Dying Without Gackt
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Joined 04-28-04, id: 410527
Author has written 22 stories for Life, General, Song, Young Adult, Love, Fantasy, Romance, Fantasy, Humor, and General.
Zodiac: Dragon

Sign: Virgo

Name: Hatem

Activities

- Drawing
- Discovering the twists and turns of NYC
- Writing/Reading
- People watching
- Walking aimlessly around in the rain.
- Kickboxing

Interests

- Anime/manga
- Art (Animation major!!)
- Astrology
- All unusual & unique things
- Traveling
- Learning Japanese
- Meeting new people
- Health/Exercise
- Music

-- I'm pretty big on Japanese pop culture. Meaning. I listen to a lot of Japanese music and know way to much about Japan. Japanese music is a pretty big part of my life. Probably 1/4 of it. I think thats a considerably big amount. It all started when my friend told me to google a picture of Gackt. So I researched him, drowned in his music, and fell in love. I listen to American, Korean, and Turkish too. Why Turkish? Because that's my ethnicity.

-- I'm a complete ditz. I almost never pay attention to what's going around me & I never look at people when I walk. I like avoiding confrontation. However, this makes people think I look intimidating. I'm rather straight faced and serious if you don't know me. Hah. And then I open my mouth and that whole perspective of me is lost. XD...

-- I'm constantly day dreaming. Which - I think - also makes me closed to everything around me. I tend to float in a bubble. I'm always day dreaming of other things, so I never really know what's going on. I used to be the opposite. I was a real social butterfly and involved with everything around me. I kind of got too tired and too busy. And I smile too much when I talk. I don't know why though. ~.~'

= UPDATES =

- I've been on hiatus for a while. I'm so sorry!! My first semester in college is finally over. So...I should really start writing again soon. If you've noticed, I deleted "Behind Kaiti Yotsu." I'm a bad writer. ToT...I totally gave up on that. I knew exactly where it was going, but then...I just got bored. I need a new idea. Hm. I'm going to revise all of Dusman though. One day. I hope. However. As far as this penname goes. I don't think I'll post a new series for a while. I want to work on my story for another pen name right now. My other pen name is --

Mad Aristocrat

Check it out. I haven't updated in a while. But I'm really going to try. I'm searching for inspiration. Hopefully...I'll find it soon.

