Momentary Sins
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Joined 06-02-04, id: 416742
Author has written 184 stories for General, Friendship, Song, General, Love, Horror, Family, Young Adult, and Life.

the author formerly known as 'notasingletear.'

"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside."
- Girl, Interrupted.

also, much thanks to the thirteen people who have me as a fave author. it just shows how much i've improved as a writer.

i'd also like to give some props to rejectionnotice for helping me grow as a writer... my one consistent reviewer, she's an incredible writer and i must say i've stolen a bit of inspiration from her.

and ever more props to lonesome follower. simply for being her. welcome home ash...

happy reading! :)

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like jekyll and hyde by this is britt reviews
IF I DID NOT LIKE THIS POEM A LITTLE I WOULD NOT KEEP IT UP.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 867 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/20/2005
Nightmare by Silchaia reviews
I wrote this at 3 a.m. after I had this wierd dream.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/18/2004
Own Yourself by Ukiah reviews
Do not seek enlightenment from me. Do not use me to find any greater purpose. That is your own task.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/18/2004
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Change of Heart reviews
not my usual- please review, i'm anxious for feedback.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 799 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/29/2005
Dirty Sheets reviews
laundry list of dirty sheets
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/16/2005
Lucifer When God Fell Down reviews
broken trust
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/29/2005
Down That Road reviews
'if i were to lose you...' to lennon
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/25/2005
Take Me With You reviews
If i'm good enough will you take me with you? And if not, well.. I forgive you.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/19/2005
Lost Butterfly reviews
The next in the butterfly saga. the rest are on lonesomefollower's FP site.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/16/2005
Black Butterfly reviews
i wrote a poem a while back about a black butterfly. someone else wrote a poem in response to that, and this is my response to that. dont get it? read.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/13/2005
With Open Eyes reviews
random, too angsty for my tastes, but whatever. broken bitter dreams.. etc.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2005
Blood and Drugs reviews
a 'found' poem. every line is from the vampire chronicles by anne rice, co-found by ellen and i.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/4/2005
Illusions reviews
Shattered illusions but you'll always be here... to ellen
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/2/2005
Too Much Wine reviews
I don't really know where this came from or where it went, I was just in a very dis-illusioned mood. It's bad, I know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 401 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/2/2005
White Noise reviews
the end of everything always comes, we learn what we can but still... i wish it would go on forever. (to my best friend who's moving in july..)
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/25/2005
Victim reviews
horrible poem, something just doesnt feel right... props to whomever understands.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/17/2005
Cream Soda reviews
cream soda on my white-washed walls...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 353 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/9/2005
Tell Me Why reviews
why am i still scarred...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2005
Your Sun? reviews
The first non-angsty love poem I've written that I can honestly say I like. (to lennonface)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/25/2005
Love Song reviews
to lennon (happy ash- 'absence makes the heart grow fonder.' bah. absence sucks.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/20/2005
Duck in Open Water reviews
i have no idea. open to any and all interpretation.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/15/2005
ModernDay Magicians reviews
An ode to our physicians, our modern-day magicians...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/14/2005
Sale Lacet dirty lace in french reviews
to lennon, asha.. new love, old love, etc.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/12/2005
Hold out my Hands reviews
to lennon... about a dream i had with him, trying to make a sculpture out of sand...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/12/2005
Painted Chalkboard reviews
unrequited love hurts, but methinks requited love is worse...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/8/2005
Rain, Snow, and Ice reviews
written in the back of a car. somehow my thoughts just sort of... flew together.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/3/2005
Break This Oath reviews
title says it all.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2005
Cold Hard Pavement reviews
I laughed while writing this. Keep that in mind. Inspired by a run in the thirty-degree night, barefoot. Just kinda took off with it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/20/2005
My Starving Vultures reviews
explain to me the wonders of the world...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/17/2005
Asked Myself Why reviews
random thoughts, in the form of a poem
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/3/2005
Ever Since reviews
learning to live without one's soul
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 436 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/3/2005
helping hand reviews
broken family
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/3/2005
love is for the little girls reviews
i want a part of that world...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/3/2005
ashes of lust reviews
wipe away these broken ashes of lust...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/3/2005
dont dare reviews
i'm free-falling, but dont dare tell me that for i'm afraid to know the truth...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/3/2005
Reality reviews
I just wanted to try this out, let me know if you think it works for me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/11/2005
A Snowglobe World reviews
the poem says it all, just read it
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/11/2005
The Clock on the Wall reviews
the clock on the wall may crack and fall/ but time will still go on...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/11/2005
One Candle reviews
