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Joined 04-21-04, id: 409400, Profile Updated: 11-28-08
Author has written 64 stories for Life, General, General, Young Adult, Biography, Friendship, Love, Family, and Haiku.

'He was all in place, a good dancer who hardly ever bothered to dance.'

-- Margaret Atwood

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Sneakers by Thorn's-girl reviews
A story of a life gone to rivers and grey. ff, suicide, drugs. [REVISED]with a few editing marks throughout that you'll have to forgive
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 22,110 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 1/6/2007 - Published: 6/20/2005
Blue Jessica by Faithless Juliet reviews
I'm still just a kid tripping under my woman-limbs.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 12 - Published: 9/25/2006
L O Y A L T Y by Iris Early reviews
13 points.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/21/2006
Insert Title Here by justwithoutwax reviews
hm. a poem about writing? lol ;;
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/16/2005
A Bouquet Mixture of Vicodin Sonata and Lexapro by Faithless Juliet reviews
Its kind of a biographical smack down; they gave me sleeping pills because I refused to close my eyes.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,820 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/4/2005
Black Circles by Thorn's-girl reviews
All they can do is pour her tea and wipe away her tears (crappy summarry. Forgive me? vague reference to f/f)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/5/2005
My bathroom performance by SleepDontWeep reviews
eating disorders really take over... the mirror lies and somehow no one seems to see how 'fat' you're getting... you're stick thin yet obese.. plz r and r xx
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2005
Last Friday by SuperCake reviews
"Tell everyone you love the, as the room starts to blur and darken /Cause you don't know if your dying or just sleepy" Please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/4/2004
RazorSharp by Rosenholz reviews
(Rated for implied subject matter) A young man in a Maths class reflects on the aggressive nature of his best friend's cats - and the seemingly endless number of cuts on his arms that are blamed on said cat.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,135 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/30/2004
Artificial Sweeteners by SuperCake reviews
He wonders why he ever loved her, why he ever thought she was the most amazing girl on earth…. and if she’s looking at him. He doesn’t care. Just slumps back to play a ballad about artificial sweeteners.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/28/2004
In The Mind Of Dyslexia by Faithless Juliet reviews
What it is to be a writer with Dyslexia.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/12/2004
Drivethru Blues by darlaka reviews
If you were standing next to me when I was working, this is probably what you would hear.
Poetry: Work - Rated: K - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/3/2004
Daddy's by Razor Sharp Kisses reviews
Being daddy's little girl can be hard work
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/12/2004
Snapshot Suicide by The Fallen Caryatid reviews
A story about three different lives, all connected by a chain of events started by one death. Snapshots of suicide, short and bittersweet. One-shot.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,943 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Published: 7/29/2003 - Complete
Blood Lust by lostlainien reviews
This one is kind of gritty, it's about a time when I used to cut myself. It has taken me a long time to realise it's not the answer. R&R please!
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/4/2003
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i find myself sad reviews
You whispered secrets over tequila shots and coke.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2010 - Complete
i would have written reviews
A letter to the dead poet, Charles Bukowski.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/7/2010 - Complete
Pulsation reviews
The sudden compulsion to dance, in nothing but a red feather boa and yellow cotton socks.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/17/2009 - Complete
Fashioned Hollow reviews
Define me by my body, please.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/18/2008 - Complete
User reviews
One day she will become the user, and not the used - carved out hollow of cereal for breakfast and orange juice for lunch.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/17/2008 - Complete
Maybe reviews
... kind of like her life, flaking.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/17/2008 - Complete
Cheater reviews
I know you saw me and I never got the chance to explain - you never asked.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/17/2008 - Complete
Just So reviews
I taste of second hand sin, mostly because he used to touch me just so.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/20/2008 - Complete
Abort reviews
She thinks it is murder, but behind it lurks the knowledge of freedom.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/25/2007 - Complete
Alcoholic reviews
Tomorrow there will be another faithless face in the back room of a church hall.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
Beautiful reviews
Stop telling me to eat more. I'm beautiful.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
Destructive Freedom reviews
About how self destruction is as free as you can get, really.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/9/2006 - Complete
Relapse reviews
It only took ten seconds to fall back into old addiction.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/10/2006 - Complete
Difference in Years reviews
They are the familiar tune of leaden, spreading nostaligia because you can't get away from tarbubble popping, bathsharing memories, and besides...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 421 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/22/2006 - Complete
Secrets reviews
Define: secret The real secret is never hidden behind a mask. It is given with the unique singularity of things that transcend normality. In here you will find the secrets of strangers, my friends, and me.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/4/2006 - Complete
Cut reviews
It's been one year, three months and seven days. It tastes like victory share my applause.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/24/2006 - Complete
Anorexic reviews
She knows she skinny, but it's not that bad. It spells beautiful, after all.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/17/2006 - Complete
Delude reviews
She dreams in technicolour and wakes hungry.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/15/2006 - Complete
Caffeine reviews
Mix it with failure and tell them it's decaffeinated.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/8/2006 - Complete
Recording Implosion reviews
The diary entries of a girl who's perfectly normal she just gets these weird thoughts sometimes.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,953 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 4/22/2006 - Published: 4/11/2006 - Complete
Abuse reviews
I watch bruises form behind my eyelids as the tiny, murmuring girl is dragged onto the bus.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/11/2006 - Complete
Reason reviews
Skin, words, makeup... they're there for a reason.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/10/2006 - Complete
Explanation reviews
She's skin stretched over sharpened, starving bones and her painted lips clash with undefined cheekbones.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/9/2006 - Complete
Eyes Wide Open reviews
I sit I watch I learn. A collection of drabbles inspired by the people I watch every day... the interesting ones the drunks, the sluts, the disturbed.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 423 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3/26/2006 - Published: 7/7/2005 - Complete