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BLACK CHERRY by sakurazuki reviews
Haruki Shinjo came to Tokyo with one goal: to finish college and make her parents proud. Nevermind the fact that she's a frustrated rockstar while her own cousin happens to be in a band with three other (cute) guys. When she finally gets her shot at fame, Haruki is left to decide: Does she have what it takes to become a part of the next big thing?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 31,487 - Reviews: 1033 - Favs: 376 - Follows: 225 - Updated: 4/1 - Published: 10/22/2004
Divinitas by Caleyndar reviews
BL.YAOI. When Phoenix arrived at the School of Genesis, he didn’t expect to become the obsession of a sadistic youth who whispers “I will Own you” into his ear. Is it simply a twisted perversion, or does a deeper truth lie in their Divine past? Added 072.
Fiction: Manga - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 72 - Words: 257,242 - Reviews: 793 - Favs: 486 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 5/27/2007 - Published: 9/19/2001
The Imp and the Odd Rose by Mayaj reviews
Cayn Arrowleaf has always been a misfit. To say the least. As a matter of fact he goes out of his way to cause people discomfort. Most people think he's just fucked up. What if there's more to it? Alot more?
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Fantasy - Chapters: 32 - Words: 70,706 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 5/9/2007 - Published: 10/23/2004
The Things I Do For You by skunk reviews
OLD. slash, Dylan isn't someone anyone strives to be, in fact he wouldn't mind being someone else but when life hands you lemons... complete
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 16 - Words: 37,519 - Reviews: 140 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 8/19/2005 - Published: 6/15/2005 - Complete
Against All Odds by Myrika reviews
Raleigh Chase thinks guys are dogs. Her older brother's best friend Ryan Henderson claims that he can make any girl, including Raleigh, fall for him. Their bet's on for four months. Can they prove each other wrong? //REMOVED//
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 4,929 - Reviews: 6862 - Favs: 3,527 - Follows: 315 - Updated: 7/27/2005 - Published: 8/23/2004 - Complete
Blink by the duck in the rain reviews
Wishing so strongly from love (from you) because love does not exist (between us) and we've tried everything else tangible. (emotional psychobabble, about wrong choices for love and crap like that RandR to boost my spirits)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/15/2005
Desire by mizu no kokoro reviews
Written within the cold of a sleepless night, the pain echoes deep within me as the thoughts continue to haunt my mind. How i wish you could at least, say, goodbye... I truly do miss, talking to you... Read and review, thanks!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2005
ode to the world's greatest fuckup by the duck in the rain reviews
Rating because of title. This poem sucks like everything else i have ever written. My recieved reviews reflect that.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/28/2005
illusion by she's not breathing reviews
touch the stars for me 'cause they're too far away. REMOVED.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 5 - Published: 1/28/2005
Devils Hold On Me by Burnt Innocence reviews
When you feel unwanted, you look even into the darkest places for comfort.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/27/2005
Hell by Michael Kim reviews
Nothing but no one at all...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/19/2005
Love in pointslope form by the duck in the rain reviews
Oh angst, sweet angst. - This the the time when we understood all. Love was only a game, one that was best expressed in point-slope form.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 574 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/14/2005
The Best Defense by The Mad Poet reviews
If there is one thing I've picked up from life; if there is one line in the Bible, however brief, that I have learned to live by. . .
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 521 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/25/2004
The Light by Anje reviews
This poem was written when I was um well sort of bored. heh... I've been having writers block for the past couple of days so just R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/16/2004
Kendo Club by Grasshopper-chan reviews
Shounen ai! Meiji Academy: a school where life revolves around using warrior tactics to survive. Enter Kaoru, a normal guy who definately doesn't fit the bill. However, Kenta sees something in Kaoru no one else does due to a dark secret from his own past.
Fiction: Manga - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,302 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/16/2004
The Cancer Infected by st. maverick reviews
“…Only assholes really take the time to ‘reexamine’ what they would if they could live their life again.”
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,775 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/8/2004
Inside the Mind of a Perfectionist by Innocent Harbinger of Doom reviews
In my last two years of high school, I was the perfect student, loved by teachers and hated by most of the students. This is kind of how I felt at the time...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/13/2004
Tainted Thoughts by Cadience Gemma Topaz reviews
I'm still stressing on the same subject...i like this one it's pretty good...doesn't flow extremely well but i like it...check it out R&R Plz
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/5/2004
Midnight Blue by the duck in the rain reviews
(This is a WEIRD poem) Lost myself in a Midnight Blue. Lost myself while thinking of you That's the essence of the poem...please R and R
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/24/2004
Play Pretend by mizu no kokoro reviews
Sometimes you just want to close your eyes, and believe in everything good, do you ever want to see the truth? Please read and review thank you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/24/2004
Out of Proportion by AEM2 reviews
I felt so bad when I wrote this... This is on how your small pain can build up until...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/29/2000
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Untitled reviews
Uh huh. So like every other dumb girl out there I've fallen in love. I know that it sucks. And I guess I'll go from here? You know the story. It would have been awesome if someone told me I'd fallen in love. Figuring it yourself is tiring.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,738 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
the pitpat prance of that annoying girl reviews
fuck being perfect, it's overrated anyways - lopsided was always better, cause society said so R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11/27/2005
Euphoria reviews
Lets suck on golden pipes to the point of our high - The end of the world is coming anyways. But don't worry, I know it says how to save the world here somewhere in Shakespeare. Or was this Poe? R&R.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 619 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/18/2005
Watered Words reviews
And I 've fallen to my knees for the tenth time and the pain in my bones is nothing but beautiful. I've given up and my unstoppable crying prvoes it. I cry to show the pain. I scream to show the pain. And as I do - I love every minute of it.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 477 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/18/2005
Flop reviews
After 16 years of sticking my tongue out to the water - - my life long enemy, I have clamped my useless tissue back in my jaw and I have learned how swim. So I will swim and swim till someone teaches me how to stop.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 837 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/18/2005
Crumpled reviews
And I compose this letter to write out all that was unspoken and all that was important. And as I retrace five years of love just pay attention to everything underneath; there's always a hidden meaning.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 918 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/18/2005
Dusman ::Revised:: reviews
The revised version of the original. I'll most likely finish it up here - I thought it would get my thoughts flowing. Humans and Demons - Please R&R
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 649 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/28/2005
My Oscar Winning Life reviews
What a story. The same old sob story, where you won't come back. We're so ordinary. We're so predictable. The only thing is the real thing hurts. One-shot. Please R&R.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 588 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/11/2005
Sweet Cawing reviews
Whisper to me the secrets of the universe - Tell me my little crow and put me to sleep. Sing to me the future and let them be my dreams.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 4/1/2005
Reflection reviews
To have one's reflection tugged away by the hands of the bystanders. Judged, and pushed in a corner just waiting for the counterpart to come back.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/29/2005
Missing Heart reviews
A young man played by a beautiful youth. When one wakes up to find all their possesions taken along with their heart and can only wish for it to come back. One-Shot. Please R&R!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,126 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 1/24/2005 - Published: 1/23/2005
Beautiful Nightmare reviews
When a dream changes into a nightmare...who says it still can't be beautiful, please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 1/9/2005 - Published: 10/4/2004
Cruel Reality reviews
When the feeling of reality hits. I needed to write this - it was caused by a passing of someone I knew. Please read and review...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/26/2004
Heaven's Not Enough reviews
Sometimes we walk a bit to fast to our goals and forget to take glimpses on the way. R&R Please!
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12/17/2004
Just Imaginary reviews
One love pays - and the other love lives. Please R&R!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12/17/2004
A Writer's End reviews
Imagination escapes the corners of my mind...I must have done something wrong...I must have lost sense of all meaning...I have made a welcome to my beautiful tragedy.One-shot. R&R please.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 760 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/14/2004
Century Saved reviews
About a girl telling the world that she is about to rise up and destroy their time...so they should take all precaution and stop her before anything happens.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/9/2004
Meeting in Hell reviews
A song of being betrayed, and getting vengence...Its pretty dark, kind of like evanescence songs. R&R please, I really want to know what people think.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/25/2004
My Own Doll reviews
Blood falls...tears burn...I am my own doll...everything I feel is my fault.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9/27/2004
Hate, Love and Everything in Between reviews
The feelings of hate and love and the lines between.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9/20/2004
Floating Away reviews
Is darkness good or bad...will the answer ever be answered.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/17/2004
Dreams reviews
What we and definetly I always seem to search for.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/28/2004