A short story on death, family, and most importantly, love.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,928 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/28/2004
This Cold Heart reviews
love and live
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/14/2004
Lonesome Apathy reviews
searching for salvation
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/14/2004
Faded Memory reviews
i tremble for our people
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/14/2004
Dreams Of You reviews
sweet poem of love and friendship and tears...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/14/2004
Broken Body reviews
divided i stand
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/14/2004
This Lonely World reviews
randomness
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/1/2004
Lived a Lifetime reviews
i lived a lifetime in just one day/but still everything's the same
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/1/2004
Shame reviews
i dont deserve your pity when all i feel is shame...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/1/2004
Hope You Know reviews
i hope you know you hurt me...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/1/2004
Baby's Breath reviews
can be interpreted two ways: either as about the world, or as about a couple
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/1/2004
love reviews
Love
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/1/2004
Coming From Nothing With Nowhere To Go reviews
but no one knows...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2004
Dead Man Walking reviews
another broken heart
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2004
Tears reviews
lost love..
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/17/2004
Me reviews
song to my parents- they can't change me.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2004
Say Goodbye reviews
friendship, love, oppression... ya know, life.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2004
Hey Jealousy reviews
love in its worst form... (seems thats the only love i ever feel)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/17/2004
Look Dress and Act like Someone new reviews
written when i was ticked at my friend for 'conforming.' (turns out she wasnt but thats not the point.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/22/2004
Black Rose Burning reviews
Sparkling smiles, eyes icy blue, black rose burning, and my love for you...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/22/2004
All Together Now reviews
the sorry state of our world...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/16/2004
TerrorFilled Darkness reviews
about the terror involved in listening to abuse going on... and not doing anything about it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/14/2004
An utter mess reviews
telling me my life's an utter mess/ when all i ever did was try my best
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/12/2004
Lonely in a Corner reviews
have i ever fit in? in all fourteen years?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/11/2004
Nothing But Empty Desires reviews
literally written in the dark when i couldnt sleep... its about nothing but empty desires!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/9/2004
What am I? reviews
just a cute short thing i wrote really quickly.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/8/2004
Bittersweet End reviews
the question: is love really worth it? the answer: yes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/8/2004
wishes reviews
an abused little girl
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/5/2004
An empty corpse screams reviews
started off a poem about me ruining everything... not really sure how it ended.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/30/2004
An Empty Box reviews
hate the world today... just a poem generally venting about not fitting in anywhere...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 508 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/28/2004
Plenty of Me to Go Around reviews
feeling a bit overloaded... well it's my fault anyways
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/25/2004
Join Us reviews
not my usual style, it's about 'ghosts' asking you to join them
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/20/2004
Messed Up House reviews
parents always fighting, it;s scary
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/18/2004
The Voices reviews
can you hear them whisper/those voices in your head/telling you to live/when you'd rather die instead
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/18/2004
Stay Together reviews
asking parents to stay together for the sake of young kids.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/16/2004
Two Words: It's You reviews
sayin you love someone, and that person rejects you (sort of). it stings.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/12/2004
Be For You reviews
if i cant save you, i'll be for you like you're there for me
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/11/2004
All But Invisible reviews
second part to living in a ghost house, only this time I'M the ghost. please review!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/10/2004
A Pencil Whispers reviews
Being trapped in a life with no time to write is the WORST way to live.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/8/2004
Living in a Ghost House reviews
missing my mom, even though i live with her
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/29/2004
Blinded Eyes reviews
a friend not being able to see her own self-worth, mostly because her parents cant either...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/28/2004
marching on reviews
a guy and a girl, dirt poor, kicked out of where they're staying, no money and no food... kinda makes me stop caring about breaking a nail
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/26/2004
neither do you reviews
loving someone who's never ever there
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/24/2004
brokenhearted jealousy reviews
everyone's in love with someone/but the one i love loves someone else...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/22/2004
cold waves reviews
about being in love with someone who you really shouldnt be in love with
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/19/2004
childhood reviews
sick of responsibility! rawr!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/19/2004
a wall of lies reviews
hidden behind/a wall of lies/ lies to herself and the world/ denouncing her name and what she's become/ never once admitting to the beauty within
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/13/2004
a backdrop of black reviews
being surrounded by innocence and still being upset. rawr, it stinks
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/11/2004
locked doors and barred windows reviews
