10/25/2004
Candied
You may or may not catch the underlying themes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 10/7/2004
The Prince's Pet reviews
Strong themes of sexuality.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,051 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/8/2004
Who AM I reviews
A poem about past experiences, that conveys the feeling of it all...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/7/2004
My Box reviews
Metaphorical Philosophy
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/28/2004
Dark Goddess reviews
This is about my lost friend...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/28/2004
Blithely Blissful reviews
Blithering. R&R? yes my mind warps.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2004
My Heart Questioned reviews
More poetry about my life. Love always! Love Matters!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/25/2004
You Can't Touch Me reviews
This has bad language in it. I didn't even mean for it to be a poem, I just wrote it,and then I thought, Wow, that's bitter.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/23/2004
Smells Like Sorrow reviews
F#ck pain. F#ck love. Why do we do this again? It's all a learning experience.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/22/2004
Cutting reviews
Self-destructive behavior and themes of suicide. Sorry for the bleak note folks, it happens. R&R?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6/15/2004
Lift Your Voices reviews
Please, hear me! R&R?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/10/2004
No Words reviews
I'm a mess.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/1/2004
Look Away reviews
Love for fools...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/17/2004
I Paint My Face reviews
Just rambling... What do you think?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/16/2004
I Cut Myself reviews
A product tears I allowed myself to shed, over powered by The Void. R&R? It means so much to me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/15/2004
Safe From Harm reviews
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Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/13/2004
This Room reviews
trying not to think about you...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/13/2004
Little Girls Can't Understand reviews
For the ghost of my lover, lingering here.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/2/2004
Faith and Devotion reviews
What little we have..
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2004
Hallucinogen Orange reviews
The beginning of my tale...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/26/2004
Dialing Numbers reviews
I've lost her...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/28/2004
Three reviews
boyfriend+boyfriend's best-friend+me=emotional instability, confusion.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/25/2004
Indescribable Orange reviews
Not exactly random, food for psycho-analysis, unconcious flowl
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/22/2004
Forgetting Me reviews
I just started writing this song yesterday, and I think it's just the surfacing of my risidual feeling about some one with whom I am no longer with.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/21/2004
Left Naked reviews
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Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/20/2004
Defy the Lines reviews
Do be caged by ANY expectation.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/19/2004