Love and Sex and Drugs reviews
How can she hold so much power over me? Documents a few events in a girls life, as she falls under the spell of drugs, and Her.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 469 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/22/2006 - Complete
Sweet Sixteen reviews
She's sweet sixteen, she's innocence in icing, and they sing happy birthday to me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/15/2006 - Complete
Definition reviews
Define soda pop laughs and filing cabinet hate...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/14/2006 - Complete
Best Friend reviews
My exbest friend. An account of one of our nights together drunk on cheap vodka 3.99 and liquid fear...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/13/2006 - Complete
She Breaks reviews
And I'm the girl who's almost beautiful when I shatter, tremble, break.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/25/2006 - Complete
Cliché reviews
And even though I lust after clichés, all I see is reflected sunlight.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/24/2006 - Complete
Razor reviews
Not really serious... just something I always found kinda funny about razors.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/22/2006 - Complete
Ugly Innocence reviews
I am fifteen and his hands tell me I am uglyinnocent.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/18/2006 - Complete
And I Love reviews
It's funny how I can love her mouth, her fingers... and not love her.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/10/2006 - Complete
Ridges on Skin reviews
The scars are healed over, long gone in a blur of daysmonthsyears. So why are there still ridges on my skin?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/6/2006 - Complete
Beautiful when Broken reviews
A guy made me realise today... made me realise that I'm only beautiful when I'm broken.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1/2/2006 - Complete
Glimpses reviews
The difference between how a child perceives their childhood, and how their parents do. They remember... and it wasn't that bad, really.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/2/2006 - Complete
Cigarettes reviews
Short poem about craving.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/21/2005 - Complete
Old Lady Charm reviews
Dirty cups and straggles of lace, fine china...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/17/2005
Bonfire reviews
Sweet explosion in a back alley: intoxication. Alcohol and sex...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/15/2005 - Complete
Ballerina Girl reviews
She's been dancing, her body, long and postured, arching to a rhythm I don't understand...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/10/2005 - Complete
Remember reviews
Through her addled brain, a girl remembers missing? and she reaches for the powder.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/15/2005 - Complete
Ecplise reviews
Mostly you just have to swallow back the scream.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/26/2005 - Complete
Liar reviews
Draw it down, blunt and burning, trying to harden the trembles and glazed tears and how do you explain, when the other person doesn't even care?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/16/2005 - Complete
Quitting reviews
She's quititng, she really is. But it tastes so good, and no one's home... who's gonna know?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/4/2005 - Complete
Guilty reviews
Dreaming of illicit love... rough tongue, salt tang, fingertips dancing over hardened skin... and I awake: guilty.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/27/2005 - Complete
Friends reviews
Uh. I don't know why you hang out with that freak. She is so weird.'
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/7/2005 - Complete
Experience reviews
She just wants to be older. She didn't mean to force the experience on herself, but she did... and inside she wants to vomit.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/2/2005 - Complete
Anger Laced Addiction reviews
Excerpts from a life of a rage driven girl sex, drugs, lies and rehab. Please R&R.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 3,624 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 8/19/2005 - Published: 8/9/2005 - Complete
Persuasion reviews
She can make me do anything, believe anything, no matter how sick, how depraved, how stupid. And the funny thing? Every time you make my thoughts twist... I begin to... Trust you even more.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/15/2005 - Complete
Modern Day Morality reviews
Innocence has changed. Short skirts and tight tops don't make you a slut, cigarettes and alcohol don't make you shocking. It's 2005, she's fifteen and she's innocent.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5/26/2005 - Complete
Perfect Bulimia reviews
She's everything you ever wanted to be she's perfect, and the perfect amount of perfume covers the hovering scent of vomit.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/20/2005 - Complete
Torn Petals reviews
She sits on the steps now, eyes squinting and smoke curling from her mouth... no one knows what happened, but... but she looks like someone tore the petals off of her. Please R&R.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 544 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/19/2005 - Complete
Snapshots reviews
Snapshots of a girl's life as she grows up with her deadbeat, alcoholic mother. Her dark eyes will be deeper than usual when she rounds on her whore, sinner, slut, dirty words formed on a generous mouth.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,243 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/9/2005 - Complete
Matching Scars reviews
Describing your version of The One. Not cliched romance, with a slight twist at the end. Fruit perfume and brand name shampoo... undertaste of, salt, smoke, summer rain on tarmac...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/16/2005 - Complete
Morning reviews
She exists in their world, insane and trapped. Split personalities, Inside and Out, conflict her, and only in her dreams is she free. But when she wakes the truth is always there she's just another doll, their strings containing her.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,060 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/7/2005 - Complete
Drink reviews
Why do teenagers binge drink...? My answer. Please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/6/2005 - Complete
Panic reviews
Do you know what it's like when the terror surrounds you...?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/1/2005 - Complete
Kleptomaniac reviews
Have you ever felt the rush of taking something that wasn't yours?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/30/2005 - Complete
Broken reviews
Strings attached to wasted limbs... You dangle... Broken.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/12/2005 - Complete
Girl with Attitude reviews
Slutty tops and sexy jeans... manic laughing, drunken screams... I'm just crazy, out to delude... I'm a girl with attitude.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/22/2004 - Complete
Hey, how are you? reviews
What lies behind that automatic answer, fine...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/20/2004 - Complete
Pyromaniac reviews
The flame flickered and his eyes shined... this destructive, indiscriminating, beautiful element that was under his control with just a tiny flick of his thumb...
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,494 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/20/2004 - Complete
Being Bad reviews
The title kinds says it all... my answer to that question, Why are you like this Please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/16/2004 - Complete
I sit and stare reviews
I sit and stare... outside my window... please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/16/2004 - Complete