about being trapped and almost resorting to cutting. key word: almost.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/29/2004
running away reviews
running away from a murderer, twist ending. this is my first real story, reviews are appreciated but dont be harsh please
Fiction: Horror - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 777 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/28/2004
untitled reviews
about a girl who has an abusive mother but is happy all the time except for at home
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/27/2004
live for me reviews
meh, it's about someone killing themselves and tellin the other person to live for them. kinda bad when just read, it's a song so it sounds better sung (promise)
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/27/2004
loves you now reviews
from the perspective of an ex-girlfriend talking to current girlfriend, saying she'll get played too :) happiness
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/27/2004
doors and darkness reviews
about being stuck in a situation and not being able to get out. symobollic!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/27/2004
just want me reviews
about a guy who says he's accepting of this girl but, it's rather hard to believe
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/27/2004
wanderer reviews
bout a wandering man who comes and steals your heart sorry, in the poem there's a word fie that is supposed to be fine
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/24/2004
darkness reviews
in the darkness is really when ur most vulnerable...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2004
sparkly pink clouds reviews
about changing and becoming something everyone else doesnt accept. for this poem, it seems like the rhyming is all random but there is a method to my madness. (i promise.) the parts that rhyme are like when you try to work something out logically, but
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2004
missing you acrostic reviews
missing my friend who's gone for 3 weeks
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/21/2004
death of an angel reviews
written about a friend of a friend who passed away just yesterday...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/18/2004
twice betrayed reviews
written to a friend i lied to twice in our entire relationship but she doesnt trust me... and i would do anything to fix it.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/14/2004
doctor doctor reviews
about a little girl who was traumatized... a lot of sarcasm! by the way, in the line 'lie here boots' boots is a pet name for someone
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/13/2004
Rainbow Inside My Heart reviews
about all the colors that are part of me, that make up my life. i think its kinda forced and kinda bad but who knows.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/11/2004
Dream State reviews
about finally waking up from a nightmare, kinda short, kinda bad
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/11/2004
a world without you reviews
a glimpse into a world without my bestest friend
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2004
whole wide world reviews
kinda wierd, it's really pretty as a song tho
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 374 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/7/2004
perfect rose reviews
about a perfect rose, this is symbollic for love
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2004
ashley reviews
about how one pesron can have such an amazing impact on someones life
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 587 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/6/2004
no title reviews
randomness
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2004
hate it all reviews
randomness
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/6/2004
something in my heart reviews
about being depressed but stil having hope for some crazy reason
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2004
sitting on the roof reviews
sitting on the roof on a cloudy night
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2004
missing part reviews
yea title says it all
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2004
my heart's goal
this is the revised version of walking, i made it longer and just generally fixed it up, it still kinda sux so i'm sorry but yeah
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 6/6/2004
one dance reviews
this is the revised version of one dance, i got rid of the other one, hope this is better
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2004
walking reviews
more randomness
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/5/2004
my soul my house reviews
um.. yea kinda self explanatory
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/5/2004
wishes to be you
this is written to the same girl that 'one step ahead' is written to, it's a girl that i am insanely jealous of but she refuses to even acknoweldge my existance becasue a) she thinks i'm fake and b) i dumped her best friend
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 370 - Published: 6/5/2004
who are you? reviews
pretty random, about a dream i keep having about a guy but i dont have any clue who the guy is... just an aside, there's a line about one from another time, but i accidentally wrote on sorry, it should be one
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/5/2004
one step ahead reviews
about this girl who's always beating me, well at least in my mind, not visibly but yeah
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/5/2004
away from me reviews
about feeling really distant from the world, written one day in school when no one and nothing could get through to me
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/5/2004
rivers of blood and tears
about cutting
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Published: 6/5/2004
wifebeater reviews
about a guy who beats his wife
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/4/2004
myself reviews
about someone trying to make me stop cutting
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/4/2004
motherless
written from little children's perspectives, about a mother never being there for them
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 6/4/2004
untitledness
about my icky life
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 6/3/2004
telltale eyes reviews
being able to see someones emotions
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
so long
about leaving a guy, hurting him, wanting to tkae away his pain
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Published: 6/3/2004
roses reviews
about trying to be more carefree and happy
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
my fault reviews
my friend cuttin herself cuz ofme
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
happy people reviews
those special people who really believe its half full
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
disapointment reviews
sick of my mom never coming through
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
darkness her refuge
about only being able to escape in darkness (nigh)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Published: 6/3/2004
painfilled mind
s.e.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Published: 6/3/2004
a meal at my house reviews
s.e.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
posers reviews
about people who are fake depressed, the ending kinda sux, but it was written when i was really pissed so you'll hafta excuse me
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
falling
s.e.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
cover stories reviews
a girl covering up cuts, etc.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/3/2004
childhood longings reviews
missing being a kid
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
never is forever
things never last
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 6/3/2004
another night reviews
another night in my life
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
calm my fears
written to someone who comforts me
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 6/3/2004
the wrong decision reviews
putting a relationship on hold and seriously regretting it
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
deceiving child
a girl opened up but got hurt so she's closed again
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Published: 6/3/2004
heavenly flower
about someone who's spark has faded
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Published: 6/3/2004
depression acrostics reviews
2 acrostic poems for the word depression
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
a friend reviews
about a friend who i wish i could help but i cant
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
will i ever reviews
about breaking up with a guy and regetting it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
not good enough
written from perspective of parents who want you to be perfect
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Published: 6/3/2004
no one but me reviews
about a friend who doesnt tell anyone abuot her problems except me
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
my baby reviews
love song
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
lost friend
about a friend drifting away
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Published: 6/3/2004
hiding in shadows
about a girl with a raelly bad life who hides it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Published: 6/3/2004
dying already reviews
s.e.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
dreams reviews
about dreams being shattered
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
broke another heart
about being with a guy and falling in love with another
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Published: 6/3/2004
betrayal by a loveracrostic reviews
s.e.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
worth the pain reviews
about relationships not being worth all the pain
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
so confused reviews
about trying to be open without hurting someone
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2004
youre going away reviews
about my friend going away this summer
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
suicide again reviews
s.e.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
slipped away reviews
a friend hiding from the world
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
screaming reviews
screaming inside
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
untitled agaain reviews
this is sposed to be like a song from a musical, a guy trying to convince a girl to be more open
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
how i never saw reviews
from a father's perspective, asking how he never realized his daughter was cutting
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
dying reviews
um about dying and yeah thats it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
stained glass window reviews
telling a person to stop pretending, stop fronting
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
a sad sort of sparkle reviews
blood sparkles, did you know that?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
return to me reviews
a friend driftin away
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
the price we pay reviews
the price paid for violence
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
goodbye reviews
dying
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
drowning in a sea of blood acrostic reviews
s.e.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/2/2004
cinderella in reality reviews
the story of cinderella, de-fairytaleized
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
changer reviews
mood swings!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
bittersweet december reviews
a relationship that was kinda both bad and good but the girl only rmembers the bad
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
innocent reviews
about people viewing me as innocent and naive
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
you left me reviews
a friend committing suicide
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
the music reviews
symbollic but about music invading your mind
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
suicide reviews
s.e
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
pleading with God reviews
written when my mom was in the hospital
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
my protector's speaking reviews
kind of like the mind making sure you stay safe and hidden
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
mixed messages reviews
wanting to kill myself and having a friend tell me 2 different things
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
cutting reviews
s.e.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/2/2004
confusion reviews
self-explanatory
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
broken toy reviews
a girl is used as a trophy girl
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
breaking free reviews
realizing that you shouldnt be who you are and breaking free of it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/2/2004
so he says reviews
a boyfriend telling a girlfriend everything will be okay
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
hiding herself reviews
about a day in a girl's life and the girl always tries to make others happy by hiding herself. yea it sux i know
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/2/2004
the quiet storm reviews
about a girl who is seemingly sweet and calm and nice on the outside but is really upset on the inside
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/2/2004